Stranger in Moscow.

I've changed my current's favourite to a playlist... cool isn't it? And i've place in order the song i love the most... actually, it was a tough one because i love all songs of his. Those in the playlist are the ones i always listen to without fail... almost everyday!

Though i listen to them almost everyday i can't get the lyrics in my head. It is freaking irritating... sometimes, the rythm is hard to catch. I used to be super obssesed over Remember The Time... playing it over and over again... x)

(Verse 1)
I was wandrin' in the rain...
Mask of life - feelin' insane,
Swift and sudden fall from grace...
Sunny days seem far away,
Kremlin shadow belittlin' me...
Stalin's tomb a won't let me be,
On and on and on it came...
Wish the rain would just a let me...

(Chorus)
How does it feel? (How does it feel?)
How does it feel?How does it feel?
When you're alone, And you're cold inside?

(Verse 2)
Here abandoned in my fame...
Armageddon of the brain!
KGB was doggin' me...
Take my name and just a let me be!
Then a begger boy called my name...
Happy days will drown the pain!
On and on and on it came,
And again, and again, and again...
(Take my name and just a let me...)

(Extended Chorus)
How does it feel? (How does it feel?)
How does it feel? How does it feel? How does it feel?
How does it feel? (How does it feel now?)
How does it feel? How does it feel?
When you're alone...And you're cold inside?

Music interlude...

(Extended Chorus)
How does it feel? (How does it feel?)
How does it feel? How does it feel? How does it feel?
How does it feel? (How does it feel now?)
How does it feel? How does it feel...
When you're alone, And you're cold inside?
Like, stranger in Moscow (Lord I'm gon say...)
Like, stranger in Moscow (Lord I'm gon say...)

We're talkin' danger!
We're talkin' danger, baby,
Like, stranger in Moscow.

We're talkin' danger!
We're talkin' danger, baby,
Like, stranger in Moscow.
I'm livin' lonely!
I'm livin' lonely, baby... Stranger in Moscow.

Music interlude...

(KGB interrogator - Russian to English Translation)
"Why have you come from the West? Confess! To steal the great achievements ofthe people, the accomplishments of the workers..."

When you listen to the oldies songs... it's very normal to find the playing of saxophone isn't it? It happens to this song too but i just wonder why this song doesn't sound old to me...

By the way, there are some words or terms in the lyrics that we are not very familiar with...

Kremlin - I think it is refering to the Kremlin wall in Moscow (should be right since it's in Moscow but seriously i don't understand what he meant by Kremlin's belittling him...)

Stalin - This should be someone famous or respectable but already dead. Mmm, According to internet... the lyrics wrote it wrongely 'coz Stalin does not lie in the tomb but is buried in a grave (near Kremlin wall)

Armageddon - I think this is a word associating the First World War. Mmm, or is it something sacred? Sorry, i'm not very sure either.

KGB - It is actually a secret police of USSR very long ago and it has already been disbanded. Haha... not very sure.

Maybe you can read up on that when you have the time. One of the reasons i adore MJ is also because he put a lot of thoughts into his songs and make them real meaningful... don't believe? Check every one of them out!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Long time no blog.

Yeah, it's been quite some time since my last entry which was quite an emo one. x) I've been rather lost these few days. Mmm, even so, yesterday was a lovely day and i shall not mention why... *engross in my own dreams...*

However, i was upset by yesterday's meeting. It went totally beyond my patience. Everyone stoned... No one is engaged... And no one gave very good suggestions... After so many weeks of discussion we couldn't get a thing done! The progress is extremely slow.

I'm not blaming the in-charge but i think they need to reflect... maybe appointing two in-charges in this event would be a better choice. Why not let the two best campers do it? I'm sure the progress would be better than now. That would be lovely! And! WE NEED MORE BRAINS!

I can't stand it! We keep going back to square one... and yesterday we took one step further by doing the survey. Well, you may say it's better than nothing... but i'm not satisfied and i'm extremely unpleased. I find it pretty pointless... it's a completely waste of time!

So, i'm not attending any of it now. I'm to the point of giving up... of course, i'm not going to BUT had enough of the useless meetings i have attended. Yeah, i'm incapable... i can't juggle between studies and meetings. I suck.

Bye, i shall see everyone after Os.

Don't ask me about my prelim results... it's a disaster. If i told you without you asking, then you're lucky and you must be someone i respect very much and look up to. And the reason is just because i wish that you could scold me and give me a wake up call or nudge... push me further so that i have that little more motivation to go on... C'mon, nag at me to mug... i got to practice math!

Are you the lucky one?

Oh ya, I just got my bedsheet changed. It's pokemon bedsheet... =.= Ha Ha Ha!! Well, since it's a clean one... i'll be having a lovely night. The winnie-the-pooh one was torn. Penknife is the culprit. I shall shop for one set of nice bedsheet after Os. x)

Notice i've been using 'lovely' a lot lately? I'm going to 'taste' every single day just like what i did to every meal of mine. Enjoy... and treasure every day in my own unique ways!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

A Passage to Disappointment.

Plunged into a world of total darkness... sorrow and disappointment. What i could only hear is the mournful muttering of the rain and growling of the sea breaking on a rocky shore. With every step i took, sharp blade-like rocks pierced into the sole of my bare feets. It hurts, but nothing hurts more than the muscular foolish organ beating in my chest called the heart.

I screamed in despair and it blends miraculously into the muttering of the rain. I crashed my knees onto the rocky shore unknowingly and fresh hot tears scorched my eyes - the tears of defeat. As i lowered my hands in an agony of apprehension, memories came flashing back in rapid speed...

Her memory remained in me, persistent, triumphant... It was like a veil had been torn from my eyes, to have made this horrible and heartrending discovery. A poignant grief seized my heart; and also a revolt against her, an unreasoning indignation against this brutal, inferior act of destruction.

As silence engulfed me, as sadness overwhelmed me... I gasp for air, unable to control the evil in me. The feeling which was uppermost in me was that of anger at having been played with in this way, deceived and made ridiculous. Do you understand?

I uttered a cry of fury. For this past few months, i was tormented by a desire to pour forth the emotion which was choking me, to tear her apart. Knowing her has been the greatest regret of my life and i have foolishly throw myself into this abject misery. So many times i wish to speak to her but my voice forsook me. I could only return a glare of anguish and revenge.

Oh yeah? I had to smile to myself... After all, I had already fallen in love with this savage brat, who has been eating me up with her fake-innocent eyes... the parents were contemptible to me.

In this ensuing struggle, she grew more and more abject, crushed, exhausted and at the same time seemed to rose to magnificent heights of insane fury of effort bred of her terror of me.

You filthy little thing... You've cause too much disappointment and ruin the perfect image i once had on this world. I'm not only utterly disappointed in you... and also in myself. Perhaps i shall reflect upon the way i'm treating everyone... Perhaps i've been too good that leads people stepping over my head.

You're a sin. You took away the trust i had in everyone and draw forth the cautioness i never once thought of. I'm growing wary (and particularly weary too) of the individuals around me... toughen up and be always ready for a fight.

I'm not defeated... Never will i be defeated by a disgusting timid child. Tears shall flow and tears shall dry but that does not show that i'm weak. There is no turning back for this... Read this and bear it in mind.

Farewell, this game will soon be over!

Maple Pranks.

Sianz, so busy. I've just ended my conversation with Weslie. Okay, so i've misunderstood him... he actually posted a comment wishing me happy birthday. SO SORRY! So you're back to my idol no. 5! Ha Ha!! Yay, i'm waiting for my birthday present... hope it's not some winnie the pooh handkerchief again. =.= I'm not a kid! Everytime that dumb girl invade my life, Mr. Weslie is the first one i thought of so the two are somewhat linked.

Feeling so much better with someone to talk to and seek advice.

Mmm, Tomorrow morning, i'll call Mrs Chua to tell her about the prank calling incident. I'm so glad for the past one hour i didn't receive any prank calls because the phone was in use, so no one can get through. x)

If the prank calling continues, either i go straight to her house and confront her mom about it OR i refer this case to the police lo. Anyway, i got her house address, mom's number, dad's number... Heh, i've no interest to waste my time on her lah... shall let the police settle them if things go way beyond control.

Gosh, you're such a brat.

Prank calling starts again... I'm recording every single number down. Myabe the police can track them down one by one. Oh! I even called her up but sad to say that timid cowardly girl has no courage to talk to me. I told her i'm telling Mrs Chua about it and i'm not waiting till Monday. I just had enough.

I thought you're just a kid with intellect of a 3 years old. Now, it proves that you're faking innocence and low EQ + IQ. You're such a despicable nobody... no even fit to be human. Worse than a beast... I really don't understand why you can curse your mom and don't appreciate what she has done for you.

Even though i always have conflicts with my mummy, i never curse her before... like use the F-word. You're beyond cure man. Even our school counsellor doesn't seem to have an effect on you... Hah. After thinking, i think it's not that the counsellor is ineffective... you're just beyond cure and deserves a lesson, a black record.

Thanks ar! Thanks for getting me a bunch of stranger-friends. I got age from 5 to age of 20 i-suppose calling me and talking to me like they know me. Wow! Some even know my name... And some desperate guys calling asking me for my age and school. *glare* You think this is funny?

No wonder i've been down in luck because i got some beast cursing me and backstabbing me. You're a jinx. Nonono... haha... i'm already unlucky since the day i know you.

You got your way... You'll catch the attention of the Police in no time! To think i almost cried after receiving prank calls 'coz i can't believe a little girl like you did such a thing! How dare you! I'm not going to pity or symphatise you anymore. Not worth my tears and time...

Hey friends, don't bother calling my house number. I've already disconnected the phone line. No one can get through now.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Prankster.

Got a number of calls in the middle of the night. And i got addicted using the F-word. It's super addictive. I think it will take me one or two weeks to recover from the addiction. Well, my guess was it was that dumb girl's doing and YAY i got it right!

Who cares about the truth? I'm just not going to waste my time bothering about her anymore. A terrible, horrible plus incorrigible girl... How dare she gave my house contact number to some strangers... She doesn't even know what's basic respect. And i wonder how she got my contact number.

What ever ways or means she got my contact numbers... if i receive another prank call from any of her friends, cousins or whoever related to her, i'm going to get my house number change. I never want to have anymore relations with her.

What university friends? What lies! They are all kids who do not even have the intellect of a 3 years old. There isn't any need to talk to those idiots... curse them and hung up.

Oh yeah, realised i've updated my Idol List? And i've changed the position a little.... Some are promoted while some... eh, so sorry. Ha Ha!! I just realised Tyra was a superwoman after watching her yelling at a model who really deserves to be taught a lesson.

She's great! She did that in front of the Tv... she's not afraid of the consequences and did what she thinks is right! So, she's promoted but still, not as good as Michael Jackson because MJ singing rocks!

JJ and Jason were downgraded. Mmm, actually there are reasons for this but i don't know how to put it in words. Mmm, the reason JJ is below Jason is because i don't really agree to the way he does certain things though i really admire him for his very musical sense and songs and singing techniques.

Jason is capable. He has got so many things in which i can learn from. I idolise him and look up to him. Sadly, i didn't really have much time and opportunities to know more about him and work with him. Maybe there will be chance in the future. x)

Weslie is downgraded! Bleh! This is because he forgets his friend's birthday! What a friend! Lousy friend! I think very soon he's going to be kicked out of the Idol List... xP HaHaHa!! The reason why he's in the idol list is because of his very extreme good managing skills and of course his care and concern towards each and every of his friends...

It's hard to find time to juggle between friends, work and family but he did an awesomely awesome job! Unfortunately... yesterday i suddenly thought of something... Har! Weslie... *box you* heh. How can you forget my birthday?

So when Weslie is DEmoted, Mr. Khoo, the conquerer of many many obstacles, is promoted! Congratulations! I really admire him for his courage and attitude! Too bad i know too little about him. Will find out more about this guy after Os.

Desmond remains... actually wanted to promote him because he is really a super duper gentleman! Ha Ha Ha! Of course, the reason why he's in the idol list is note because he's just a guy bra seller... it's also because of his... eh, how do i explain this? He can do a lot of things... just like a superman! Ha Ha Ha!

He is able to gong shi gong ban si shi si ban! I meant... Mmm, he is able to control his emotions and overcome emotional setbacks. For me, it's just so hard lah... when i'm angry or sad, i can't do things right. Ha Ha!!

Okay, he's going to be promoted real soon.

Shi Han is a new idol-friend for having the courage to speak up whatever is swirling in her mind regardless who the person is... Like... MR OW! Ha Ha Ha!! Actually, she shares the same position as Brian because Brian simply rocks! He is able to talk back to Mr Leong, that dog. Ha Ha!!

Mmm, well, isn't it amazing? Every single sentence of his contains a certain meaning to pick and make Mr. Leong looked like a fool. Ha Ha Ha! I'll never forget that moment! I admire him for his super courage! However, he shall not be in my idol list 'coz he dao me. Bleh!

Jin Guang... Oops! Seriously speaking, i forgot why he's in my idol list. I'll talk about this when i remember! Even so, this adult has got a lot of complications going in his mind. I think he somehow think too much though he's a pretty good advisor.

Xiao Andrew hits Jinguang's butt. I admire him for that courage! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! I'll never forget that super loud audible "PIAK" that echoes in the room into my ears and seeing everyone's face with the look of shock and... Eh, HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Oh, i received a call from prankster again... so sianz. My sister is annoyed and irritated. She said she's going to look for that dumb girl in school on Monday. Dumb girl, if you're reading this... you're in deep trouble. HA HA HA!! I have no time to entertain you but she got lah... have fun!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Slap me awake.

I was a little sleepy in the midst of the meeting... Wah sianz, i brought my dear noisy brother to meeting. It was more of a disruption than a form of entertainment. Shall not talk about him... I got all my nerves up everytime i got to take care of him especially by myself. I swear never to bring him to meeting or OUTSIDE again.

Mmm, DESMOND was so kind today! Thank you! When no one wants to help me photocopy the Ring-Leh System, he emerged as the Hero Of My Day! Muahahahaha... Thanks again! What a gentleman he is! Xie Xie, Arigato, Terimakaseh!

The meeting was alright. Actually i consider SuperNova meeting a form of entertainment or leisure but today, it was a big 180 degree difference due to my brother's appearance. And i am so damn uncomfortable to be with him.

Alright, it's 11.25pm now... i am so freaking tired after a day and feeling so down. Why arh? Something is wrong with me... So upset all of a sudden, without a reason... No, there must be a reason but i have no idea what is it.

Ah sianz, forgot to take photo with them lah. Idiot... All because of my brother. Forget it! I'm so sway today... shall go now and hope that 3minutes after, my luck will turn for the better.

*cries* Seriously, i hope.........

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Act Cute song.

I think this song is a little 'ACT CUTE'... or perhaps, very. So let me just put it till the end of this week and i'll take it down. Seriously, this is my past time favourite leh!

The lyrics rocks and i only like this song from this very CD of mine. The other version sounds so different and 'ugly'. I don't like it at all. Only my version is soothing to my ears.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

The Three Little Kittens

Three little kittens... they lost their mittens,
And then began to cry,
Oh, Mother dear, we sadly fear.
Our mittens we have lost.

What! lost your mittens!
You naughty kittens!
Then you shall have no pie.
Mee-ow, mee-ow, mee-ow.
we shall have no pie.

Three little kittens... they found their mittens,
And they began to cry,
Oh, Mother dear, see here, see here,
Our mittens we have found.

What! Found your mittens?
You good little kittens.
Then you shall have some pie.

Mee-ow, mee-ow, mee-ow.
We shall have some pie.

The three little kittens... put on their mittens,
And soon ate up the pie.
Oh, Mother dear, we really fear.
Our mittens we have soiled.

What! Soiled your mittens!
You naughty naughty kittens!
You have to be more careful when you eat!
Mee-ow, mee-ow, mee-ow.
They began to cry.

The three little kittens... they washed their mittens.
And hung them up to dry.
Oh Mother dear, look here look here
Our mittens we have washed.

Washed your mittens?
You darling kittens!
Well i smell a rat close by...
Hush Hush, Hush Hush, i smell a rat close by!

Oh i love this song! I shall upload the mp3 up here tomorrow! Oh yeah, after Joel's intention to go for an extreme make over, i went to check my BMI and found it to be slightly below my expectation.

So, i shall work hard to lose weight! And i drag Jinguang along too... Oops! After Os, i will go all the way SPORTY! Looking forward to it! 13th November... you shall fly here!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Memories.

Well, i consider today the last day of Prelim. Mmm, i'm feeling kind of sick today with a slight headache and fever since Monday? I'm not very sure but i'm still fine. x) I'm still able to laugh and talk and sleep... Perhaps because i burnt too much midnight oil bah. Or perhaps someone passed the germs to me... =.=

Luckily i got a super immune system plus a cheerful personality to keep sickness a distance away from me. Oh yeah, sometimes arh too much logic might be a hindrance to work and thoughts. Though all make perfect sense, some clashed. Mmm, shall explain the next time when i have the chance to.

Oh well, shall not type so much for today because i'm posting thirteen pictures out of the twenty over poctures i've taken on 8th September. There are a number of Shuai Ges and Mei Nvs i got to introduce to everyone here!

Eh, i'm uploading from the bottom of my list, meaning I took the last picture with Sumi... so you know what i meant?

This is Sumi. Eh, i waited for quite a while for her to finish speaking to our school staff being taking this shot. Hard work!

This is Carmon and Ying Ying. Mmm, honestly speaking, this photo sucks. xP

This is Mr. Ken. He's a good role model and a leader. I think from his actions i suppose he got the leader-should-serve attitude.

This is Ee Sheer. I got to hurry complete my book before she leaves for United States?

Haha! Yeah, Myself and Sharon. She's cute, right? We got the ugly faces here! I think it's ugly me not her. *sigh*

Me and Alvin. Eh, he got the mind of the great i-think. Mmm, he should be tanned but why i look more tanned than him?

Nah, this is Jason and Myself! Cool bah? My idol number two. I LOVE this photo THE MOST because we're about the same (in terms of height). We are tall, very tall, okay? x)

I hate this very photo... It's si jie and me. Well, look at the difference in height. Man, want to take zoom in photo also cannot lor... see the background. Spotted who?

Bernice and I! Why am i speechless now?

Me and Kelvinong. Erpx, everytime i see this photo i will laugh out my stomach... Ha Ha!! Super funny... look at Kelvinong... ACT CUTE SIA!

Me and Verlyn. Pretty hor? Of course i meant her... =.=

These are the photos... Mm, you might be questioning why you don't see the others? That's because these people are people i don't get to see often and in order to complete my book faster, i took with them first lo since i can take with the others whom i often meet up with on Friday. x)

Hao le, got to go!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Secrets.

Shall share with you guys a few secrets today since i'm so dead and needed some entertainment to live up the atmosphere. Mmm, i meant i entertain people. Anyway, these secrets won't do me any harm even if the whole world knows about them. I'm bullshitting, am i?

Alright, I'll start the ball rolling and keep it rolling... (no one to pass the ball to... heh, bullshitting again.) I realise i'm getting a little lamer everyday.

Secret number 1
I love to have passwords spelt backwards.

Secret number 2
My passwords all contain a name and a mobile number.

Secret number 3
My passwords have capital letters

Secret number 4
My passwords undergo mutation (Now, there are two types!)

Secret number 5
Only two types of people can get into my account - professional hacker and someone macho (if he knows he is the one!)

Secret number 6
My passwords are so long that they belong to those highest security type!

Yeah, it's hard to understand unless you're me! Come on, break the code if you think you're capable... i'm serious! Ain't easy at all... bleh!

Felt kind of bad and dumb to be revealing them... but i've confident in my passwords. They are passwords with high level of intelligence, highly intellectual individuals who are super duper loyal to me. x)

Seemed like they didn't betray me but i've betrayed them. Yikes!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Otherwise.

Aw, don't see the usual me seem to be so cheerful and wild... i behave othewise when my mood swings! Hahaha, mmm bullshit.

I meant i am not very easily drained but when i'm drained, there's no way you can pull me up and get me going... Currently, my life is in a mess though it looks otherwise. I owe so many people so many junks and i have yet to clear them due to my coming Os.

Os, you're driving me crazy.

Time, you got to stop Os from driving me crazy. Mmm, you don't have to paralyse yourself... i will just require you to crawl like a baby... x)

Mmm, i forgot to complain about the Food Drive though overall i did have a great time laughing with my friends and working again with dear Millicent. She ar... terrible. Super violent freak... Knowing her is like meeting a disaster. Haha, but i enjoy her company during the Food Drive.

Too bad she got to go back home early if not, i could take a picture with her and post it up here. She's sporty, tomboy-ish but cute. Seriously sreious, don't see her so ah-boy de behaviour, i think she got character... tai ke ai le!

Don't misunderstand... she's just a friend. I'm still normal. xP

Mmm, Clinton mah... is exactly the opposite. He is easily influenced by his peers, got no character (bleh!) but straight forward and a little too 'open'... Ha Ha! I guess you should know what i meant lah... I think guys would have to distant themselves 5metres away from him though i know he's still a normal boy, not a gay. Ha Ha! Okay lah, he's very supportive. x)

Mmm, ONE (two three) is a little to crazy sometimes and very inconsiderate... thanks for slamming the glass door at me. I appreciate it very much. =.= Eh, i'm impressed with his work lah. He didn't need anyone to push him and can work by his own initiative.

For Faris, he's a freaking weird banana in Bananas. Though he is silent, he is not totally a silent freak. A little similar to Si Bian Tai who is a little zi bi too...? Faris, he looks like a slacker but he's not... he just got the i-am-slacker face.

Lastly, our two facilitators, G-lian and Kelvinong. I never expect to be Kelvinong's group lah (like quite a lot of times in his group liao) but thank him for lending me his phone to play Sudoku.

Eh, for G-lian... i never know she's a teacher. She looks just like an 18 years old student... Never expect her to be 24 this year. Her laughter... i can never imitate. Nevermind, i got my own style of laughing... HA HA HA!!

Oh! I almost forgot someone! Kevin! Bleah! This stupid Kevin... don't like him lah. I was talking to Timothy... is that your business? Har! Bother so much for what? I never bother about yours you don't come and kajiao my business... BLEAH!!! Busybody... who you think you are? You're only Kevin... not my mom... not my baba... go do reflection lah!

Tou ting wo jiang hua... sit in front of me listen somemore... don't know how to zi dong one leh... BLEAH BLEAH BLEAH!!! *box you box you box you* Don't know why i still talk to you in the end... my heart must be too kind and my brain too blur to remember i should be angry still. Aaaah! BOX YOU! haiya, can't be bothered to explain to you so much.

Mr. Porfessional is the first one who made me break my principle lor... Mmm, only Clinton knows what i meant, hor Clinton? Man, he's going to be the first and the last one... I don't feel good at all.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Food Drive & BGM

Food Drive

Food Drive was okay though it was not enough for me. I find it quite average... i meant the activity level. The event was not very wild for me to go very HIGH so i was not really satisfied. I'm not saying the event was not good. It just can't satisfied someone who needs to jump here and jump there lah... I don't know how to put it in words leh.

I prefer exciting ones. If you read my past entries, you would have knew i was looking forward to this Food Drive 'coz i thought it would be super crazy, super busy, super funky, super 'sporty'... but it was quite normal with little excitements. Ping Fan.

Maybe because i've participated in similiar activities before bah... Thinking back of the events the YEC has organised, i really like Night Cycling a lot and the second would be the Grafitti competition. Perhaps it's something new and that's why i like it so much.

Food Drive is meaningful but not exciting. They should have hold competition to see who got the most number of food cans or see who can finish the block the fastest... Eh Oops! Further thinking... competitions like can't sustain my interest anymore...

Cham, i'm becoming more demanding and need more excitement to keep my life going. Thinking back, though i like the faciliators but it would be a better one if the facilitators can do the knocking and collection together with us.

Finally, Night Cycling rocks the most! When is the next one?? x)
I'll definitely go for the next one! Chiong arh! Peddle hard-hard. Oh man, just the thought of the next one i'm going crazy! Oi, Night cycling!

BGM

Wah, Youth Executive Committee is so... erpx. Haha, Ying Xian was urging us to join... well, after witnessing all these, and making a fool out of myself, i've decided never to have the thought of joining the YEC. Heh. Not that i'm not willing to try new things and challenge myself, i prefer staying in SuperNova and just commit myself to SuperNova instead. x)

Joining too many organisation is bad for health. I got choir and SuperNova and in the future, my other CCAs? So, i rather just help out the YEC with their activities and events. Anyway, my purpose is just to make as many new friends as possible and broaden my insights and social circle.

Speaking about yesterday, everything was alright until the start of BGM. Freaking bad luck came sticking on me and i was so down in luck. Urgh! Yeah, make a big big big super ultra fool out of myself. Everyone in the auditorium, so many of my friends, withness how stupid i look being an usher.

Aw man, dumb Clinton laugh at me 'coz i was wearing a skirt. Yeah, i expected this so i don't really mind. Ying Xian was laughing at how clumsy i looked when i usher Mr. Mah and Mr. Leow down the stage. Jason said i look so super stiff... Really? I am really very stiff arh? Actually, i was quite lost. Everything was different from what i imagined in my head.

I was expected to usher Mr. Mah up on stage but the emcee just announce that Mr. Mah go on stage after giving out the bags of can food to the elderly... So, i can't do anything? I was told to usher Mr. Mah from his seat lo and that's exactly what i've imagined too and to my greatest surprise, everything was completely different.

Then it was Mr. Leow who FLY to the stage when the emcee announced that Mr. Leow is to give his speech... i didn't even have the time to react he was already up on stage. Funny lo... in the end, i can only usher him down.

Jinguang said i was very fast for Mr. Mah to catch up. I thought my speed was okay for Mr. Mah leh... tsk. And i jump down on stage somemore. Seriously speaking... i didn't know i jump down. Forget it, i was too nervous to even notice what i was doing... my body is moving byt my mind was in a total blank.

I even... wah! T.T so dui lian! Even though i got quite a think layer of skin but yesterday evening, my layer of thick skin seemed to have been skinned... Ha Ha! Dui lian dui dao ji dian lor! Aaaaaah!

I was so sway... so sway!!! I even got slammed by the side of the glass door. I was observing who was inside the room and didn't notice someone opening the door and so... ya. Stupid ONE two three! Even until now it still hurts when i touch it. I think i injured my cheekbone... you know for choir members, their cheekbones are very important to them? *sigh*

Many of my friends were sick yesterday. Luckily Ying Hui never faint. I thought someone will be helping her up on stage and make sure she is alright but i don't see anyone lah. Heng-heng she never faint. Very weak arh Ying Hui... Her birthday shall buy her bottles and bottles of vitamins.

Eh, the two MEN in serving the Army came too and speak with their sexy voices. Ha Ha Ha! They were the small joke of the day 'coz of their botak? I'm not very sure lah... but their sorethroat was pretty bad.

Jason can't even speak and he was like coughing so badly whenever i see him and when i wanted to take photo with him, he was like trying to force himself not to cough. But he was funny with his tanned skin and red lips! I don't know how to describe but he resemble something. Okay lah, tanned than Macho mah! Ha Ha Ha!!

Poor them! Hope the three of them get well soon and i would like to see them very soon! Mmm, more often lah 'coz i wasn't really satisfied with the photo i took with them. xP

Verlyn was so cool yesterday. I suppose she is a rich lady. She went home driving a BMW. Though i know nuts about cars but i know what BMW means! Tai shuai le! Cool lor... I wonder why i didn't see charmaine... does that means she is not in YEC? Nevermind, i hope to see her soon so that i can complete my book. x)

I took lots and lots of photos with so many of my friends! Heh, but i don't think i'll show it here (maybe the next time) because they are too many to upload! Mmm, OH i forgot to mention! Valerie is my English oral examiner! I met her there and she is in YEC lo! Oh gosh! So cool! When she introduced herself, she even mentioned that she met us (Camilia and I)... heh, we're famous now!

Mmm, learn a lot especially about my friends!

Lastly, there are a lot more to blog about but they are too disgusting to be mentioned here... Cassandra, Desmond, Ying Xian, Clinton should know it. Ha Ha Ha!!! I got sore eyes too! EW! Oh! And the usher job, after thinking through, i think i should usher more to gain more experience lah... if not, it's like i won't learn anything if i try and fail and fail to try again! Haiya, you understand?

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Lots!

Tomorrow...

Four minutes to tomorrow...

I feel troubled.

Ya, i've told Camilia to pei wo yi qi chuan... ehem ehem.

Ya lah, no need to be curious what ehem ehem is. You will know... Sianz. If my friends dare to laugh at me... i'm going to beat them up.

Nevermind since it's rotting in my wardrobe just treat that i can sun tan it lor. If not, it will stink. Mmm, escorting Mr. Mah leh... so cool but got to be formal... I wonder what i need to say tomorrow. I hope when i escort him, there won't be leng chang. I hate leng chang.

I must get myself a pair of jeans lah. If not, like last minute tell me must wear formal i can't get one. Freak. My two pair of jeans - one too big... another one too small. Idiot...

*sigh* forget it.

Okay, a few points for me to take note:

Eh, i got to see someone at 6pm tomorrow if he can't find me or i'm too busy in the afternoon. Ying Ying, please take note and DON'T FORGET... YOU THIS BLUR KIA!

*Sigh* Alright, i'll try to remember.

Eh, tomorrow... i have to wake up at 9am so that i have time to bath so YING YING, please remember to set your alarm at 9am!

*sigh* Alright, i shall remember.

Eh, tomorrow... eh? NO MORE! HA HA HA!!

Even though it's late now but if there's anyone who happens to read this entry before i go for my event tomorrow... please give me a morning call at 9am to ensure that i wake up and reach TECC punctually.

Thanks arh!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Posting double.

See this book? I bought this so that i can start my "Ying zhi shu". Sianz, i have trouble finding a name for this book. If i call it "MeUZinc", it's going to be so LAME. Still thinking leh... got suggestions must tell me. I want a very nice name for this book that shall contains loads of memories of my friends and I. =)

In order to start my book-making... i started taking photos with Zodiac gang first. SO this is cowherd and tie-girl. Trying to act niang but not niang enough. Cannot! MUST RE-TAKE!

He like kena forced to take niang pictures lor. Confirm must re-take liao. Don't want my book to be perfect but at least funny enough to make me laugh when i read back.

This is the very first picture we took but i realised both act niang will look more interesting so i stopped acting macho.

This is not the stoning academy owned by Cedrick. =.= He like can stone so professional-ly. I cannot lah... cannot, this one must also re-take! RE-TAKE!

By the way, this is macaco ah ming and tie-girl, ying ying - stoning. x)

This is chicken. Mmm, this is Hona and tie-girl. Trying to act dao and bad but i don't think Hona did right. he doesn't look dao at all.

Eh, another lousy one!

This is rare-bit. Eh, hope i spell correctly. Hahaha!! This name i help to think one leh... the "rare" sounds like rabbit de "RA". Creative, right?

No nice lah, must re-take with rare-bit lah...

Snake and tie-girl. Haiya, Hona's shaky hands... so lousy leh!

This is nicer... should i re-take? I look so... er xin. See first lah.

Eh, this confirm plus guarantee not accepted.

Maybe this can bah... Not sure. Well, this is tie-girl and maidou.

Alright, this is the end. Now, let's proceed to the beginning of today. Bleah!

Yeah, realised i'm posting two posts today? Yeah, i just got too much to share and too little time to do it. Haiyo, i feel so guilty (and very bad) rejecting jinguang 'coz seriously i'm too lazy to go out... Jinguang, you got to quee alone for donuts! pai seh pai seh! I just came back from Tampines Mall and had my yesterday's breakfast and lunch plus today's breakfast and lunch at Seoul Garden.

Sounds crazy... i actually skip breakfast and lunch yesterday so that my stomach got space for today's feast. heh, Seoul garden mah... buffet must chi gou ben! I eat a lot a lot with 7 animals. Mmm, we got monkey, pig, cow, snake, rabbit, chicken and dog today... OH! Not to forget, the very macho animal - tiger!

I was damn bloated after stuffing those meats into my stomach... got ice-cream, teriyaki chicken, curry chicken, soup and many many more! And we mess up the whole table with those egg shells, prawns' shell, vegetables and plates! While my table we have four superb cooks, the other have four noobs! They can't cook!

Mmm, when we paid up, it was super stupid lor... the money flying here and there... like very... Mmm, unglam? I don't know what word to use to describe this ultra embarassing moment.

See! So weird.

Well-well, here are the photos after the lunches-cum-breakfasts.

That's a rabbit's hand! HA HA!! See so many prawns' shells! We're the ultimate prawns' killers!

That's our table. I don't feel very good wasting food so i forced all of them to finish them all up even if the food tasted yucky. Don't know why they were all so obedient today... Bleah!

This is the Ice kachang we made... Erm, yucks! I never eat.

Mmm, after lunch my stomach was super bloated... even until now! I ate a lot a lot! I got the very urge to throw up on my way home... so tired after filling my stomach with half-cooked food.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

li wu...

Today's title is a little plain and i am a little too bloated to type a lot... SO, it's time to share photos! Eh, actually my presents are a little bit lame this year. Nevertheless did i expect anything better than LAME presents! Ha Ha Ha Ha!!!

Mmm, here:

That's my hand... and i'm touching the chick's chest. Ha Ha! I always thought it's a duck and even dreamt about ducks after receiving this... =.= Never did i know it's a chick until Camilia mentioned it.

Ya, this is what i've gotten from Anna, Camilia, Emerlyn and Cedrick. Well, don't need to think and know straight who got this for me. Emerlyn and Cedrick merely just pay for it... those searching-and-buying job is confirm plus guarantee done by Anna and Camilia.

The three things above were from my mummy... Mmm, crude, isn't it? Haiya, she wrapped it with the wrapping paper and it looks crude because she wrapped until super ugly. When i unwrapped, it's a MP3! Mmm, i know people use iPod now but i do appreciate this mp3 'coz the recording function rocks! Yeah, it's damn clear... the voice isn't muffled when you doing recording... Time to play naughty!

Eh, the snoopy pouch thingy mah... it's SO AUNTY. Well, haha! I'll just put it in my bag and pretend to 'use' it so that mummy won't feel upset. I'm so understanding, hor? *puke*

Sianz, my mobile's camera function is a little sort-sort today... damn blur. See! Must see its mood one leh... Sometimes nice sometimes damn blur.

Nah, this is damn clear bah? Hah, my mobile playing with me again... Thank you for being so obedient today. Keep up the good work! Alright, this is from Vionna and Shi Han... thanks for the present and i know what it means. Very meaningful de leh... look at the mouth! They said it's because my mouth is like the frog's mouth - so big!

To me, this dumb frog reminds me of Cedrick. =.= Other than being green... that frog's mouth resembles Cedrick's mouth. HA HA HA!!! Prince Frog, Cedrick Poh Ah Ming... HA HA HA!!! Okay, everytime i'm angry, i'll punch that frog's face... Ha Ha Ha! Thanks for getting me a punching frog!

That's all for today!

Oh! I almost forgot! Today's Benson's birthday! Happy Birthday, Benson! May all your dreams come true... i know you everytime say want to skip choir but you won't. Heh, hen guai! Ha Ha!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Happy Birthday to YOU!

Man, tell you guys... September is a month many of my friends are born. Fortunately, majority of them aren't really close ones. *heave a sigh of relieve* Haiya, then no need to buy present lor! How mean!

Ha Ha! Anyway, today is a cool day because there are two pretty good friends of mine who are having their birthdays today.

Happy Birthday to Tiffany!
Have fun during September holiday!

Happy Birthday to Jason!
Have fun in the Army! HA HA!

You know having your birthday duing the September holiday is a bad thing? 'coz you got lesser presents! HA HA HA!! So, wishing you two to have loads of presents for your birthday!

Wah, tomorrow is benson's birthday. Busy September.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Second of today.

Now, this is the second post i'm posting today. As usual, i'm going to share what i've received from all my friends on my birthday. So, following the sequence, i shall start on the SMSs (greetings) i've received!

The very first person was my dearest Gor. And this is what he sent:
my dearest y2 mei. happy birthday! big girl now...

(Mmm, actually i'm already a big girl lah so... ya, ignore the last part.)


It was quite a disappointment when i switched on my phone in the middle of the night and received this one and only SMS. =.= Where are my friends? mei you liang xin de right?

Okay, i'm not that pathetic lah and i've already mentioned on the previous post that the SMSs lightened up my mood bit by bit... so the SMSs actually came flooding in as the day goes by...


Nic:
Happie bdae! xD

(for your information he was 1 hour 14 minutes and 24 seconds late.)


Then, my mobile gave birth to a triplet...


Vionna:
Hey, happy birthday!

(11hours 30minutes late~)

Anna:
Happy birthday to you.. Happy birthday to you.. HAPPY BIRHDAY to YING YING!! Happy birthday to you!! Sweet sixteen!:-)

(11hours 30minutes late~)

Cedrick:
Happy birthday! Hope your mouth wil be bigger than me, althought already bigger le lol.

(11hours 30minutes late~ And sorry hor Cedrick, your mouth is still bigger than mine! Bleah! Big Mouth Cedrick!)


Oh and i was in school studying at that time (waiting for HMT lesson) when my mobile goes...

Babababada Bababada~ Badoo ba doo doo doo doo~

(m-pact's ringtone)

Guess who was it?

Jinguang guang guang guang guang called! chao touched de! No one has ever called me just to say "Happy birthday!"

Of course, we got chat a bit lah... talked crap and he boasted about his pay then talk about Timothy's charm on Jie JieS in school. HA HA HA!!

And when the conversation ended, the screen showed:

1 message received

It was Leovine! And he said:

Yo :) y2, here to wish you a happy birthday . may you continue to shine in your school . Take care

(Man, this guy is awesomely awesome! He can still remember my birthday! Ha Ha! Okay, so when someone not really close to you send you their greetings, you feel especially touched and happy!)

Oh and a also received a reply SMS from Jinguang. Though it's not a greeting since he has already done it, i just got to show it to self-praise. x)

Jinguang:

Welcome. You deserve it, after all the efforts for SuperNova and for being a good friend

(I wonder why adults sms don't put full-stop. Hah, see his and leovine's... no full stop de leh! Got start, no ending. HA HA!)

Next, it was my cousin...

Mei Ling:

Happy bday girl..haha..i stil rmb wor..lol!

Mm, and then Hayden's:

Oh ya...b4 i forget,happy birthday! Lol...

(for your information, he saw me walking to the TM Mac so maybe that's the reason he remembers!)

Followed by my senior!

Bom Bom:

Yo yo yo! Happy birthday and good luck for your prelims n o levels.

Last but not least, it was Xiao Andrew who ended the whole chain of SMSs.

Zhao Yong (his chinese's name):

Hey. Happy birthday. =)

Thanks, my friends! You've broke the record! It feels great to be receiving SMSs the whole day. My mobile keep vibrating and my smile widens with every SMS i received. Cool man! Shuang!

Wah, a very super duper ultra long entry! Tomorrow, i'm posting up pictures of my presents! Yeah, i adore them very much!

Thank you very much! xie xie xie xie! Domo Arigatogozaimasu! Terimakaseh!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Bye Bye 15. Here comes 16! Next is 17!

These few days, i've been very fed up with the internet connection. It has been giving me so many problems and i lost so many of my entries. I typed so much and with just one click on the mouse... EVERYTHING VANISHED!

*sigh* I am a very sway person and i knew it myself. I don't know if it's contagious so you guys better be careful. HA HA HA!! Mmm, i'm 16 now...

My 16th birthday has been a day which i've been looking forward to. Sad to say, i wonder why i was so restless and moodless to celebrate. Instead of bubbling in happiness, i am overwhelmed by a sense of disappointment. I'm upset and yet, i don't know why i felt that way.

It was those SMS that lightened up my mood bit by bit. Haha... And it was the 3rd of September '07 that made me grow up a little bit more faster than usual.

I realised how a present can be used to determine the distance between you and your friend and how an SMS can used to determine the sincerity and appreciation your friends treat you with.

Frankly speaking, though i know i shouldn't be saying that, i was happier to receive a greeting than a present. No kidding... Now, i truely understand the meaning of what it meant by "it's the thought that counts!"

A present doesn't have to be costly but at least it should be something that your friend is able to sense your sincerity and effort. I have no idea how to explain this but i hope you can understand what i'm trying to say.

And i've also realised my mistakes... I've always thought what i'm doing is right. Nevermind, from this day onwards, i'm changing for the better. I am going to reflect on my mistakes and be a better person!

wo zhang da le!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Speed-blogging

I've a lot to blog for today so i guess i got to speed-blog now due to lack of time. I've been rather busy slacking these few days and i hope i won't continue starting today.

Mmm, a few days ago i cut my thumb, remember? I think it's healing. At first, i got this naive dumb thought that my thumb is dying because it was cut and blood can't supply oxygenated blood to my thumb's cells.

So, i spent my days watching over it hoping it won't turn black and hope that even if it turned black, i will be able to know straight away and send myself to the hospital for immediate treatment. Mmm, i don't wish to lose my thumb just because of one stupid penknife. =.=

Alright, i got to admit how dumb i was to be thinking of that... maybe because i read too much on biology and understand too little. My thumb is alright, perfectly fine but that maybe a little squeeze will make me yell in pain. It still hurts, okay? Well, but it's healing... =)

It was really gross when i first cut my thumb. My blood flow so fast out of my broken blood vessels and i was super duper ultra taken aback by this sudden, very super sudden, incident. I pressed my thumb and hurry to the toilet, hoping that my baba wouldn't notice.

The toilet doesn't have first aid kit but i just wanted to wash my wounds but to my horror, no matter how long i put my bloody thumb under the flowing tap, the bloody thumb is still bloody. =.= Meaning the blood can't be stopped!

Of course, i panicked. I wanted to go back to the room to do something about it but when i stand up, i feel the sudden urge to black out. Very soon, i felt weak all over and super duper unwell... I rested my head on the side of the sink with the tap still flowing and my thumb under it.

It was how amazing that even at that critical moment, i can still day-dream. I dreamt about how the actress or actor in the drama series would cut themselves with the knife or whatever and how some heros or heroines would FLY to their aid. And, i thought of how silly i were to be thinking of this at that point of time.

I tried to get on my knees again but i still can't. In the end, i stayed in the toilet for around thirty minutes feeling breathless and so helpless. Poor me! yeah, i symphatise myself lor.

Mmm, and when i regained a bit of energy and conscious, i started walking out of the toilet and something stupid happened. This is the most hilarious thing that i ever encountered when everyone who saw this should be feeling rather worried or anxious.

I couldn't see where i was going and go chaung qiang! Freak me. =.= It was a loud "BONG" and it was this "BONG" that made me realised i just have to turn left to reach my room... =.= And, everyone in the living room saw it and realised something's amiss.

Still, i got to mention how pathetic it was to (the audience who withnessed everything!) be both worried and laughing at the same time after seeing how i walked into the wall and bang it. Freaking me.

Even my mummy laughed when she heard it. Wah, win lor. Instead of being worried of the deep cut i've gotten, they laughed at my poor encounter.

My lied on the bed waiting for death when my baba came in and started cleaning my wound and i just lie down there like a dead person. I couldn't move at all lor. Now, i know i'm strong against weak diseases but when it comes to Super injury, i'm just as vulnerable as a... baby? Hahaha, ignore me.

Sianz, i think if someone kena slashed were to lie bloodily, still breathing, calling for help, on the ground, in front of me... i'll faint immediately or just remain standing like a retard and do nothing to help! I know nuts!

Seriously speaking, my mind went blank when i couldn't stop the blood flow using water and the smell of the blood made me so sick... I know i must be mad to say that when i get to Smell and See blood every month but it's true. Maybe that blood and that blood is different bah... HAHAHAHAHAA!!!

I love my baba though he was the one who told my mummy about this incident and i was laughed at about it. =.=

Got to go! Shall continue when i come back!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

A lesson to be learnt.

I'm terrified of penknife. Yesterday, i cut myself and nearly got my own thumb cut off. Luckily, my nail saved me. I can't imagine how i would have to rush to the hospital and have my thumb stitch back. Ew!

Shall explain when i came back home. I got to go out now. BYE!

Sayonara!

Ciao!