My lips are dry and my love for michael jackson never dies... Whooo... Rythms. But very random. =.= HaHa!! I was watching michael jackson's video and i cried!! AH~!! HaHa!! OMG OMG OMG!!
Yes, i cried because i'm so upset i actually was about to take in people's word that michael jackson can't sing anymore... MA YA!!! I can still sing perfectly well lah people... STOP CRITICISING MY IDOL!!! HOW DARE MYSELF TO LOSE FAITH IN MY MOST RESPECTABLE IDOL?!?! Okay, maybe also because i was so touched by his singing... the live performance was really really GREAT AWESOME!!!
Now, i'm feeling feverish in the inside and trembling on the outside. WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING?!?! I'm falling sick due to the stupid weather. It has been raining and stopping, raining and stopping... I THOUGHT RAIN's concert here in singapore end liao?!?!?! HAHAHAHAHA!! Lame. Okay, shall not let any more mintues be wasted here on the net... so after these (i meant the below...) i'm going off...
Well, I just flooded weslie's hp and this is how he described his hp's state...
I sent him the same sms... oever and over again... within 10 seconds... so it's called bombarding!!! Serve him right for being so stubborn...
Message No. 1: "omg you flooding my hp ixxit?"
Message No. 2: "shit. my hp sound hang le. cannot be stopped.... all your fault. i turn to silent mode the ring tone is still on. Ah.."
Message No. 3: "Now my hp cannot stop singing liao la..."
Message No. 4: "*grumble grumble* see ya :D"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Nevermind la he shld be getting himself a new phone hor... since the lousy one so lousy... HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! So old lioa the phone still don't want to change... after this he will thank me for flooding his hp... spoiling it and so he can get a new one. =)
The King who conquers the world with Music as his weapon... Michael Jackson once again. Please, stop insulting or criticising him. FOr what i know now, his live is really good and i suspect all those negative news about him to be fake. He can sing perfectly alright live!! I'll show you guys ONE DAY the video i've watched just recently - Michael Jackson's live performance a few years back. () .<
Hey-Hey!! Watashiwa now with camilia. i've got to conquer (something, i forgot... timothy erased this part and i forgot what i typed...) and that dumb timothy is trying to wreck havoc when i'm now blogging. Gave him two tight slaps plus one super huge stamp on his feet!! Don't misunderstood. I didn't target on his injured feet. I know my limits. Here he goes again but well, nevermind he's simply SO DAMN CHILDISH!!
Hmm, yesterday was really fun too. I never LIKE choir that much before... maybe because my alto members gave me so much trouble and problems. I hate it when i stress so much on singing posture and they have to forget all about it EVERYTIME!! Man, how many times do i have to remind them? Maybe i've let them step over me and thus they seems to give me no respect. From now onwards, i'm going to JUST BE THEIR SECTIONAL LEADERS during sectionals.
Hmm, yeah, facing a bit of gastric problem yesterday. My very first time i felt the super pain... over there (pointing to the side of my stomach)... It's so much worst than mens cramp... (though i've never experience it before... HAHAHA!!) Man, i don't want to feel it again. It's so horrible.
Well, though it lasted for just 5 mins from choir dismissal time to the time i walked from choir room and reached the piano area... Perhaps, listening to Yan Jie playing the piano just helps to chase the ugly pain away... HaHa!! Or Perhaps, the durian roll or durian cake? (that Weslie refuse to eat... ms cheng's so generous...) Whatever you call... it saved my stomach from gastric attack. I never like durian stuff except for pure durian... HaHa!! Find it quite yucky but it's quite chilled so well, i can still squeeze it down my throat and into my stomach (a battle field). Treat it like i was eating a dessert.
Anyway, i didn't manage to conquer all my homework... no time for all of them... DEAD. Eh, no fear... Mr. Teo not here today!! HaHa!! And, Mrs Chua not here today!! Oh My God, without the teacher's i seem to be slacking just a little too... much. I guess i cannot go polytechnic... OR I'LL SLACK AND DIE AND ROT!!!
Oh yeah, i've got a few people to pei wo qu NUS concert. LOW WEI ZHENG will perform a solo?? Hahahaha... fun-fun. never hear him sing a whole song before... And, i've got so many friends to go with me. YEAH!! WILL BE SO FUN!!
I'm looking forward to it and HOPEFULLY WE CAN ALL GO EAT SUPPER TOGETHER!!! HoHo!!! I never thought of reaching home early... (actually, i want it late!) I wanted to just go wild a little bit before turning myself into a total nerd... going through the o level craze... study madness... whatever you call it lah. Quite depressing to mention it here but to tell you the truth i'm so scared of it now...
Yeah, nothing i did from the beginning is right. Today, right from the beginning of the day, i've been making mistakes... getting scoldings... receiving BLACK DARKEN FACES from people... and swallowing the humiliation i've gotten. WORST LUCK EVER!!
other then receiving a morning message from my gorgor and yi sheng wen hou from poogle... nothing good came to me. ARGH!!! I'm gradually losing faith in myself... losing the confidence i've in me... beginning to question myself, whether i'm fit to be a sectional leader... or even the vice-person of choir...
I tried so hard, but felt helpless. I want JUST THEIR FULLEST CO-OPERATION AND THEY CAN'T GIVE ME THAT. I'm feeling so useless now. as if i'm a crippled. sianz... ... ... ... BAO or CRY?
It's Friday! Rather busy lately and and worst thing is that... other than busy-busy, i've got sway-sway to handle. Can't understand?
I'll explain. These few days, i've been VERY BUSY and VERY SWAY. Busy doing organising work, choir (again) AND of course STUDIES. I'm going crazy... My didi IS SUPER MF and i'm going to slap him if he continues... I have no ways when it comes to handling children. Now, i shall consider not having an children when i grow up. Even adopting one is a difficult choice... KIDS ARE SO MF NOWADAYS!! I HATE KIDS!!!
Sway things happened just these few days. First it was the maths dumb tutoring. I was very unsatisfied with the maths tutoring thingy. At first Mr. Teo said that he's going to let us decide our on tutor group. Then today, he suddenly just change his mind and make his own decision. BAO!! Then, later was choir... HELL~ I couldn't get the pitch correct and i failed the audition. Just kill me. I swear i'm going to get that part correct. Yikes!! PMS?!?! I THINK SO LOR!! I'm very hot-tempered these few days! *fuming mad*
Yeah a whole lot of matters to settle. AND! Yes, didn't manage to eat breakfast and lunch because i wanted to revise for HMT and irritating choir board. yes, it's how amazing gastric come and go on my way home. I'm pretty good at bearing them now. A bunch of foolish stomach cells!! Oh yeah, about the choir board. It's not that i'm upset about decorating the choir board BUT i-think sometimes, i really need a group of efficient, willing to work hard and run errands AND never talk-cock and JUST DO IT manpower!
Firstly, i told my dear head of publicity to just "tear off" the BOARD THAT HAS PHOTOS... then during recess... she went to "tear off" the board that has photos AND the board that has no photos. WOW! Nevermind. I just corected her mistakes and told her to just "tear off" the board THAT has got photos after school. Sha say she's going to get some lower sec for help. Okay, fine with her as long as she gets her work done.
Secondly, when i came down after HMT lessons, i found out that the board was "tore down" (good!)) BUT the brown paper was already up... (a bit shocked...) then, i saw a few of my choir mates crowding around the board don't know putting what thing up... TOTALLY WRONG!!! Did i say she put up the brown paper?!?! Did i told her i want everything off the board?!?! I DID! And, why are there still things up on the board?!?! you-know she did ask me is it remove until you see the green-green thingy? AND I SAY YES... Man, i really don't know what to say.
calming myself down... i told my fellow choirmates to put down everything and i just make do with the brown paper though it's not properly put up... i wouldn't want their effort to go down the drain. Yet, i think that following instructions is very very important if not, you'll waste your effort. Just imagine i wanted the brown papers to be down again so that i can put it up nicely? Effort gone to a waste right? I encourage taking initiative (to put up the brown paper) BUT i think that there's a limit to it. If you do not know what i'm going to do with the board, PLEASE DO NOT DO NOT shan zuo zhu zhang. *sigh*
thirdly, my dear choir mates... i told them to help pick up the litters and NONE DID what i said. Man, what's going on with them??? is picking litters illegal?? Luckily, i've two very obedient sec. 2 choir mates who were so enthu to help. They picked up the litters HAPPILY and WILLINGINLY and ENTHUSIASTICALLY!! My sec. 2 are a very good bunch of potential leaders. I like them a lot. They'll make a great team and choir is going to go better... (at least after my batch and the next batch...)
okay, i've so many things to grumble... it was quite disappointing to know that choir is going from bad to worst. i'm turning rather negative about it now... heart grey one cold. (xin hui yi leng) Upset. disappointed. worry. frustrated. annoyed. unhappy. angry. mad. BAO!!!
Maybe secondary school kids are such a bother! They simply haven't grow up and can't think like an adult. Working with someone older is always a better choice! At least, they understand and they work... No, actually it's not true la... some kids can think and they jolly well understand what you want and do what you want. Just take supernove campers...
QI HAO is one very good example. He's able to understand though i'm not good at explaining. working with him will allows me to work less and think less. releaxed. stress-free (at least compared to choir...) and we have fun!! Actually thinking back, you can see many potential plus talkative leaders in NASS la... at least they are willing to take criticism and they talk a lot so we actually can gather enough ideas and opinions....
Life is tough. And, i'm back to the struggling i've been suffering a few months ago. It seems to have gone worst... I felt my neck stiff and tensed and my head floating on air yet my neck felt like it's going to break very soon. What can you say about my neck? Brittle? HaHa!! This is so chemistry. Yes, i'm crazy after 2 days of not-sleeping. The not-sleeping madness has not went off yet. It will last... and i don't know when wil it end.
Bullshit. Migrains? I don't know. My head had never feel so light before... and my back has never ache that much before. My feets are growing so weary and heavy that can't seem to be operating normally like it always did. Funny symptoms started showing... sudden hiccups that lasted for 2 periods, so loud that everyone could hear it. (dui lian.)... sleeping in class when i don't even know i fell asleep... flare up all of sudden over very small matters... Yes, i'm feeling so short tempered all of a sudden. I'm unable to control my emotions. I'm throwing tandrums...
Anyway, just a very small timeline to summarise my week.
I went back home with Anna last Thusday and got myself a free lunch. YEAH! By Who? Mr. Si Lan Zhu!
I went to play basketball with Poogle on Saturday. Got myself a free drink. YEAH! And, i swear i'm going to conquer 165cm!!! Demonstration: Stop shrinking, Kill shortie! (Eh, no offence to those who are short. I'm just talking about myself.) Oh yeah, i made a vast improvement. From 100 shots, 1 in to 50 shots, 1 in to 5 shots, 3 in to 3 shots, 2 in. I played 3 times only leh... Tell me i'm a genius....
I went to group study today and got Shi Han to accompany me to buy stationaries and lunch after that. =)
Yes, don't see me getting free drinks and food and that i'm damn lucky. indeed, i am BUT i'm going to buy them lunch someday. HaHa!!
Yes, and i'm booked the day before and on my birthday so people if you guys want to celebrate birthday with me, please BOOK ben xiao jie earlier. First come first serve basis. HAHAHAHA!!
Popular hor? Yeah, thank you. welcome. To imagine my birthday is still so far away and i'm already booked? Aw Man, ... HAHAHAHAHA!!!
Oh wait! Wanted to remind all who wil be buying me present... that other than a practical present... please, i want more innovation and creativity!
Okay, looks like i'm getting more and more overboard and bu yao lian. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! But i just don't know why everyone is talking about birthday presents thes few days and i wanted to get into the fun too!!
Oh and, i hope to get into a choir (in JC) that no other choir members will ever go to. =) Other than wanting a brand new environment. I think i need space to breathe. I hope to start anew. Just because i step into choir one year later, i felt that i miss out a lot in PRSS choir. Sometimes i wonder if i deserve this position in choir... ... ... ...
It has been a rather pathetic weeks since school started and i must say, I'M TOTALLY FREAKING OUT BY THE AMOUNT OF WORK I'VE GOT!! My brother is K1 this year and it's time for him to learn to SPELL!! OMG OMG OMG!! Can you just kill me? someone as impatient as me actually has to teach my didi to learn his spelling? My goodness!! And, this is driving me crazy crazy... AH!! How? It's not like i'll get paid for teaching him... HaHa!! Forget it, just let him flunk it. he said he doesn't mind. *fuming mad*
Another thing would be Mr. Weslie la, will i be able to resist this temptation and call him WESLIE instead of Mr. Khoo? Man, this is so awfully weird. Just pray hard this few months before he go NS hor, i wouldn't need his help in chemistry lor. Imagine your friend, whom you kinda know quite well suddenly pop up and become your teacher and you have to address he or she differently? I used to find him fortunate to be able to come back and teach and i was going to do the same after i graduate from PRSS but thinking of people calling me MISS CHAN?!?! Man, just kill me... i would rather they call me Y2 or Ying Ying. I really really prefer that. it's more friendly and approachable. =)
Okay, enough of brother and weslie. I'm going to talk about CLASS. Yes, it's been a long time since i ever mention my class... i've been talking about CHOIR CHOIR CHOIR and somehow felt quite isolated or maybe i've neglected my class la... Hmm, life has been BORING AND FUN in class. Things are going smoothly BUT i'm still unable to tune back. I'm not going to be affected or influenced! I shall learn to control. If i fail, there's no one to be blamed for my misfortunate. I'm scared now. I'm struggling in the inside, conquering the devil in me. Devil's gone but evil lingers... Yes, i still fel a little bit slackish here and there at certain time of the lessons... Worried about my own condition. I hope i can really tune back real fast and go back to the time i spent my sec. 2... though it seem impossible but just 50% of it would be enough enough!!
Yeah... Just got back home. My goodness O gracious! Sec. 1 boys really impress me a lot. I hope we can get at least 10 boys this year. The more the better... even if you can't sing well, you still join because you can practice and HaHa!! i believe you will certainly improve.
Before i left the school i actually went to see mrs chua and before i met mrs chua, i played a prank on Cedrick the dumbo. (or maybe myself.... ... .... .....) HAHAHAHA!! He was with a group of friends when i called his name super loud...
Yan ting and i walking up the stairs... to mrs chua's office...
*cedrick's chanting*
Yan Ting: Eh, isn't that cedrick??
Me: Huh? *open my ears to listen attentively*
*cedrick's chanting*
Me: OH YA!! HaHa!! *thinking... cedrick talking super loudly...=.=*
Busy. Busy. Busy. Tired. Tired. Tired. Painful. Painful. Painful. Yes, my dumb experience has actually causes a great deal of trouble. I can't shampoo and scrub and wash and clean my hair properly because one particular area of my head hurts SO MUCH. Irritating. How long does it intending to last?
Oh I finally got Weslie's birthday present and i know mouth will wag... anyway, i've did my best to explain that it's because he gave me my birthday present and so i've to return... NOT LIKE SOME people hor... (hint-hint) i buy for them, they never buy back the leh... BOO!!
Okay, lousy english. Sianz... tired cannot think properly... everything want to sleep but the moment i lie down on the bed, i would start thinking and planning and worrying about this and that. DAMN!! I love choir, but i hate it too. HaHa!!
Yes, yet another public holiday. It's confusing and was it because it's new year so today's a public holiday? or was it because of hari raya puasa? My goodness so confusing and early this afternoon when i was preparing to get out of bed, i actually turn and flip and twist and knock my head SUPER HARD against the study table right beside my bed.
"OUCH!" I-MUST-SAY. Damn, i wasn't looking... who will open their eyes when they're sleeping? Damn, so hard lor... hurt so much i couldn't get myself out of the bed. The legs of the table are made of metal and i hit it so hard you can hear a super audible "GONG" sound echoing in the room. MAN!! How mad! How infuriating! How sway! NEW YEAR LEH!!
And, my sister still in her bed was sleeping like a pig she didn't hear a thing! Nevermind, or she will laugh till her stomach burst. It wasn't the first time but this time was the hardest and a super duper painful experience. *sigh* This year seems to be a very unlucky year... i'm dead.
Anyway, i'm changing my blogskin very soon. I'm going to change my blogskin once every year bah... HoHo, couldn't afford the time to change like every month! That's crazy... OUCH STILL HURT LA... zhi cha mei you liu xue... i've really got the kick away the habit of sleeping and turning 360 degrees... damn. I won't do that when i'm sleeping in a sleeping bag but i just can't figure out why i'll do that when i'm on my bed. *sigh*
