期待你的爱

曲: 林俊杰
词: 林怡凤 & 许环良

My life 一直在等待
空荡的口袋
想在里面 放一份爱

why 总是被打败
真的好无奈
其实我实实在在
不管帅不帅

想要找回来 自己的节拍
所以这一次
我要勇敢 大声说出来

期待 期待你发现我的爱
无所不在 我自然而然的关怀
你的存在 心灵感应的方向
我一眼就看出来
是因为爱

我猜 你早已发现我的爱
绕几个弯 越靠近越明白
不要走开
幸福的开始就是放手去爱

想要找回来 自己的节拍
所以这一次
我要勇敢 大声说出来

期待 期待你发现我的爱
无所不在 我自然而然的关怀
你的存在 心灵感应的方向
我一眼就看出来
是因为爱

我猜 你早已发现我的爱
绕几个弯 越靠近越明白
不要走开
幸福的开始就是放手去爱

幸福的开始就是放手去 爱~

Don't know why just keep singing this song for the whole day... Woot! Imagination running wild. Hahaha! x)

Enjoy!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

A 1am entry.

A whole load to say. (shall speedblog so pardon my poor vocab or punctuation)

Today i actually witness TP male choir singing on stage at the open plaza. Seriously, THEY SUCK. They are dull people lo... and i saw this one guy that i loathe a whole load singing there, too. He's someone who has a face filled with red-red pimples and during the first day of CCA day he actually approached my friends and i and INSISTED on us to write down our names.

That dumb guy was standing in front of the choir booth and looking at us like he's going to beat us up. That damn stern face he used to look at me made me feel like slapping him on the face. When we walked nearer, we actually stopped us and force us to take the flyers of the choir and then drag my friend (who sway-sway was standing nearest to him) and wanted her to write down her name.

Then he started to ask who sang in choir before. I was damn pissed at that time 'coz i SERIOUSLY CANNOT CANNOT CANNOT STAND HIS ATTITUDE AND DAMN F BEHAVIOR so i said loudly that I AM FROM CHOIR AND THAT I AM SORRY BUT I AM NOT INTERESTED TO JOIN CHOIR AGAIN and pulled my friends away from him.

HE SUCKS, simply! Saw his qian bian face on stage and i just smurked and walked away. Argh, dumb people. I should have told him YES I AM FROM CHOIR AND MIND YOU IT'S A GOLD CHOIR PLUS I AM THE VICE CHAIRPERSON OF THAT CHOIR BUT SO SORRY 'COZ I DON'T WISH TO SING WITH A PIMPLE FACE SO I AM NOT JOINING CHOIR.

Haiz, don't know why i am not feeling sorry with all those personal attacks. He simply deserves it. Hate such person lor... seriously CANNOT STAND HIM TO THE VERY MAX! HUMPH!

And next would be my ah ma. I think i didn't mention my ah ma moved back here again. Hahaha... just now i was accompanying her to bed and i slept on the floor. Sleeping beside her ar makes me got this urge to stay with both my grandmas. Don't know why... I want to take care of them and hug them every day. x)

Alright, and what else?

O' today! Met my dearest gor for lunch. Yes, i treated him lunch... a cheap one! x)

Before i met him, went to eat at Bistro Walk (a newly opened cafe in TP) with my classmates. We blasted that place when we stepped in. Everyone was looking at us 'coz we're coming in a big group AND we're all wearing the yellow business T!

I bought a waffle with chocolate chip ice cream. It was pretty nice lah but still not YUMMY enough lor... think 'coz the ice cream doesn't taste nice. Anyway, i left my class to meet my gor for lunch. Chop-chop two tables for his friends... Erpx, then i went to buy the food... MET YVONNE! WHAHAHAHAHA!!! Surprisingly i met Yvonne! Talked a little and even forgot about the food till my gor came...

We ate the Leong Tau Foo (?) dry. Returned back to the seat after paying and realised i was going to sit with a bunch of... erpx... guys. BUT i was glad they are all very funky people who take initiatives to talk to me. Ate the noodle and IT WAS HOT! HAHAHAHA!!! My gor was like sweating and sweating and sweating while eating the noodle... 'coz it's damn hot.

I can tahan spicy a little bit more so i didn't sweat lah. Finished lunch-ing with my gor and his friends and bid goodbye. He said all his friends thought i am a CS pro. Thanks ar! In fact, i used to play CS but now... call me a CS noob bah. HAHAHA!!!

Bid goodbye with my gor and left to look for my classmates who are all waiting for me at the Library. Whahaha! I am so BIG hor! Wasted some time waiting for this and that... making this and that... in the end... still failed to teach them how to make the angel 'coz the nylon wei shan bought WAS TOO THICK! Haiz...

well, we went off to watch movie (and one-by-one some left)... in the end, we're left with 9people. They are: Hadi, Joe, Wei Shan, Ying Ying, Eugenia, Winne, Serine, KK and Wei Yang. Was deciding to watch doomsday or other movies 'coz i was grumbling about how doomsday is going to spoil my day things like that... In the end, we watched Superhero Movie.

IT WAS DAMN DAMN FUNNY! BUT A TOTALLY COCKY TO THE MAX TIMES ABSURD STORYPLOT. Still enjoy laughing at those cocky conversations and very sick scenes... Even so, that movie is a little degrading to Western movies. Those are my opinions lah...

Played at the open plaze at Tampines Mall after the movie. Mmmm, scary. I almost flew out of the plaything there. Had a great time playing that plaything pair by pair but the girls cannot tahan too long 'coz seriously we feel giddy very soon. Hadi was sick after playing that... Hahaha!!! Oops, very mean of me but he said he wanted to play till he throw up. In the end, he really nearly vomited!

Days have been awesome but i guess today (or to be more exact... yesterday) shall be the last day i spent money on those unneccesary wants... x)

One last thing: Oooo... i borrowed one book from the library today! HOW COOL!!!!!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

P.S. And photos to be uploaded once i got them frmo my friends!

Earrings!

Mmm, any comments?

Hahaha, made these four at one go and my cousin was asking me why i only make ONE and not ONE SET. Actually, i think earrings look a bit dead to be identical leh... that's why the earrings i wore are always not identical... x)

Planning to sell some accessories so i'm practising now. They don't look very nice, are they? They are basic ones but i've already spent almost one evening make them. Haiz... And i'm not good at matching the beads and blings-blings so ya... the end product looks awful hor?

Give me some comments leh! x)

Sayonara!

Ciao!

You'll be surprised!

Made this when i got home. x)

Looks good on a black background.

Zoom out a little and see...

Upon Yvonne's request, i shall take a few photos of my self-decorated cardboard. This is the bottom.

This is the top.

This is the middle. (it's suppose to be meant for SuperNova photo but we don't have one.)

You notice that is a photo of PRSS Choir. x)

And Zodiac group photo. x)

ZOOM OUT. There... see it in full... x)

And some photos that i've taken in school. This lousy bowl of spicy oyster sauce chicken noodle doesn't look like the one one display. It's TOTALLY DIFFERENT TO THE MAX!!! Forget it, since it cost me $2 only.

Guess the number game... Wei yang is eating the lump of chilli... HAHAHAHA!!! Poor him. He went made after eating that and sabo-ed the next victim a spoonful of sambal chilli. Yucks! Wei Shan was down in luck.

Found this in TP library... EMO, hor?

This is my favourite! It sort of portray my feelings... Yes, feeling empty. Haha!! Hollow man! =.=

And here comes the SURPRISE OF THE DAY... *drums please*

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Dum Dum Dum

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Ta-da! Found this in TP library. Please take a close look at it. Recognise anyone?

YES. MISTER ALVIN! Hahahaha!!! I was so amused to see him appearing in one of the student's work.

That's all, friends!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Brightener

YAY!!! I thought today's going to be a bad day but it doesn't seemed as it was!

Firstly, i was almost late for school. When i was waiting for the bus at the bus stop, i couldn't find my purse in my bag and got to go back home and get it. And when i came down... i saw bus 8 drove past me... =.=

Looking at the time, i'm going to be LATE for school so i took a cab to school instead. Haiz... then it cost me $5! And when i was about to enter the school, i almost tripped over a hump and fall...

T.T

And-And WORST OF ALL...

Yeah, early morning i was being chided for dirtying the toilet of Applied Science School. WAH! It started off when i wanted to tidy up my hair a bit in the toilet after reaching school and then, when i opened the door of the toilet, it was empty and a very unpleasant stench greeted me...

Sway-sway the auntie came in very soon after i entered and smelt it and started grumbling and scolded me for dirtying the toilet that it stinks so much! Please... I DIDN'T USE THE TOILET LOR!

T.T

Then two girls came in and heard the auntie and thought it was ME! ME! ME!

Argh. So sway... so sway... and then, it was taking the lift of Business School to level 2. When the door opened, everyone outside was staring at me like i was some alien from outer space... It was soooooo embarassing that i got to lower my head and cover my face with my cap.

BUT WELL-WELL... Things turned a little better in the afternoon.

Tomorrow, i'll be meeting my dear gor for lunch! And next week, i'll be meeting Mr. Leovine for lunch! O' My God! Fancy meeting everyone i've not seen for ages! Gosh, i'm sooooooooooo happy! Whahahaha!!!

And i had a great time with my classmates and Yvonne! Man, my class people always stayed back to get lecture notes together then we would have lunch together and today, lunch was awesome! At first, i was only sitting with Wei Shan and the rest sitted behind us 'coz we have a big gang and thus it's hard to sit together. Then, Joe and Hadi sat with us.

It was quite silent throughout the lunch but i started with the number guessing game when i realised Wei Shan can't finished her dessert. Then, we have a mixture of yucky stuff with the dessert as the punishment. HAHAHAHA!!! had a great time playing that... the rest of them joined us and we have the finale with Wei Shan eating a lump of sambal chilli, chao kuay tiao, lime juice, 100plus! IT WAS DAMN DISGUSTING!

I-think my class loves this game and we'll be playing it everytime we visit the TP design school's canteen! Next time, we'll try all types of sauces mixed together! HEHE! Mmm, and we went touring the TP library from level 9! Had so much time together with my funky-to-the-max and innocent-to-the-max classmates!

We don't really get into little gangs but we go as one class! HAHAHA!! i really like this. After playing a fool and being a nuisance to all students in the library, we visited the booths at the plaza. Signed up for Elf club, adventure club, dance ensemble and community service. I believe i'll be a slacker at community service 'coz i really just want a nice-nice CCA to focus on (like dance and adventure) and for community service, since i''m already a SuperNova member it's a little redundent lah.

Dance audition is next Saturday. Gosh... i thought they ain't recruiting? Nevermind, i'll try to dance a bit at home. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Mmm, think half of the class joined the adventure club. We'll go kayaking together and obtain loads of stars for our certificates! HAHAHAHA!!! That's going to be so cool!

Wei Shan was fascinated by the clothes some TP students were selling and started shopping spree! And i bought a piece which cost me $20. Doubt 'll be wearing that often 'coz it looks so attention-seeking if i were to wear it to school! YIKES.

O' after which, Wei Shan, Yvonne and I went to tampines mall, spinbeads, to buy beads and materials we need for tomorrow's earings-making session. Spent like one hour in there! Tiring to be restricted by $50 budget. Yikes... And i was running around tampines mall and century square with Yvonne and my sister hunting for mummy's present. Yes, TODAY IS MUMMY'S BIRTHDAY!

Guess what i bought for her?

At first, i wanted to buy the Guess Bag for her but then my sister and I was damn shock to realised it was $179! I thought it was $79 ya-know! At first, we just put it as the first choice as it's within budget (we saw the price tag wrote $79) then we went around the shopping malls and decided that the bag rocks, still. When we go back and looked again... the price tag wrote $179! Siao... so we ran around like crazy desperate to buy presents.

FINALLY WE FOUND THE PRESENTS!

HEHE... later i'll upload the photos of her present here. Took loads of photos today... I think i'm beginning to like life in poly... 'coz it's fun-filled and packed. I'm totally so occupied today and i believe tomorrow too. I'm lovin' it!

Thanks Yvonne for accompanying to buy my mummy's present. Ooooo... happy-happy ME!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Something more interesting... x)

Smiley says HI!

I THINK I LOOK LIKE A RETARD BUT LET'S PUT THE FOCUS ON THE PAIR OF EARINGS i'm wearing! HAHAHAHAHA!!

Here's Sadly... Aw.

Sadly is so upset to see you.

The first pair of earings i've made! CUTE, isn't it?

AND NOW... *drums please*

K1 02!!!!

Class photo (Under the blazing sun... just look at everyone's eyes.)

Our class icon... (there's a reason for that)

Wah, random!

Waiting for bus... x)

The icon again! HAHA!!

Random again...

Yes, i'll be wearing that pair of earings to school tomorrow! Hahaha!!! Well, shall not be bothered at how people are going to look at me! O' and i even promised Wei Shan that i'll be putting on my brown cap. Whahaha... loads of things to wear tomorrow ar!

Looking forward to school tomorrow... HAHAHAHA!!! Well, 'coz it's going to be busy, Busy and BUSY! Cool...

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Random Random Bogie Bogie

I KOP the mentos at the One-Stop Service General Office. HEHE. x)

Cool books found in the library!

The bowl of porridge i've shared with cassandra!

And here's the entry of today:

Not very sure if it's 'coz i had too much sleep or i'm seriously lack of sleep that cause me to feel rather sickly today. My eyeballs are sinking in and i'm always feeling lethargic. Yawnz... Above are photos i've taken yesterday. Yup-yup, today class 02 met up... not all turn up but we still had some time to know each other slightly better.

And finally, we've discussed what we're selling for CCN (or CNN?) day. Hehe... accessories are girls favourites, man. And we've drafted out quite a massive work for that day. I hope we can generate loads of profits to help the needy students. Publicity looks so fun... Whahaha.

O' ya, school isn't fun this week due to the amount of money we got to spent on books, Books and MORE BOOKS! Yikes, i'm going sooooooo broke! I'm sure there will be more payments to be made for loads more stuffs! Poor pocket... it's emptying at a very frightening speed. Haiz...

Tomorrow, there are loads to do. Firstly, we're going to buy the hooks and blings-blings for the making of the accessories. Secondly, i got to meet up my sister to get my mother's birthday present ('coz tomorrow IS HER BIRTHDAY!) and her birthday cake. Thirdly, ... a secret.

School's going to start at 11pm and end at 3pm. Seriously, life is freakingly weird now 'coz unlike secondary school which you have to endure the six to eight hours of lessons, life in poly last about 4hours each day. I kind of hate it. Argh, you just feel soooooooo bloody strange.

I'm still trying so hard to adapt to poly... i actually asked myself, "AM I REALLY STILL IN SCHOOL". 'coz i'm actually waking up after 9am (no longer 6am or 7am), 'studying' for 4hours per day (instead of 6 to 8 hours), and hanging out with friends most of the time...

Sianz, nothing interesting to blog today leh. I'm still waiting for the class photo. x)

O' ya, before i end my entry, i need to announce that few days ago... xXBuJingYunX has already leveled up! YeeeHa!

Hopefully tomorrow will be a fun day... life seems quite dead and boring leh. I need it to be more fun! Don't know why find rotting at home more interesting than these few days... Urgh.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Hip Hop Dance

Heyo, check this out: http://dancepointe.com.sg/coursefees.html

The nearest location is at Tampines Central CC. x)

YAY!!! I think... I think... I think... I AM GOING TO REGISTER FOR THE BEGINNER CLASS and learn how to lock, pop and break! Let me ask about the course fees first. x)

And since the school Dance ensemble they are not planning to recruit people this semester... i'll take this opportunity to learn dance this semester to prepare for their audition. x)

Sayonara!

Ciao!

I'm lovin' it. x)

Yawn, i've been yawning since the start of lecture today. Mmm, didn't really count how many times i've yawned but i know it has hit a hundred times! Haha, i'm half a zombie right now.

Seriously, i can feel my head a little floaty and my legs are lugging me down like nobody's business... I WANT TO SNORE! Yeah, 2hoursof lecture has been a nightmare! I've never been to 2hours of pure lecture before... Everyone's falling asleep in LT21 ya-know!

Even with some glucose stirring in the stomach doesn't help. Yes, i started popping candy into my mouth but it doesn't help to stop the yawning... And tears of lethargy filled the brim of my eyes and started rolling down my cheeks... wipe-wipe wipe-wipe... i just keep wiping them away but well, hard to stop the constant flow. Hahaha!!

School's going to start at 2pm tomorrow and i'm meeting my new classmates at 11.45am. Great news to all... WE, LRM class 02, are going to bomb Tampines Mall McDonald tomorrow morning! Hahaha!!! I like my class... we're all out to bond together. Everyone just agreed to meet up. Hahaha... i really really really like that spirit! Though we are only meeting up for discussion and lunch, that's a really good start ya-know! x)

Raymond acted cute today and it was really really cute! Hahaha, then he was too shy to do it again. I never know he can act cute so well! Hahaha! And the class stood up and wanted to greet Mister Ramesh when he came into the tutorial room... looks like our class still need some time to adapt to poly life.

Many funny things happened today but i can't really remember them very well. O' and i visited the school's library! AWESOME! I LOVE THE LIBRARY! Hahaha!!! I found a corner with loads of books that i really really love! Whaha... looks like i'll be spending quite some time in TP's library. I was never interested to visit the library of my secondary school or primary school... but this library is awesomely awesome!

Now, i'm a toally pro-TP person and I love my class. x)

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Soloist.

Tomorrow is the official first day of school. I... I... don't want to go school! =(

Last time, it used to be daddy drivin' me to school. It used to be DADDY DRIVIN' ME TO SCHOOL! And from tomorrow onwards, i have to go to school alone... ALL BY MYSELF 'coz none of my friends take the same bus as me! Lonely trip to school... lonely trip back home... last year, i would be taking bus 9 home with Zodiac lor!

T.T

T.T

T.T

How sad! How sad! How sad!

And cassandra's timetable is totally different from mine! Yikes... worst news. Sian lah... have to stone for about 45minutes without anyone to talk to or play with. That's why i rather walk to school... at least i can blast the music and sing along with it. Ain't looking forward to tomorrow morning... Haiz.

Most stupid thing of all is that school starts at 9am and end at 11am tomorrow! Pathetic to the max... go for a 2-hour lecture and go back home again! What a waste of time! Argh, ain't looking forward to it... ain't looking forward to it!

Sayonara.

Ciao.

$2 concert

Photos we took while waiting for bus 31. SHIHAN & I!

VIONNA & I!

Went to the 2bucks concert at Victoria Junior College with Vionna, Shi Han and Jodie. It's the third time i went there... I was late. Hahaha, on bus 31, i actually met Zi Ying and Lee Lian (they are attending the concert, too) AND UNEXPECTEDLY... Michael. Hahaha!!! O' not to forget... the night cycling friend (forgot his name).

Chatted a little on the bus and soon bid goodbye to Michael. Met Cedrick in the school and it was the first time i saw him in his MJC uniform. What can i say? Still the same old Macaco Cedrick Poh Ah Ming! Went into their auditorium and watched the Chinese Orchestra Performance by C.O. of Dunman High School (Senior High), Meridian Junior College, Temasek Junior College, Tampines Junior College and the hosting school, Victoria Junior College.

Awesome! But some pieces were boooooring and dull... I was impressed by a solo performance put up by a student of Temasek Junior College. HE WAS LIKE CARRASSING THE QIN and not playing it lor! And i-think his last note which he has to end it softly and gently was PERFECT! Yikes, great! Seriously, he feels for the music and was really loving the instrument he was playing so much. I can feel that very strong emotion just by his movement and gesture.

Hou Lou Meng and Ju Hua Tai were performed by VJC C.O. well, cool but not as well as compared to a unique piece (i've never heard before) by the TJC C.O. What can you expect, man? C.O. of TJC is suppose to be a Gold with Honor C.O. leh! They performed a very powerful and fast-paced piece with very frequent ups and downs of the emotion. The dynamics was there, the power was there and the impact was there...

I don't really know how to appreciate Chinese Orchestra but out of the so many pieces, i can remember this particular one. Yup, it leaves a very deep impression in me.

Shouted for Cedrick, Dominic, Eleen, Grace and Jing Xiong who were performing. Haha, COOL... Alright, and perhaps it has been a long time since i did crazy stuff so i actually encouraged Jodie and shi han to shout some random people's name.

So, we go: GO JODIE! GO SHI HAN! GO YING YING!

Hahaha!!! It was damn funny to the max! Actually, we wanted to shout GO Zhou Jie Lun after hearing the Ju Hua Tai piece by VJC's C.O. but we decided not to embarass ourselves further.

O' another thing to mention was TPJC's C.O. i was very very taken aback to see the conductor letting a student conductor to conduct the C.O. instead. He just pass it on to the student conductor halfway through the piece and stand beside her to guide her along. Man, IMPRESSIVE AND DARING lor! At the end of the piece, the conductor was like damn proud of himself lah. And i think he ought to 'coz having a student conductor for a C.O. is really very impressive. x)

Chiong to the toilet after 13 pieces... then met with Cedrick and Dominic but they left off with their school. Saw Grace too and her retarded teacher-in-charge was very NOT understanding and really LOGGY to not let Grace go for her Church service. Yikes, soooooo unreasonable.

Mmm, waited for the bus 31 and let one ran away 'coz it was too bloated. Took bus 197 (i-think) and realised bus 31 was behind us. =.= Sang on the bus with Jodie and she said i am quite an old person due to the songs i listen to... Yes, i don't really keep myself updated with the latest hits. So... i basically listen to OLD songs. x)

Bid goodbye to Jodie and took a train back to Tampines and meet Cedrick for dinner. When you're with people you are familar with, you have especially good appetite. I ate so much for dinner yesterday. And finally gave Cedrick his belated birthday present. I-guess everyone has been too busy with their schools activities that's why the delay.

And i explained myself for messaging Cedrick's birthday greeting late. HAHAHA!!! Okay, it was funny... i've already prepared the message one day beforehand and was waiting for the clock to strike 12. I was planing to be the first to greet him ya-know! In the end, i missed the 'auspicious' time and so i decided to edit the message and instead, be the LAST to greet him happy birthday. BUT unfortunately, I MISSED THE TIME AGAIN so i basically greet him a few minutes after his birthday. Haiz... so sianz. I-think i sms-ed him at 12.05am of 16the April '08.

Hahaha! 'coz Cedrick told us how his birthday was spent having a few smses and a pathetic recess and standing broad jump... Poor Cedrick. Fancy celebrating his own birthday alone by himself with a small slice of cake... sounds so KE LIAN can! Hahahaha!!! Anyway, the birthday present Shi han and Vionna bought for him (and the rest of us chipped in... HAHA!) was a very nice bright yellow Nike shirt.

Next up would be Joel's birthday (not to forget my sister's and mother's birthday). I'm going soooooooooo broke this month! =(

Hahaha!!

Had a great time out with Vionna, Shi Han, Jodie and Cedrick. Yes, love chatting with Vionna maybe 'coz we are both studying in Poly. 'coz we were not in the same school anymore, i-guess i'm beginning to treasure little time we spent together.

And then, the day ended off just like that.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Business Orientation 17th & 18th April '08

Wei Shan took a photo of me using her mobile. x)

Bedok reservoir... sha sha some very awesome 15years old girl doing stunt on water! O' My God, SHE IS SO COOL!

Random!

Photo taken in the toilet before the jam & Hop - Wei Shan & I! She's way tooooooo cute! Just like Yvonne! HAHAHAHA!!!

On our way to Jam & Hop! Whahaha!

One more shot of the sports complex. x)


Waiting outside... patiently... for the... JAM & HOP!

I knocked onto a senior just 'coz i want to take a photo of this place... Yikes! No, i basically stpped on his feet! Oops!

And i apologised and quickly walk away and took another snap of the sports complex. Yup, the Jam & Hop has ended. =(

CUTE WEI SHAN MAKING UGLY FACE. The guy on the left, bloacked by wei shan, should be the guy i've stepped on earlier on. HAHAHA!!!

This was taken two days before... i wanted to show you guys business school's two mascot... duckerdi and chickendi.

Random.

Tug-O-War. Ooo, i would love to be the one tugging, too!


At Bedok Reservoir...

Wei Shan's weapon aid to help cheering Team Business! This seeked a lot of attention 'coz all the sides are dented... she hit it too hard.

And this is my weapon. The red bucket and bamboo stick. And at the end of the day... it looks like THAT! HAHAHA!!!

Not much photos taken due to limited memory space and too-fun-no-time-to-take-photos! Yikes, i should have taken a photo with the dancers! THEY ARE SO AWESOMELY AWESOME LAH! Breaking, Locking, Popping... i'm still 'dancing' in my world. I just can't get low whenever i think of dance, Dance & DANCE! x)

Never regret appealing to TP LRM course. HEHE... I'm very sure i won't get so high in Singapore Poly. Oops! No offence to SP students... Just that TP IS WAY TOO HAPPENING!!!

Got to go... Meeting my dearest friend later for a $2 concert... Mmm, hahaha! Cheap-cheap!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

What More Can I Give by Michael Jackson

It's the making of the video, though, not the full song. x)

Want full song? Check out the side bars of my blog. HEHE. Michael Jackson ROCKS!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

THIS IS MAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

O' MY GOD!!!!!!!!

I REALLY CANNOT CONTAIN MY EXCITEMENT ANYMORE!!!!!!

I NEED TO SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAM!!!!!!!!!

THEY ARE ALL BEING SQUASHED INSIDE AND I JUST GOT THIS VERY URGE TO SHOUT THEM ALL OUT!!!!

I seriously need to share with you guys the happening just a few hours ago! I MUST SHARE WITH YOU GUYS!!!!! I NEED TO LET EVERYONE IN THE WHOLE WORLD KNOWS ABOUT THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That was sooooooooooo exciting and made me go SOOOOOOO HIGH I REALLY CAN'T SLEEP RIGHT NOW... the lethargy... THEY ARE ALL GONE!!!! GONE WITH THE MUSIC!!!!! NONO, GONE WITH THE DANCE!!!!!!!!

NOW, when i open my eyes, i think: Hip Hop Dance Break Dance Hip Hop Dance Break Dance Hip Hop Dance Break Dance HIP HOP DANCE BREAK DANCE HIP HOP DANCE BREAK DANCE HIP HOP DANCE BREAK DANCE!

AND, when i close my eyes, i see: Hip Hop Dance Break Dance Hip Hop Dance Break Dance Hip Hop Dance Break Dance HIP HOP DANCE BREAK DANCE HIP HOP DANCE BREAK DANCE HIP HOP DANCE BREAK DANCE!

AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! TP ROCKS!!!!! DANCE SIMPLY ROCKS!!!!!!

It's not that i went crazy dancing (i meant myself dancing). I simply went crazy 'coz of those DANCERS!!!!!!!! O' MY GOD!!!!!! Can i use the f-word? HAHAHAHAHA!!!!

IT WAS DAMN BLOODY FREAKINGLY COOL TO SEE THE BATTLE BETWEEN DANCERS. IT'S LIKE STREET DANCE LAH!!!!!!!!!! I GOT SO MUCH TO SAY YA-KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!!! I NEED TO SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M GOING SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO DAAAAAAAAAMN BLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODY FREEEEEEEEEEEEEAKINGLY MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD!!!!!!!!!

I saw them battling... as in really battle using dance. And they can dance so freakingly well. IT WAS AN AWESOMELY AWESOME SHOW!!!! THOSE POPPING AND LOCKING AND BREAKING!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!! They are POPPING the hell out of me, LOCKING the hell out of me and BREAKING the hell out of me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Can you feel my craziness? CAN YOU?!!?!?!?!! CAN YOU?!!?!?!?!?!

It's like GORGEOUS! Even though those dancers don't look very handsome or pretty BUT WHEN THEY DANCE YOU SEE THEM SHINE!!!!!! THEY ARE SIMPLY SO CHARMING!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just basically fell in love with them. The feeling when you saw them dance is like AMAZING and a tinge, just a tinge, of pity 'coz you can't dance with them... you can't battle with them. YES, THERE'S THIS ONE GUY WHO CAN DANCE SO WELL, SO WELL, THAT OMG I FIND HIM SO SHUAI LAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's like: HOW I WISH I KNOW HOW TO DANCE AND JOIN IN THE BATTLE OF THE DANCE!!!!!!!! IT WAS TRULY AWESOME TO THE MAX TIMES MAX ALL THE WAY TO HEAVEN!!!!!!!!!!!!

I saw Bowen Secondary School students (not sure if it's ex-student or still a student in Bowen Secondary School 'coz i heard from cassandra they sneak in using other people's matric card) battling with the dancers of TP. Jaw-opening! I WAS SO AMAZED, SO IMPRESSED, SO EXCITED TO SEE IT!

GOSH, a fight almost broke up 'coz of the battle. The fake year 1 (ex/current bowen secondary school students) actually was SO DAMN GOOD, the year 2 or year 3 dancer actually was so pissed that he wanted to punch one of the guys. Luckily, he was stopped by his friends. Those innocent year 1 still don't have an idea what's going on lo. Heh... IT WAS DRAMATIC BUT I WAS NOT HIGH 'COZ OF THE FIGHT BUT BY THE BATTLE AND DANCE MOVES!!!!!!!!!

I STILL HAVE MORE TO SAY BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY... what i want to mention is...

I WANT TO LEARN DANCE. I WANT A DANCER (those hip hop popping locking and breaking i meant) BOYFRIEND. HEHE. x)

Sayonara!

Ciao!

1st day of school.

I feel so lazy to blog but i shall blog! x)

I'm so damn freaking exhausted after day 1 of the Business Orientation. Yes, though the programmes are common, i did enjoy myself. Just that i find something missing in the orientation... Mmm, well, i'm still trying to find an answer for it.

Met cassandra in the morning (EARLY EARLY MORNING), 7.15am. Believe it a not i actually managed to wake up BY MYSELF! Seriously, i was too exicited that i can't sleep even after i stopped mapling at 3am. Tossed and turned and twisted and eventually... snored. Hahaha!

When i opened my eyes at 6.30am, i know that it was time to prepare for school. Funny but honestly speaking, i felt like a primary school kid. New school, new friends, new teachers, everything is new! And i was like a primary school kid who is eager to go to school and yet scared to go to school. It was strange ya-know!

And-and, actually, i was all ready to burst out in tears and cry for mummy. Luckily, there's cassandra with me and Xiong Ba called at the right time (when i reached school) for me to joke about so that i don't feel so scared. But he was suppose to be giving me morning calls to ensure that i wake up and go to school punctually. Yeah, i thought he's going to maple till around the time i should wake up so just shun bian call me lo. In the end, he didn't. HENG I WOKE UP ON MY OWN! x)

Breakfast was great... with peppered harshbrown. Talked about school and games with cassandra. Took bus to school and met cassandra's friend... then, the latter part when we have to report, we were cruelly separated accordingly to our courses. Met wayne and knottie BUT WE ARE ALL OF DIFFERENT COURSE! SO sianz...

I was praying hard for the right time, right place and right group of people so that i can mingle and mix with them. LUCKILY-LUCKILY my class of people consist of funky people though there's one anglican high boy who doesn't seemed to be very sociable. The first girl i talked to was Wei Shan. Then, it was Bricela (i just made up her name) and a pretty girl whom i've forgotten the name. AND-AND coincidentallly, i met a primary schoolmate who happens to be in the same class as me! Whahaha!!! Forgotten her name so she re-introduced herself and she's winnie!

And, the guy sitting beside her was also from the same primary school as us just that he is a year older and he's called Kok Kheng (not sure if i've spelt it correctly too...). His name was KK in short. HAHAHAHA!!! Yeah, class 02 has got one YY and one KK! DAMN COOL LAH.

Spent one or two hours inside the convention hall and rock with the cheers! It was awesome but too many cheers to remember that i died out quite fast. The presentation by two girls who went to cambodia really inspires me. I want to travel to other countries, too! Hehe, being away from home for ten weeks! COOL... x)

After which, they actually wanted volunteers to participate in tomorrow's olympiad, dragon boatting and cheerleading. I was physco-ed by my new friends to join dragon boating. Stayed in the convention hall while the rest of the class went to have their lunch. Gosh, i even saw my cousin... HAHAHA!!! She wanted to join dragon boating, too. And due to overwhelming responses, they only choose people with dragon boating expriences and qualified certificates (with the many-many stars thing...)

SO, I WAS ONCE AGAIN REJECTED! SO SIANZ! Went back to join my class and had my lunch. As usual, when at a new environment, my oesophagus will be closed thought my stomach can be feeling hungry. Ate a little and threw the rest away... I'm so sorry to be wasting food but well... i can't help it.

AND IT WAS THE LEARNING OF TP MASS DANCE! We picked that dance up in less than 15 minutes! It was record-breaking according to the potato guy. O' ya i danced with a guy called raymond. He looks like my primary school classmate called Wee Tee. Hahaha!! I'm glad he those type that participate so when i danced with him, it went smooth. The only thing is that i have very bad memory so he was sort of guiding me through the whole dance. x)

Learnt hand signs today 'coz of the newly-introduced hand sign song TP had like two years ago and wanted to pass down as their school tradition. Mmm, brilliant man! The students have so many ideas to make TP very happening and 'youthful'. Bad thing is i-think i've forgotten half of the song including the hand signs. Yikes!

Mmm, then we went to the Lecture theatre and had some games. It was like the one we had at the SuperNova Night '06 whereby volunteers are sent out of each class of the same course to participate in some games. I'm glad i'm not being called out. THANKFUL! They do stupid things like dancing with the opposite sex... (MUST RUB against each other), watch 'gay' video, do 'erotic' games, etc. He's damn sick lah the potato guy... I seriously feel very very super corrupted at the end of the day.

What can i say? Polytechnic are indeed so much open compared to secondary school. Looks like it will take me some time to adapt to it, man. Haiz...

Had the last event of the day which was the tug-o-war between Synergy leaders, Freshies and Directors & lecturers of Business School. And the thing ended with the TP mass dance... I stayed back for the STORM briefing and walked back home from TP! It was the same route i took yesterday... 'coz bus 8 was so bloated lah. It was damn packed. My new friend managed to squeeze into it but i didn't. And i have no patience to wait for another one especially without friends to accompany me SO i walked back home blasting music along the way again!

Learnt a lot today, really. But, nothing much for me to copy & paste (games part). We have too little games! Tomorrow will be a crazy day 'coz i've joined the Business STORM which is suppose to be the one leading the cheer when our school representatives are fighting to win the battle between schools! I HOPE I WILL HAVE FUN TOMORROW!

Will post photos up tomorrow if i got the energy to. HEHE. x)

Sayonara!

Ciao!

The day before 17th April...

Few days ago, in the midst of the night... i got this surge of passion running through my hand... and i just drew it out! Hahaha, copied the picture somewhere from adabelly's friendster photo. Ada... pai seh ar. =x

Then, it was yesterday when i told you guys i only had one meal? Okay lah... plus one pokey stick! HAHAHA!!! The very last one ya-know! Those large ones not those small small pokey sticks!

Taken in SGH's canteen... quick snap!

RANDOM!

Another one! Yeah, while waiting for my Aunt to get the food i was so bored so i just took photos lo.

Walking in the dark...

Oooo.. nice lighting.

Self-entertaining in process... x)

If you look closer, you'll see an uncle riding on a bike in front... the night light was so super glaring.

FINALLY REACH SAFRA!

what is this? Yikes, can't remember!

Walk this way down the road you will reach kukumalu's house... HEHE.

Bye Bye, kukumalu! I'm heading the opposite way instead. =(

One last shot before i saw someone that resemble kukumalu! And i thought it was really him 'coz he basically was running from the direction of his house. x)

Okay time for some long whiney entry!

YAY!! Haha... tomorrow, i'll consider the start of school! EeeeeeeeHa! Fancy blogging at this hour? Yeah... looks like i'm too excited to sleep. Oops! Looking forward to tomorrow but at the same time i'm filled with a little fear. I fear i can't mix with the people there... Haha, cannot believe, right? People like me are saying things like that but it's true... i... i can be very wild most of the time but not ALL THE TIME. I only go crazy when i find the right time, right place, with the right group of people. Otherwise, i shy away from people. So... what will happen tomorrow?

I don't know.

Meeting cassandra at 7.15am tomorrow morning... think we're having breakfast early in the morning at McDonald! Tomorrow will determine whether it's hell or heaven school is to me... due to some reasons (you won't be able to guess it right).

O' and talking about today:

Finally, i visited my ah ma at the Singapore General Hospital. She looks fine... My aunt said ah ma is in a very good mood today and i saw it myself. She ate a lot... Haha. The ward she's in isn't very pleasant though. I didn't know such things happen when i went the previous time. It was so gross and i really pity my ah ma.

Then, the latter part was hilarious. I was to help my aunt do her office work... the horrible terrible vegetable to the max DATA ENTRY!

T.T

I hate data entry but bu hao yi si reject her leh... so i just agreed. In the end, the visiting became free labour work. That data entry is complicated to the max lah... have to look through loads of file, check the stocks and quantities, suppliers and vendors and see if they all tally... Gosh, someone please help! I was looking deep into the laptop and used up loads of brain juice today.

And i was so disturbed by the amount of noises... Yeah, i was in a hospital but the noise level wasn't low. There was this patient watching telly and crying on other things (not related to the drama series she was watching)... There was this patient started to play the DVD player and sing karaoke! O' My God! And i almost burst into laughter... i'm so sorry to be laughing but she doesn't seemed embarassed singing in such a high pitch voice and going flat and sharp in every note she sang! She looked very proud of herself and the nurses are praising her of her singing... Mmm, sucking up to patient? Hahaha!!!

Quickly, i got a earpiece from my mummy and stuff it into my ears. There... that was the time i can finally focus on the LONG LONG CRAZY CHUNK OF DATA ENTRY! Just one mistake and i might have to pay for the losses the company makes... SO STRESS LEH. And i found out that my Aunt actually made quite a number of mistakes... Yikes! Confusing leh... she made me wonder if it was me or her who is wrong.

In the end, i even promised i'll help her finish the data entry of the next update the company has. Hahaha! i find myself stupid but it's okay... i shall help her with a smile. She's after all my aunt lah. Yeah, so now my weekends are fully-occupied by the EVIL DATA ENTRY! I'm going crazy! HAHAHA!!! x)

So, she treated me dinner today. It was dinner at the SGH canteen. Yummy! I like it... and we talked a bit on our way back. Don't feel weird... no age gap problem... it was quite an enjoyable chat. Bid goodbye at the bus stop and i sotong-ly took bus 38 of the wrong direction! YAY! So stupid of me! And i never realise it until when the bus drove past EXPO!

Quickly alighted and jumped! Find myself so retarded go take the CORRECT BUS of the WRONG direction! I'm so certain i'm going to get back home hopping onto bus 38. I'm so sure ya-know! Called my Aunt up 'coz she was suppose to take bus 38 at the bus stop across mine! (Yeah, i heading to Tampines, she heading to Bedok!) Luckily, this blur Aunt of mine was so sotong enough to leave my ah ma's jacket inside her bag so she actually went back to SGH. I cannot imagine what will happen if she never!!!! x)

Argh... called Xiong Ba to see if they are still around but they aren't so i decided to walk back home. Yes, i had a one hour walk back home! Sang my way home blasting the few songs i have in my mobile. And i even saw someone jogging who resemble kukumalu. I gave chase but my bulky bag was dragging me down. In the end, that someone basically jog away. Sianz... And i was sweating mad.

So that was all for today!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Into the World of Maple...

Mummy says she can't bear with baba's whinings. Hah, then she should know how i feel lo. Bleah! I was like all ready to visit my ah ma today then she thought i'm going out. Argh, don't even want to explain much. If she leave without me, i shall head there myself (though i don't know how to get there... Hahaha!!)

My eyes are puffy today and they itch so much. Yeah, i mapled till 5am today! Gosh me! Bake rice + combo B no more 'coz my xXBuJingYunX is still stuck at level 28. Can't be bothered already... Not when you died 5 times a day! Nono... i died 5times in less than an hour! Nono... out of the 5 times, 2 times i died in less than five minutes!

Blame myself for resting anywhere and got murdered by the evil toads. T.T

EVIL TOADS!!! Next time, i'll take a picture of the evil toad and blacklist it.

O' ya, during this period of 'intensive' mapling, i must thank a few people for their sponsoring. First of all, i must thank yinghui and kelvin for the tobi-stars! They must have cost a bomb in maple world 'coz i got stranger telling me i'm rich to be throwing tobi-stars. x)

Then, i must thank Xiong Ba for getting me the energy ball in order to sustain my maple interest and bringing me to different places in maple (though not all yet). One thing i got to mention, the shit energy ball looks quite awful actually. I wasn't throwing the tobi-stars with the energy ball... i was seemed to be throwing eggs. Even my brother say i was egging the cocks and ducks... Haiz, but i'm still PROUD of it. O' and thanks for chatting with me while i was mapling to slow me down... Hahaha! Mmm, just kidding! x)

And-and next, n0mes0 who sponsored me moolah to stock-up my pots. He was called n0mes0 but he sponsored me meso. HAHAHAHA!!! One fine day, i'll egg g0tmes0, cook it up, and serve it to Xiong Ba. HAHAHAHA!!!!

O' and... now to the one that make my day...

Lastly, i must thank Bamboo. In order to intensified my training, he actually sent some wind-up bears and toy knights riding in a sleigh. They are SO CUTE! So cute that i can't bear to kill them and got killed instead. Argh! Thanks for your kindess, i'll repay you sooner or later! I'm like being played around and got killed without knowing anything! Just stand there and POOF! DEAD!

HAHAHAHA!!!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

One meal a day keeps kg away!

Feel very kind and helpful today. x)

Went to fetch my little cousin today after his school. Yeah, i'm so kind to be helping my Aunt fetch her son. And i get to wear my pink cap out again! Hahaha, feeling so COOL putting that on. HEHE... *smiling*

Bought him a packet of green tea and a box of chocolate mint. He's a plump-looking boy who wears his shorts till above his belly-button. Hahaha, and he has his spectacles on though he doesn't need to wear it every now and then. He said he wants it on 'coz his friends told him he looks smart and suarve with the spectacles. And he finished the whole box of chocolate mint while on our way back to my home.

I was a little bit annoyed having to wait for the dumb school bus. I didn't visit my ah ma today. I think some of my friends thought i did. In fact, i was out to fetch my cousin. Tomorrow, i SURE have to visit my ah ma 'coz 17th and 18th April is the school orientation for business course. I wouldn't have time to visit my ah ma liao. And mummy is pulling a long foul face 'coz of that.

Then, for the rest of the day, i was working on my proposals and loads of other stuffs. I'm not sleeping tonight i-suppose.

O' and i didn't only just fetch my little cousin after school, i helped my mummy in loads of stuff after i came back home (so it happened just now). Normally, my sister is the one helping her with that. And i'll be so annoyed to be disturbed, today's a little different. Perhaps due to the packet of ruffles i've swallowed down one hour ago. HAHAHAHAHA!!!

Went to buy roasted chicken but it was sold out! BAH!!!! Still thanks bamboo for sending us there! It was comfortable having to lie at the back seat. I occupied the whole seat, man! Yup, just like what i did when i'm on my dad's car. I love it especially at night 'coz the lightings and everything... so nice and comfy for a nap. x)

So no roasted chicken but a packet of ruffles instead.

Yeah and that packet of ruffles was my lunch. I skipped my meals today. Poor me... I don't usually pity myself ya-know! Only when i skipped meals (YUM-YUM FOOD) i find myself pitiful! HAHAHAHA!! Nevermind, one meal a day keeps kg away! Don't know why i don't feel hungry at all just a little sleepy.

Don't think i'm able to train til level 29 for my yummy baked rice + combo B. =(

But well, friends are still more important than some baked rice + combo B. Hahaha!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

P.S. Yikes! I didn't know the song that i've uploaded isn't sung by Martina! This is the one! Enjoy! (concrete Angel by Martina) Oops!

Concrete Angel by Martina

This song touches me... wonder if it touches you.

Concrete Angel sung by Martina

She walks to school with the lunch she packed
Nobody knows what she's holding back
Wearing the same dress she wore yesterday
She hides the bruises with the linen and lace

Oh....

The teacher wonders
But she doesn't ask
It's hard to see the pain behind mask
Bearing the burden of a sacred storm
Sometimes she wishes she was never born

Chorus:
Through the wind and the rain
She stands hard as a stone
In a world that she can't rise above
But her dreams give her wings
And she flies to a place where she's loved
Concrete angel

Somebody cries in the middle of the night
The neighbors hear but they turn out the light
A fragile soul caught in the hands of fate
When morning comes
It'll be to late

Chorus:
Through the wind and the rain
She stands hard as a stone
In a world that she cant rise above
But her dreams give her wings
And she flies to a place where she's loved
Concrete angel

A statue stands in a shadded place
An angel girl with an upturned face
A name is written on a polished rock
A broken heart that the world forgot

Chorus:
Through the wind and the rain
She stands hard as a stone
In a world that she can rise above
But her dreams gave her wings
And she flies to a place where she's loved
CONCRETE ANGEL

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Sunny day

Whahaha... finally managed to put on that pink cap on a sunny day. It looks okay on my head and i like the feeling of wearing it. Hahaha, love caps loads! The sun is so strong i felt i'm a little tanned today after basking under it in the afternoon. School is starting in a week's time. Yikes, why do i have this insecured feeling lingering around like something big and unpleasant is going to fall from the sky and flatten me?

Truly enjoyed the time i had sms-ing Yvonne early afternoon right after i woke up. She always never fail to make me smile like a retard looking at my mobile phone. "He's perfect but you're not bad too what"... Yikes, that particular sentence brightens up my day and boost my self-confidence a little bit. Thank you for that but it's okay, i know where i stand. x)

Hopefully, we'll be able to go on with the C.D. (still remember, yvonne?) I'm looking forward to it lah. Maybe in a year's time? in two years' time? Just not too long 'coz i'm someone without patience. Hahaha!

Had a question to ask all guys. Have you ever watched Cloverfield? If you are to be the male lead... will you make up your mind to save the female lead? Don't answer me immediately... think about it first. The journey that lies ahead is not going to be easy... it's going to be very risky, dangerous, filled with so much uncertainty and sudden attacks by aliens you've never seen before. That girl might already be dead by the time you reach... you might already died before you can manage to save her...

I've watched that movie like months ago but i always don't have an answer when i asked myself this question. Just imagine that someone that i love so much is in danger... i really really want to save him, obviously but the journey there will be all lonely, dark (going through those tunnels that leads to nowhere)... and that with those aliens...

The fear that i have to overcome is enough to torture me. i rather i kill myself first and both of us meet in heaven. I won't be able to walk there with my jelly legs. I'm willing to give up my life for his... but i won't be able to have the courage to travel all the way inside even without the aliens. Yeah, just because of the dark and very strong sense of insecurity, i can't. I can't if i have to go through all those fear before being able to save him.

If it was a car incident, yeah, i can just dash across and save him without any hesitation even if i know so clearly that i'll die. But this... it's a totally different case. I really admire guys' courage.

Well-well, enough of the nonsense... let's come to today's journal. x)

I was out the whole afternoon at Tampines central. Did queeuing, drinking and non-stopping crappings and stupid, silly, retarded things. And-and, something to report just in case i forgot, if i can hit level 30 (my maple character - xXBuJingYunX) tomorrow, i'll have a FREE PastaMania ham & sausage baked rice + combo B (YAY!!!). That will cost approximately $14 so please prepare the right amount of moolah ya-know! You're going so broke, baba! HEHEHEHE...

Shall start training now!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Morning Bowl

Bowling early in the morning? Wait long long, man.

Actually, i was suppose to wake up at 8am and set off to the cemetry at 8.30am but i could just remember mummy coming into the room, mumbbled a few words, and went out... and i fell back deep into my slumber. x)

In the end, I DIDN'T GO!

Then, suddenly received a call from someone asking me out to bowl. Yikes, cannot, i need my sleep... I'm half-dead after yesterday's long talk with my sister. I truly enjoyed the talk we had. The thing about us, the Chan sister... We may not be 'physically close' (giving each other hugs and kisses often) but we're very 'mentally close'. we share alot in common and have the same mindset and same perspective when looking at things.

Well-well, what can i say?

O' ya and yesterday i went to the hospital to visit my ah ma. When she went for her check-up, the doctor wanted her to stay in the hospital for further observation. Then, everyone was so paranoid... i don't see why we must behave this way. That only make ah ma more traumatised. Her blood pressure shot up to 190+!!!!!!!!

Seriously, that was very very bad. Average 130 is considered as high liao and ah ma's blood pressure was 190+. You know how scared she was lah just by her high blood pressure...

One week in hospital under observation... Mmm, maybe it's a good thing 'coz i heard she will be undergoing some counselling. Hopefully, it will help her to get through with her depression.

Mass sms-ed everyone in the afternoon. Hopefully, ALL OF US WILL KEEP IN TOUCH. Never want to lose any one of you... those who didn't receive... erps, 'coz we meet quite often so no need lo. x)

I hate life with contradictions but then again what can we do? Just accept those contradictions lor. ~by Miss Qoo. HAHAHAHA!!!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Baby 对不起 by Coco Lee

听到我的电话响了一声就暂停
会不会是你 我总怀疑
因为这原因心情不稳定
我们之间的问题是我不相信你
敏感又多心 怕你变了心
因为爱你 害怕失去你
爱的天气 总是阴晴不定
爱的情绪 也在欢笑中哭泣

(baby) 想对你说声对不起
用错了方式去爱你
因为我太在意
(如果没有你) 我的世界只剩回忆
每天只面对孤寂
已来不及 再说我爱你

自从那天分手后停不住泪滴
想念一个人 能忘记自己
让我爱你 什麽都愿意
爱的天气 总是阴晴不定
爱的情绪 也在欢笑中哭泣 baby

(baby) 想对你说声对不起
用错了方式去爱你
因为我太在意
(如果没有你) 我的世界只剩回忆
每天只面对孤寂
已来不及 再说我爱你

(baby) 想对你说声对不起
用错了方式去爱你
因为我太在意
(如果没有你) 我的世界只剩回忆
每天只面对孤寂
已来不及 再说我爱你

如果能再遇见你 把你抱紧
从此不分离 绝不放弃
我要告诉你
baby i'm sorry

Enjoy!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

1 + 1 = 2

Don't know why woke up with a very foul mood. And i started scolding my brother. x)

And i made him switched off the computer and do maths questions. Got so annoyed he can get such simple maths questions wrong so i just keep scolding... "ARE YOU BRAINLESS?", "Why do i have such a brainless brother like you?", "if you don't finish all these maths questions by 2.30pm, i'll kick you out of the house." and "No more computer games for you."

I'm amused by myself. Ihope he didn't take it seriously 'coz it's quite a bad word to use on a 6 years old kid. Hahaha... brainless.

He has done 10 maths questions and he's doing 10 more after 10 minutes of rest i shall give him. My target for him today shall be 100 maths questions. He needs to build a strong foundation for maths, man.

Then, for Language, he shall learn 4 words today. He has learnt them before but forgotten them all. Haiz... so he shall RE-learn! I'll make him spell. My target for him shall be to finish the whole dictionary by primary six. Hahaha... it's crazy i suppose but i know it can be done and i can learn together with him. x)

Enough of my lousy brother who only knows how to play computer games. My mother has spoilt him so much. I'll restrict him from now on. No computer games on weekdays only during special occasion when i permit him. And as for weekends, he only can play computer games on Saturday and at most for two hours. I know i'm being mean here but i shall make sure he doesn't get hook onto it till the day he knows how to control himself.

Ying ying, the mean sister, is going to MapleLand now. x)

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Mr Qoo

Nothing very good turn up in my life these few days... to make up for the loss i've made not being able to attend the dumb camp. Haiz... And i was reminded of the dumb orientation camp endless times... T.T

SO UPSET LAH.

BUT BUT i shall be the Mr. Qoo?

Being positive and just make do with the flaws life always has. x)

Celebrated Cedrick's birthday today. It's suppose to be next week but doubt everyone has the time so we bring forward the celebration. Zodiac... MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH! Sounds stupid but feel like giving each and everyone of you a hug. Really really miss the old times... T.T I know nothing like the past we've shared is going to happen again... i'll always love you guys. Yikes, sounds mushy but i meant it.

Tell you guys frankly, i'm so afraid i'll lose you all... I'm so afraid... so afraid that i'm so scared of changes. People always say true friendship will remain even after a long time not seeing each other... I... i am filled with doubts. Not that i don't trust the friendship i have with you guys... i just don't trust change. Hah, what talking me?

Yikes, sounding so emo now... CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE! CHANGE TOPIC!!

Thanks bamboo for sending tiffany and i home. I think Tiffany is still sleeping in bamboo's car. Yup, we had a FANTASTIC supper at some places in Bedok. That place looks so alike to Lao Pat Sa. Damn it, brought back loads of memories... Not good at all. Shared the Ba Chor Mee with yinghui and i was soooooooo very bloated. Burrrrrrrrrrp! Hahaha!!

Came back home now and i HAD TO DRINK THE SOUP MY MOTHER COOKED! T.T

Must drink ar... never drink she will start her whines. Tell you guys, she always look forward to my coming back 'coz i help her CLEAR those left-overs (meals she cooked). Hahaha... yeah, i know i'm PIG. HAHAHAHAHA!!! Not pure blood though.

Tiffany's pure blood pig. She can sleep anywhere and anytime she likes! Cannot lah, SuperNova Camp '08 she certainly has to go to bed early. If stubborn her refuse to... Mmm, shall FORCE HER TO SLEEP! Hahaha... okay lah, doubt pure blood pig will refuse if we offer her time to sleep. x)

I'm addicted to a song... it fills me up with very strong emotions whenever i hear it. Listening to it makes me feel that i'm still a warm-blooded human and not some rotten machine. I want to sing it... to sing it to people i love. x)

Enjoy the photos!

Friendship band i've made... few days ago. x)

While waiting to be KICK OUT OF THE SCHOOL! HUMPH!

Guess where the hell is this?

Finished this whole packet of chocolate ALL BY MYSELF! YAY!!

My bag swinging~ Mmm, not very clear 'coz it's very dark le. x)

I never help in anything but i ate ALL THESE CHICKEN WINGS! Ooops, PIG!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Plan A

Hi goodmorning... Mission failed. I wanted to wind back my bio-clock and i failed! Perhaps i'm too slow to react... i have massive to do but where to start ar? *scratch head*

Wonder why i got a slight headache though i slept till 2pm. Maybe it's just my imagination but i'm sure i felt hollow in there... HAHAHA!! Got a call from Joanna and BYS a cappella has got a performance on the 30th November '08. Haven't inform them yet... how should i tell them? Hahaha! I'll make sure they start their practice like straight-away after Mid-year Exam!

Headache ar headache... I-think it's time for me to come up with a rescue plan! I shall turn all these little logs into dancing queens and kings! HAHAHAHAHA!!! just kidding... need to boost their confidence lah. Make sure i bring them shop for better clothes so that they can better present themselves on stage. When you wear better, look prettier, you have more confidence in yourself ya-know!

Keep telling my sister these few days my plans for the a cappella but don't know if there are merely like bullshit or i will really follow them. Sometimes, i know i got this problem... i set too high targets that are aways impossible to reach... So, ying ying, please take note of this problem of yours, man!

I was reminded of the old times when i was the vice-chair of choir. It has been a long long time since i visit them. The distance is like just one street away but i feel so drifted away from them not having to attend their choir practice and mingle with them as choir member. Anyway, there's no more choir practice till Mid-year exam finishes!

I know i can't possibly lead the way i used to lead in choir. I really really need to work hard now though many of the times, i just wish i can be the follower, not a leader. Felt something heavy pressing me... need to get rid of it before school starts. JIA YOU JIA YOU!

Meeting mister Ao later lah... sianz, printer cannot work. I'm crippled. Yikes!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

SOMETHING GOOD MUST HAPPEN

Something very very good must happen before i go crazy.............................................................................................................................................!!! Yeah, something very very very ultra good to the extent that i can laugh and smile for the rest of the year MUST HAPPEN these few days before i go insane!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yes, THAT ULTRA GOOD THING MUST HAPPEN to MAKE UP for the SO MUCH DAMN FUN i've missed out not being able to attend the camp! THAT SOMETHING GOOD MUST BE SOMETHING REAL GOOD THAT I THINK IT ROCKS MORE THAN THE CAMP!!!!!

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Why so sway?

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I-know it's pointless to grumble now... BUT!

I HATE TO MISS OUT ON FUN THINGS!!!

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Waiting for miracle to happen...

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Liver and kidney

Wah, damn tired to be sleeping at 6 and waking up at 10. Gosh, 4 hours of sleep is definitely tooooooooooooooo little for me lah. x)

Temasek Poly is filled with loads of shuai ges and mei nvs. When i stepped inside the school, my first thought was... don't know if i'll get to know some bastards or bitches. HAHAHAHA!! Pai seh arh, i've been behavin' in a very crude manner these few days due to bad influences. HAHAHAHA!! I'm not saying everyone is a bastard or bitch but then again, i'm afraid to meet people of those sorts especially when some gave me such first impression, i really hope to turn back and head home. x)

Wwll-well, it's really REALLY REALLY a pity i won't get to know more people via the camp but perhaps broadening my social circle at this moment can be a little stressing at a second thought. Don't know why though i know once i enter a new environment i'll ought to adapt to it, i just hope time can stand still... everything can stop and i can enjoy life the usual and ordinary way with the usual clinques ya-know!

Still, i must always remember my ultimate aim was to LEARN from the camp! T.T SO SAD LAH!

Stupid orientation lah, spoil my day. Even went for a little walk after feeling so stuffy inside the house... but outside is nowhere better. The playgrounds are all selfishly occupied by the rain and i have no choice to visit my 2nd favourite playground. Glad that it was dry and cosy but there were soon people laughing and teasing each other like nobody's business. And so i went to my third favourite playground and swing~

My bag swung too. Think she has a great time swinging. what can i say? I thought through a lot being alone... I have a lot of targets to meet. I have a lot of things to learn. I have a lot a lot to do...

O' and yesterday i was still jumping around with cassandra over there. Hahaha, yeah, we played hopscotch. It's really time for us to do some silly things and really recall our childhood leh... It was damn fun and clumsy me fell after tripping over my own feet. So dumb lah... only found out that i got a few scratches here and there when i got back home and bath. SO PAIN LEH! My butt got oh-cheh i-think 'coz when i sit down it hurts. HAHAHAHAHA!!

My eye lids are heavy... droooping. I'm sleeping early tonight. I'm determinded to wind back my bio-clock. No more mapling in the wee hours. Friends out there, even if you don't like yourself, also cannot torture your liver and kidneys, man! Sleep early! x)

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Biggest Joke of the Year!

SURPRISE!!!! Why is ying ying still here?

Yup Hello everyone, i'm back home! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Due to overwhelming response, I AM REJECTED! Yikes! Funny lah... when i know that i wasn't chosen in, my mind was: O' My God! Everyone is going to laugh lah... HAHAHAHA!!

You-know how you actually look forward to something and blog and announce to the WHOLE WORLD that you'll be gone for three days and NOW you're back blogging! GOSH! What a joke!!! I can't even stand myself...

Don't feel upset or angry at all... But for the sake of roaring, Tie-girl ROARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And this is cassandra's part: RAAHH!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHA!! Okay lah, don't know why after this, i'm determined to join the Student Union and FIGHT FOR MY RIGHTS! Hahahaha... i simply cannot stand this camp going this way, man. Poor organising... especially now that i'm also part of the organising committee of SuperNova Camp '08.

During the damn interview, i shall sit there and tell them in full confidence that the reason i want to join Student Union is because i was the rejected of the Freshman Orientation Camp '08 and i'm so going to join the Student Union to make this year's Orientation a success!

And dumb me has even emailed Shi Chang on what to do during tomorrow's meeting (if there is!). So lame lor... make me feel like a retard. And maybe i already have a bad omen that i'm so so sway that i won't be chosen during the random pick so i snapped a photo of the place during the waiting. Yeah, waited for two hours, sweated a bucket and got KICK OUT OF THE SCHOOL! HAHAHAHAHA!!!

To phrase it in a better way: We got escorted out of the school by a handsome GL. x)

HAHAHAHA!!! He's such a kind person and his face was filled with guilt. Yikes, think we made things difficult for them, too. Kind of sorry. But they should have anticipate problems like that. TWO MAIN ONES: Over-capacity & below-capacity. The OIC should be responsible for this, man.

They actually received thousands of online registration and they only have capacity for 600 people. And their excuse is that they never expect so many to turn up today! Please... so what if last year's orientation only 50% of those who registered online turn up? They should have solutions for emergency situations! Other than that, they told us people who register online are given top priority and today when we reached there, we saw the sign "FIRST SOME FIRST SERVE".

YAY!!!! Nice one!

Okay lah, enough of grumble. I was all prepared to absorbed, to learn things from the camp and to once again enjoy and experience the fun of being the camper... in the end... kind of sad that everything i've thought of has gone down the drain. =(

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Har... sad lah, really. I really wana learn leh! I seriously seriously wana learn from the orientation! Not that i didn't learn anything throughout of the 2hours of waiting... i did but not as much as i will if i'm in the camp! Haiz, still glad that i'm in contact with Amanda, my primary school friend, and met a new friend, Joan, who also went back with me. We are the rejecteds! x)

We should sing the rejected song and march our way back home! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Heard the lost boys and wendy's brothers marching and singing while on their way to hunt Indians? Though they got caught by the Indians instead of hunting them, the song is way too awesome!

Nevertheless, i congratulate Cassandra who has gotten in! Lucky her! Hahaha... hopefully, she will tell me more about the camp so that i can you-know make SuperNova Camp '08 a better one! Hehe...

And now, talking about today's programme. I shall not waste my day just doing nothing. While they are enjoying themselves in the camp, i shall also enjoy myself at home and make it more meaningful lah. Hahaha... if not, really wasted lor!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Overslept

Felt the rushness... Yesterday i slept too late. Now it's 10.00am! Yikes... i haven't pack my stuff!!! So much haven't do! But... i just feel like relaxing, lay back and have my fingers running through the keyboard and... just slack lo! x)

Mmm... how to keep you guys entertained here? Haven't really thought of that... i thought i would like to upload my brother's singing here but doubt i have the time now.

Blog-hop bah! Just remember to hop back after three days! I hope i'll be able to take loads of pictures of the camp and share with you guys over here.

I shall be gone for three days... don't miss me!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Gone for three days...

To keep you guys entertained while i'm gone for the Freshman Orientation Camp for Temasek Student, i shall upload some things tomorrow morning over here. Hopefully, all of you won't miss me too much! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Alright, just kidding...

I'm here to settle some business (sounds serious...) before i go...

These few days while i'm gone, i hope my friends out there will be able to brush off all troubles off their minds. Don't always assume lah, your friends still care about you. Sometimes, it's good to say everything single thing out. If you don't know, it's called Trash Things Out. Throw whatever trashes you've been storing deep inside... sometimes, it's only misunderstandings. Nonono, i should say ALL THE TIMES they are misunderstandings.

And they are caused when you refuse to tell anyone what's in your mind. Of course, you must learn when to keep and when to give. All of us are still learning how to excel being a receiver and a giver.

There's something i've seen somewhere in the office of TECC stating something like: A receiver is a happy person, but a giver sleeps with peace at heart. Can't really remember the exact sentence but i believe you should at least understand what mine means. x)

I would like to add on one more sentence to it. A giver must always learn to give willingly. Naturally you'll be happy being able to give willingly. There's no such things as you give willingly and yet feel unhappy about being the giver. Hope you understand that.

Will be back on SATURDAY!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Weeeeeeeeeee hours.

Hello... WOW! Look at the time now... Ying Ying woke up so early leh... x)

WRONG! Hahaha... I'm still awake till now. Patched Maple (Nono, i re-downloaded Maple... so ma fan) and played till level 22. Honestly speakin', i'm still playin' 'coz of BuJingYun only lo. Hahaha!! So tired of shootin' those stars, killin' cocks and ducks... I've became a nocturnal tie-girl thanks to maple. =x

Actually, wasn't thinkin' about loggin' in today 'coz i was plannin' to do some programme stuff BUT had such a hard time thinkin' of the names for the various timeslots that i need a break lah.

HAHAHAHAHA!!! Later after i woke up, i'll share with you guys somethin' funny. There are two songs sang by someone really cute. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Meet Mister Ao today.

Before anything, here's an announcement:

Event: SuperNova Meeting '08
Venue: TECC
Time: 8pm
Date: 9th April '08

Very urgent! Determine the life and death of the camp! HAHAHAHA!!! Though i laugh, i meant serious hor. Do help pass the message around. x)

Yikes, met mister ao today and learn so many many things... Mm, from what i've seen with my eyes and hear from my ears... there are so many different stories neh. Nevertheless, i shall just see-see and forget, hear-hear and forget... the pictures will become clearer as time goes by. Don't have to take them so seriously now. x)

Mmm, filled up some stressful 'document' today. I wonder i've made the right choice... it was a scary decision. Was i forced to? I do admit i signed it under some pressure but i shall blame no one if i feel that i'm unable to fit in. At most, leave lo... Hope i'm able to commit myself there like i have in SuperNova and manage Beyond/Below/Beat Your Standard/Shit a cappella well. HAHA... but i'm definitely not prepared to take on a bigger role. I say it first. Now till SuperNova Camp '08 over, i just want to focus on my role as the Programme Head and do my very very best for the camp.

If choi-choi, the camp flops... i don't even think i will want to take on leadership position in SuperNova anymore. Not that i'm not willing to take on more challenges or that i'm unable to take failures. But I do get afraid and tired of failing all the times. Self-confidence is also something that i've very little in me. Once i lose this little bit, i doubt i can rebuild it.

O' and something interesting for Programme will be up tonight or tomorrow morning during the weeeeee hours. Hehehe... I've got a perfect idea... you-know... it's lyin' everywhere inside my brain now and i'm all excited to put them in place and execute them! WHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! HAPPY-HAPPY!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Happy Food

Food does seems to cheer me up a little. x)

A nice b-lunch does brighten up my day... Hehe. Had four fried dumplings dipped with mayonaise and half a packet of carrot cake. I'm just too bloated to keep eatin'... Oooo, damn nice lah! Erm, the carrot cake was too spicy though i love spicy stuff.

Had a weird dream... it wasn't a nightmare i-suppose. I dreamt i almost went back to work at the sushi store. Alright, scary thought! But it can't be in the nightmare catergory. No one is at home now. Damn peaceful house... i'm lovin' it.

Rackin' my brain for the sake of my own future... i think i'll try them out. Shall keep it a secret till i succeed. x)

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!! IGNORE ME!!!!!!!!!!!

Mother & I

We have such a bloody fun time screamin' at each other today. Best fight ever! Never for once i'm so agitated and screamin' at her like that. I've been bearin' with her after the last fight 'coz i know once there's first time, second time, third time, forth time, n time will come damn fast and damn frequent. It's wrong to scream at her but she started it first... then so be it. I shall scream at her BACK.

When humans are angry guess they have the extra-ordinary burst of courage to do extra-ordinary thing. I'm addin' something to my damn future plan. I shall get out of this damn house... away from this mother of mine in three years' time. I couldn't care less how upset she will feel anymore.

What's the point of thinkin' about her feelings? Hah, for once, i'm goin' to be selfish. Live where? Go where? I shall decide and i shall not let her know. Blame myself for bein' born in 1991... how i wish in three years' time i'll be 21 years old. Then, i get my passport and live a life of my own.

Fancy blamin' me of whatever i've did. ya lah ya lah... you're always right. I'm always wrong. I shall be bold and do WRONG THINGS! She's always like that... bringin' out everything in the past to find faults in me. I was never doing that to you and you did that to me... FINE!

I did give you money for my own phonebill and so what's the point of tellin' me my phonebill is damn high, wastin' your money and things like that? I did wash my own cups and plates... so what's the point of tellin' me they USED TO be lying everywhere in my room or the sink? I did control myself and stay at home the past few days SO WHAT'S THE DAMN POINT OF TELLIN' ME I'VE BEEN OUT LATE SO OFTEN?!?!?!?!!?!?! And now, you're also wanting me to quit this community stuff? HAH, WAIT LONG LONG!!! If you ever force me to quit all my CC stuff one day, you'll see me hangin' myself the next moment. THANK YOU.

Come on, man. keep listin' them down lor... i never list yours down you list mine down. Hell... I never even thought of listing yours down leh. Damn disappointed... NO, i'm not disappointed. I'M DAMN ANGRY HAVIN' TO RECEIVE SUCH TREATMENT. Go on, man. Go on complaining non-stoppin' and see me disappear!

Why should i be listenin' to you when you NEVER EVER listen to me? Damn unreasonable... damn unreasonable... DAMN UNREASONABLE!!!

I've been tryin' to change, forcin' myself to change... i did change a little. i felt that little change in myself. Forget it, i gave up. I shall be the World's Most Bastard kid startin' from this moment... Immature of me? Yeah, i shall show you what i'm capable of... i shall show you HOW BAD I CAN BE!

She knows i'm an active blogger but i don't know if she's so KPO to come and read my blog... if she ever reads this i would like her to know... I'm sorry i was born to be your daughter. If i'm given a chance to choose, i wouldn't have choose to be born at all.

Sorry man, ying ying has never been a good, kind, obedient girl... she has an ugly side of her, too.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Argh, driven mad.

I CANNOT STAND MUMMY ANYMORE!!!

Feel like kickin' the damn bed, overturn' the damn tables, smashin' the damn computers with the bloody damn chairs. Then, take the damn keys, walk out of the damn house, slam the damn door and never return again!

DAMN PISSED!!!

How i wish i can punch the walls till my bloody damn knuckles are crushed and have bloody hands. That will piss me off i-suppose. I seriously need a punchin' bag! Argh! Argh! Argh! Damn! Damn! Damn!

I'm goin' to sound bloody harsh today for once again, i'm filled with anger by my MOTHER! Hate her for today.

Sayonara

Ciao

A fantasy: NeverLand

Saw Bamboo being sold in sheng shiong... WHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Cuttlefish, too... Yikes, my thoughts are going wild once agan... x)

Check the price... Mmm, affordable. x)

O' MY GOD! Buy Maple Syrup! MacDonald's brand ar? Nah, McDonald is spelt this way... x)

Went grocery shoppin' with family yesterday but my mood was like -------------. Neither up nor down... Hahaha! But i got all excited when i saw interestin' items being sold in sheng song. I even saw huge spider spinnin' their web in sheng song... tsk-tsk-tsk, sheng song ought to improve on their outlet's hygiene leh.

Things sold there are i-think considered cheap but if they can provide us with better shoppin' environment, everyone of us will be happy! I don't mind paying a little more for a more spacious and cleaner place to buy groceries.

Rotted at home for the past few days without any brownies to accompany me. Attention! I've finished all the brownies finally! Hurray! Whahaha! Photos i've taken are still not found... wonder where the camera gone to... I'll upload photos of the brownies being eaten by Ying Ying, the brownie monster, when i've found the camera. x)

Yesterday hasn't been good. It was an ugly day... Like till at night when i checked the email, i found out the ugly side of humans. Well, human nature? Are we kind by heart or evil by heart? Alright, sounds serious. That's not really consider as evil... but... but... fairytale no. 2 has been spoilt. Why the hell, as i grow older, fairytales which i've been holding on so firmly to have been like bubbles bursting in air... they just keep vanishin' into thin air like nobody's business. I hate it, man.

Want to run away from reality and just keep livin' in my own fairytale. I always wish NeverLand exist. Life is just about fightin' with Captain Hook and havin' fun with PeterPan and his 'animal' friends. I just want to be Tinker Bell... small and yet so tough. They are lost... lost in their own fantasy... sometimes, i also wish to be lost, too.

No need to think so much and care so much... just lost in your own world where the wrong and right are differentiate so clearly. No contradictions... no complications... just a simple world.

Yeah, didn't blog the whole of yesterday so i'm now a little whiney... Miss me? Hahaha! It was rainin' when i woke up yesterday. And i thought of this: It's pourin' outside... just like me pourin' in the inside. I got this feelin' i'm goin' to feel like that (the one i mention above) later of the day. And, bingo! I got it all right.

Never underestimate our sixth sense. So cool... x)

Feelin' a bit down for some reasons. Guess it was quite a bad yesterday night for me. If i were to cry, most probably the taste of my tears would be a mixture of bitter, sour, and a little speck of anguish. I-guess i even feel disappointment soakin' me all wet. I was drenched... in sorrow? Okay lah, it's good to know, too. At least i won't feel so guilty anymore. Yes! Gettin' rid of this heavy burden of guilt off my back... i need a breather!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Over-bloggin', over-maplin'.

Fourth post of today?

Damn, i'm so not in the mood to do anything that requires thinkin' and i'm so bored rottin' at home the whole day. I've rotted and had enough mapling... i've been mapling for the last few hours till maple actually sent me a notice and suggest i go have a rest before returnin'. Hahaha! Mind you, i've been loggin' in and out... i think i've spent around 6 hours burnin' my butt on the seat. O' My God! Can you believe this? Ying Ying leh... the noob of the noob! HAHAHAHA!! x)

I'm no longer a maple noob and i remember my target: Level 20 before school opens.

I've hit level 20 today. HEHE... overwhelming sense of achievement. x)

O' and i heard from Bernice my blog actually scares her off due to all the photos taken during Spring Remembrance... Hahaha! I didn't anyhow take tomb's photo lah. Those are the Chan's family tombs... and-and, we kids are not the ones who wanted to take the photos. My mummy was the one tellin' us to make a record of it. Yikes, really... i asked her loads of times whether if it's 'polite' to take photos of such sensitive stuffs and she said YES. The previous generation is really very open-minded ar...

Had a really good talk at 201 yesterday night with Bernice, Cassandra, Michael and Kelvin... Gosh, lovin' it. The way Bernice talks... really damn funny lah. Hahaha!!! Got this sudden urge to bridge the ALL the gaps between friends and myself... make everyone my close-cose-best-best friend. But, haha, not possible. Think too much.

There's only 24hours a day and 365days a year. Though this year, there's one day extra... it won't make any difference. Life is too short for us to achieve everythin' we want in life. So, just make do with whatever you have lah... Enjoy life and count your blessings!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Concrete Angel by Martina

Humans, we ought to count our blessings. Came upon this when i was reading Ou Xuan's blog... Once watched, you must finish watching it. If not, you might never smile again. At least that's what i thought. Don't worry, it's a happy ending. x)



No one is alone. There's always someone who loves you, someone who will be there for you... someone who will cry when you cry, smile when you smile... So, think before you ever do anything. I ever asked a friend if he will cry if i'm dead. Hahaha... silly lah. Think before you ever want to do anything silly... who are the ones who will be upset over it? If you really care and love them, think for them... If you really care and love them, you bear to see them cry?

Think.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Count your blessings!

Told Ying Hui to change her nick to Count Your Blessings. Hahaha... hope it will bring a smile on her face. x)

Take care, my friend!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Keep the sweet, Throw the rotten. x)

Once again, i'm here to tell you guys i'm lazy organising the photos in proper order... SO... it's in random order! =.=

Photos, again! Happy memories with my friends:

Before Programme Meeting (forgot the date... Oops!)

Ying Hui and I (pinching the pooh's ear!) HAHAHA!! Evil me!

Childhood memories... Luckily my butt can fit the seat! HAHA!!

Pooh & I!!! This pooh looks fake, anyway. x)

I found this in the arcade... B!

It reminds me of someone... so i PUNCH IT- HARD! Hahaha! That time i was mad with someone over something... actually, just mad at myself... not him.

LOUSY LAH! Who play de?

Answer: Michael! (HAHA!)

Katong KTV day

Sha Sha & I!!! CUTE HOR!! She seems to be very uncomfortable, though.

Notice i'm eaten up by Doraemon!

We won loads of Yupi!

SEE!!!

Saw hellokitty sushi! HAHAHA!!

Colours... x)

Kids paradise!

Junks that Ying Hui & I ate on the bus home... x)

One big packet of Ruffles is one of them...

KFC is one of them...

Messy...!

Free KFC meal 'coz of this! MuaHaHa! I got one sticker inside my bag already... plus the one we bought from cold storage... there are two stickers enough to get a free KFC meal! Behavin' like aunties BUT you never know the joy doing those crazy stuff with friends! You-know, i'm someone who's a ruffles-maniac in a sense.

Baking Session Day at Ying Hui's house

We had delicious yummy marshmallows dipped in chocolate! OMG! Awesomely awesome! Just look at me... unglam. =.=

We dipped apples too! Whahaha! Heavenly!

And cassandra played viwawa (yikes...) That character is NAKED!

AND BOTAK! OMG! So bare!

Ying Hui & Cake. x)

More chocolate & marshmallows!

We found this book that has got this funny hole for the face of animals...

Rabbit Ying Hui...

Pig Cassandra... HAHAHA!

Spring Remembrance '08 (MORE)

comfy chair - close-up.

Inside the Boat... x)

Baba plucking the weeds... they are like EVERYWHERE!

Took a little rest at the coffee shop after tomb sweeping at Pula Ubin... x)

My brother was finding his own entertainment... =.= Playing with water bottle? Bottle rangers! HAHAHA!!

Random Photos (forgot when i took those photos!)

Emo Sotong... x)

Amusing uncle way of carrying newspaper.

Crispy Sotong Ring... HAHAHAHAHA!!!

Silly brother!!!!

Yeah, with the sausage in his mouth.

Rotten sugarcane juice... Haiz.


One more shot of it.

Kiddish sotong.

Sandy Drains...

Street Performance COMBO!!!! The human statue dancing with the music played by the 'traditional men'. HAHAHA!!! Interesting... So many people watching lo.

No point thinkin' back of the past... No point. Even if you want to remember the past, just recall the good, sweet-sweet, lovely memories NOT those stinky to the max memories. x)

Sayonara!

Ciao!

KTV day

Alright peeps, this is the third post of today. My sister brought the card-reader to school so i can't upload any photos from my mobile. Yikes! So sianz to the max! Goin' to temasek polytechnic later on before dropping at TECC for Big Project Meeting. =.=

I hope... i hope... haiz, what do i hope for?

Had enough, man. I'm certainly runnin' out of patience when i see things not done. I'm goin' to heck care and complete everythin' by myself before i go crazy waitin' and waitin' and WAITIN'! I know i got to be understandin' so... i'll help them out usin' my way. x)

And, in order not to ruin Bu Jing Yun's reputation, i got to train hard! Hahaha! I can't believe i didn't get hook to it but i'm determined to play maple... SnTianXiaHui... sounds silly but i like it 'coz it's funny. Hopefully, before school starts, xXBuJingYunX is already at level 20. Possible? We shall see...

Last few days, i've been hanging out with the same old people. We went singin'... had a great time there though the sound system is quite bad. My cousins brought me there once... i never know Katong KTV means there! Hahaha! Maybe, next time, we should try chai chee... though it's slightly more expensive than Katong KTV, $8 per person, the sound system is quite good leh. x)

Nothin' can be compared to K-box though, especially Kallang K-box (if i don't remember wrongely). Kelvin sang! He got to have more confidence in himself man... he did sing but very soft lah. Cassandra and I sang the most! Nono... i sang the most! Haha!! Oops! Ying Hui also sang and she sounded pretty good. x)

They ate some fried rice durin' the singin' and after everythin' we went to the pet shop to see Ace and Pom-Pom. Sad to say, Pom-pom isn't around! Aw... SO SAD LAH but i guess i won't be able to see pom-pom anymore 'coz we've decided not to visit that pet shop again due to the Disgustin' Shop Owner. Haha... He even bluff me and made me eat dog food. =.=

'coz we actually bought three packets of dog snacks for Ace and gang and they smell quite nice like luncheon meat so i said, "wah, hen xiang leh" and the boss was like, "ke yi chi de" and i was like, "oh really? zhen de mah?" and the boss was like, "Yes" so i... haiz.

I tear a tiny piece and put it inside my mouth... and the boss' eyes open big-big and say, "ni zhen de chi ar?" and i was like... OH SHIT! Argh! And everyone was laughin' at me... Nevermind, the dog food is tasteless anyway and i doubt i'll die 'coz i didn't swallow the thing down. The boss said dog food can be eaten but just not sure if our stomach can take it not lah. I got metalic stomach didn't i mention before? Hahaha! Joke of the day!

I think i was so very stupid to believe the boss. =.=

Bye Bye, not seein' you ever again (the boss i mean)! bleah!

Mmm, and we ate Katong Laska at the price of $3.50! OMG OMG OMG! So small bowl lor and it costs us so much. The price of everythin' seems to be increasin' so damn fast ar... but why not our pay? The income gap is widening at a very fast pace you-know? Money is not everythin' but without money, you can't do anythin'. So true! I'm cravin' for PastaMania baked rice! T.T

Hahaha! Money makes me think of food... yummy food... Hungry! Hahaha!

Alright, and we took a bus to Bugis and said bye bye to Cassandra who went over to Orchard to meet her cousins. The rest of us went shoppin' and we came upon a WonderLand and played kids arcade! And we got 11 packets of Yupi! I finish i-think 8packets of the yupi lor! HAHAHA! Pai seh arh... i love to chew!

Took a bus back to Tampines and on the bus trip back Ying Hui and i were like eatin' and eatin' and EATIN' non-stoppin'! We ate one big packet of ruffles and one packet of fries! Yup, before we boarded the bus we bought loads of junk at the cold storage. x)

Kelvin never get to eat them 'coz he was sitting somewhere quite far away from us. Lucky lor... at first ying hui and i were serparated then the uncle beside me was so kind to let yinghui change seat with him. Thank you, uncle! Whahahaha!!! Lucky-Lucky!

Had a truly great day! Will upload the photos later, perhaps!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

SCREAM

Scream sung by Michael Jackson & Janet Jackson... If you would like to know how i'm feelin' right now, listen to that.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

I'm screwin' it. Bababababa~ x)

Can't believe i'm seein' my sister studying... or is she just doin' her homework? Yikes, that smart girl in the family... nevermind about her. She can manage. Even if she can't, she can always approach me (if i still remember all the secondary school stuffs). *shine an embarassed smile*

It has been a rather busy day for me and once again, i felt that i'm screwed... like... all over? Haha!

Firstly, i realised today is 3rd of April! Nice one! Though April Fool's long over, i'm still livin' in the world of March. The dumb form sent back to me by Temasek poly requested me to send it back to them by today but i thought i still have a month to settle it. Yikes!

Secondly, i realised i have loads to do for SuperNova Programme though i did complete some... Haiz, community work is never-endin' but i'm lovin' it. HAHAHA!!

Thirdly, i realised i have to do up the proposal (reminded by michael yesterday) for the BYS a cappella. Thank goodness, i've finished it just now. And it's still up to standard i-hope. I want to present to TECC YEC the elites of PRSS choir! Even though they sing like logs on stage, i hope working under YEC will be able to help them improve their facial expressions and really show the passion and enthusiasm that are hidden deep down inside their hearts on stage (just like m-pact)!

Forthly, i realised i've been too into SuperNova people lately that i've neglected others. And, i'm so broke, broke, broke! It's time to earn some moolah~

Anyone lookin' for tutors? I'm considerin' tutorin' secondary school kids (lower sec.) 'coz i realised i'm unable to communicate with primary school kids. I keep treatin' them as nursery or kindergarden kids and assume that they don't know anythin'... Sianz.

I need to find a part-time job so that i can work durin' weekends even after school starts. And after thinkin' through so much, tutorin' seems to be the best option for me.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Do-You-Know: Bamboo Rocks!

Sinking into the sea of blissfulness (if there ever is such a word)... xin fu lo. O' My God, O' My God! I can't believe i see them hanging outside my door! Man, after all those wrongs and faults i've made... O' heaven has been doting on me so very much. x)

I cannot explain this overwhelming mixture of feelings bubbling inside me... they are magical! Happy-happy. Felt so pampered... Gosh... HEHE. I'm like shakin' all over now... so excited, i simply just can't cool down!

How? Should i eat them? How many days can i keep them for? Where to put them tonight? Should i hug them to sleep? They look so gorgeous... so yummy... tempting me to give them each a bite so that they are all mine, definitely! Seriously, i can't believe it's mine!

You-know when you open the box... OMG OMG OMG lah!!! The smell of the cakes... HEAVENLY! YIKES!!!!! SO NICE SO NICE SO NICE!!!!

Anyway, i'm certainly not sharing it with any one of you! Bleah! Say that i'm selfish for all you want! Sorry ar! HEHEHEHEHE... x)

HERE THEY ARE:

NICE BLACK CARRIER!!!! Just like the brand... POSH!!!!! Yeah, just one look at it you know it MUST HAVE COST A BOMB!!! Gosh, bamboo must be dry now... =x

Eh? There's a lovely little note inside... HEHE. x)

Another shot... my eyes can't bear to leave the carrier.

Saw my name on the note? It's certainly FOR ME! Whahahaha!! x)

Inside the carrier you'll see a black box...

I took out the box gently and slowly... and took a shot! KA-CHING! Muahahaha!!!

Closer look at the note you'll see: For Ying Ying (YES, ME-ME!!)

* Dun put in fridge (Okay, i got it! CANNOT PUT IN FRIDGE!)

Open up the box... HEAVENLY SMELL HEAVENLY SIGHT!!!! I SEE HEAVEN!

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

Smile till cheeks ache liao...

See enough not? They are mine... cannot even drool hor! Lame me... =.= HAHAHA!!

THE END!!!! Enough of cake parade... Look at the hand-writing... guess it's from who?

THANKS BAMBOO FOR MAKING MY DAY SUCH A GREAT ONE! It is really such an Awesomely Awesome FINALE to my day!

Envy leh? pai seh ar, only Cassandra and I can eat. x)

Hopefully, Luck will remain still even after the clock strikes 12 tonight...

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Spring Remembrance '08

30th March '08

Didi: where are we?

Walking towards the boat...

OFF WE GO!!! O' My God... i'm bubbling in excitement.

candid.

*chute-chute-chute*

side of the boat.

Baba and liquid did...

Wah, boat got this?

jiu shen... x)

BYE BYE TO SINGAPORE!

My baba once lived here with his other siblings... 11 of them!

Ooo... huge waves.

WOW: Didi on comfy chair that is found rarely on boat!

Family photo one!

Family photo two!

ME ON BOAT.

Sister.... on boat!

Sister And didi.

Baba and didi.

Actually, we have more than 12 passengers on that boat...

Cool Baba... x) Shuai!

Boat driver uncle.

Nai nai And I!!!!

Sister and Nai nai!!!

The older generation boarded this van...

For us... THIS!

Tang Jie and I... but i usually call her by name. x)

Sister, kena-squeezed brother, tang di...

Knees unite! It's very squeezy lor...

Tree Coco?

Bye bye... see ya later!

Didi and I!!! Look at my excited face... I was really really excited to visit this place after 11 long years... x)

HIP BABA!!! HAHAHA!!

Now my didi wants it back!

Reached! My great grandparents' tomb.

Chinese characters... Mmm... chimology to me. Four characters for their names...?

Nice shade.

Nice location (nice shade for my great grandfather with the tress...) as said by my funny relatives...

Preparing the offerings...

Big trees...

random.

part of the ritual?

Only the older generation knows what to do...

Younger geneeration do what? STAND ASIDE AND ZUO BO! Hahaha!

The grave...

Pimle gor gor... shuai leh? Hahaha... i used to look forward to chinese new year 'coz i can see him! Hahaha! He's throwing the paper notes, anyway.

Some procedures...?

Nai Nai...

tomb sweeping...

pimple gor gor shang xiang... x)

Burning of the offerings.

Fire looks amazing...

?

...

Last shot of great grandfather's tomb.

whose tomb?

Mummy asking nai nai i-guess...

Scary... later the fire spread leh... 'coz they burnt the offerings on grass land. x)

Baba's preparing to pluck the weeds?

Mmm...

Great-great grandmother's tomb.

Closer-look.

In the midst of discussion?

Relatives who i only met like one a year (chinese new year) and now i meet them again 'coz of this occasion.

HOT didi... rosy cheeks.

HIP NAI NAI! HAHAHAHA!! x)

Believe that the five of us (sister, brother, tang jie, tang di and i) squeeze inside the small little back of the car?

Off we go..

Keep taking...

And i found this weird-looking carvings on the car... Mmm, li gong de... what is gong de?

Some nobody...?

Foreigners visiting Pula Ubin... x)

More of them...

No more...

Strangers...

OMG OMG OMG! There! This guy! I said he's the one that looks like Jason!

The one wearing the helmet, wearing red, riding the bike! Serious man... he does resemble Jason, hor? Hahaha... x)

No more...

Coffee shops near the habour.

Coffee shop on the island of Pula Ubin.

Nai Nai & her old friend... i-think.

Emo Dog. x)

Ooo... nice heh?

Gosh... who's the bad kid? Trash everywhere! Argh...

My daddy once lived here... in pula ubin. x)

Mmm...

Hey! Hi! My ninth uncle's family. x)

Towards the habour... towards the habour...

Boat driver's special seat. x)

Hopping onto the boat. x)

Tang Jie... same age just diferent month. x)

The guys... acting cool. =.=

*chute-chute-chute-chute...*

eh?

On the boat away from pula ubin... towards Singapore!

Reaching soon... to where?

Wah...

See clearly... the sky is snowing ashes.

Ashes all over my baba's car.

Shop selling offerings...

Entrance of the temple... (yeye)

Towards the temple... nai nai & i...

My!

Offerings...

Smokey...

SO MANY PEOPLE...

So many of us you-see...

Down to basement to see yeye...

The lights went off... spoilt.

So dark... cannot even see my fingers.

Eh? How come there's light... like finally?!

There! Lights provided by my tang di's mobile flash.

My dad climb so high up to shang xiang... on behalf of every one of us.

The one covered by the flower is my yeye's ash...

Out from basement...

And then we carry big bag, small bag... (da bao xiao bao) towards... towards...

Walking towards...

Offerings-burning-area?

That's where people go after 'praying'... to wash their hands that has got flower petals soak inside but i don't know why... x)

Burning the offerings...

WOW!!! Delicious-looking vegeterian food tha we always have at the temple after tomb sweeping...

Done with the lunch!

One Family... Xiao gu gu, an an (tang di), xiao gu zhang... x)

Candid.

The 'canteen'.

After lunch...

Off to the exit...

Can read?

Say bye bye to yeye's temple. Not his... but you-know.

After which, my baba drove my third uncle to the Singapore Turf Club... Mmm, his habit. Just hope you don't drag my daddy along...

Some part of the temple...

Saw this cute little boy... not thin, not plump... so cute!!! Just the way he smiles when he sees the camera... x)

So... i took a photo with him! Little boy & I! HAHAHAHA!!!

Offerings for the little ones...

Preparation for some rituals... i-think.

It's a very peaceful place... very different from my yeye's one.

Inside...

The Temple we're at.

Offerings to ah gong... on the table.

Mummy always look emo when she's seeing ah gong's tablet. Cannot blame her...

What is this called? Anyway, it's HUGE! x)

This is my ah gong's tablet.

Candid... =.=

Candid?

One of the pillar in that temple.

Going out now... More photos when i'm back!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

We met on April Fool's day...

Before April Fool's day ends... i shall BLOG. Has been an awesome day 'coz of someone, someone and someone. Hahaha... the ultimate reason is 'coz -read my msn nick-. HAHAHA!!

Of course, knowing the impossible doesn't mean anything. I'm contented being able to be his friend and be a little part of his life. Yeah, the first someone he is... It's our friendship's 1st year anniversary! Man, awesomely awesome! x)

Second someone would be panda's best friend (Make a guess)! I'm glad the terrible storm has began to cease 'coz my ship actually shook and almost sunk yesterday night. Hahaha... nice description. He has made my day a great one though i still need more sleep to sperk things up. Haha!

Third someone would be the-one-who-must-not-be-named (Make a guess, too). Thanks for the comforting... no need to say much lah, you know what i want to say. I'm so grateful to have such a friend like you. x)

And had an awesome great time hanging out with my friends though majority of the time i spent chewing the lolipop... i need to focus, man. And though it's a little smaller than usual, i still took three hours to finish it. Hahaha! 'coz i suck! HAHAHA!!

Cheers!

Sayonara!

Ciao!