Not even a wink.

Couldn't sleep a wink last night... Yeah, something is bothering me. I shall be able to sleep in peace tonight since i'm so very tired now. YAY!

O' and i saw Melissa at Popular today. Well, i can't take day-off tomorrow so i won't be able to those little singers singing out loud and proud. (Mmm, are they? Hahaha.) Hopefully, i am able to hear some good news from Mister Khoo and the other senior boys.

O' and how lucky am i! I got day-off on 1st January! Let's go countdown, people! Mmm, do it online? Hahaha, i'm very tired to do it outdoor.

Regarding Mariah Carey's visit... it's a little unbelievable so i shall play along... x)

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Hello, again.

Yo everyone, i'm back again for entry 2 today. x)

I just came back from Eunos. Yeah, today... jia ren you yue. Mmm, had a nice steamboat dinner with my family. Whahaha... and i'm super bloated now. O and i went to have my hair cut today. Yes, it feels so good. My head is so much lighter, i felt so ever refreshing!

O' My God, that dumb Clinton is going to get it from me. I told him i jia ren you yue and he thought that i got a boyfriend and he went on telling everyone about it! Shit man, so lame lo, i never know he can't differentiate between a joke and a fact. Haiz, stupid Clinton.

Alright, got a mission in hand now. I shall be a part-time blog skin maker.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Curiosity

Jeanette Aw's way of describing life as song is really beautiful and that's just like what i've thought life as... Musically beautiful. I truely enjoy reading her entries! Alright, later if i can remember, i'm visiting TECC for a special mission.

Okay, today is really a weird day... I ate 4 siew mai for breakfast, one rocher and a packet of orea for snacks and now, i'm feeling really hungry. However, i don't feel like eating. Strange hor... Mmm, if there is a plate of fried rice with an egg. Yum-yum, i will eat it. I'm getting real fussy. Hahaha... i got used to the food i ate at marine parade. They are so different from those you eat at 201. There are loads of variety and they taste doubly nice... I'm going to really miss the food when i quit.

Mmm, i realise i'm someone really optimistic and i can't believe i'm so much stronger than i've thought myself to be. You-know working at Popular you get to meet all sort of customers. Be it good or bad, guy or girl, fat or skinny, short or tall, you easily offend those customers. Sometimes, there will be unreasonable customers who love to lodge complaints.

And the reasons or the topic they wnt to pick a fight are really stupid like...

1. The writings on the book are really tiny, that will cause my son's eye to go bad.
2. Why are the price of this book so much more expensive compared to the one sold in school?
3. lots more that i can't remember

They are just out to make things difficult for us but hello, please keep in mind, we're just staff working for Popular. What has got the font of the words in the book got to do with us? And the pricesof the items sold in Popular are set by the Popular... like i can change them. =.=

Of course, there will be super nice ones who don't mind waiting and are so kind to you. Like a lady i've met. We actually chatted and she told me she will visit Popular again and ME! Hahaha, how nice!

I've seen my friends working in Popular cried after getting reprimanded by the supervisors or the customers but that has never happen to me. Perhaps i'm lucky... but i felt that the reason is just because i'm optimistic. That's all.

My collegue once ask me... have you ever cried after getting scolded and i was like YES. And he gave me that can-i-believe-you face... he knows i've been 'scolded' several times but he see me like nothing has happened. I'm tough, hor? Whahaha, yeah lah. I'm only going to cry when i got scolded by people i respect and of course, when i'm real mad for being reprimmanded without a reason. When i find myself doing nothing wrong and got scolded by people i don't like, there's no way i'm going to cry... not in front of those i hate! I believe most people behave this way...

Mmm, hard to explain in words. I'm really curious why customers have to behave this way, seriously. Can't they put themselves in other people's shoe? They also won't like it if their children got scolded, right? Man, won't they be afraid there's such thing as retribution? I believe lor... 'coz life is always fair to me.

People who are handicapped might feel that they have the worse luck but in some ways, they are better than people who have four limbs. People who are suffering from starvation in Africa are the same like those who get to eat their meals daily. Just that one suffers from physical pain and the other suffers from mental pain. Life is fair... bad guys will one day get their retribution. It's just the matter of time.

And i believe many might disagree with my point of view... but i strongely believe: life is fair.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Hong Kong's Foot.

Aaaah! I think i got Hong Kong's Foot! Shit, must be that damn bata shoe i've been wearing! I've already soaked it into the dynamo-diluted liquid and till tomorrow will i take it out and scrub that damn shoe thoroughly clean. And when i bath, i was rubbing my toes, heels, balls so hard to get rid of the stink. But it didn't work!!! Yeah, i'm planning to soak my feet into the soap later for an hour.

Yeah, i can't bear the smell... i'm soaking them now. Oooo, hot! HOT!

Alright now is 11.25PM, i will take them out at 12.25AM. x)

Mmm, what shall i do for the next one hour other than blogging? I'm lazy to do story-telling now though the number of stories are piling up each and every day... Hahaha.

Nevermind, i shall go now. Don't miss me and Merry X'mas AGAIN!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Lullaby

I'm dozing off... I've lots of stories to share, but i ain't have the energy to spare.

Sayonara...

Ciao... Zzzz.

Christmas Night!

X'mas lightings along the Tampines street...


Taken on the bus... I love my phone. x)

OMG OMG! New discovery at parkway parade!!!!!!! Did you hear the news? We have a specimen people! A fully-developed dinosaur dead in the egg... not rotten somemore wor. And it was found lying mysteriously on the cover of the new Biology Textbook!! x) Hehe.


A last-minute-bought x'mas present from a friend at Marine Parade Popular. Mmm, to make it sounds nicer... the freshly-bought x'mas present! Thanks Cai Shun, frenz forever, too! (Mmm, that handphone holder has got this 'frenz foreva' sign on the blue love-shaped thingy... see.)

I love this too, man. I've been wanting to get one long one so that i can jog peacefully. Mmm, 'coz my other towels are too short so i can't hang them over my neck. The length of this towel is perfect! Towel by xiao ling... not only a towel... please scroll down.

A tin of cookies by her too! I love the tin though it's overly-pink 'coz i can put those wear-out keychains in it. x)

A coin pouch by Li Hui. I also plan on getting a coin pouch for all those ding-ding-dong-dong coins and i never expect i'll get a free one with a winnie-the-pooh face on it! Aw... i want a matured-looking one! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Nevermind, still can use lah since i also don't want to spend money on a coin pouch. x)

This is from the manager. Mmm sorry hor, not DEVIL ONG but another manager, Eileen. x)

Sweets and Candies by other friends!

MERRILY MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!

Daily blogger am I.

Jeanette Aw is a daily blogger too. How nice! Hahaha... *sigh* Today seemed to be a bad day after all...

I don't think the surprise is for everyone due to the lack of time, non-tampines people that is! Maybe you guys might have guessed it right. And those people who live in wulu wulu place also kind of sway... Hahahaha. Next year, alright?

Later, i'm going to run errand liao. Kind of feeling emo and moody right now... And when i was chewing my dinner... i was imaging i'm chewing that particular person. Not that i hate him... i'm just feeling so mad and lost. I'm running out of patience!!! Sometimes or maybe this is the first time i wish i've never met him... Yeah, and i think my life will definitely be a lot more easier!

Man, i wish i have a pair of wings that i can fly high up above the sky, lie on the clouds, enjoy the breeze and see Neverland!

Working on christmas, how bad! But still, i'm looking forward to it really badly...

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Muscles ache

Aaaaah, after jogging, my muscles are aching like crazy. And today, i spent $9.40 on cab fare. Can i just die? T.T

Haiz, alright, stop grumbling, let's talk about good thing. I've got someone to accompany me during lunch and dinner. Those guys are finally talking. I've thought of what to get for X'mas. Tomorrow is day-off, again! The day to get my salary is drawing near. Sweet memories!

That X'mas charity night was incredibly memorable! Well, not because we had so much fun... it's just that so much things happened unexpectedly so i was kind of taken aback and enjoy those surprises that i've never ever shown on my face.

O' today was a good day too... someone told me i'm pretty! Erm, well, i was very shocked 'coz really... i know my own face. Quickly look into the mirror and try to answer to myself why that customer said that... but couldn't find lah. Seriously, there's nothing pretty on my face. And seriously, i will flash back what jin guang and steven always said... I can't possibly be convinced i'm pretty when i, myself, don't find myself pretty. Haiz... nevermind, shall not care about my face for now.

Mmm, if what Cedrick said is true... I WILL GO TRY THAT XIN GUANG DA DAO! Man, sing sing sing! I'll just see where i am right now, alright? I've no thought of getting the first or being the top 20 or whatever. I know clearly where i stand lah, hahahaha.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Christmas Charity Night '07

Photo of the Day

OMG OMG OMG!!!!

THIS IS GAO YANG!!!! ATTENTION EVERYONE!!!!


Today, i've decided to let Gao Yang this mad boy be in my idol list. Man, i can't believe he was so not hesitating to wear a girl's wear. He was excited and feeling so HIGH to wear it. I can't believe it. No one forces him to wear... he did it willingly. GAO YANG! You're AWESOMELY AWESOME! But i've decided to let these photos be seen by everyone. Well, i got to share the good things mah... agree?

Beat Your Shit a cappella. Mmmm...

11 year old guitarist.


Jun Jie from the season 2 campus superstar.


Jun Jie and Yi Yuan singing duet - Ji De Ai.



ME & Jun Jie. Mmm, actually looking back like a bit act shou but don't misunderstood. He was the one who ask me what face de so i just say ugly one lo!

Myself & Yi Yuan... a simple one. Me without my heels. Yeah, he was kind of unhappy with me taller than him so i took it off. He's taller. Hahahaha!

Circus Act!


Raging Fire.


Kids... don't play play arh.

The two campus superstars are great! They are not big-headed guys and they are really friendly. It's really a rare thing to see them, together with Zi Jie, still in contact after the competition. Hey, $50 per hour leh! OMG! I want to join Campus Superstar too liao lah... My current job is only $5 per hour lo. Tsk, idiot. And singing only lor... wah seh, i love singing lo!

And tonight's christmas night was... Ooooo, a little pathetic but a big round of applause to those who have worked so hard. Really, i didn't do much... hahaha. And i even stole three teddies back home with one a present to Jason for supporting me. YAY!

O' and i realise the dress i bought shrunk when i wash it! It was really really short tonight. I don't think i will wear it again...

Mmm, and i realise why everything seemed so strange! If only the flooring of the hall is those of the school hall type... things will surely be better and if only, we had the candles lighted throughout the event and if only, there are more hyper people. Actually, little audience can also make the whole event a success... that's if only everyone has the enthusiasm and not-afraid-to-lose-face attitude. Too bad, i didn't manage to bring everyone's mood a little HIGH-er.

Yeah, it was seriously a little disappointing. Imagine everyone cheer loudly, clap loudly... That's going to be great even if there might be less than 50 people? Alright, after cleaning up, i rush back to my granny's house. But well, i got lost in the end 'coz i don't know how to get there from TWCC and with little lights... i find it really hard to find my way. Heng-heng, i got help and reach safely. Man, i'm tired and tomorrow is work-day! How disappointing! It's the all-guys-day! Aaaaah, i don't want!! No one to talk to!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

YAY! Jin Guang is de-moted! Wahahaha... congrats! Serve you right for suan-ing me too much. Bleah!

Dressing.

I never had to worry about clothes when together with the Zodiac. And i'm going to miss this! Hahahaha, seriously, i hate digging my wardrobe for clothes when going out. With Zodiac, you don't have to care about what you wear. We laugh at each other on how lok kok our dressing is but that's fun lo! I'm going to really miss those times!

Yesterday's night was Zodiac's X'mas Party! Though not full house but i had loads of fun time shouting. The only thing that really made me mad is damn Joel who said i like to quarrel. Well, i can only say Joel's and My point of views are always different and both of us are stubborn, that's why we always ended up in war of words. O' and shi han saying and doing unneccesary things... Sometimes, i really don't understand why she said things like that. But well, i shall forget all about it after this. I hate recalling things that i don't like.

Mmm, what can i say?

Alright, sway kia and sway kia, the first lucky draw, i already predicted the one without the luck is me. All had their prizes 'cept me. Nevermind, since those prizes are stupid... Mmm, hangers? toothbrush? toothpaste? tidbits? Hahahahaha, i'm glad to have none of those!

The gift exchange was fun too. And the sway kia this time is not me though i thought it would be me 'coz i got Cedrick's one (For your information: when we had national day party, the gift cedrick bought for the gift exchange was a toothpaste taken from the storeroom.) Phew! The sway kia is Camilia who gotten a cheapo cum ugly to the MAX keychain by Joel!!!! Congratulations!

Then we had a nice mini 'buffet' sponsored by Shi Han. Her parent's cooking really rocks lah hor... i ate a lot. Mmm, then we had a really loud discussion on the Local actors and actresses. Mmm, i realise Ou Xuan isn't well-liked by Zodiac but well, my sister and i both think Ou Xuan has a lot more potential then the other six princess. And i like Rui En most probably because she has the cool attitude and i like her song! Hahahaha! If Ou Xuan is given a very unique role, i'm sure no one will criticise her again.

Okay, everyone left at 10 and i went straight back home. Thanks to Shi Han who organised the party. Her house is often the place Zodiac hold our events? Hahaha...

Alright, talking about tonight's event. Jason ain't bringing anyone! Gosh, if i take one and he take one, there are still three tickets!!!! Sianz, in the end, i'm still unable to keep my own promise. Erm, hahaha, ah chang told me my task for tonight is to give out gifts! At least got things to do... i think after the gifts distribution, i'll just stay near the buffet table and CHIONG THE FOOD! Wahahahahahaha!

I hope the BYS a cappella won't 'throw my face'. Haiz... kind of worried of their dead facial expression. Don't know whether it's because they are nervous or they got muscle cramps. Hahahaha, maybe i will witness 8 or seven zombies singing on stage again! Hahahahahaha!!!

And for the first event, i got the usher job again! This time round, i do it better, okay? I've went jogging in the morning to loosen up my muscles and some stretching. Hope i'm slightly more flexible. x)

I'm pretty irritated by the fact that helpers have to wear formally too for the Christmas Charity Night. And, to what extent? I don't think it's going to be super formal. And even though i can be quite an attention seeker i also don't want to be extraordinary.

Imagine you wear casually and all wear formally. Or the other way round. Man, i hate this lo. I'll wear back prom dress. Hahahaha, 'coz it's black, i can't possibly wear it during new year. And there's no other occasion i can wear it. Though consider to be cheap when comparing with what others have spent, but $40 is still money. I'm broke! And my friend at Popular told me my first month salary is going to be less than $200. At most, a hundred plus-plus. I pray hard it's NOT TRUE! Argh, i'm not a sway kia... NO, I'm NOT!

O' i shall remind myself to bring m-pact's album. Think Melissa will go crazy... no, she's already mad. HAHAHAHAHA!! x)

See everyone at 2pm! I got to go granny's house in the morning because of the winter season thingy. My cousin told me it is the day the chinese makan tang yuan to anticipate the New Year lo. HAHAHAHAHAHA! I hate tang yuan... i don't eat tang yuan.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Photo Clearance!

The BookFest Day

The Board says: Outside Foods And Drinks Are Not Allowed To Consumed In This Premises.

Spot the mistake?

Just look at how comfortably the cat is sleeping...


It says discount up to 80%!!


It's a lie (that 80% discount)... i bought my Naruto series (usually at the price of $5) for $5.50 today. That's obviously cheating the customers! My sister wanted me to buy more but i just insist on getting one. Imagine if i heed her 'advice'...

Nice, right? This is so unusually nice!

I found this! Zodiac, we should each get one. I found mine... that has the tiger in the middle. x)

A zoom-out look... Erpx, i didn't buy 'coz i'm broke. ANd if it's a little more cheaper, i'll get everyone one lor... as Christmas presents. Too bad!

S$1.80... can you believe that?

Of course, you can only listen music with that. Mmm, there's no sms or calling-out function.

My Mobile (Toy Version) HAHAHAHA!

Lilo & Stitch!!!

Hermit... In his own world.

Little Little Mermaid.

Old Mister Baboon... how cute!

Lion KING!

STITCH AGAIN!!!!

Got all these disney photos from the Disney Sticker book i found at my work place. x) Well, i saw stitch and can't control myself so i secretly snap a few photos when i shouldn't!

MONKEY. DAMN CUTE RIGHT? Got another one wearing yellow costume. But i find blue one cuter.

This is taken long long time ago when i attended a charity concert. The MOST very super duper expensive concert i've been to. The lady has a sweet smile and she is really beautiful. See that gorgeous costume that makes her shine even more!

GUI FEI. Taken long long ago too... when i was distributing flyers with Shi Han and Vincent. Hahaha... that unhappy experience. I was so surprise to see this under the HDB flat. Well, so that's why Simei is Simei... Simei means the four beauties and one of the four beauties is none other than GUI FEI niang niang. x)

This costs $19.95. And i've decided to buy this and make it my future piggybank! So damn freaking cool, right?

This is bloody cool too... i saw this and the previous one at Toy'r'us. This is slightly cheaper than the piggybank, selling at $11.95. I'm getting this Junior PDA to satisfy my desire for one REAL PDA. HAHAHAHAHAHA! Can't afford the expensive one so shall get the cheapo one.

Okay, that's all, PEOPLE! O' ya, i forgot to mention something. I've finally found someone who wanted the ticket! And he is none other than Jason! Sianz, i hope he can bring along his friends, brothers or girlfriend lo. Then i can give out all the tickets. 5 leh and none given out yet! Alright, now with him i still have 4 left lo! How pathetic!

Enjoy the photos lah and don't go to the BookFest... it's a waste of time, energe and money. They charge you higher. CHEATER!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Off-day.

Working life is tough and it's like i'm looking forward to off-day pretty often, yeah. Yesterday was quite an unpleasant day but towards the end, everything seemed to work finely again. How strange!

I just visited some blogs, be it friend's or class' or supernova's... Mmm, the very entertaining one will only be Cedrick's theories on a working life of a student. How true! Being a part-timer at Popular, i always have to stand to serve the customer and seldom find time to sit. So, i always grumble... and actually if i have a nice comfortable pair of shoe, nothing like the grumbling will happen. And the other time when i found a job at the ML consultant, doing data entry, i was so unhappy having to sit all day on the no-quality chair and type all day.

Mmm, hard to explain but it seems to me that in the future, the adults will have high demands on the job they are offered. We are just so hard to satisfy. And i'm kind of worried if i am able to survive and adapt to adulthood. I'm beginning to be really terrified of it. I'm soooo going to find the legendary Neverland and stay young and happy forever! Like it is possible! *sigh*

The reason why i am able to withstand all the working days till now is only because i have friends there. However, you never know how pathetic i feel when sometimes you just have to ren qi dun shen just so as not to offend these friends. The fault might not be you but you somewhat was treated as you're wrong... This is adulthood. I can't take this. I cannot stand seeing myself so wei qu lo... and everyone is thinking the same: At home, i'm a pampered kid, not having to be scolded for anything but at work, you got to endure all those unreasonable scoldings!

Argh! So, having to think of all these, the best thing is to get a job you really like. Then, you will not really mind all the wei quS, i-guess. Or simply, be a boss, be the one to scold, not the one to be scolded! Easy to be said then done!

O' and i realise my language is really weak. I can't stand it lo. yesterday there was a customer who can't speak English so i spoke to her in Chinese then she ask some questions that i don't know how to explain to her in chinese... and she seemed so mad, as if going to blow up... luckily got my friend who give assistance. Phew! Close shave! If i'm reprimmanded, I will apologise for my mistake and if the customer's attitude is really bad, i'm defintely going to cry... and if that person continue to scold me, i'm going to stop crying and scold him or her back. Seriously serious, who cares about getting fired? I can't be bothered and i'm defintely not going to give in and submit to fate or any unreasonable treament! (Erpx, HAHAHAHA!! Big words.)

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Day-Dream

Yesterday's morning, i dreamt about Michael Jackson dancing and singing his new song.

Today's morning, i dreamt of the Zodiac gang. Yeah... it was a stupid dream and since it all happened in the morning... that must be day-dreaming. Hahaha!

The Zodiac dream is something you can never imagine. I was kind of touch to tears by that dream... and in this dream of mine, i cried. Too touching!

Alright, later i'm going to report for my work again. What a sad and exciting thing! Know-why? 'coz i'm going to ask if i can take-leave on the 21st, 22nd and 31st December. Hahaha... I hope my supervisor grant me off-days on these days. 22nd is a-must since i got to go my granny's house to celebrate an occasion before dropping at TECC for two events. Mmm, what should i wear?

Haiz, these few days, my English standard has been dropping. Must be my work! We speak chinese there and even though some customers don't understand chinese, majority speak chinese to me. I'm going crazy! I got to brush up on my English... so today, i'm going to make use of every opportunity i have to speak English!

O' and yesterday night, i received a call from Mrs Chua. Mmm, i was expecting an SMS from someone but was surprise to see Mrs Chua appearing on the mobile display. Argh... she sounded quite harsh but well, i've already gotten use to her way of speaking. Haha... and i gave her Desmond's number to speak to the In-Charge of the event. I was asked if he is the In-Charge of the performance itself only or the entire event. Actually, what is the point of asking this?

Forget it. Mmm, shall prepare for my work now!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

MHS

MHS is that great, huh? After hearing what he said it sounds like the Singapore Education is nothing but crap. I'm quite offended, actually. Are we that bad? I used to believe so much on Mdm Yue's "you-know our Mathematics and Science are one of the best worldwide" and all her news about how foreigners conducted survey and tests on secondary students in singapore (even to neighbourhood schools) in which the average student's score is so good!

Wow, i-know it's a little boastful perhaps but i'm so proud of Singapore, seriously serious, after hearing that. However, he sounded like even the best school in singapore, the RGS or RI, can't even compete with his school. I don't believe that lo but the numbers he have been showing me really shock me. With average student scoring 90% and above? That's crazy!

Yeah, MHS is really great. I admit that but i still can't believe Singapore schools are so much worse... even RGS? even RI? Alright, the system is different, for their year 12, our colleges will be able to compete, right? But why does he have to say singapore's schools? He meant even our university can't even compete with MHS?

You must be kidding me, Nhat. You must be...

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Mmm, maybe i've misunderstood him or something. Hahaha, hope so! Don't ruin the image i've built on Singapore. It's really a sad thing... 'coz i really love Singapore.

Given 30minutes more...

I've requested for 30 minutes more from Anna to have sufficient time to blog about all these while. Yeah, a detailed one... Currently, though everything is going so fine, i'm so tired slogging my life away at popular. A part-timer in the textboook department... ME!

Christmas is coming, and i hope i make it in time to give everyone a surprise! Not really a surprise but well... x'mas is a day i look forward to not because it's just a holiday. It reminds me of the wonderful time i used to spent with my relatives. You-know, organising christmas party, ordering christmas dinners, playing stupid games with aunties and uncles, etc. It was truely a fun time i will never forget!

And it was followed by a period of COLD WARS where everyone seldom meet each other and little conflicts occuring here and there... and lastly, a WARMING UP period (which is now) that everyone tries to get together once again but unlike in the past. It's okay, at least things are getting better and better. x) YAY!

This year, though i won't have the chance to share the x'mas mood with my relatives, i have my friends to share it to! Wait for me!

Alright, regarding my new work at Popular, i've met so many new friends and have gotten so much help from them. SO i have something up my sleeves again FOR THEM. You-know for someone who knows no one... it's really touching to have someone to lend you a helping hand. I'm really grateful to them.

The very first day at work, it was thanks to cedrick's well-wishes that calm me down a little... i was super nervous lo. So, i madfe an effort to save the message down.

Here: Have fun at 1st day of work!

That was touching, at least to-me. You won't be able to understand unless you've experienced what i've been through that day. Then, it was waiting outside the back door of popular... i met a girl just a year older than me. She's Li Hui. She's the FIRST EVER PERSON in popular to talk to me. It was a relieve to me, really.

She's also in the department i'm in and she guided me through everything! So i'm now pretty expert in getting textbooks and workbooks and whatever-books for the parents or kids. Hahaha!

Then it was no-one-to-talk-to-just-Li-Hui period. Yeah, the people in my department don't talk to me unless about work. I was... duh! Luckily, things are getting better! Way better than first day! I used to find the guys in my department a little too much for not talking to me (Other than Li Hui and the full-timer, the rest of the part timers are guys) Now it's getting okay and i'm so glad! Wahahaha!

And through Li Hui, know more friends! People like Peggy, Wen Li, Chen Bao (is it?) and seniors! The new part-timers are Erica and Claire... So the few of us got together and lunch out pretty often... You never know how pathetic i was the first day! Lunch and Dinner - ALL ALONE BY MYSELF!

Mmm, the days working at Popular are tough... it was serving the customers, stacking piles and piles of books, carrying super heavy stacks of books and top-up those that were finishing, etc.

O' and the act-sick day! Alright, shall not curse the DEZVIL ONG anymore since he never grab me on my neck yesterday and stranggle me. Hahahaha! So i shall stop cursing him! x) But seriously, his "PRODUCE AN M.C. OR APPEAR NOW" cause me to really dislike him.

The first day back home was really a cold and lonely night but i don't really mind much and was touched by little things on the bus trip home. It was the christmas lighting near Tampines Mall... though not as gorgeous as those found at Orchard, they are enough to make me smile all my way back home.

And the pair of black shoe i bought specially for work... they were too much! The quality sucks and i got to pay $19.90 for a pair of 'painful' shoe. My foot hurts everyday! I wonder how cedrick wore them 'coz he seemed to have a pair similar to mine. I'm not buying Bata shoe ever again!

i'm going to meet Anna outside school at 9.30, so i better start preparing now! Choir, here i come!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

It will be hell tomorrow.

The Bottom Line
It's okay if not a lot gets done today. It's a natural lull that you should enjoy.

In Detail
The more people are focused on a problem today, the less progress will be made. That seems contradictory, but it will be quite true. But ask yourself: Is it really that big of a problem if not a lot gets done today? No way. The goals you have set for yourself might be a bit unrealistic right now, and taking a break from all this forward momentum is probably exactly what you and your people need. There's a lot to be said for slowing down and enjoying the art of doing nothing.

There! The prediction today. True enough i did not much during newspaper collection today. See, i told ya... it's getting so accurately accurate these few days.

Tomorrow might be hell for me. Firstly, i need to wear those idiotic shoe to work. My feets are really suffering in silence... Poor foot! Secondly, i wonder if i can get my mp3 back tomorrow morning to mae it in time for my work. I can't survive back home without it... Thirdly, i might see DEVIL ONG tomorrow! Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!

*sigh loudly*

I'm tired.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Guilt.

Alah! I felt so guilty for lying about my heavy menses and flu. Hahaha! The people there are super kind to ask about me... how thoughtful! Of course, i love today 'coz i didn't get to see devil ONG. Har! I'm never going to forget what he said to me. Char! Super duper hate him to the core plus MAX!

And yesterday, I've spent my whole afternoon dealing with the trouble that i actually forgot all about sending Tiffan the letter i've promised her. Of course, after dealing with the matter, i cleanly forget about my promise and went on watching videos. Ooops! Very super sorry!

I had a great day at work today. I'm doing real fine getting along with my friends in popular 'cept for Devil Ong, of course. How i wish i can never ever see him again!

I'm still wondering if i'm going out together with my bunch of new friends. And as for 26th December... i find it so hard to request to take a day-off, seriously. BUT I'll TRY FOR THE SAKE OF MY DEAR FRIENDS. Man, i miss them so much after not seeing them for weeks! Gosh, ... ... really really miss them a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

O' for those who are curious... what will you expect from someone who has gotten 19 for her prelim? Haiz... Tampines Junior College accepted me for the first three months, people! Well, but i'm not intending to report on the 2nd January. I've told you guys if i ever get a job before i know which school i'm going to, i'm not going first three months.

So, yes, working till Os result shock me, alright?

Ah! Tomorrow, i'll get to see friends that i've not seen a long time, too! How great! Who will i meet?

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Marine Parade Popular, that is!

Gosh, what is wrong with that Duty Manager of today? He's making me so mad! What's with the YOU EITHER APPEAR OR PRODUCE A M.C.?

Just feel like giving him two hard punch on his face! So now, 'i'm having heavy menses and feeling so sick then ever. Currently, i'm resting at home and i've taken medication.' I will not go see a doctor and waste $4.50 just for a dumb Medical Certificate! Bleah! That heartless guy... when i told him i'm not feeling well, he didn't even ask if i'm okay... What kind of manager is this? He doesn't even care or show concern to his fellow collegue... fancy acting how big he is!

The female manager is certainly better, i hope!

And it seemed as if most of the Department Heads are somewhat similar... of course, not as inhuman as the Duty Manager of today. That big-headed DEVIL ONG! *curse him*

Sayonara!

Ciao!

The Day before 'Day-Off' x)

The Bottom Line
Hard work pays off, but today it might not be an immediate payoff. So be patient.

In Detail
There is one simple rule in life that never, ever changes: Hard work pays off. Sure, it might not always seem like it -- especially when you notice some undeserving people getting something for nothing today. But even if you don't get an immediate pay off for all the hours you have been putting in, you will get something more valuable in the long run -- whether it's an increased sense of accomplishment, or an understanding of how to do things better next time.

Thank you berry much, friendster. Bingo! You got everything right again! Hahahaha!

Dear friends

Tomorrow is my day off! Not really day-off... i'm going to act sick and go work on Sunday instead. There's a reason for this but i'm too tired to explain further. Stay tune! I will tell you guys tomorrow!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Tough Work!

The friendster has been very accurate in fortune-telling or future-prediction lately. Like everyday i read it, something similar happens!

Today's prediction.

The Bottom Line
Why choose to assume a negative outcome in an unknown situation? Think positive.

In Detail
Are you afraid of having a certain conversation with someone who holds a lot of power over your life? There's no knowing for certain how things will go down, but why choose to assume a negative outcome rather than to assume a positive one? They could be critical, but they could also be positive. Think about it. You have to start being more creative in how you approach the unknown. Realize that you can visualize whatever you want. So hope for the best -- and expect the best, too!

And when i was on my way back home, i thought a lot and find that i should just keep on going... and see how long i can last! And i totally agree with Cedrick... i find myself the type that adore books more than work.

But well, i'm still not going first three months. Shall just see how will my Os result turn out!

And today is bloody tiring... i need to sleep! Shall update you guys on Thursday (Rest Day)! Wahahaha...

~ Cedrick's well wishes!
~ New friend, Erica, Claire, Li Hui + Jia Mei + Jia Jia +++++++
~ The system of the popular
~ Under the text department
~ Feet covered with dumb blisters
~ The bus home

Hope i can still remember, okay?

Wana sleep now, goodnight my friends!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

On the first day of work...

Felt like singing the christmas song - The 12 Days of Christmas! Anyway, my heart is pumping mad now... you-know how nervous i feel? I'm not excited, seriously.

I wonder what kind of people i'll meet... and when i'll receive the first scolding! O' and how am i to spend my first lonely lunch break and dinner time alone at marine parade!

Got to prepare now!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Vivo interview...

Alright, later i'm going to return Tiffany's calculator to it's owner. Then, i'll find my way to Winsland House and go for the interview! I'm scared i might screw it up 'coz when i wake up today, i find myself kinf of strange and i stutter when i spoke to myself in the mirror. Hopefully, the stuttering will stop when they interview me.

Mmm, Benedict called. I've totally forgotten all about the dumb acting thingy he requested me to help him with. Seriously, though i'm quite good at acting, i've retired since secondary 1. HAHAHA!!! I just want to sing my life away.

I woke up at 9am this morning and felt like i've never felt before - LETHARGIC to the MAX! No choice, i've been made to bring my brother to the dentist due to his toothache. My sister and i were force to... we're not willing to. Haha... And my timid brother really behaves like me. He used to be so brave when it comes to visiting the dentist. Today, however, he cried when the dentist injected novacain (?) on his upper gum.

Like sister like brother. I fear the dentist. And i hate dentist. I never had my tooth extracted at the dental clinic before... and i reject having dental appointments. Still, i got myself two straight rows of teeth! How lucky!

O' the popular just called! Man, i starting work tomorrow... so should i go for the interview at the vivocity? I got to ask for opinion... x)

No, i've decided to go lah... if i'm rejected than that's it lo! And if i'm taken, i'll compare the pay... the highest pay will get to hire me! How great! Well, since i've promise i'll go for the interview. Hahaha... i don't want mistakes to be repeated again. I want to keep my promise!

Cheer for me, my friends! Hahahaha...

Sayonara!

Ciao!

K-box throughout the night!

At 7.30pm, two of my cousins brought me to a store called Grafitti. We went there for dinner... or is it they went there for dinner 'coz i was so bloated i can eat anymore. They sell wanton noodles... Mmm, a bit no-link with the name of the store but since it's called Grafitti, there must be a reason! Look at the chairs and tables... they are all badly vandalised by grafitti. The windows of the shop are also covered messily with papers filled with cartoon drawings by the customers. Cool, isn't it? But i find this store lacking of something... just couldn't tell what it lacks!

After our dinner, we went k-singing... at the same time, waiting for two of my cousins to reach. That's taken secretly after my oldest cousin reach k-box. He just came from gym-ing and his outfit is just like what the lok-kok timothy wore during our shopping trip before prom. Hahaha! And my cousin made himself so comfortable... see! Damn, and he dances in the room... people from outside can see lo!

That's after the k-box trip. It was already 4.30am by the way. An empty street... an empty house... HAHAHAHAHA! We went to Mac first, hoping to get some sleep and wait for the SMRT to start their operation but the Mac was simply too stuffy. What kind of service they are providing their customers?Man, the air-conditioners were not on! I can't stand sleeping there so i persuaded everyone to GET OUT OF THERE! Hahahaha... you-know the youngest of all always has the advantages... they give in to me. x)


Waiting for the night-rider bus... the girl on the left is my cousin who joined us the latest! She reach at around 11.30pm! The one standing in the middle, wearing a white long sleeve shirt is my second oldest cousin... he's the one who brought us to the Grafitti shop. The one sitting down next to the one standing is the one who danced in the room! And the last one is the third eldest cousin. O' my god! That's so confusing...



Mmm, i am the 6th eldest or the 6th youngest. Anyway, 6 is never my lucky nmber. I have loads of cousins... as you can see.

And tell you guys frankly, we don't address our cousins by calling them cousin. I call them by their names. Hahaha, a bit rude ar but if you ever think... at this age, call them gor gor or jie jie or biao ge or biao jie... is simply too weird.

Alright...

And-and... I just woke up! Hahaha, and i broke my record too. My previous record was actually reaching home at 2am in the morning and now it is 5.45 in the morning! YAY! Well, of course i'm with my cousins and that's why my mother has no reason to be ULTRA worried about me.

Damn... i had a bloody fun time with my cousins though they swear very often. It's different from going out with your friends and this trip really brought us together even closer than before. I don't use to talk with the two eldest cousins but after this... i love them man! Going out with cousins is so much fun!

Well, we are all afraid to SING throughout the night now. We sang crazily for 7hours! My cousins love to change the language of the songs... some parts to hokkien. Damn funny lah!

And there was a part when everyone was so dead, one of my cousin actually pick a song sung by grasshopper (a boyband). The song title is called ai bu pa (if i'm not wrong)... we all laugh till we peng! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

It was a-la-ma-wa-sa-pa-pi-li-pa-la ai bu pa! That period was peak hour and many people walked past our room lo... and we sang super loud. You won't know how funny it was until you experience it yourself. I laugh till my stomach aches and tears rolling down my cheeks!

I thought i will have the stamina to sing that long but i was dozing off at around 1pm... Everyone can't tahan also. The room was squeezy and we were all lying and singing on the sofas! Then at the end, everyone sang out-of-tune liao... because were all drained.

It was super duper DAMN BLOODY ULTRA EXPENSIVE so we stayed on... each of us had 32bucks fly away in just one night! And we can't afford to take a cab home... no more spending we thought! So, we took night-rider bus back instead... that's 3bucks gone!

I didn' take any photos on the bus because i really need to shut my eyes for a short nap. But i know a lot happened in the bus... though it was a pity i didn't get to see them. My cousin sitting next to me was talking to me and i totally forgot what he said to me... 'coz i was half asleep! Man, it's too tiring lah... sing till 4am in the morning... i think we are marons! Hahaha... O' yeah, sleeping on the bus is never a good thing... it was damn bloody uncomfortable!

I love this word "BLOODY" now. My cousins use the f-word when they swear... they don't use bloody. I just find bloody a pretty cool word to use. Hahaha...

I want something like that again! IT WAS SO BLOODY FUN FUN FUN FUN!!!!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Vivo? K-Box? Bedok?

Man, i'm caught in between.

Anyway, enjoy this christmas song - silent night by Christina Aguilera. Though i find her using too much vocal technique, the way she is able to control that vocal of hers worth a round of applause! But too much vocal technique upsets the flow of the whole song and simply kill the song. Mmmm, still, i'm amazed. The song is still able to flow... quite smoothly.

Alright, now it's time to share my trouble. I'm caught in between and i just remembered i still got to return Tiffany's calculator. Erpx, hog too long... So sorry, Tiffany!

The two kids' father wanted to see me at Bedok MRT Station at 2 or 3 today so that he can make the payment. I was wondering if i can make it... 'coz i'm waiting for a call. Mmm, thanks to Cedrick... or maybe, his sister, i got a job interview. I can't be bothered even if i have to travel all the way to vivo as long as i can start work!

Of course, the pay must be reasonable... they can't possibly pay me so little when i have to travel all the way to vivo. I won't have any motivation at all, seriously serious. And the k-box trip... i was also wondering if i can join my cousins. The ultimate decision can only be made when i receive the call from the interviewer i-suppose!

O' gosh. Is there SuperNova meeting tonight? *sigh* No one bothered to inform me. Forget it, let's wait and see...

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Si Da Tian Wang.

This is Blur!!!!!!

We're the Si Da Tian Wang of Class 6B... =.= Man, a little stupid though to be called this. But anyway, the four of us used to seat together at the back of the class. And each of us score well for one subject... (Actually, i've already forgotten about this but they reminded me about it)

Mmm, on the same term, Janet Ong (1st guy) top science... Adabelly (2nd gal) top english... ME (3rd one) top chinese... Sean (last guy) top maths. Hahahaha...! Incredible, isn't it? This should be memorable but i've forgotten all about this.

Alright, my head is spinning... The little kid is super duper weak in English and i'm going mad spending hours teaching her to spell! That should be taught in Kindergarden or Nursery but she didn't attend any of it so she's unable to catch up! And i repeat... i've never had any patience when it comes to teaching my brother spelling. So it's like... AW.

Well, nevermind... now i know how to appreciate my little brother. Devising new methods of teaching and hope that it will help Mariyam learn better! This coming tuesday is a challenge! Oh and i think tomorrow i'm going to Blk 201 7-11 for interview. I saw their notice... they are looking for part-timer. Wahahaha!! Hope they accept me then i can either get someone to replace me (for the tuition) or simply push the time to evening.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Little Luck!

Looks like things are changing for the better. I received a call from a tuition centre. They actually wanted to hire me as a educator there but sad to say i am still too young to take up the job. At least i receive a call! Alright, i'm delighted!

Who's Passerby? I hope you aren't some prankster... x) Anyway, i went to straighten my hair. Rebonding cost too much and i can't bear to part with a hundred bucks just to get my hair straight. Is it nice? If it is, i might consider rebonding... Haha.

Tuition starts today. The two kids can be considered as fast learners i-suppose. One is interested in science and another is quite weak in English. I'll have a hard time thinking of ways to help them improve... But i'm not giving up. Shi Han is a little pathetic... she's teaching them Maths. I'll help her through, of course.

Creative learning is it? Man, i love this challenge!

O' the photos ain't ugly 'coz they went through rounds and rounds of screening before they are posted. Others are... Erpx... sensored.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

No Luck!

Gotten a tuition assignment thanks to Cedrick. But i'm charging at a relatively low rate... So to me, i think the dad is in luck. I'll do my best to teach the girls and i hope that the primary two kid has a good foundation. If not, my head will grow big 'coz i will have trouble finding a way to teach her...

I read through my primary one assessment books and those english grammar and questions are so basic! Man, if she doesn't know how to do a single question, i'll be dead meat. Seriously i won't have any idea how to teach her stuff like that. After all, i am not the one who has the patience to teach my brother his spelling... x)

Alright, if this deal succeed, at least there will be money coming in... though it's not going to be enough to fill up the hole i've made on my bank account. *sigh* Waiting for escape to call me, too. However, i didn't really pin much hope on getting a job there. They seem to have enough people working there...

You know how hard it is to get a job? And i seriously haven't met a super kind soul who appreciates me. I'm not a kid anymore.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Awfully Awful.

Man, i love my phone camera... at least i look okay in that photo.

This is Myself and Shi Han. The lighting rocks right? Wahaha.

Vionna, Myself and Cedrick. We... look funny, hor? But well, that's one of the best photos, you-know?!?! Pathetic...

Mardiana and I! This looks alright... hahaha, and Mardiana is super photogenic.

Oops! This is random. There... my primary school friends! I look stupid in this because some idiot at the back was stranggling my neck when i was taking the photo... Wasted lo! If not, i will look so much better! Hope that the second photo we took i'll look better.

Jodie, Mardiana, Farhanah, ME, Suryana and Hzwani!

They looked gorgeous in gowns!

Photo with Mdm Yue. Many Zodiac members are in here! Most of us don't look nice in this photo... if you enlarge it you will realise it... but i'll never give you this chance! WAHAHAHA!!

Myself, The couple, Cedrick. Yeah, kind of extra of US (Me and Cedrick)... Just kidding!

Man, i look awfully awful in those prom photos! I really really have to consider thrice before posting them up... T.T Well, i'll post a few first lah... those that are so blur that you can't really see the ugly me. Oh and of course a dumb photo taken during Primary Six friends gathering! Just posting that up so that you guys can have a good look at my primary school friends!

Have a good time laughing? But not too loud please...

O' and i know what to do next time. I'm only taking photo of myself and my friends using my camera phone... NOT SOME DIGITAL CAMERAS! *sigh*

Sayonara!

Ciao!

The most romantic language.

Actually, i really hate the word "romantic" 'coz guess i'm someone who don't really appreciate or enjoy romance?

There will be exception of course when i think the word "romantic" is suitable in the situation and is not VERY SUPER ULTRA MUSHY TO THE MAX.

Ask yourself... what's the most romantic language to you?

It's Korean. Of course, you can say it's spanish lah, french lah... whatever lah. Just to me, Korean is the most romantic language and i just can't explain it lo.

Alright... I went for my primary six BBQ gathering and met loads of my friends. As expected, they can still remember me! Well well, i don't really remember some. Oops! Anyway, i had a damn time BBQ-ing food. The fire wasn't really friendly tonight 'coz the food all gone chao da when i BBQ them lo. It's not that i'm not good... it's all because of the fire.

Haiz... we exchanged numbers but i expected the exchange to be nothing since we don't call each other. HAHA! Too bad... but i would like to show you guys the photos we've taken tonight. It's not with me by the way. You guys just WAIT patiently lo.

I'm still hunting for job arh... Job hunting sucks. So sick of it.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Private Blog.

Did i ever mention about my private blog? Hahaha... it has officially become a Private Blog a month ago i-guess. Just before that it was public and everyone could just visit it until i figure out the way to make it PRIVATE!

Well, that is where i blog about someone special to me and of course things that are significant to me. And most importantly, they are a secret that no one should ever know except myself. To me, a person should after all has a secret or two to remain himself or herself. I really don't know how to explain but if you share everything with everyone, then what's the point of being yourself? Mmm, haiya, can't figure out a way to explain this.

Alright, i read back every post i've blogged there and realised i shouldn't be here... at this hour! So, i just want to share that listening to the current song you're listening to now (Give My Love) and reading back your past entries can be such an enjoyable thing-to-do! Try it, man! This is an awesomely awesome song!

And i yearn so badly to hear his voice... once again. Though it's impossible for now. And well, i've promised him i will sleep early. So here i go...

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Prom Photos.

I guess i enjoyed photo taking the most and now i had such a hard time gathering those photos. How i regret not using my camera! Yeah, that's the consequences for being lazy. Waiting eagerly for my photos!

How troublesome life is, huh? What a pain to be hunting for a job that is of my liking... and even when i've been lowering my expectations... everything remains unchanged. I hate this. Now, one by one they left me, all with their preys, and i'm still searching for one.

I don't believe in fate you-know? But then all these happenings are starting to convince me that i'm not fated to work at this period of time. I read the newspaper and it states that i'll have trouble finding job. How true!

Is this some kind of a prank? a joke? It's not funny at all to play pranks on me when i'm doing my best. Really, opportunities can't be created by one person alone.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Strange Prom.

Yeah it was rather strange and i really don't know how to explain this. Mmm, i guess i manage to take photos with all my friends. Wahaha... My feet hurts a big great deal due to the dumb heels. I did had a great time jumping like a super big retard with my friends on the dance floor. HAHAHAHAHA!!

And I enjoyed dancing the HOT DANCE with Jodie. Hahaha... I created that move de. Wahaha... so proud of it though Ah Mor Leen and Cedrick find it un-glam. Everyone wore differently tonight and all of us followed the theme. Actually, i don't want to follow the theme de leh. I can't believe what will happen if i ever did that.

Alright, my sister told me that someone has uploaded Naruto Shippuuden 36-37 so i'm going to watch it before i turn in for today. Tomorrow then i'll update more about the Prom Night lah... and of course the photos! I brought my camera but didn't get to use it. So all my photos are all over my friends' cameras. Will have a hard time gathering them...

Sayonara!

Ciao!