Disaster 1

27th February '07
Tuesday

A disastrous day for poor old me! All the common tests are like yi zheng yi zheng de hai lang, bo tao xiong yong de yong dao sha tan shang, leaving behind yi dui yi dui the rubbish. Okay, pardon my broken English and Chinese. I'm so sick of language now.

First, is my tests. Then, is oral. Then, is my thumbdrive.

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... My thumbdrive!! It's from my mummy leh.... My last year's birthday present leh... T.T GOSH!!! I feel so...

WHY DROP INSIDE DRAIN!?!?!?! Then, the drain so deep. Wa kaoz... higher than my height lo... Now than i realise how tall i am... Shit Seh!!!! ARGH!!!!! DAMN DAMN DAMN!!!!!!!! IDIOTIC!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE DRAINS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EVEN IF WANT TO BUILD DRAINS, PLEASE BUILD THOSE DRAINS WITHOUT THE HOLES!!!!!! DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!

WA LAO!!!!!!!!!! T.T

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24th February '07
Saturday

Looks like I’ve been thinking too much again. YEAH!!! we're stil friends!!! I gave Andrew a surprise visit and yup, we’re still like the past. Gosh, cool. I love it. i meant the surprise! I start preparing at 4.15PM and I’ve not thought of an idea of presenting the present to him. I need to give him a surprise!! But I’ve been losing faith lately. From long long ago, my surprise was never a surprise.

Andrew said he will knock off at 5PM so I reached his block but since the time still haven’t reach 5PM, I went to a stationery shop to get my sister what she wanted.

I went back to Andrew’s block but the time is still ticking away so slowly. I went walking around foolishly, thinking of where to hide.

At first, I thought I can hide on the staircase and wait for him to return. Then, I follow him (I don’t know which flat he is living) to outside his flat then hang his present on the doorknob. However, it can’t work because most likely he could see me hiding liao.

On the second thought, I went to the coffee shop just across his block and bought a can of green tea. I find a perfect location and waited for him. It was a perfect plan… then when I see him, I’ll follow him to his block and the story continues…

Well, this plan didn’t work well too. I was too scared to sit long.

A group of 6 to 7 guys were sitting beside the table I was sitting. At first I wasn’t noticing what they were talking about but then, when I get tired of waiting for Andrew, my attention went to them as they were talking very loudly.

It was a muslim coffeeshop and they were talking so loudly. Saying, “Hey, why are you staring at the Chinese girl(S) beside us.” And they repeated that around 10 times. Obviously, I was the girl(S) they were mentioning cause no other girls were sitting next to their table except me.

I was damn irritated la. Scared too. Their English a bit problematic… say girl as girl(s)… HAHAHAHA!!! Then, they move table… to the table across me. They were mumbling something lo… damn scary de… mumbling and staring at me at the same time. Xia dou xia si… my first time visiting this coffeeshop leh… I don’t want to go there again. I look at them, then one of them stare back at me… I quickly look away.

THEN, THEY MOVE TABLE AGAIN!!!! They move to the table behind me, one by one… Staring at me as they walk past me to the table behind me… smiling and giggling… I cannot see them mah… well, my heart kept pounding though I remained calm, still drinking my green tea and observing, seeing whether Andrew has arrive a not… Then, they whisper here and there, laugh and laugh… don’t know what they want wor… BEAT ME UP?

Something fishy… i could imagine myself crying and the group of guys surrounding my table, threatening me and scolding me. HAHAHAHA!! SO PAI SEH!!! I don’t want to see myself ending up in this kind of situation!!!

So, I decided to leave and RUN AWAY!!!! Fight or Flight? When the situation don’t seem to benefit me, I choose flight!!! Unless I got a group of friends who can fight together with me… HAHAHAHA!! Then, I’ll stay and choose to fight instead of flight! I took my green tea and present and walk away. As I was walking away, they jeer… Man, obviously they really wanted to confront me about something liao…

WA!!!! Scary… next time I won’t visit this coffeeshop again… so kong bu. I walk back to andrew’s block and start thinking of another plan since the coffeeshop one is ruined by the group of guys. And, fortunately, I escaped the tragedy.

Then, I sat down on the public table after buying mentos. Hiding my head behind the present. JUST THEN, Andrew called. Cool, I tao ta de hua and know that he is living at 7th storey!!! HAHAHA Ben Dan!!!! I just did some talking and he simply tell me he was living at 7th storey and need to go through 6th floor and walk up stairs… I went to 6th storey and wait until wana die then he reach home.

The sun so hot, I kept sweating. Then, run here run there… then, I decided to hide myself behind the wall siding the lift. It worked perfectly well! But waited for so long… I looked down and saw a guy wearing cap, resembling him leh, I’m short-sighted mah… so I assumed it was him. In the end, I haven’t prepared finish he come up liao. BUT HE STILL KENA SCARE by me!!! Not surprise but more to a shock!! I also shocked by well just act not. This ben dan wil never think I’m waiting for him at 6th storey!!! HAHAHAHA!!!

I'm jsut too smart to come up with this. Throw him his present and it was BASKETBALL!!! 40 bucks hor but well, 20 bucks belong to me 'coz we everytime go play basketball then no ball and have to resrot in borrowing from others. Now don't need liao. A practical present that will benefit me as well. =) HOW SMART OF ME!!!

Okay, and the story continues... This is the first time my surprise work so well hor... all my surprises were exposed before they caught people by surprise! Shit lo. Now, this first surprise succeeded!!! Cool Me.

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17th February '07
Saturday
9.55PM

Damn. i seriously need a punching bag or i'll go bonkers. I'M NOT GOING TO FORGIVE HER!! It's not the first time, it's not the second time, it's not the third time... I've given her so many chances and now, I HAD ENOUGH!!! Who cares if she's my mother? I don't care anymore. If you're not giving me any respect. Then why should i give you any?

It's your fault and you act though it's my fault. DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN. I don't give a damn now. I'm not giving you another chance. my patience got it's limit. Just when i wanted to open my haert out for you, you ruin your chance. NO MORE CHANCE FOR YOU. Throw you into a corner for the next few days.

9th February ‘07
Friday
10.39PM

Man, I’m scared la. O levels leh. Forget it. Well, today is really MY DAY!! I’m happy, happy and HAPPY!! I got A1 for my Chinese paper… HURRAY!!! Ying Ying Wan Sui!!! She has been in no mood to focus during lessons today. She has been slacking, not listening and sleeping during lessons. She has been thinking of her result, praying and rotting during lessons. She can’t get her mind into study! She’s afraid. She is afraid to disappoint. She’s afraid to lose out. She’s afraid to tarnish her own hope. She knows that if she ever get a B3, she won’t be satisfied and motivated. She knows that an A1 would boast her morale and at least give her a reason to study and work harder… HaHa!!

I hope my friends are al satisfied with their results. I hope Andrew will not be demoralized. I hope that Xin Min will study harder for her other subjects and she would not then be too upset over her mark for mother tongue paper. I know she can do it. She’s smarter than me, more responsible than me… well, she has so many good points that I basically don’t possessed!

Eh, what happened arh? Oh! I went to the meeting (it's friday!) but was late because I reach home at around 7 and I don’t want to be stinky and I bath before rushing to TECC. Luckily, they didn’t really start the meeting lo. HaHa!! Thanks everyone! I’m now the Night walk IC… Ooo, so cool. Obviously, Jin Guang told Andrew about me. =) Wheee, and very fortunately, the game I planned will be USED (I REALLY HOPE SO). I’ll get Camilia, Cedrick and Shi Han to help me out in all the plannings. I don’t believe with the 4 smart 4e7 brains, we can’t think of the hardest mystery!

I went back straight after the meeting but I received a call from Andrew. Since he came all the way to TECC and he also seems quite disappointed over his result, I went back to TECC. Well, just a few steps back to TECC lah… Talk for quite some times and I’m so scared my phone will die any minute ‘coz I’ve been using one battery since afternoon and it lasted for quite some times liao PLUS during the meeting it keep saying ‘battery low’ I’m so scared will just die you-know? I’m so busy leh… no phone will die? HAHAHAHA!!

Hmm, chat and talk and chat and talk and know evil elmo is Jin Kai Lah… he say camilia and I look fierce so don’t dare to say hi when see us in school. Man, where got lo! I’m so happy and cheerful and sweet… where got fierce? Maybe crazy and a bit wild but not to the extend of being fierce la. Hmm, then talk talk talk outside the meeting room until wow! Andrew the group meeting end… I sure can talk a lot. Then, everybody started chasing Andrew for his mark and I find him rather amazing to be able to tell everyone his marks. DA FANG. HaHa!!

Then, I wanted to hao lian hao lian ma so I was like eh, ask me what I got leh… and then I started all my nonsense boasting and they all use the ignore sign!! Man, how they know arh? HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! So this sign is actually not invented by shi han, but everyone knows how to use it just that they don’t use it usually. Ma de… Andrew’s hand hit my lip… gou e de… don’t know whether he got wash hand not… imagine he go toilet never wash hand. AAAAAAAAAAh!!! HaHa!! Pray hard he never go toilet the whole day since he last wash his hands. HAHAHAHAHA!!!

The other Andrew joins in the fun and I heard that he got B4 for Chinese when he took his o level… HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! Chinese lousy la… I more pro!!! Okay, I’m so happy lo… but I owe him (xiao andrew) a meal. Hah! Fine fine. Maybe after the NUS concert bah… when weslie treat us go makan then I can treat him go makan… pay and chase all my debts on one day! Clever, right?

Hmmmmm, oh I must write down about the moment when I get my result. I clapped, knowing that the sec. 4s last year had did the school proud. When everything is over and the teachers started to distribute the result slip. My heart froze and everything around me seems to stopped. Mind! I must be out of my mind. The scene moves very slowly with people walking like they are on moon and my heart was racing madly like space ship. However, in a blink of an eye, it was my turn to advance towards the teacher. I know it was my turn. The teacher was nodding her head, hinting me to go. Well, I’m like riding on a roller coaster ride with a blindfold; don’t know whether I’ll be going up or down… I could not hear anything but just hand signal asking me to sign the paper… I scan through my column and was SHOCKED! I got an A1? I signed beside and not believing I can actually get more than what I’ve dream of, I scan through it again!! OH MY GOD!! Michael Jackson has answered to my prayer!!! HAHAHA!!!

Hmmm, I don’t want to talk about cedrick that pang seh kia… saw his seniors then pang she so I shall IGNORE HIM in this entry… =)

And, I was really glad to know many many of my friends were so happy for me when I told them I got A1… Camilia sent me a message and she was so excited to know my result. HaHa!! And weslie too.

I can finally put my mind at ease. I’ve been feeling so troubled and not myself. Find myself stoning a lot, sleeping unknowingly and all kinds of funny stuff happen la. And, it was so exciting to know that weslie actually was more excited than me when I flash to him my report slip!! HAHAHAHA!!! I was standing outside the room next to choir room and flashing it. I wanted to go choir room and put down my bag first but weslie just scream and run all the way out and I show it to him. WOWOWOWOW!!! Proud leh… I win him. =) Glad he was a hao ren today, he never suan me. =) he’s an amazing friend but I don’t know why he has been losing faith in himself lately. I never believe in age gap this kind of thing lo… sianz… I might have use this as a reason for certain matters but they are just teasing. In fact, I think that the problem lies with the person himself. If both parties are willing to contribute and participate 100%, everything will goes smoothly and you think got age gap?!?! Just 6 years only mah like will die… HaHa!! My didi and I 11 years leh… we still fight and quarrel everyday like what twins sisters or twin brothers did… there’s no such things as age gap de la.

Eh, I’m feeling so happy now. All my friends la… That Yun Jie (ignore), si jie, camilia, and all the other friends… I was like shaking hands all over… and screaming all over and jumping all over… whatever shit I did, I just can’t control myself!! HaHa!! Man, I’m going crazy and wild. I’m just too happy for myself!! HAHAHAHAHA!!! I LOVE MY FRIENDS!!!!!!

I wanted to call my mummy but I restrain myself from doing so. I don’t know what to say to her… I don’t know how to face her… I don’t know how she will react and how should I end the conversation… I hesitated… think about it… and decided to just tell her about it when she gets back home tonight. She’s always so busy so I’ll interrupt her if I call her in the midst of her work and tell her this nonsense thingy that is so not important…

10th February ‘07
Saturday
10.15PM

I’ll be burning midnight oil tonight to finish my homework. Hmm, tomorrow I’ll be getting a present for camilia and hopefully, it won’t cost too much because I’ve just did some calculations and I have to save as much as I can starting today. Yes, my family is facing serious financial crisis but they still can afford my allowance. Just in case anything changes, I better start saving for rainy days.

I’m still a girl and so I’m tempted to get myself a wardrobe full of clothes and bags. However, this is a ‘want’ and so, I refrain myself from doing so. For the past few years, I only buy clothes before Chinese New Year. Comparing to others, my sister and I were two pathetic girls who has clothes less than our mother, father and brother. Gosh! Sometimes, I do pity us.

Anyway, my sister and I swear that no matter what happens, we shall get ourselves out of this money situation in the future when we grow up. We wanted to buy anything anytime we like, without ever looking into our wallet to check if we could afford it. We wanted to give our parents and children the best that we can afford. We wanted our children never to worry about money problem just like what we used to worry about.

Girls are still girls…

And so… girls are tempted to…





Maybe time will find me to him.

13th February ‘07
Tuesday
3.30PM

Wow! Its Camilia’s birthday but Anna and I didn’t intend to help her ‘celebrate’ ‘coz we are super broke after spending so much on her birthday present. I’m sure she will like it though we couldn’t find a pair of shoe or heels or aiya I don’t know that suits her feet ‘coz it’s too big! I thought it would be easy in the end, I’m so tired… we decided to give up on our shoe hunting and settle down on just the last shop for her accessories instead. As you all know, ben xiao jie don’t have much taste so I don’t dare to give too much comments… so, ya… well, we still manage to get her something.

I don’t know how many presents she is going to receive today BUT I know there will be a lot!! And, no need to say… for cedrick’s birthday… he will receive a lot too… =.= he still got the cheek to make a list. Aw man, HaHa!!

Hmmm, this few days I’ve been bao-ing… yesterday choir practice arh.. we have sectionals… guess what happened? I really bao leh and bao a lot of times. I don’t know why… something is wrong and I don’t feel like myself at all this few days. And, guess I’ve offended quite a number of people due to my very crude behaviour these few days. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAh! I’m going crazy. It must be because I didn’t have enough sleep. That explains why I’ve been flaring up so easily these few days. I shall sleep early today.

Today is Sway Day. Firstly, I woke up late. Secondly, My sister woke up before I do. Thirdly, I couldn’t concentrate on sleeping in the car. Fourthly, I saw cedrick walking to school but he never saw me when I though he saw me. Fifthly, I almost get myself killed by my dad’s car. Sixthly, my left shoe is almost flattened at the back due to the accident. Seventhly, my left shoe has a dark black patch at the back due to my dad’s car’s wheels. Eighthly, I have no mood to do math questions. Ninthly, my biology notes are all… well, hmm. Tenthly, chemistry lesson was no good either… I took Q1 as Q2… then the whole experiment wrong. Sharyl also kena ‘coz I’m suppose to get Q2 and I mistook Q1 as Q2… in the end, when both of us added methyl orange in the conical flask… it immediately turned red. =.= sharyl and I still blur blur thought must let red change to orange!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA, dumb. She never adds methyl orange them keep asking why colour never change… More DUMB!!! HAHAHAHA!!! Eleventh, sms someone and that someone seem to be angry with me. T.T

Things are super wrong today!! I really hope things will turn out fine starting from tomorrow and be like what cedrick said… one day sway… ten day not sway!!

will re-type...

This is real boring. I've been doing so many questionS!! My eyesn are bursting!!!

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12th February '07
Monday
8.09PM

Let's re-wind the time... to...

8th February ‘07
Thursday
3.45PM

Just reach home and I’ve no chemistry extra lesson today. Tomorrow is judgment day. You know how my heart thumbs and jumps and pounds and beats and… (I’ve run out of words…) *cries*

My seniors are coming back… the shuai ge men and mei nv men… Wow! And, most likely they will go back choir see-see after announcing the result. Man, I’m so flustered now. I WANTED EVERYTHING TO START ALL OVER AGAIN!! I regretted so much for not practicing harder for my express Chinese… Now, I predicted I’m dead this time. Even if I may not fail, BUT getting a B4 is not acceptable… so if I get a C6, I’ll consider committing suicide.

Hmmm, choir arh choir… so many sec. 1s know me and recognize me but they never join choir… so just tell me what is the problem??? *sigh* and that Benedict mei da mei xiao… said that I’m very tomboyish… Char!! Box him then he know…

I pray hard everything is going to go smoothly tomorrow… I want at least a B3 for the express mother tongue paper… please, I beg and pray for this to come true. And, please bless my seniors too. I really hope hope hope that they can score well. Don’t want to se their hardwork all go down to the drain. Especially mr. Andrew, he doesn’t seems to have the confidence that he can do well. God bless him.

Hmm, a few more weeks and here comes the release of a level result, maybe I should also tease weslie xia xia scare him… HAHAHA!! Nah, that’s very mean of me.

I want all my friends to be super happy. If everyone must cry, I hope they will all be tears of joy. =)

Okay, I don’t mind being called a tomboy. In fact, I always wanted to be a guy but unfortunately, I’m a girl when I was born. Well, but I do behave like a girl sometimes or maybe most of the time. I’m scared of flies. I scream when I kena shocked. I sa jiao until people puke. I whatever la… no mood now… this few days my moodswing super serious… sometimes I go crazy but the next minute, I’ll go all silent. Sometimes is wrong…

But don’t worry, it’s not menopause. =)

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12th February '07
Monday
8.06PM

Title: Climate hysteria

Mankind has been creating problems to Earth, damaging Earth, destroying all forms of life on Earth. The improvement in education has allowed more people to understand the impact people have brought to Earth but that is not enough.

Other than knowing, we have to learn to refrain ourselves from further damaging and depleting the natural resources we have taken from Earth. Earth has been contributing so much to mankind but we, whereas has been upsetting the natural environments, animals and even, ourselves.

By damaging Earth, we are actually destroying ourselves unknowingly. I feel the need, the importance, and the urgency, to start saving the world. It is now the time to pay back and it is also our responsibility to do so. Countries should unite together and encourage people to stop destroying Earth. Even though it is true that individuals have to do their part, I still feel that the government from each country should step out first to lead us.

Indeed, some countries have been doing so however, the rest are still unwilling to face the reality that the world is slowly dying away if we still continue our destructive human activities. It is not sufficient; we need everyone to play a part in this vital role, to heal the world, to save the planet, our home. I am disappointed by the stubbornness man has, I am disappointed to see man slowly turning into cold-blooded animals.

They only care for themselves and not the others who are suffering in the other parts of the world. They are selfish, inhuman and should be condemn. They will only be enlightened when they are the ones facing the critical situation. Currently, our only hope is to let those stubborn creatures be enlightened. They might have their own reasons for not stopping those human activities.

However, do they ask themselves or do they know what they can benefit from if the Earth is to rebel, bringing floods, hurricanes, earthquakes and all the other natural disasters?

Let's end all sufferings! Heal the world!

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5th February '07
Monday
10.29PM

Today was sec. 1 orientation day for choir AND it's going last for the next few choir practices. Surprsingly, the sec. 1 s were a bunch of very enthu members who wanted to attend normal practices so badly. Well, i wonder if that's a good thing or bad thing. AND! Amazingly, their tempo or you can call beating sucks. HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA!! I'm not stabbing them behind their backs... you go ask, i've told them that and they were all fine with this comments. Well, i said that in a rather joking manner mah...

Oh! One thing to boast about... the sec. 1s like me alot. Yeah!!! Haiyo, obviously since i'm known to be an attention seeker. I didn't mean to abandon my Alto and go to the sec. 1s... i'm in fact... worried about their progress...

I'm having a very bad diarrhoea now. Shit.

Hmm, yeah. Hmm, if forgot what i wanted to say and i'm rushing for time. I shall go now. =)

Tomorrow then talk more. HEHEHEHE...

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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAh!!! Why is everything i do all wrong!?!?! I never meant to sound rude and get you into trouble... Oh Shit! Now, i'm so guilty. I'm .... OH SHIT!!! I'm in deep trouble.

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4th February '07
10.38 PM

Oh Shit, maybe things are going too overboard... better don't sms him these few days... did he flare? he's angry? Oh No!!! Fine, i won't sms those dumb chain messages anymore... chain messages, you're hurting my family.

I'm not using my handphone anymore!!! my dear friends, Sorry if i never reply your sms...

hurt.

Shit, today is not my day.

I'm a bad girl. Bad girl... ... ... bad girl.

Running away...

This is not the truth. It's just a dream, isn't it? WAKE ME UP!!!

10.13 PM
Daren Go Daren Go Daren GO GO GO!!!

If Diya wins, her head is going to grow super big. If Daren wins, Diya's head won't grow big. o.<>

However, if you want me to comment, i think that campus superstar is better than Project superstar one and two... HaHa!! It's true. In terms of his basic techniques, modest whatever shit... Zhi Yang wins them. I'm not being bias here.

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4th February '07
Sunday

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAh!!!! Biology is driving me crazy!!! My two computers are full of biology research files. It's all over the place, all very disorganised!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAh!!! And, i screwed everything up!!! AAAAAAAAAAAh!!! Help Me!!!! Oh My Goodness!! SOMEONE HELP CLEAR THE MESS!!! Shit. Shit. Shit!!!

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i don't know if he tells that to every girl... HaHa!! Well, don't think too much. =)

*goosebumps*

My heart was shaken with tears and horror... drifted away... my heart was shaken with tears and horror... drifted away...

Everyone was a bird un da song was wordless, the singing will never be... never be done...

well, seems like it was describing my current situations... i'm stuck! I CAN'T RESIST THE TEMPTATION!!! staying away.

This is not what i want!! Never!! Okay, peng you you win.But, i won't admit defeat i'll not submit (is this the correct word?) to you... i'll never say die... i'll never be taken in by your words... i'm scared.

Help Me!! Nope, maybe things are not what i'm thinking... THINK TO MUCH LARH DUMB DUMB!!!

*caught unprepared* AHHHH!!!

Angry! stomping away... HAHAHAHA!!! i'm crazy.

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4th February '07
Sunday
12.50 AM

Yeah, i slept in the afternoon so it's like... Man, i'm becoming like a nocturnal animal... Yes, just now was sleeping like a log (yes, SOMEONE sms me late at night and was telling me i must be sleeping like a log a few days ago... =.= i don't sleep like a log at night. i did that in the afternoon or morning... HAHAHA!!) until dinner then kena woken up by mummy. I saw her shadow. She was drawing the curtain and i was like Oh No! 'coz i thought it was still late afternoon whereby the sun will be shining through the window into my eyes. The Super Glaring moment.

Well, but i never know it was already evening whereby the sun has set 'coz i was squeezing my eyelids, keeping it SHUT, so that Glaring goes away (acting cute here... HAHAHA!!). In the end, 'coz it was evening so ya... no sun. And..., i went back to bed but my mummy managed to drag me out of it in less than a minute... she SURE has her own way. Anyway, one of the reason is also because i scared my baba scold. HAHAHAHA!!! i'm never scared of mummy but baba...

It's easy to wake me up. Other than using baba as an excuse. You just have to... Man, shall not tell you. Maybe next time.

On my way back i bought the Straits Times. Hmmmmmm, i don't know. I spent the rest of my journey reading it. Well, learnt a few words. Maybe i saw them before BUT i'll never use them in my whole life. Words like 'relentless'... HaHa!!

Anyway, i hope to improve on my English. I thought blogging helps but... i'm not very sure whether it REALLY helps not. Hah! Oh yeah, when i was taking my afternoon nap, i actually dreamt about what happened in the morning. How dumb. So, i actually experienced everything once again. HaH!! Bad or Good?

Especially the part whereby i introduced the 'bang bang' game and weslie kena shocked when wei yin bang him. Man, know what he did not? He screamed horribly like a chicken. HaHa!! Wei Yin and I were laughing and laughing... if i don't remember wrongly, i did laugh when i was dreaming about it. HaHa!! Yes, the 2nd time in my life i laughed while dreaming. Funny lor.

Also, i had 2 dreams which wow! so did i manage to sleep? I was told if you dream, you're actually not 'resting' or 'sleeping' so you'll still feel tired the next day... so this afternoon nap doesn't seems to be a fruitful one when i can replenish myself plus healing my bad eyebags...

The other one is about Andrew sms-ing me. Aw... yeah, i think because he was the last person i interacted with before i sleep and therefore i dreamt about him sms-ing me lor... it was another funny dream... coz' i replied him. Damn. HaHa!! Hmmm, why funny? 'coz i woke up and checked if i really did reply him not and well, no sent sms so i didn't. that was only a dream... That's what people normally dream about right? the last person you interacted, think of, speak to, talk to, scolded... whatever la...

Hmmmmm, oh gonna check vincent's blog out. I kept forgetting. I never know he got a blog... Ooops! Hahaha!! I've to go granny's house tomorrow... going to be very boring... sms me if you're free, okay? so that i won't be bored to death. *sigh* Not that i don't visiting but sounds like a lot of people will be visiting my nai nai tomorrow. Though i love rowdiness BUT i don't like crowds. Okay, i don't know how to explain la. See you guys on Monday!

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3rd February '07
Saturday
3.33 PM

Aw man, i'm so PMS today. Shit. And, i'm currently (suing this word ONCE again) chatting with 3 people on msn, smsing one person, blogging and doing biology research. =) Gosh, i'm so good at multi-tasking. HeHe!

Erm, i've to act fast. Time is running out. Ooops! Headache. My eyes were swollen when i woke up at 10.35 am. Angry! Yan Jie woke me up at 7plus plus today lo. I was like crapping and don't even know what i talked to him... anyway, i received a sms from alex i-think. WOW! i want to kil him arh...

My goodness!!! Woke me up early in the morning this 2 guys... *fuming mad* that explains why i'm so bad-tempered and sounded harsh and angry to everyone today. Hmmmmmmm, yeah i just recover from my damn nose then now it's my eyes... My nose has a very big red patch last 3 days and finally it went away today BUT i got myself a swollen right eye. WOW!!! Stupid leh...

Mrs chua said it was infection since nose is connected to eyes... ya, maybe. Oh yeah, went to school and was late for 5minutes! Haiyo, heng-heng never kena scolding... Saw Yan Jie and Weslie. Surprised. Just as expected, i told Yan Jie how qian bian he was this morning for calling me early in the morning...

Okay, too much things happened but today was really a very enjoyable day in school. =) HaHa!! I hope the new sec. 1s will enjoy themselves AND never quit choir... *pray hard* but other then praying i can't do anything... we just need the whole choir to make it fun... to let them feel welcome and interesting to be coming to choir practices... Well, but you-think what i can do to make this happen? UNLESS A MIRACLE HAPPENS!

HaHa!! Yes, i love choir but i hate it too. I'm cracking my brain... hard! Hard! HARD! HARDEST!! HARDER!! Man, i won't give up de lah. Keep telling yourself after struggling for another 3 months and all sufferings and worries and problems will end and i can concentrate on my studies!! HaH!

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3rd February '07
Saturday
3.16 PM

*re-winding clock and date to 12am, 31st January '07*

Hmmmm, today’s not a bad day BUT it wasn’t good either. All thanks to me. I creeped into my parents’ room and took the Michael Jackson LD out… I succeeded because no one was at home. =.=’ HaHa!! I played the LD and was once again pushing myself to hell. Yeah I love watching it thousands and thousands of times without getting sick of it. I love the way he sang his song, the way he composed his song, the way he danced, the way his music video went about… EVERYTHING about him! He’s great! He’s Awesome! He’s more than an idol to me!

He’s my God! (Though I’m a free-thinker. HaHa!! I’ll best belong to the music religion if there ever is one!)

The reason watching it becomes hell to me is because I simply cried. Well, people do nothing to make me tear and to-think some dumb music videos make me cry… Yeah! But STOP thinking that way! It was so touching, you really feel for the world. Ya, I guess in this world, only great music makes me cry my heart out. I’m just so cold-blooded. Duh!

Since young I’ve been greatly influenced by his music. Every weekend, you will see me lying lazily on the sofa, watching the same LD over and over again… and to imagine for the last 10 years I’ve been doing that until a few years back when my parents stopped playing it…

TODAY, I couldn’t bear the temptation any longer and I sneaked into my parents’ room for that LD which I’ve forgotten for a few years. Wow!! I found out so much new things! HaHa!! Perhaps I was too young to understand thus I only realized so many meaning in his music videos NOW. Well, now I love him even more.

Michael Jackson Rocks My World!!!

Though I can see none of my friends like him BUT that will not make me change my mind. I strongly support his music. They are just music idiots who don’t know how to appreciate god-like music. (no offence) To me, only people who appreciate his music truly understand what music is. Got It? Haha!! If you can’t appreciate and strongly reject his music then you won’t understand MUSIC.

Haiya, too chim for you guys to understand… Anyway, it’s only my point of view. =)

And though he’s going downhill but… WAIT A MINUTE! He’s still a respectable somebody in the music industry and every musician find themselves really really honoured to be able to meet him in person or staging a performance with him. For me, I can simply die with no regrets if I’ve this chance…

Of course, he sure is AWESOME for I never find his songs and music videos outdated like most songs do after sometimes… Well, this is call Zhen Cai Shi Liao! He’s capable and he doesn’t depend on his look to be famous. Everyone loves him because of his music. He’s a music genius and someone who will leave a remarkable history behind.
He’s going to be recognized by many future kids and no one is ever going to forget him!
Aw… Impressed. Envy. Jealous. Hey-hey! Though I really love him but I’m jealous too. Yeah, this is how human behaves… Yeah, I’m crazy about him music but I don’t really bother much about his news… HaHa!! His great music fan… doesn’t care about his news? HaHa!! I never spent time searching for his news… maybe only about when his next
Album is going to be out BUT definitely not the news about his whereabouts and all that. I just don’t know why… Most probably because I’m only interested to hear him sing… to see his next big creation... I LOVE HIS MUSIC. That’s all.

I’m really jealous when I heard about SMAP being able to interview Michael Jackson when he went to Japan a few months ago (?). Aw… My biggest dream is to see him in person & to be able to sing a song with him (doesn’t matter if we are on stage…) Well, this is impossible I-know. So, you don’t have to tell me to stop dreaming… I know that long ago.

Extreme Make-Over 7

1st Feb '07
Thursday
2.06 PM

Wow! I never know... Anyway, i'm currently visiting http://www.obmusicforest.com/. Yup, if you're interested to check out the courses... Go Ahead!! The courses are expensive BUT will benefit people who wanted to be a singer!! Me! ME!!

It will cost me around
$180 X 5... which is around a thousand bucks to attend the baisc vocal course. SHould i or should i not go? HAHA!! I'm broke now... maybe i should just stick to picking up playing keyboard FIRST. HaHa!! I wouldn't want my keyboard to rot...
O.<

I've to choose 2 so well, the second one will obviously be interior design. =) Yes, being able to design the world best fantasy world. Another biggest dream of mine. Well, that will only happen when i fail to be a singer... HAHA!!

Well, i forgot what i wanted to talk about now... Breaking and singing at the same time? Then i'll impress so many people!! Wow! Must be crazy... Maybe being a business man is cool too...

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm, i'm so... i don't know. I WANT TO TAKE UP ALL SORTS OF JOBS LEH... maybe i'm going to be an artiste. Being able to act will fullfil all these dreams. Wow!!