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2. my lumix back!!!!
3. 10 GFs to go overseas with
4. to learn DANCE!!!
5. star-2 for kayaking!
6. a pair of ROLLERBLADES
7. to be a student of Uni of Mel
8. a swing in my room!
9. to read loads of books!


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Tuesday, July 29, 2008 ~ 12:08 AM

THIS IS BLISS.

Add on: It has been a truly crazy day (yesterday) for me having to wake up with muscles aching all over. Took thirty minutes for me to get up from the bed... and know how i did it? HA HA! I rolled off the bed and sat on the floor... NO ONE THERE TO DRAG ME UP FROM MY BED! ROAR! backs' aching like nobody's business.

Anyway, my gor and i are seriously soooooooooooooo bloody alike. What are the reasons? Heard from my gor that Richmond said we miplaced our things very easily. For me, i still think it's 'coz of the big nose. HA HA HA!!! Anyhow, true enough, i lost my second pair of earings this year. ROARRRRRR! It dropped in school yesterday! T.T No more earings for me! I LOVE THAT ONE, MAN! Hate myself for being so blooooooooooody careless! ROARRRRRR!!!

I'm going pulau ubin on Thursday afternoon, anyone wana join me? SMS ME! x)

A sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet photo to share, again. HA HA HA! It's my current favourite.


Yup, i chose to post this photo the second time 'coz i realised... i should post this up. It's like... hahaha... yup, MY GOR ROCK! HE ROCKS TILL THE SKY DROPS AND EARTH TREMBLES!!! This Yvonne is seriously making me jealous of myself! Feel free to jump onto my gor's back, man! He's sooooooooooooooooooooooo strong! Being able to carry someone heavier than him - fat pig Nigel. Being able to carry ME - slightly smaller pig Ying Ying. HA HA HA!

She said we look like real siblings. WHAHA! Yup, Nigel really thought we were siblings. Must e those big nose we have! HA HA! If only he has got double eyelid and SUPER BIG EYEBAGS... we will seriously look like siblings!!!

Gosh, i'm feeling sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo blissed, yeah! AND I SERIOUSLY AM! I'm going to train up, too, so that i can piggyback him. HA HA HA!!! YAY, Yvonne's jealous! HA HA! Super proud of my gor now... DAMN YAYA OVER IT. HE HE HE!!

And though it's true i auto-jumped onto him but well, hahaha, just want to say that i didn't bully him. He's okay with the idea of piggyback-ing me. Bleah! And he said i was light! HA HA HA!! Perhaps 'coz he piggyback-ed Nigel that fat pig first and i was obviously lighter than that zhui da zhi de that's why i felt light. AND HE SAID HE CAN PIGGYBACK ME AND RUN! HA HA HA!!

I think i can also piggyback him and run if i piggyback someone heavier first. HA HA!!!

Finally for once, i felt that today is my day. YAY! My Day! x)

Yeah, other than feelin' so yaya over havin' an awesome ultra muscular gor... my gor was praising me like nobody's business till i felt that i am so heavenly! HA HA!! AND! I did well for IntHT report and presentation. That makes me smile... hardwork pays off. I'm satisfied. ONE MORE THING... TOH! TOH! TOH! Anyway, it's going to be a busy week so doubt i'll be blogging till perhaps friday. See you guys! Don't miss my ROAR!

Going to keep it as my dp for a looooooooooooooooong period of time. HE HE HE!!! LOVE MY GOR!!!!!!!!! SERIOUSLY SERIOUS!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

P.S. There's a part i miss out. I made my gor drank PURE WHITE MILK before the race starts. HA HA HA!!! And he said i'm soooooooooo going to drink coffee. Yucks! Deadmeat. T.T

And straight after i got back home, i saw CURRY CHICKEN, SOUP and RICE. All these three dishes that i've been yearning to EAT during the race. I keep repeating them to the allo-peeps... HA HA! Can't believe my eyes when i reached home. BABA cooked them! I think it's called telepathy? HA HA! Mummy was complaining to me that Baba is being mad, cooking curry chicken and soup... I said he's not. 'COZ I WANT TO EAT BOTH! HA HA HA!!! YAY, LOVE MY FAMILY!!!!!!!!! THEY'RE ROCKING MY LIFE AWAY~
Sunday, July 27, 2008 ~ 11:04 PM

N.E.X.T Challenge DayS

I’m going to blog one very SUPER DUPER ULTRA long entry today about the N.E.X.T Challenge ’08 with photos to keep you guys engage in the reading (O’ My God! Sounds so like BCS website making crappy presentation)! I’ve made a right choice listening to TOH. I did have loads of fun with… WEISHAN, MY GOR, NIGEL AND RICHMOND! It has been a SuperRace!

A team made up of semi-strangers but ‘coz they are simply peeps who are highly-sociable so we managed to have fun during the race! Each member contributed to the race…

My Gor – Team Leader, Fittest in the team, Super Skipper, O’ Brainy One.

Richmond – The Lagger (there’s a reason for that!), O’ Brainy One, Water Boy, Bag Carrier.

Nigel – Yi Li Tie Ting (try reading it fast), PUSHER, Fat or Zhui Da Zhi (HA HA!), O’ Brainy One.

Wei Shan – Chinese Pro, Entertainer, Bully.

Ying Ying – Clown ONLY. (Most useless one! HA HA!)

And together we are the… ALLOCENTRIC CHIONGSTER(S)! HA HA!!!

Seriously can’t think of anything that I’ve contributed as a team member. As said by my gor, I’m just the clown of the team – entertain them. Even Weishan contributed ‘coz she’s strong in Chinese and there are stations that require her to help us with the Chinese character. You know why? ‘coz funny this group consists of three guys who are English-speaking (or hokkien-speaking) and their mother tongue SUCK. HA HA! For me… my chinese is good (A1 okay!) but… compared to wei shan… ya-know. HA HA! Weishan’s also an entertainer and bully in the group. Well, she keeps smacking Nigel and said if she doesn’t beat someone up she will sleep! HA HA HA!!!

Richmond has been the waterboy of the team ‘coz he was carrying the waterbottles! So everytime I wanted water, I would call, “Waterboy!”. HA HA HA!! And he lags behind the group, always the last! Lousy, right? But ‘coz the girls were lagging behind! Most of the time it was WEI SHAN who was lagging behind NOT ME mind-you! HA HA!!! If you remember the night cycling, his role is similar to Yikai’s role. And weishan bully him by making him carry the ugly army bag that explains why he was a bag carrier.

Nigel, whereas, is the PUSHY guy who YiLyTieTing-ly pushing us and asking us to hurry our steps. ROAR! HA HA! You’re already super dead and you imagine this guy is rattling into your ears. I want to BOX him! HA HA!! And hes the ZHUI DA ZHI 'coz the taxi driver said NA GE ZHUI DA ZHI DE ZHUO QIAN MIAN when he wanted to sit at the back! HA HA!!!! JOKE SIA!!!!!!

My gor has been performing awesome! Very encouraging and understanding team leader! And more details on all these later! I need to keep the suspense! HA HA!

Nigel, Richmond and my gor are the O’ Brainy Ones ‘coz they are the ones who solve the riddles to the next station, sometimes, even weishan knew and helped... AND TRUE ENOUGH… I’m the famous Singapore noob who doesn’t know a single location! Can’t help them a single bit and I feel so guilty lo… but can’t help it too ‘coz my world seemed to only revolves around Tampines only. ROAR! Haha!

And… *drum rolls*… let’s start da story!

26th July ’08 was commskill test at LT 22. I was late for the test and SOMEONE even later than me… maybe… he wasn’t late. He was SICK and took MC from the doctor. HA HA HA!!! DAMN KOKKY! Super bad habit that he can NEVER EVER kick away. Aw… too bad but seriously it’s too serious nothing to going to change that habit, man! Anyway, kok won’t be kok if he doesn’t oversleep, watch movie/ soccer overnight and fell asleep while using his computer. I know I am soooooo right. HA HA HA!

The paper has been quite manageable IF ONLY THE TIME GIVEN IS LONGER! I was so upset not having the time to complete the paper! You can say I didn’t complete almost 1/3 of the paper… Argh. Anyhow, I’m glad the test’s over… just waiting to feel screwed when I receive the paper back. HAHA!

Did a bit of OB presentation with kokky and weishan. Slacked and searched for some books so that I can couch potato at home. BUT! Teenage workbook is still unavailable. Was trying to find books about Michael Jackson but they were all borrowed! Told you MJ still rock the world… They should have more copies, man! Wanted to study Romeo & Juliet but the books available are not suitable for me ‘coz there are no guides provided unlike the ones I’ve seen in popular bookstore. Damn shagged…

Wei Shan met my gor to collect the bag and was super embarrassed by the red plastic bag. So in the end, Richmond carried the red plastic bag for her. HA HA! And we all went to downtown together! It wasn’t planned initially but just called them to come along since they wanted to get the things for NEXT and they can get it at downtown, too.

Went to interview at Downtown escape and suddenly got this urge to NOT work there. I know that I’ll learn a lot a lot there but I’m someone who is freaking afraid of new environment when I’m alone! Haiz, forget it… I’ll just go for it. I understand I’ll learn a lot there. If only they don’t call me by Friday then I’ll just heck finding a job ‘cept maybe giving private tuition (though I’ve no confidence if I can teach).

Meet them again at subway and ate subway cookies (they are spoiling my throat). Then, we went grocery shopping! How cool, right! HA HA HA!! We bought ruffles, Pringles, mentos, marshmallows, PURE WHITE milk, 2X1.5L of water. Initially, they were asking me why do I need two 1.5L of water ‘coz they have it… In the end, they also never bring water bottle and used mine instead. Heh… HA HA!! I’m just trying to say that I ROCK. HA HA!

Then, took bus home. Yeah, same bus as Richmond and luckily we didn’t leng chang. Talk, talk, talk and realized he’s from ngee ann secondary school choir! Though being forced into joining choir, I think he sure can sing very well just that he’s SHY and so NOT SPORTY to sing. Haiz, anyway, I think he’s a good friend-to-be.

Reached home and packed up and was flooded by Mr. Nigel’s sms to hurry me so that he won’t be alone at Tampines Mall. ROAR! I forgot what I sms-ed him but not very good things, maybe asked him go die or something… and took my own sweet time to Tampines Mall. HA HA!

And weishan was late. Yes, this girl was still at home when I reached Tampines Mall! Settled down at Long John and queued up for food! Bought for weishan and waited for her ‘coz the queue was sooooooo freaking long and slow. Spilled the ice lemon tea on my shirt when I was carrying it to the table. ROAR! Luckily, I managed to wash the stains off… PHEW!


MY GOR AND RICHMOND - while waiting for weishan.

Monster Nigel - while waiting for weishan.
And Wei Shan finally came! Koped my tata and after we ate our dinner we made our way to Tampines North CC! Yeah, we were considered early. Registered and have our bags checked and collected the lup lup chap chap and waited at the basketball court. It was deeeeead boring and fun. HA HA! We tried to entertain ourselves with photo-taking, games, and talk cock session. The officials kidnapped our leader and left us to self-rot. HA HA! Taught them the bang bang game and ALL SUCK at it. Actually, it’s a beat-challenging game till you got the tempo of it.

PROUDLY PRESENT TO YOU... ALLOCENTRIC CHIONGSTER(S)!

First 'ruined' group photo! HA HA!!

Second group photo - guys infront.

Third group photo - girls infront.

Fourth!

I never know we took so many... =.=

Leader came back and we had our first riddle solved – at the esplanade! One… Two… Three… GO! Ran to Tampines Mrt Station and took a train to (Ooops! I forgot!) and reached Esplanade. Served the time penalty ‘coz all of us suck at traditional games – kicking the chapteh, spinning the top. HA HA! Stuck as Esplanade was quite cool ‘coz the scenery was super duper beautiful… the lights were awesome and we took photos.

Rotting... HA HA!!


Sixth group photo outside the Esplanade!


We spread our hands and feel da breeze! DAMN NICE and scary, too... just behind us lies the Singapore River! HA HA!!


RANDOM!


RANDOM!

Beautiful?


Weishan and i tried to take some photos but... it was too dark...


RANDOM!

Other groups!

Next station – Civil Airport. I suck at history… anyway, we were given the wrong clue and so went to the wrong place. Some teams also got the wrong clues… Anyway, something happened and we got the next clue to the next station. Forgotten where we went but we were rushing for time ‘coz we have many stations before we can proceed to the relax corner and the train station will stop operating at 12.


The clue that leads to somewhere that i've forgotten...

We were thinking it would be good if ww can just snap a photo of it and forget about all the copying down of the clue but looks like... WE WERE WRONG! Just look at the photos... you can't read a single word...

And as mentioned before, we really walked when the buses and trains stop operating. Argh! But well, we did have fun SKIPPING to the location... HA HA!


On our way to Sultan Mosque...


Someone's skipping... OPEN YOUR EYES BIG BIG!


LONG WAY BEFORE WE CAN REACH DA PLACE!

My gor can really skip damn fast and far... he rocks, man!

And here he and Nigel skip...



VIDEO



We didn't really CHIONG and even have time to take photos! SEE THIS! Channelnewsasia was showing this just now - Singapore Arts Museum.

My gor took all these.... nice, right?

It changes colour...


Many peeps were there, too.

And we don't look like we were in the midst of a race. HA HA HA!!!!


RANDOM!





Some chapel?

Oopps! Random!


I think we were on our way to Fort Canning... HA HA!


Richmond and weishan...

RANDOM!

Reaching... reaching!

Walao... still got to climb the steps...



Fort Canning station was a little shit 'coz we need to cut a piece of paper and let all the team members through the hole within ten minutes. I do know the trick but when we lifted the paper.. i accidentally tore it! I screamed, too! Like so what the hell lah... Time's running out and stupid me tore the paper... i was jumping about and scolding myself. HA HA HA!!! Cannot believe i actually tore the paper at that crucial time... I seriously suck lo. In the time, we still manage to cut another one. HENG ARH... if we serve the time penalty... i sure cry!



Our sixth station - Sudoku at the green patches. It was one of the best station 'coz i felt so ever relaxed! HA HA!!! It was completed by sudoku proS, richmond and I, and sudoku noob, weishan. My gor and Nigel were... totally sudoku suckers. HA HA!!!

After which, we took a short rest though that was not supposed to be a relax corner! HA HA!!! And we took photos!


Of us lying on the grass patches!!!!! x)

It was too dark to be seen but it was suppose to be the buildings of the area!

# group photo! See my gor piggyback the fat Nigel. MAN, HE IS DAMN STRONG, RIGHT!

And so...

I hop onto his back, too!!!! HAHAHA!!!! DAMN SHIOK, CAN! Obviously he can piggyback me if he can piggyback a 80++kg Nigel! GOSH!!!! YAY!!!!! HAPPY!!!! It has been years since i got piggyback-ed... HEHEHEHE...
And then, we tried to hurry back to People Association - relax corner. And the photos shown... are taken on our way there! HA HA!!! We were like going for sightseeing and not for a race lor!

The Flyer!


Oops! Suppose to take with the flyer but we blocked it!

Not very clear but it was seriously damn beautiful!!!!!!

Well, another shot of the Great Singapore Flyer!

O' gosh, another one!

And what is this?


Walk-walk...


These are built for the F1 race... x)

Marina Bay!


This is the nicoll highway! x)

HAHAHA! RICHMOND... looking... real... RETARDED! Snapped it 'coz both of us were lagging behind and got nothing better to do.


RANDOM!

ANd we finally reached the relax corner! RELAXED! Realised that we were the 56th team. HA HA!!! Man, it's okay... we didn't cheat. We played fair. Others... tsk tsk tsk tsk.

Took some photos while resting... we took off our shoes and made ourselves comfortable and were smelling each other's stinky feets. HA HA HA!!! And i suggested... WE TAKE A PHOTO OF OUR FEETS!

STINKY FEETS!

Our feets - formal

Our feets - informal! HA HA HA!!!!!

WOW! WHO TOOK THIS?! HA HA!!! Wht the hell was nigel doing... =.=


SUPER TIRED....


RICHMOND & MY GOR!


Resting...

Mad woman - weishan!

Sleepy................ Zzzz.


Stoning session?


Haiz... self-taken after taking a photo of everybody. You can't possible leave me out just 'coz i wa the photographer!!

And we slept...

Don't know which idiot took this while i was sleeping... my guess is... the leader.

Luckily my sole ain't dirty if not... it will be sooooo super unglam, can!
Actually, quite nicely-taken eh. The angle's almost perfect!

We caught the sneaky acts!


We were given butter rolls which look nice... but when i tried it... it was damn awful. So... yeah, since no one wants it, i squash it into Nigel's mouth. HA HA HA!!!! Wonder who took this sia... perfect timing!


Mr. Richmond... he can twitch his eyebrow unknowingly.

I tried to do it with him but when asked to twitch his eyebrows... HE CANNOT!

My brother... trying to act cool.

Aw... we were TIRED. YAWNZ...


Zzzzz...


Totally snoring... HA HA HA!!

NIGEL DAMN UNGLAM LAH!!!!

Zzzzzz...

Erpx... hahaha. Playing a fool while i was sleeping like nobody's business... =.=


Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... ACT CUTE!!!

Mmm, slept like dead log and i didn't realise everyone's practically gone when i woke up. They were telling me how much noise the rest of the particpants made when they set off but i heard nothing of it! HA HA HA!!! Too tired i-guess... Nigel was complaining how much movement i made when i woke up 'coz i hit him on his stomach when i woke up. Don't know if he made up the story 'coz i didn't know... but the rest nodded. Fine... maybe i did punch him or something.

Alright, since we were given the wrong clue, the officials let us off 15minutes earlier. And we manage to catch the first train to the next station - labrador park. Mmmm, played some game that i've played before but forgotten how to do it... LUCKILY we, with the greatest assistance from ME, managed to complete it within time given and skipped the time penalty! YAY, happily singing Lemon tree away and jumping away 'coz i hate time penalty.

And latter, we went to KENTRIDGE PARK before going to the next relax point. Well, i can remember the station 'coz it took me a great deal of effort to get up to that stupid peak of the park. I'm not going to make it up there if not for my gor... and i-guess if i participated this race with other peeps, we won't make it up there 'coz i'm seriously too weak to climb up there by myself.

I was dragged up to the peak by my gor. The slope was superb, man! Even though i use less effort compared to the others to climb up 'coz my gor was dragging me, it still took me a great great deal of effort to climb up! I was crying for baba 'coz everytime i come this place, it was baba who drive me up. That freaking park is more horrible compared to bukit timah hill, can! climb bukit timah hill also won't cry for baba and need no one to drag me up! I almost died there... felt so ever breatheless and rib cage bursting 'coz lungs need more space to expand!!!!!!!! WALAO... hate that breatheless feel.

I was wondering how weishan can climb up 'coz even i were dying... but didn't look behind me 'coz i was seriously having a very hard time climbing up to the peak. HAHAHA, apparantly, weishan was clinging to richmond if not, she wouldn't have make it too! HAHAHAHAHA! This Nigel is the most useless, man! He just chiong his way up without us... but well, doubt he can help much, too. HA HA!!

I think my gor and richmond are seriously fit, DAMN FIT AND STRONG! No one can do what they did, man! Superheroes of the day!

Anyhow, the team was split into two. Richmond, weishan and i - group one. My gor and nigel - group two.

Group one did ballon sculpture... erpx. Ying hui was there, too! She took my group. YAY! HA HA HA!!! I did the balloon sculpture. RICHMOND AND WEISHAN DON'T KNOW... NOOB NOOB! HA HA HA!!! The two of them were figuring out how to do it but failed and i did it all by myself. And when i finished, i seriously think i rock! Don't know why i seriously get excited over small things especially when we manage to finsh it within time given. HA HA HA!!

HEHEHE... *proud*


Balloon doggies and WEISHAN LOOKING RETARDED!!! HA HA HA!!!

Richmond re-do the dog but nowhere better! HAHAHA!!
On our way to next relax point - Pasir Ris. Everyone's dying. Can you imagine we still have 3more stations to go? Gosh, i was a walking dead.



There's a station at Changi place where all the POWs are located. We went there for the stupid bucket game that no one has ever played before 'cept me. =.= Anyway, the team leader went to collect a pail of water and the official was complaining how come he took such a long time. He was saying, "haiya why take so long... tsk tsk tsk... i can do it faster than him." something like that. And i was damn bu shuang with the official and rebutted. As in please... we've been running, climbing, walking, skipping for the entire race... So, i said, "please lor, our team leader damn zai can. He is soooooooooo much much more better COMPARED TO YOU. You can try participating lah... OUR TEAM LEADER IS DAMN ZAI, OKAY!". HA HA HA! I was so pissed, can. If not for my gor, we wouldn't made it so far. Each member did so much and i feel so damn bu shuang if someone were to just judge us like that. As in he will be able to keep chionging throughout if he had participated... this idiotic guy. Officials do what sia... tired what shit? As tired as the participants? HAH! Use your brain lah mister! I know i take it too seriously but i SERIOUSLY cannot take it. Wei Shan joined me, too. HA HA HA!!! Then, the official went silent... Ooops! HAHAHA! Serve him right!


Bedok reservoir station sucks! Split into two teams again. One team do kayaking... another one do running... i have no more energy to run already 'coz i didn't eat much throughout the race. Potato chips ain't appealing to me... and i seriously just wanted to eat RICE and drink SOUP! Anyway, compared to me, weishan seemed more unable to run but then the two of us cannot kayak 'coz sure cannot make it - one noob and another noober (HAHAHA!).
I chose to run lor... and task given was to run to damai school and find out the motto of the school within... 20minutes! Aw!!!!!!!!!!!!! RUN RUN RUN... i seriously cannot take it, man. My gor ran there first to ge the motto and richmond accompanied me slow jog there... i keep stopping every few minutes 'coz i can't run anymore. Chiong-ed back 'coz time's running out and i cannot let the group serve the time penalty 'coz of me... this feeling sucks... i almost died the second time.
Totally exhausted and drained... i'm hungry but looking at those food rations we carry with us turn me off.
I cannot walk anymore... weishan was dragging me and my gor was pushing me from behind if not, i'm taking my own sweet time.
Final destination - Kovan interchange. We took bus there 'coz no cab is willing to drive us there wit the ten bucks we left and that we have five peeps with us! Stupid weishan was crossing the road without her eyes and she seemd to be very proud of it. Chided her and decided to hold on to her bag and walk her across the road but she said don't treat her like a kid... and i was like YES! YOU ARE BEHAVING LIKE ONE NOW!
I was super pissed, can! As in... you want to do such dangerous stuff don't do it in front of me... she didn't do it once lor... she has been doing that thoughout the race... i don't see why she does that you-know... everytime cross road won't look and when all of us scream at her, she'll turn back and smile. Damn super what the hell lah... As in it's your responsibility to look after your own safety and don't let others worry about you lah. 19 years old still so stubborn. How are you expecting others to trust that you have the capability to take care of others if you don't even know how to take care of yourself? ROAR! If she does that again, i'm going to stranggle her.
Alright, chill. Hahaha... my point is, cross the road with your eyes open. You want to do it with your eyes closed can! Just do it NOT in front of me... i cannot stand peeps like that. J-walk whatever i don't care... but not this! At least look around for vehicles before you take your step, right?
Anyhow, our final destination is KOVEN interchange. No one in our team is alive. HA HA!!! What a way to describe!

All of us were totally drained... and i started snapping photos. Doing funny things makes me more energetic... x)

Sleeeeeeeeeeping ar...


Sleeeeeeeeeeeeeping too ar..................


Zzz......................

Gay way of sleeping.............. ar.

Zzzzzzz................


SNORING.................

SNORING...................................


Trying to take the photo from the angle of the nostrils... most ugly angle!


Soundly asleep.... like nobody's business.

PHOTO OF THE DAY!!!!!!! HA HA HA!!!!!! DAMN UGLY RIGHT!!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHA!!!!


ZHUI DA ZHI sleeping.... HA HA!!!


Ooops... caught.


Not me.


Alright, everyone's awake.

Off the bus.


To another bus stop...


Always the last two lagging behind...


And the two of them at the front.


OMG!!!! FREAKING UGLY!!!!! You know how i got this photo? HA HA HA!!! Xiong ba left his fingerprint on my camera lens and i trick my gor into seeing it... and SNAP-SNAP! There the photo! HA HA!!!!

Nigel stupidly looking at the lens of the camera.


RANDOM!!!! TSK TSK... His skin condition... seemed to be like mine. HA HA HA!!!!

Our last bus towards RACE-FINISH.

Someone acting cool....


Last few shots before we reach da place...

RANDOM!!!!


Man, HA HA HA!!! Weird angle...


CANDID.


Daniel's 'ugly' face


Richmond's 'ugly' face

Nigel's 'ugly' face


weishan's 'ugly' face


Ruined ugly face


My ugly face


Shag shag shag...

Mmmmmmm.........


SHAGGING


CANDID.


*SNIFF-SNIFF*

Looking out...

Like we've never seen kovan before... Please. WHERE GOT?



Ooo, a video taken... our LAST words. HA HA HA!!!!



CANDID.


YAY YAY YAY!!

Last mission... burst balloons... =.=


RICHMOND's turn.

LET YOU GUYS SEE HOW RICHMOND BURST HIS BALLOON... Take note of the butt and the hands!!! HA HA HA!!!!!



O' My God! Watch what weishan's doing... HA HA HA!!! She poke it with a safety pin 'coz i'm scared to burst balloons. HA HA!!! SUPER THANKFUL SHE DID THAT!!!!


TONG TIME!

Ooooooo.......

YAY!!!!! DONG~~~~~~~~~



THE TONG CEREMONY!!!!!



YAY! We made it till the end! I was feeling an overwhelming sense of achievement boiling insde of me... HA HA!!! Anyway, we rested at one corner and waited for BUFFET! HUNGRY YA-KNOW! Ate loads loads loads loads of stuff!

And stayed for a little while for the award presentation and went home during the time my sister got the prize. Seriously don't even want to clap for her. THEIR GROUP CHEATED!!!!! Lousy... har.

Look at the zipper...

Tsk tsk tsk....

BROKEN BAG!!!!!! Who's the culprit?

Loooooook....

GAY RICHMOND!




?

HA HA HA!!! REARDED!

Waterboy in action... x)

Marshmallow!

RANDOM!





LEGS... (like who don't know... HA HA)

Our totally exhausted legs. (that makes a difference, right?)

Mmm, my gor's not being gay... he's just eating the marshmallows. HA HA HA!!

Eh Richmond is sleep-smiling?!?! HA HA HA!!!!




Sleeping OOooo.

Slept throughout the journey home and never realised we were taking bus 81 which i can alight right outside my house... in the end, i took all the way to interchange and took bus 291 home. =.=
Had a great time with the allocentric chiongster(S)! HA HA HA!!!! Oooooooooooooooooooooo, i got the perfect right member, man! I knew it right from the start!
Sayonara!
Ciao!
Saturday, July 26, 2008 ~ 4:11 PM

Off to N.E.X.T Challenge

Hello peeps, i'll be going for da N.E.X.T challenge soon. And therefore go missing in action from 5.30pm all da way till tomorrow later afternoon. If you miss me, don't bother to call me up on da mobile 'coz i won't be bringing it with me. Just look up into the sky and see da moon... I'll be looking up to the moon and stars, too. HA HA!

O' well crappy me. Seriously i hate to go 'coz i'm severely lack of sleep but i hope to have fun with weishan, my gor, nigel and richmond. I think we're going to make a good team. I'm bringing my sister's ring and night cycling whistle with me... Those two are my lucky charms lor. And i'll ward off all darkness and spirits and chiong to victory!

HA HA HA! Actually i just hope to have fun. Allocentric chiongster... CHIONG ARH! Allo~ Allo~ ALLO LO LO LO... HA HA HA!

Before i go off... Hope TOH's well for da 10km! TOH, GO, GO, GO! TOH away~

TOH. TOH. TOH. You're gonna win da race. TOH. TOH. TOH. You're gonna win da race.

Sayonara!

Ciao!
Friday, July 25, 2008 ~ 11:38 PM

Photos of the Day!

LEAFLESS BAMBOO & I!!!!! x)

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Sending cass home...........


CANDID.

I AM TALL...

LOOK AT BAMBOO... SKINNY TO THE MAX!


You know who are the culprit for messing up my hair? Har...

I don't mind being messed up. As long as everyone's happy... ME SO WEI DA, RIGHT?

CANDID2.

What are the two of them trying to do...

Meeting? HA HA HA!!!


No lah... x)

BOTAK CLOSE-UP!



THIS IS THE PHOTO OF THE DAY!


CASSANDRA!!!!! x)



Ooooo... LOVELY!

Well, not that i'm dumb enough to block my own face while taking photos... it's some botak's doing.




Stranggle you!



Point-point!

*PINCH PINCH*


Diggy.............


DIGGING...........................





BAMBOO'S ROTTING.

Zzzzzzz....


Zooming into the nostrils...


BOTAK!!!!!!



HAHAHAHA!!!!





RANDOM....

YAWN............



CASS AND I!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bamboo's back from Tekong! HA HA HA! After two weeks of Tekong's rain and shine... Bamboo is being transplanted back to Singapore for two days. Yup, to take a good rest back to his bamboo pot and to scan through hundreds of emails. =.=

Hope you have fun, my bamboo friend. Brownie ain't your cup of tea lah... don't deceive yourself.
Anyway, it's the joke of the day to see bamboo BOTAK! HA HA HA! He looks more bamboo-ish than ever! SKINNY! Hope he gain more muscles this two years... x)

I need to sleep so that i got energy for N.E.X.T Challenge... but i got to study for comm skill test tomorrow! HOW?! Gosh.

TOH runnin' 10km... Go on and rock da world! x)


Sayonara!

Ciao!

Naive No More

Haha, i know i've been sounding like some great philosopher recently. Just here to tell you guys that i have great parents no one has. I have great aunties no one has. I have great uncles no one has. I have great grandparents no one has.

I-guess having them with me is the greatest luck i've ever owned. And i'll work hard to be as great as them... x)

Man, i felt that i've really grown up. Hahaha... i've grown up to be able to appreciate people around me. It's when you open your eyes big enough then will you realised who are the ones that deserve to be appreciated more than anyone should do.

I've been such a naive little girl all these while.

Sayonara!

Ciao!
Thursday, July 24, 2008 ~ 8:57 PM

grace-ing, again.

Do you know by flushing the toilet every time you finish using it is also considered as being gracious? Such basic thing that is more related to maintaining personal hygiene can be a gracious act. Hahaha... i am glad i'm gracious every day 'coz i flush the toilet every time i use it. What about you?

In the hustle and bustle of our daily lives, we often forget to care about people around us. This soon becomes a form of isolation i-guess. And one fine day when the tempo slows down, we found that we were a little bit lost. How lost? We found out that we were pretty lost in our own world all these while. This in turn make simple things like greeting our neighbours, saying the magica words 'thank you' or 'please', giving up the seats to those who need them more a weird thing-to-do. Agree?

Therefore, i do think being courteous and gracious need practice. Once that becomes a habit, we're goin to rock da world. x)

I know i've been grace-ing here and grace-ing there these few days but i just can't help it. I really really hope that Singapore can quickly, quickly, very quickly turn into a country filled with love and kindness, where gracious acts are being displayed everywhere and anywhere you go.

I'm starting this trend. Wana follow? Let's show more attention and care to people around us, shall we?

Even if you were to feel so shhhhhhhhhhhhhhy to give up your seats to the elderly or pregnant lady, you can always stand up and walk away. Even if you were to feel so shhhhhhhhhhhy to greet your neighbours, you can always look into him or her eyes and shine a SHY smile.

I believe peeps will still appreciate it.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

P.S. Actually i'm here to whine about my OB project but looks like i've forgotten all about it. Man, it's hard i-tell-you.

TOH away~

SORE

Head spinning mad RIGHT NOW and eyes seeemed to be on fire and popping out. I'm lik blowing hot air out from my nostrils and the phlegm is choking me. And my throat feels so soooooooooooooooooooooooooore! Aaaaaah! And it's going to get worse 'coz i ate one chocolate ball and one bar of chocolate-nuts thanks to temptation. I can feel the soreness spreading from the throat to the mouth. ROAR! It feels so bad...

Anyway, the nose's no longer as sneezy as yesterday and i'm still alive. As in... i'm not soooooooooooooooo sick that i got to stay on the bed all day long. Sick of myself smelling sick... it better go away before N.E.X.T Challenge... i don't care... die-die also WILL go. Heh...

The weather has been cold lately. My dearest friends out there... watch out for your body!

Sayonara!

Ciao!
Wednesday, July 23, 2008 ~ 8:04 PM

Oooo... archi!


Super random day! (anyway, see... kok's wearing pink)

Resemble someone? Haha... anyway, i'm not cursing.

Hmmmmm.................

YING & SHAN ROCK DA WORLD.

I sooooooooooooooooooooo agreee!

KOK and his rotten teeth! EW... they are decaying... EW! EW! EW!


WELL WELL... what the hell was i thinking then?

stone...

O' crap, so i was being snapped!

DA YING & SHAN COMBO... rocka!

Alright, we need to strike a balance. After kok explained... i agree that i was being too one-sided. When it comes to career, hell yeah... taking initiatives and following the system of meritocracy would be alright. But other than career, we have no excuse to be selfish, yeah. Don't be totally blinded by meritocracy and let it take over your personal life.

It's how ridiculous some people can talk so big and proud about "O' we got to remind our families and friends not to be too self-centered and show more care towards people" and yet they themselves don't do it. It's like... what the hell lor... they still got the cheek to write that. Seriously think they're shameless.

They ought to do some form of reflection. I ain't someone forgiving if i think you don't deserve it, yeah.

Few days ago, i lodged a complaint to SBS after boarding a super jerky bus. And then today, i met a super duper polite bus driver. Well, it brightens up my day and i'm going to compliment him for that.

One random statement: Guys who bring tissue along with them are good. I TOTALLY AGREE... well, at least ALL THE GUY FIENDS I KNOW WHO BRING TISSUE WITH THEM ARE SUPER NICE GUYS. x)

O' yeah, went to Golden Mile with my gor and weishan to get some stuff for the next challenge. Bought a whistle for 1buck. Weishan bought three FBTs for 30bucks and my gor got some ziplock bags. Then, we went to eat tangyuan. Erpx, i... hate tangyuans. Sesame... EW! Redbean... EW! Yam... BIG BIG EW! Peaunut... still alright. But i didn't eat. No appetide 'coz i was sneezing the whole of today. Feeling as though i'm going to throw everything up if i were to sneeze too hard.

Everytime i sniff or sneeze, the brains seemed to be throbbling mad and brain juices squeezing dry. Feel so hollow inside the head and seriously uncomfortable. Argh, sickly. Didn't want to admit it till the last minute 'coz it was seriously usual of my nose to behave this way early in the morning.

Mummy fed me panadol just now... like suddenly come into the room with a spoon of white liquid. She has attentively squashed the awful pill into powder and added water so that it's easier for me to swollow down my throat. EW! Hate medicine like mad but i still took it 'coz mummy had been sweet. I didnt tell her anything but she knew it the moment i step into the house. HA HA HA!! That's one reason i like being sick... HEHE.

Told me to sleep early tonight 'coz i've been staying up for two nights already... hahaha. Gosh, i wanted to sleep too but tonnes not done. ROAR!

Everyone's sick. Bamboo's sick. Cowherd's sick. Winnie's sick. I'm sick. We're all sick! May we get well soon! Hahaha... I know i'll get better tomorrow 'coz my nose's just playing a little truant today.

O' yeah, printer's going haywire. I think i got to get the cartridge replaced soon. No more printing for you guys! Sorry! Wait till i got the money to feed my printer ink... it's going to cost a bomb to replace the cartridge, seriously. And the printer's mine so i got to fork that money out myself... easy does it... i'm so sian of carrying an empty purse. It's always bloated on monday, half-dried on tuesday, empty on wednesday and i'm left with basically nothing for the rest of the week. ROAR! Yup, paying for this paying for that... when can i start saving?

May escape recruit me! Then i can start saving moolah for the coming crazy month of august and september! O' yeah! I've came up with a shopping list.

1. Cartridge for my printer

2. Skates (for coming inline skating)

3. Jumper (i'm going to get it when i go shopping with yvonne during end of year sale)

4. Spectacles (HEHEHE... just for fun)

5. Ingredients for cheesecake-baking! (for...................... Mmmm.)

6. Ingredient for curry-caking! (for............................. Mmmm, FAMILY.)

7. An organiser!

TOH-ing away.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

P.S. Photos taken during lunch break and BCS labs. ENJOY!

A distorted truth.

Sometimes I wonder if the ST has a quota on how many “Singaporeans are rude” letters it has to publish annually as part of some dodgy courtesy campaign conspiracy spearheaded by that cute but rather evil courtesy lion, Singa (how much did we pay the guy to come up with that name?). Seriously though, these letters are getting old and they keep saying the same thing.

Singaporeans are rude.

Singaporeans are socially graceless.

Singaporeans are blah blah blah blah.

We get it already!

But like people who nag too much, these letters eventually become white noise. In one ear and out the other while passing that empty vacuum in between.

One of those letters complaining about Singaporeans’ complete disregard for courtesy and basic social grace and emphasizing how soulless and callous we all are, appeared in the ST forums today.

The full text, unedited and unabridged, is reproduced here:


RECENTLY, my friend from Australia commented that Singaporeans behaved like pigs. I disagreed, saying that at most it’s a small minority who behaved that way.

He challenged me to a test. I accepted his challenge, determined to prove him wrong. I was bitterly disappointed.

Here is an account of what happened.

My friend, my wife, our one-year-old son in a pram and I (wearing a neck brace and with my arm in a sling from injuries sustained in a car accident) went for an MRT ride. My wife and son couldn’t get into the station for some time because other commuters kept using the gate meant for the disabled, ignoring her and the pram.

When the train arrived, people rushed in while alighting passengers rushed out. No one gave way to my wife and the pram. She had to compete with the horde to get onto the train. To make things worse, those standing at the doorway refused to move in, making it even more difficult for her.

Once on board, no one bothered to give up his seat to my wife, who was carrying our son. Those seated were young, able-bodied and educated (executive-type) adults. Finally, it was two Thai workers who gave up their seats to us.

Later, an old woman boarded the train. Again, no one gave up his seat until a man in a neck brace and an arm sling did so.

When we reached our destination, we tried to take the lift from the platform to the ticket concourse. The lift was packed with able-bodied people. My friend asked that my wife and the pram be allowed in but one man turned around and remarked rudely, ‘Why can’t you take the next lift?’. I was shocked beyond words.

We went to a packed food court for lunch. No tables were available. We waited and finally noticed a couple leaving. We inched our way towards their table but, with just 5m to go, a group of office girls ran ahead of us and took the table.

When we finally got a table, it was unbelievably messy. There were chicken bones, spilt sauces and prawn shells all over the table.

I turned red in the face when my friend, who was helping to clear the table, asked, ‘So, do you still think that it’s only a minority of Singaporeans that behave this way? If so, take a look around you. Look real hard at the tables when they leave… You guys eat like pigs.’

Martin Goh Lye Thiam

C’mon, was Mr Goh covering his ears and going “Nanananananana!” everytime our wonderful gahmen stresses that Singapore is a meritocracy? For those who don’t know what meritocracy means, here’s the definition from www.dictionary.com:

mer·i·toc·ra·cy (mr-tkr-s)
n. pl. mer·i·toc·ra·cies

A system in which advancement is based on individual ability or achievement.

A group of leaders or officeholders selected on the basis of individual ability or achievement.
Leadership by such a group.
“A system in which advancement is based on individual ability or achievement.”

That’s what we are. We are a meritocracy, where everybody’s place in society is determined by their ability and achievement. If you want anything, then you’re going to have to be willing to work for it and prove how capable you are.

There are no free rides in a meritocracy and you ought to expect none. Singapore is not a welfare state. We do not give free handouts based on disability or injury. We are fair, sometimes to the point of harshness.

As can be clearly seen in his letter, Mr Goh and his wife were unwilling to work for anything. Instead, he preferred hand-outs from other people due to the fact that his arm was in a cast and his wife was pushing a pram. As he repeatedly admitted in his letter,

He did not work to get into a position where he can use the gate meant for the disabled. He waited and hung around until either an opening came or someone allowed him to pass. No initiative was shown at all by him or any member of his family to get through the gate.
Again, while waiting to board the train, he waited for someone else to give way for him and his wife. There was no evidence in his letter to indicate that he, at any moment, fought for a position where he can board the train. He also expected those at the doorway to move in for him and his wife.
In the train, he did not rush for available seats. Instead, he waited for people to give up their seats for him because his arm was in a cast.
Mr Goh did not work to get into the lift, allowing people to pass through him. From experience, I have discovered that in situations outlined here and above, a plaster cast can be a formidable weapon if wielded properly and would have been advantageous for Mr Goh to employ at this instant. However, it is unclear why Mr Goh did not choose to do this. Instead, he allowed it to happen and complain about it in the papers.

The man in the lift had a point too. Why couldn’t he wait for the next lift? Was Mr Goh going to die of embarassment in front of his Aussie friend at that point? Did he require medical attention? If he did, he should have called for the ambulance himself. In a meritocracy, you can’t expect the ambulance to come for you if you didn’t call it first, even if you are blushing to death.

He was slow in approaching the table at the food court. Those office girls, honed by the intricacies of office politics, showed determination in getting to their seats while he and his wife were lagging behind. Early bird catches the worm, they say.

While Mr Goh sees a graceless, discourteous and even “piggy” society, I see meritocracy in action. His letter only indicates that Mr Goh lacks initiative, drive and determination. All of which are important qualities if you wish to advance in a meritocratic society.

Do we really want people like Mr Goh among us? His laidback and indifferent attitude in trying to achieve his goals smacks of rebelliousness, mixed with a hint of dissension, against the Singapore Way.

While Mr Goh might want to live in a welfare state where he can get freebies and handouts based on his injury, I’m sure the rest of us would not want that. A welfare state would mean higher taxes to support the many social programs for people who are too lazy to work for themselves. However, we are not opposed to giving Mr Goh nasty looks, whispered curses and even, the almighty finger.

Also, there’s a touch of that colonial mentality in his letter. Just because his Aussie friend called us pigs, we’re all supposed to cower, shake, shiver, beg for forgiveness and change our ways? Is his Aussie friend supposed to approve of us before we are alright in Mr Goh’s eyes? Do we always have to seek external validation?

I like Aussies and all. The ones that I met when I was doing my undergrad there were really good people. But, to put it simply, why should we give a flying crap what they think of us? We certainly didn’t listen to them when we hanged Nguyen, why should we start now?

And lastly, being called a pig is not a bad thing. If someone insults you with a word, you take that word, mock it until you own it. Just like the way blacks have owned the term “nigger”.

The pig is a great animal. It’s omnivorous, it will eat anything, even shit. It’s a highly efficient food processing platform as well as being extremely low maintenance. Leave a pig alone and it will fend for itself. It isn’t clingy or needy.

This is exactly the kind of image that Singaporeans want to project to the world. We are efficient and low maintenance. We get things done fast, without hiccups, while retaining the ability to work independently and for comparatively low wages. We’re also willing to take shit from people. As a Singaporean, I’m proud to behave like a pig.

We should adopt the pig as the national animal. The lion is sooooo 1965.

Taken from: http://blokeman.wordpress.com/2006/10/14/re-must-singaporeans-behave-like-pigs/#comment-382

Came upon this article when i was researching for OB. I couldn't stand it and i replied harshly to his article:
I totally agree with Mr Goh. I do agree that the system of Meritocracy is the core reason for the cause of graceless society in Singapore. People are self-centered and inconsiderate. However, by pushing the blame to Mr Goh not having to take initiative is certainly wrong.

That's it! Many Singaporeans are always thinking this way and thus leading to a graceless society. OF COURSE, by saying so that shows that the author is no different from typical singaporean. Agree?

The author may sound like he's so right but how wrong can he be... you're merely twisting the words and facts. Loser! I'm utterly disappointed in you... A total disgrace to the miniority who think and act otherwise. And to people who agree with him... do think about what i've said... i'm twisting back the distorted truth.

I seriously cannot believe that there are people who are sooooooooooooo brainless enough to be convinced by what he said! It's like... those self-centeredness has been engraved into their bones and skull that it happened so naturally they ain't feeling bad being like that! O' god! I'm fainting...
Tuesday, July 22, 2008 ~ 11:18 PM

revival!

Hello Ying ying's revived! HAHAHA!!! As in... well, I AM UN-EMO NOW. Had an awesomely great day meeting the next challenge peeps. Hoho... and that fucking passerby... she has to drop by a few times every year to do those freakingly childish act so i've already got used to it. Thanks all my friends who have stood up for me... i super appreciate it but just ignore her lah... hahaha.

Mmmm, still thinking if i should go back prss for sectional training. It's like... NO, i cannot break my promise. But then, who will i see? Not that i'm running away... but it's going to be awkward. Haiz, won't be sleeping tonight anyway. Then, maybe i can squeeze out some time for HOME hunting. I've got tonnes to do...

Had a great laughing day and i must really thank that Nigel guy. Initally, he was suuuuuuuper lame til i seriously cannot stand him. Maybe all AC peeps are like that 'coz the last training, Wei Shan and I met this freaking weird guy called wee long (can't really remember) and he was soooooooooooo lame i seriously CANNOT stand him.

Then, he basically entertained all of us with his jokes. HAHAHAHA!!! SUPER FUNNY CAN!!! Tomorrow i'm going Queenstown with Wei Shan. Maybe i'll go down redhill to get my camera pouch, too. Hahaha... Soooooooo looking forward to N.E.X.T challenge with Wei Shan, my gor, Nigel and Richmond. HEHEHE! x)

YAY, I AM SO GLAD EMO WENT AWAY. There are just so much for me to do and learn so i can't possibly just keep emo-ing.

SMILE SMILE. A smile a day keeps emo away! Perhaps just feelin' a little bitchy 'coz i met a bitch today. Like HELL YEAH CONTRADICTING RIGHT? HAHAHAHA!!!! It was during BCS presentation by the way. MET A BITCH! A fucking bitch.

Oops! I'm soooooooooo crude. But well, heck.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Learning Points

Here are some reasons why you are not chosen.

1. You didn't provide much information on adventure related events that you have joined or leadership positions that you have held before.

2. You should speak more yourself as you give me an impression that you are abit softspoken and you being nervous.

3. There are people experienced than you in terms of night cycling, have bike repair skills and first aid.


Although you are not choosen to be an assistant facilitator, I really hope that you will still take up the post as a station master as I can see your strength in conveying message and being serious when doing things. Please do reconsider and tell us your decision on thursday's meeting.

Thank you.

Is this really me? Doesn't sound like me, right? Maybe he seriously doesn't remember who am i but in order to give me a reply, he just came out with these reasons. I did tell them i participated in Night Cycling before and past leadership position i've taken up. I ain't nervous for the interview though before i left they said i was... which is like... erpx?

Alright, seemed like all these can't convinced them that i can be a good facilitator. And i'm so guilty having to make wei shan give up being a facilitator. Told her to take it up and experience the fun but she refused to, like die-die also must be with me. It's like... i don't like it at all when friends are sacrficing their opportunities just so as to accompany me or something?

I can't seemed to convince her... if anyone read this... try to convince her to take up the facilating job. It's an opprtunity for her to experience the thrill of night cycling! Recce is especially fun in my memories... x)

Ya, as told my weishan, it ain't my day. So many buckets of cold water splashing on me... making me feel so lousy...like very so lousy. And i thank Kok for the comfort. It's like when you feel so ever lousy, and then someone told you you're actually not that bad.. that makes you so touched and make me cry like a baby. At least i know that there are two people who believe that i am not such a lousy person. I thank weishan and kok for being such supporting friends.

I ain't someone desperately seeking for power. I feel that power can make a person go nuts and lose him or herself. I just need to convince myself i'm someone quite capable and useful... and i'll be satisfied but i just can't seemed to feel this way. I need to feel appreciated... like appreciate me from the bottom of your heart. But i know many of you didn't. I still got a long way to go before i can earn people's respect and appreication. Believing in myself is important... Haha, how to believe myself? Mmm, let me try...

I'm feeling like the phantom of the opera. Just that my word is "appreciate" while he's longing for "love". It's not that i want to stay emo-ing around but... i can't find a reason not to.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Crude me

Just received an email from the AC and it states:

Congratulations,
you have been shortlisted to become part of our executive committee for the “Twilight Trail Riders” Night cycling event as an Station Master.
Please reply to this email with your full name, admin number , hp no and email.
Ps. Think of games that can be played during the event.
There will be a meeting this thursday after training for night cycling.

You think i'm happy? I've replied that i would like to participate as participants instead and also for the reason for not being chosen as as the Assistant Facilitator. Seriously, station master's job is PURE BORING. I prefer cycling around with the rest and not stationing at one stupid place and stone he whole night away. F***!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

P.S. I know i'm crude but just let me be... at least for today.
Monday, July 21, 2008 ~ 11:58 PM

The taste of failure.

I didn't receive any email regarding night cycling. This is freaking annoying. I don't understand why and i'll seek the peeps to answer me. At least if i were to 'die', tell me the reason before i can 'die' in peace. Then i can learn from it... right?

Awfully upset and super eager to know the reason now. And this freaking thing seriously made me want to leave AC... Yeah, even before this i've already told weishan i wouldn't mind skipping training 'coz i's seriously turning me off. Will consider quitting if i failed to receive a good explanation as to why i ain't chosen. I want true reasons... and don't just gve me stupid lame reason like "O'! 'coz you said you've got to go N.E.X.T Challenge on the exact same day and thus can't go for the recce." I've already explained it's in the evening...

Or maybe i've failed to give them satisfactory answers during the interview. Wah, that is seriously going to be demoralising 'coz i thought though i was a little tired, i did answer quite well. I feel like swearing and cursing now... 'coz my morale is dropping low and same goes to self-confidence. I think i don't have anymore of it left in me...

Even today's result for IntHT presentation disappoints me. I've put in soooooooooooooooo freaking much effort and i didn't get what i think i deserve (obviously an A). Then i'm going to start the equity theory... and so on so forth... hahaha...

Argh, i don't feel good right now, seriously. All these are like super big blows to my self-esteem. I tried so many things... interviews and auditions and tried to participate as many acitivities and events as possible to broaden my insights, to gain experience and then to challenge my self-confidence.

All 'coz i want to be stronger and yet now... I'm taking failure too seriously that i'm sort of 'weakened' and not 'strengthened'... though there's always this saying one should take failure as a learning experience and that failure is the beginning of success or the main essence to success whatever...

I'm starting to lose grip and the ability to trust myself if i'm ever a capable and useful person. Ya ya... don't tell me everyone's useful and capable of something or whatever... my definition for 'capable' and 'useful' is definitely different. Sometimes it makes me wonder...

Yeah failure in long will make one grows stronger but in short......... argh, i don't know. I'm a little lost now. I'm starting to really dislike the person inside the mirror.

Add on: And just heard from my sister Mrs Chua told her to remind me of the malay and indian version of Home. She even told my sister if i'm scared to reply her. Like... what the hell... I DID REPLY TO HER MESSAGE and the reason for the delay is 'coz i seriously CANNOT FIND THE TIME TO DO THE HUNTING. Walao... super lousy now lah... even Mrs Chua (one of the teachers i respect and like) has doubts in me and see me as such a person. I'm like so truly disappointed. Is that how everyone sees me as?

So tell me what am i capable of? failing... is it that only thing?

Sayonara!

Ciao!
Sunday, July 20, 2008 ~ 9:17 PM

Air-Pee Birth-Day

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHI HAN & VINCENT! (silently)

Oops! I'm super guilty. Look at the date... it's like 20th July '08. Only realised it was Mai Dou's birthday yesterday when i visted the zodiac blog just minutes ago. And today is hona's birthday. Don't dare to wish shi han happy belated birthday sia... later she bao. How? O' No... Should i sms her?

See lah... schoolwork made me gaga already. Don't even remember the dates... Shucks, i'm guilty. Mmmm, and worse... i haven't got the time to get them their birthday presents. Next week's totally, completely, absolutely bloated with activities. Got to push it to after Next Challenge i-suppose.

Feelin' so sorry eh.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

nutcase

Currently still doing BCS... i seriously wanted to do a good job, ya-know! Didn't sign in msn 'coz i know i will be irritated by peeps who wanted to talk to me. HA HA! Not that i don't want them to talk to me... i am just irritated by my lack of self-control. Yup, that's what i meant.

I'm having stomachache now thanks to an expired box of biscuits. I think i had better stick back to cup noodles or maggie mee. At least i don't have to spend my precious time running to the toilet like nobody's business. Eh... actually no... i'm doing BIG business. HA HA!

Alezec called and said escape needed peeps. Man, i'm going to squeeze time out for the interview. YES, IT WOULD BE THE THIRD TIME WOR! Shall ask him if he needs more peeps... x)

O' and i nearly forgot... I got to dig out the malay and indian version of HOME for Mrs Chua. Man, i doubt i have it still! This is driving me insane! Argh, how? And i have to help promote the homecoming dinner when i ain't going... funny arh.

A lot of peeps asked me what the hell am i busy with and i always failed to answer them. Well... too much to list down i don't even know where to start. And i seriously deserve all these, man. I chose to step into all these... and i shall have no reason to grumble. Ooops, but i'm grumbling now. HAHA!!

Ya-know-what? TOH's missing. And so am i going to be! Eh... i think i know why... shucks. Well, nevermind, it's better than to appear but is actually afk. HA HA!!! i'm going ding-dong.

Shall go back bcs-ing and i'm sorry if i've neglected my friends... i'll make it up after next week! I SERIOUSLY HOPE I CAN! x)

I'm sooooooooooooooo taking things for granted. Man, i need to slap myself awake.

Sayonara!

Ciao!
Saturday, July 19, 2008 ~ 2:09 AM

couch potato

Eeeeee... Suddenly thought of getting an inflatable chair or a bean bag for my room so that i can couch potato. It must be huge and comfy enough that i can sink into it and read a book and doze off... HA HA!! Great idea? Where to get?

Mmmmmmmmm, used to have one cute little inflatable chair but i actually sat on it and bounced around the house till it burst! Wah sianz... regreted my action.

Suddenly thought of Anna... Heh, i miss her so. ANNA! ANNA! ANNA! I miss NA NA UMBRELLA MIMURA PAPAYA! miss, Miss, Very MISS! x)

So many things to be done, so little time... so lazy me. How? How? How? HOWL! =.=

Sayonara!

Ciao!
Friday, July 18, 2008 ~ 8:45 PM

Grumbles-grumbles

Hello!

I've been blastin' songs sung by the pussycat dolls and britney spears the past two days. Feelin' soooooooooo bitchy and very easily annoyed by trival matters that just accidentally brushed past me.

How the bus driver can irritate me 'coz the bus was so jerky... How the little boys in the bus can irritate me 'coz they were using their falsetto to talk... How the man can irritate me 'coz his pair of eyes which i really wish i can dig them out were busy scannin' girls from top to bottom...

I'm goin' insane... SO INSANE. Yeah, feelin' bitchy. Went through a very busy week and the buzz won't go off till most probably two months from now. Even the horoscope predicted that the virgos would be driven nuts in July and August... 'Aniticipating' for all the 'nuts' to pour down on me and when September comes, maybe i'll go back to sane mode.

A summary of the week
Monday:
I've said it's IntHT presentation - the big day. Had an enjoyable day as you can see. So excited that i stepped into the male's toilet the second time this year. HA HA! Cannot believe, right? Don't know what's wrong with my eyes... never go see the sign then i go in... luckily i didn't go all the way in before realising something's amiss. Still, my shadow was caught by Joe (inside the toilet). That's why there's a photo of me and joe outside the toilet! HA HA!

Tuesday:
I was 16 or 17 minutes late for Econs TUTORIAL! That means... i'm marked absent. What reason? Hah, 'coz i was stuck inside the house! Slept with the keys last night and i kicked it off the bed that's why i can't find it. I was searching high and low for it and even called wei shan to complain! Asked her to not tell anyone 'coz it's seriously damn kok to be stuck inside your own house! Thought how screwed can i be and sms-ed my sister. She knows where my keys were... =.= Rushed to school and thought no one knows. Apparantly, miss toilet told some peeps befoe i asked her not to. HA HA! Forget it... that shall teach me not to sleep with my keys.

Went for F1 interview and i wonder if i can qualify for this job. I'm sooooooooooo ready to do my best and learn as much as i can frmo this event! It's going to be a big WOW if i can have this recorded on my resume. Pray hard i'll get chosen... x)

And as the result of the F1 interview, we were late for BCS lab. Kelly service doesn't even bother to inform us the change of the interview location! Fuckingly made two classes waited one hour at the wrong room... If not for me and wei shan who went to ask, we won't even get interviewed! And the way the interview was conducted has been the one of the worst i've ever seen. Totally disappointed with how they organise things... F1 should be a super duper big to the max times max event but then how come kelly service that is in-charge of the recruiment is doing such bad job for the pre-event recruitment drive? I doubt their capabilities, seriously.

Wednesday:
Let me recall how i spent my Wednesday... There's no APEL lesson so we've got two hours to slack and rot in school. We went to Mensa for lunch then most probably to the library. Man, i've fogotten what happened on Wednesday. Well, must be a day without much significant happenings that's why...

O' i ain't feeling very happy 'coz of SOMEONE. Busy whining and grumbling to Wei Shan and during OB tutorial it turned worse... HA HA!! Aww... HATE NOT BEING ABLE TO HELP OUT AT MIZUNO WAVE RUN 08! Going to miss seeing... seeing... seeing... ROAR!

Thursday:
Mmm, spent half the day in the library. Watched Phatom of the Opera and was so fascinated by the very steady yet 'pure' voices by the female lead and the phantom. The way the words are being played around with music truly amazes me. Of course, two and a half hours with your butt sticking onto the chair ain't a very pleasant thing-to-do. Perhaps the broadway would be much much more interesting as told by Anna (i'm so jealous... like really really!). Spent around an hour on some projects and sank down into the chair and watched Princess Diaries 2. Seriously, i'm beginning to love couch potato-ing!

It has been a long time since i sit down quietly at a corner of the house and read a book. Any recommendation? I missed the crave for books! And how wonderful it is to be able to can't take my eyes off a good book... Yikes... i've another target. I'll go to the library to get a book some day next week.

Went AC and found out that this Nigel has ankle problem. The doctor better say his ankle is alright and he can run... If not, i'll most probably strangle him. I've made such a big sacrifice not helping out at the Mizuno Wave Run 08 ya-know! SOOOOOOOO SUPER DUPER JEALOUS OF THE PEEPS GOING! Man, grumbles-grumbles! It has been ONE MONTH ya-know!

ROAAARR!!!

Anyway, i've learnt how to make curry chicken soAp during AC. HA HA!! I'll try cooking it someday, most probably the next weekends, for my parents! See how they'll comment... x)

Friday:
God, i forgot all about the BSC interview. HA HA HA! Forget it, that means the heaven wants me to concentrate better on other things and not get involved in too many commitments. Cannot believe that i've forgotten about the SU's interview and now the BSC interview... HA HA! It's not that i don't care... i just simply forgot! Well, shall heck and not care too much over these.

Heard that my cousin has been hospitalised. And just received news that it's kidney dehydration... He might have kidney failure. This is shit lor. Now also don't know drink water is good or not 'coz peeps who have kidneys failure cannot drink too much water, right? But then, his kidneys dehydrated leh... Damn, contradicting... making me so confused than ever. I don't mind donating one kidney to him if he needs it and if the test is positive that his body will have lesser chance of rejecting my kidney but i'm scared of pain! Am i thinking too much? =.= The doctor didn't even say he has got kidney failure. I'm siao.

Tomorrow is his birthday... and he's going to spend it in da hospital. I was joking about how memorable it's going to be to be celebrating his birthday in da hospital. Maybe i shouldn't joke... but let's not make things worse by frowning infront of my cousin. Or perhaps he'll like to see people getting upset 'coz it shows that we care for him. Haha... that's my cousin. I think i can sort of read his mind. He's the cousin that cannot lie 'coz his eyebrows always betray him.

Man, going to visit him tomorrow. I thought of making him a card. So i shall go off now and make a card while i watch Perfect Cut. Maybe my cousin's watching it now, too. Will be back later to do up dreamweaver. Don't intend to sleep tonight. x)

By the way, TOH hasn't appear... today's friday ya-know! x)

Sayonara!

Ciao!
Wednesday, July 16, 2008 ~ 6:42 PM

IntHT presentation!

O' God... see how gay raymond is... SEE DA HANDS!

We're in da library, by the way... x)


Raymond did a bad job helping kok with his tie so i lended my helping hand.

SEE! I ROCK! So nice leh... BUT THEN AGAIN... How come this picture i seemed to have kokky eyes... =.= AWFUL!

Kok trying to act cool... alright, must admit it's pretty cool. HA HA HA!!!


During Comm Skill Tutorial. x)

Slacking... and snapping loads and loads of photos... Here's the second photo! Alright, stop laughing... i know i'm the shortest... ROAR!

Eeeeee... Mr. Ramesh helping kok with his tie. Troublesome kok...

GOD! Look at Meng Hua's expression!!! Fantastic! I LIKE I LIKE!!!

Wei Shan's individual photo... x)

Erpx.................. HA HA HA!!

Just look at kok and raymond... Tall and Taller. HA HA HA!!!


Oooooo, brother... trying to act cool eh.

Man, Fatin looks so pretty though she's not wearing her formal suit. Kok looked... neckless. HA HA HA!!

CUTE ONE YIN AND I!!!!!!! MAN I LOVE THIS PHOTO!


ONE YIN AND WEI SHAN!!!!!

Ya-know... dude! That's da hip and da hop! YO CHECK IT OUT YO!


Me sister said i look like some child taking 'graduation' photo. -.- DO I?

HA HA HA HA!!! WHAT THE HELL... LOOK AT WEI SHAN... CUTE LAH!!!!!!


And her individual photo... x)

DA SOLO HIP-HOPPER! x)

Eeeeee... Wei Shan looked more hip than me. ROAR!!!!


Eeeeeeee... THIS ONE MORE ZAI!!!! WALAO! HA HA!!!


And Fatin and I shall stay hippy! =.=

Wei Shan wanted, too!

And some STICK trying to play truant...? HA HA!! STICK!

Saw a U shape? UUUUUUU... HA HA HA!!!


And comes the famous boy band which has a freaking weird dressing style while they rock da class!

Their new members - ROCKER WEI SHAN AND HOPPER YING YING!!!!

Ya-know what's lok kok and what's decent? THERE... da instant effect.

DA GUYS (including adele)!!!!!

Oops... but i really got to say... SEE DA TALL AND TALLER? HA HA HA!!! ME DAMN BAD! Winnie da pooh gotta kill tiger! HA HA HA!!!! Tiger bounce off...


ONE YIN, WINNIE and ADELE... AND... P. HAHAHAHA!


Look far and see the gayness in da background... x)


HEHE... HOPPY!

Winnie, Meng Hua, Adele and ME! x)

Tall peeps! OOOO... HA HA HA!!! x)


Ain't no mountain TALL enough! HA HA HA!! See W?


The three TALL ones in da class! x)


Da two SHORT ones in da class... x)

WEI SHAN AND I TOOK PHOTO WITH DA FUTURE BODY BUILDER! x)

TWO BEST FRIENDS! x)


GUI GUI AND RAYMOND! x)


We were playing happily while Mr. Ramesh was busy marking papers away... HA HA!! SLACKERS!


Oooo... GLARING!!!!! Wah, cannot open my eyes...


SEE DA OUTSTANDING ONE?

And the odd TWO out! HA HA HA!!!! x)


Da girls playing a fool.....................


Some hand shake ceremony... =.= This is how lame the class peeps can be.

And i want to shake, too! HA HA HA! Even more lame.

YUNOS AND TIMOTHY! x)

Mmmmm, MENG HUA!!!!


ZERO ZERO SEVENs!!!!!!!!!!!


Take note of da hands of RAY & KOK.


And they decided to follow... =.= See the blur image beside... that's actually me. HA HA!!!


HAHAHAHAHA!! We totally don't look behave like how we're suppose to behave wearing those suits.

FLASH FLASH!!!! Supermen! No no... SUPERGAYS!!!!!


DA GIRLS GOING TO FLASH!!!!! HA HA HA HA!!!! Well, once in a life time mah... Hehehe...

Super lao tu way to pose... but I LIKE IT. UNITY BRINGS GREAT POWER! x) I crap my own way out...

Look damn gay...


DA TALL ONES... CASSANDRA LOOKED DAMN PROUD OF HER TALLNESS LAH! (wearing meng hua's heels)

Me... cannot make it. *cramp* I'm going to fall.................


Outside the gents... with JOE. HA HA HA!!! He was half-formal, half-lokkok.

I look stupid and super ODD inside. ROAR!


YES, what are you reminded of???


the stupid M1 advertisement... =.=

SQUEEEEEEEEZE... HAHAHA! Out of breathe...


Oooooo... SEXY.............................


Time to be serious... Going through our report...


T.T we did badly... HA HA HA! Just kidding! I ain't crying... my nose felt itchy, that's all!


Lame weishan took it... =.= DAMN RANDOM!

SEE ADELE! ACTING LIKE A KID!


Ooooooooooo.... CUTE!!!!!!!


HILDA AND FATIN! x)


This photo makes me laugh till stomachache! LOOK AT HILDA'S POSE! HA HA HA!!!!

FATIN AND WEISHAN!!!

Ooooo... WHO'S DA SEXY BABE AT THE BACKGROUND?


JOE AND I!!!!! JOE DAMN ACT SHUAI SIA... ME NOT BAD TOO! x)


JOE AND WEI SHAN... (joe forever same pose =.=)


HILDA's always with the joker face!!!!!! HA HA HA HA!!!

Hilda's FAVOURITE pose!!!!! HA HA HA!!!!

OUR CLASS ROCK YA-KNOW!!!!!!! ROCK TILL DA SKY CAN DROP!!!!!! x)


Woooo! WEI SHAN AND I!!!!!! HA HA HA!!!!


THIS PHOTO IS DAMN... RETARDED!!!!!!! BUT I MUST SAY WEI SHAN IS DAMN DAMN SUPER DUPER CUTE TMES MAX TIMES MAX!!!!!!! HA HA HA HA HA!!! Special! FRINGELESS WEI SHAN! Cuter, hor!


And comes the BIG time! PRESENTATION!!!!!!


What a freaking funny way to start... "HELLO!" HA HA HA!!!

WEI SHAN ZI LIAN-ing again! x)


According to Wei Shan... i seemed going to kiss my brother... HA HA HA!!! YA LOR... DAMN FUNNY!!!!!! But please open your eyes big big... it's not true. =.=

Now, FATIN's group!


KOK... -.-


When OUR presentation ended... THERE GOES THE CUE-CARDS - CHA CHA! TEAR IT INTO TWO!!!!!!!! KILL DA STRESS! NO MORE PRESSURE! YIPEEEEEEEEEE!!!!

And weishan playing with Mr. Ramesh tie... =.=


HADI's group!!!!


Ooops! Caught not paying attention... HEHE... important lah...

CASSANDRA's group!

WINNIE AND ONE YIN!!!!! x)

HOR HOR!!!!! FOCUS LAH! Haiyo, this wei shan keep distracting them... tsk tsk tsk.


WEI SHAN AND I (please ignore the EXTRAs: Vibrator, kok and huahua)

We're going to take photos with Ms Sandra!

GOSH... when she took this. HA HA HA!!!! CANNOT STAND MYSELF!!! WHAT THE HELL WAS I DOING?!?!

AND WHAT THE HELL WAS FATIN DOING?!?! HA HA HA!!!!

HAHAHAHA!!! THIS IS DAMN CUTE!!!! LOOK AT FATIN'S EXPRESSION! DAMN CUTE!!!!!!


And we're copying someone's favourite funny face! TOH! HA HA HA!!!! I suck at it, though.

O' MY GOD!!!! Luckily, they didn't use too much force... if not, MORE LAUGHTER! HA HA HA!!!! WHO ARE THEY? THE TALL AND THE TALLER! x)


Our blur blur IntHT tutor and RAYMOND (THE TALLER)!

Ms Sandra AND I!!!!!!! x)

MS SANDRA AND WEI SHAN!!!!!!


And i met COWHERD in TP!!!!!!!!! MOOOOO!!!!

MAN, TIE-GIRL AND COWHERD!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Walking to Design School for dinner... x)



And met Ms Jean... our Organisational Behavior Tutor. x)

Quite dark arh... RAYMOND, MENG HUA, WEI YANG AND KOK!


ADELE AND RAYMOND (LOOK AT WHERE ADELE STANDS)


And where kok was standing... HA HA HA HA!!!

And the TALL ones... again.


Look at where brother was standing... x)

And kok's going insane....


And even after standing one step higher... kok's still shorter. MUA HA HA HA HA HA!!!!

HOR HOR! ONE YINS GOING TO START A NEW SCANDAL!!!!!


Haiyo... so sweet... (ignore the extra at the back... there the neckless one... HA HA HA!!!)

PHEW! FINALLY I FINISH UPLOADING ALL DA PHOTOS! Man, hope you guys enjoyed! Was an incredibly HIGH day thanks to IntHT presentation... Learnt a lot from my fellow classmates. Saw other classes' presentations. I must say our class rocks in terms of the content... we have very fantastic recommendations and research BUT the DESIGN FOR POWERPOINT SLIDES DAMN KOK! HA HA HA!!!! Love this class... what can i say? FUNKY and yet child-like...

Anyway, i'm glad everything's back to norm and EMO said bye bye like two days ago?

It was seriously a great day and i was so excited to see JOEL!!! He almost threw up when he saw me... YEAH, DAMN HIM... Talk a lot while we had dinner... Man, i seriously miss Zodiac damn much lah! I want to see my friends soooooon! Alright, more photos to come! I haven't collected from Wei Shan the photos from Serene's camera! More funny ones i suppose soooooo STAY TUNE!

Tell you guys what i have the next few days... Tests! Projects! Interviews! Audition! Briefing! HA HA HA!! Poly life is indeed fun... but tough, too. Alright, spent two hours blogging already... shall go now!

Want to know what's TOH? If you know what's TOY then you'll know what's TOH. (one and only clue)

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Tuesday, July 15, 2008 ~ 12:35 AM

Ying Ying, not sleeping?


Just look at my brother... Now i finally find him adorable. Don't know why he was exceptionally obedient today. Writing sweet notes (in chinese) and pulling me aside and ask me read out loud.
It wrote:

kan xia mian (the chinese character 'mian' was some weird character that i can't recognise) *arrow down* wo you xie zi
da jie jie ni ke bu ke yi gen wo wan ka

HA HA HA!! Sweet, eh? Of course, i agreed to his request lah! Haven't even started the game, and we started taking photos! This is one of the photos taken lo. Tired... i didn't sleep yesterday thanks to the IntHT presentation. It was crazy... I was so stressed up by that presentation i just can't afford a wink. Automatically wake up everytime i was about to fall asleep. Haiz...

Took loads of photos today. Share with you guys tomorrow! Comm skill report did half-way only... Man, shall wake up tomorrow morning to do it. I'm too tired to go on...

Sayonara!

Ciao!
Sunday, July 13, 2008 ~ 12:06 PM

Tags reply.

After so long... i'm finally able to reply the tags. At least, today's mood is the right one to reply the tags, man!

Next week's schedule all fully-packed with activities - project work, audition, interviews, submission, etc. And i've a long list of whatever that needs to be done. The feeling of not being able to clear the list seriously bothers me. Friends that i've not met for some times... i miss them badly.

Who are they? You guys should know... my life revolve around Zodiac, SuperNova, Class, Choir, My Gor, Yvonne, My Family (mm, hahaha) and... haha.

Haven't seen Zodiac for over a month. I've just met SuperNova peeps a few days ago though no all of them. I see the class almost every day. The last time i saw Choir was the a cappella competition which was like two or three weeks ago. The last time i saw Weslie was like on the newspaper collection day. And lastly, this someone that i've not been seeing for one month!

Hate it... and i'm going bonky like AGAIN. Yeah, life in poly's really no joke. Leovine told me before Poly is quite similar to University. Hahaha, 'coz he actually went through JC and Poly life. This guy damn zai, right? While waiting to be admitted into a University, he actually went to Poly for the first semester to experience life in Poly. Man, i think it's a good experience!

And something random... i read back past entries yesterday night. Hahaha, and i asked myself when was the last time i spent hours talking on the phone? Yeah, i'm always spending hours on phone with Weslie few years back. We can talk, talk, talk till the phone battery died. Miss those times so badly...

So, i've another goal this year. I'll find someone who will talk on phone with me for hours and hours by this year. Most importantly, take initiative to call 'coz i seldom take initiatives. HA HA!! x)

Talked to my gor last night. He's going to bring me to pub or club next year. Don't know why i was hoping to go with someone else... Ooops! Anyhow, i'm going to learn DANCE and rock the dance floor at da pub or club (i really can't differentiate between the two). And, this means what? Gosh, i'm turning 18 next year! I DON'T WANT! SO OLD, EH! I'm going to act like a kid before i hit the age that acting like a kid is totally a disgusting thing-to-do! HA HA HA!!!

O' and i thought back what the photoshop auntie told weishan and me yesterday. She said weishan looks like 17 years old! How true! She really got baby face lo! For me, the auntie thought i was a secondary school kid! =.= HA HA!! I'll take it as a compliment that i'm young though i don't really like the idea of being TOO young. And it seriously bothers me having to look like a kid when i wear shoe. ROAR! That's why other than wearing shoe for gym, my shoes basically rot at home - just for display.

Looks like i'm whining a lot today. HA HA HA!!

And i remembered the times Joel and I block each other on msn for two weeks and having Cedrick as the middleman. If we wanted to ask each other some question, we'll get Cedrick to do the job. HA HA! And how silly the time i tore alexander's homework when i was snatching it from Joel and from then on Joel can't copy alexander's work! HA HA HA!!!

And secondary one was also very memorable and fun. Hayden (Dog) and I got scandal just 'coz some girls from the class saw us walking home together. Same way home what! If not, what? Then, the joke between Fatin and Terrence. 'coz every afternoon, the ice-cream man will stand outside the school and ring the bell then terrence will nudge fatin and say, "eh, ice-cream man ding ding ding ding ding." with the silly actions. DAMN LAME! But FUNNY!

Then, i always bully Hayden in class, pushing his pencilbox right to the corner of the table and "BOOM!" it fell onto the floor. I forgot the reason for doing that... but it was really a fun thing-to-do!

It was secondary one that i met Anna and Camilia and make so many sisters and friends. But it was short... we were separated when i got to go another class in secondary two.

Secondary Two Life = No Life
Not that i want to boast 'coz i seriously have no intention to... What's the big deal of singing well in choir and got into the SYF though i joined choir in secondary two? What's the big deal of doing well for mid-year and end-of-year exams? Ya-know all these come from hardwork? And end of the year I realised I suck 'coz I spent hours and everydayS mugging. NO LIFE!

Secondary Three is filled with much more fun 'coz i wanted a change. Met Cedrick which has certainly been the most wonderful thing in secondary three. This crappy macaco that made me slack, made me crap and made my life in secondary school MORE LIVELY. I did regret before... as in slack too much which got my grades dropping like mad and disappointing teachers i've respected and love a lot and parents whom started to change their opinion of me. But now, i regret no more and i am happy with life in poly.

Coming to poly makes me realised i got to chiong more than if i were to attend school in JC. 'coz i realised i'll be studying one year more than i have to in JC this means that i got to treasure every moment in school and make sure i have more fun than i will have in JC. After all, i hope that i'll achieve more than what i'll achieve if i were to study in JC. Not just academic wise... social life... insights... everything!

That's to make up for not having to study in MJC, the school that i desired to go to but failed to go, thanks to screwing up the DSA. I wondered what will happen to me now if i went for the DSA for MJC. I'll be singing in choir, again! HA HA HA! And most probably slogging my life for the coming A levels. Okay, HAHAHA, A levels is certainly not my cup of tea!

Alright, let's go to tag reply. FINALLY!

Bamboo:
Man, you can't see this reply since you're at Tekong now. HA HA HA!! Don't behave like a kid lah, copyMAO. Anyhow, take care!

Yang:
Bone won't pain lor... muscle cells pain acceptable. HA HA HA!!!

Yvonne:
Thanks for the cheering up! You're sooooooooooooooo good at it. x)

Ziying:
Ha Ha! Very hard to make sia... Spent hours on it. Worth it 'coz seriously i also find it very entertaining!

Kelzz:
Yeah, i know lah. Just trying to bring the impact eh... =.= And girl mascot very ugly.

Kok:
HA HA HA!!! Alright, our class got no gay guys but not MAN either!

O' Ya, forgot to mention something. Yesterday after going through so much ups and downs, i've decided to bring forth the plan i've had with Yvonne. That's to ensure i don't burst having to wait for too long... 'coz i nearly burst... yesterday. You guys won't know... it's not meant to be known. But soon... end of this year, you'll know. x)

Sayonara!

Ciao!
Saturday, July 12, 2008 ~ 6:18 PM

WEI SHAN

Feeling so much better after meeting Wei Shan.

Yeah, she finally bought her 3-piece suit. I'll get mine tomorrow. *frowns* Actually, i wanted to get very dark black formal wear... seriously. But G2000 doesn't have those super dark ones. The suit will still cost a bomb... Damn shit.

I've been asking too much money from mummy recently... and worse, i need another hundred bucks for the kayaking course. Haiya... money, money, money... it's always an issue. And i hate frowning 'coz of money problems.

Damn... i need a job. Sent out resume... but no reply. I wonder why is heaven making things hard on me. Yeah, to drill me to becoming a tough person. But take it slowly, can... i'm on the verge of breaking down. HAH!

Loads of problems awaiting me... sianz.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Sad Clown


Seeing this picture is as though looking into the mirror. A clown... with a tear drop.
What can you see in his eyes? I see the word "wait".
Bye.

Cold shoulders

I seriously don't feel very good now. So much has happened... and they are like flaps of cold feets slapping me hard, never-stopping, one after another. Before i can get up on my feets again, another one comes and then yet another one... I feel so worn out... can't even retaliate.

Searching for my sincere smile... searching for a reason to smile... but everything good has been covered up by everything bad. There's nothing for me to smile, at least for the time being.

Feeling so lousy and blue... Need a hug. Need a shoulder to cry on. Need someone. Not anyone's hug. Not anyone's shoulder. Not anyone. No need to know what happened... No need to understand... just shower me with some concern and comfort and i'll have the courage to move on. But... the pain drags on when i thought of the impossible. Double the pain. Triple the pain...

Why give me cold shoulders? Or am i thinking too much? At least tell me what i did wrong...

I'm so lost. I don't know what to do... don't know how to face it. I want to run away... Sick of my current life. I want time to reverse... back to a baby... with joy opening its arms for me and embraces me with warmth and security and trouble-less.

You're away and i'm waiting for you to come back and say a word... a toh's reply. I need my courage. You need to talk... to me.

Goodbye.
Friday, July 11, 2008 ~ 11:12 PM

disappointed by everything.

I'm feeling super lousy to the max times max...

Feel so stormy at the outside and having everything jumble up together and stirring rapidly inside. Like some black waves rising high up and smashing down -hard- on me, making me all drenched in just disappointment and nothing else.

Something is pressing down inside my chest and making breathing so hard. I feel like raising the white flag and surrender... but that will just means escaping from reality which i really really hope i can. Like just zonk out and sleep throughout the night having to think of nothing else and just staying safe and warm inside your own world of fantasy. But it can't stay on like this forever... sun rises early next morning and you got to open your eyes again and see the ugly world.

Why? Why the world that i'm in is no longer beautiful in my eyes... what happened? What brought this change? Time?

Man, i need Neverland. I want it so badly. I don't understand why must everything come together at one time... and i'm caught so unprepared.

Wanted to just hide at one dark corner, cover both ears, scream silently and simply just cry and and cry and heck what's happening now. Keep questioning myself... am i still behaving like myself?

Now, the only only person who can make me feel better is a toh's reply. But anticipation will only bring about disappointment. I need comfort... comfort by no one else but toh. Feeling so ever lousy... so freaking bloody lousy. Just leave me alone for now.

Goodnight.
Wednesday, July 09, 2008 ~ 8:21 PM

LOST TENNIS RACQUET


Just two days after i lost my mp3, Cowherd lost his tennis racquet... NOOB! And i had this lost notice for his tennis racquet. Now his display picture is the current picture above... HA HA HA!!! Stupid, man. Why everyone's losing their stuff?

Anyhow, the purpose of putting up lost notice is not to get back my mp3 or his tennis racquet lo. It's just so impossible to get them back. My only wish is to let those assholeS who took my mp3 and joel's tennis racquet be weighed down by guilt. HAH, ASSHOLES!

Learn a little about myself, today. In terms of human relations and interpersonal skills (whatever you call that), in short, it's called human skills, i'm still a little noobish but perhaps it could be called a blessing in disguise.

Of course, it doesn't apply in situations when TOH is involved. The main reason for me wanting to learn more about pyschology is also due to TOH. Hahaha, it's okay now... 'coz TOH is too chim to be understood and studying and learning more about pyschology most probably won't help much. I'll understand TOH in my own way. I'll attain nirvana... one day. x)
When people interact and know more about each other... relationship may turn sour.

When people interact and know more about each other... we started to realise each other's flaws. When will people interact and know more about each other... and learn how to handle and make up for each other's flaws?

Hey, i may be talking nonsense. HA HA!

I'm someone with little tolerance and to be more specific, just someone with especially low Emotional Intelligence. Peeps who can work with me most probably must be peeps who possess high level of Emotional Intelligence and don't mind my wildfulness.

I'm someone who finds that as long as that person deserves it, i don't mind sacrificing myself to help him or her achieve the success he or she deserves. However, also due to this reason, i'm someone who will not mind sacrificing myself to 'destroy' you if i find that you don't deserve to 'stay alive'. Ya, i know i'm pure evil but that's what devil does. x)

Peeps who know me very well will know what i mean... how i treat peeps who are extremely good and peeps who ae extremely... bad. And i'm just being frank and true to my own feelings. Though it's not right all the times. Heck. I'm just being myself. x)

Anyway, i've seen the dark side of humanity, again. Maybe i sounded insane... but then again, we've all witnessed it already, hadn't we? Peeps who holds so much selfishness inside them... they don't deserve to be loved or accepted by everyone. At least that's what i believed in...
Don't make me lose faith in my own fairytale... You will never want that to happen. Trust me.

Sayonara!

Ciao!
Tuesday, July 08, 2008 ~ 11:27 PM

The day before BAMBOO reports to NS.

Wah, this is a cute one (I MEANT CASSANDRA!)! x)

LOVELY!!!! x)

I just knew this place is called BILLY BOMPERS? or BOMBERS?


Cassandra in her formal attire... Woots!

HAH, UGLY BAMBOO! Everyone, peek into the nostrils... HA HA HA!!!


There's no way ya going to stop me... you're the main character of today, mister bamboo! x)


Take frmo this angle not because i'm short or what okay! Just that peeps look super ugly when photos are taken at this angle. x)

CANDID. x)

Wah BAMBOO was sooooooooo enthu to be eating at AJISAN.

First time to Ajisan. Ya i know i'm a noob.. =.=

Yeah, bamboo was super embarassed to be seating together with a suaku.


VERY AWFUL GREEN TEA. *PUKE* (as predicted by bamboo)

Ice Lemon Tea x)

The outside... x)

Special disposable chopsticks!

O' My GOD! Delicious looking leh...


My ton toro ramen? DOLPHIN MEAT EH! Shall not eat it again... Not that tasted very awful... just that... ain't dolphin going extinct soon? Why still eat them?


While bamboo took a photo of cassandra and i, i took one phoo of him. x)

MYSELF AND CASSANDRA!!



STICK OUT TONGUE!!!!!! x)



Erpx... my 'favourite'.



OMG... this is scary... i meant myself. x)

ONE

TWO

THREE (O' My God, when did i start with this awful squeezing lip habit while taking photos?)


FOUR

FIVE

BABY... with a cute father... in DA LIFT! HA HA HA!!! Knows his son pattern so well... itchy fingers... pressing the buttons for all da levels... NAUGHT NAUGHTY!

Another son of his... x)

ROAR! Yeah, i must say this is so... UNGLAM! HA HA HA!!!


I got a special fork... see, MINE WAS BLUE WHILE THEIRS WERE WHITE!


Awful ice cream BUNs.

Wah, pretty eh... x)

Ah beng bamboo? HA HA HA!!!

Look at bamboo's freaking weird facial expression... x)


Then now he looks like some kiddish bamboo... SO CUTE! HA HA HA!!!

??? HA HA HA!!!


SO CUTE RIGHT? HA HA HA!! retarded in a cute way, seriously! x)

CELEBRITY BROWNIE!!!!!!! YIKES!


Cassandra indulging herself... in da world of COLD brownie. HUMPH!


Stupid photo taken bamboo... criss-cross... HA HA... but seriously this photo looks damn well-taken.

Aaaaaah, stop messing up my hair. ROAR!



And here comes the chocolate fondue. YIKES! I'm sinful...



Before.


After.

And the Tampines Swensen was... flooding... Aaaaaaah!!!


yeah, the drainage system has got some problems i-guess.


Bamboo is sticking onto the walls... HA HA HA!!! Look like some poster instead... x)


Oi mister... you can smile a not?

Okay, this looks better but i don't really look very nice though. BUT PEEPS, LOOK! I AM TALLER THAN BAMBOO!!!!!!!!




Haiyo. bamboo and cassandra! Why does he look so nerddy in this photo? HA HA HA!!! So different from Cassandra, can! CASSANDRA TALLER THAN BAMBOO, TOO!




In the lift... Yes, he seemed to have the same habit as me - biting necklace/ choker.






BYE BYE MY DEAREST BAMBOO FRIEND... Eeeeeee, I'm going to miss you so! Ha Ha Ha!


Felt a little alive near the end of lesson. Before that, i was feeling super moodless due to my missing MP3, and of course some personnel stuff that ain't convenient to be mentioned here.

By the way, just going to drift away from today a while... I'm hearing some weird singing and humming coming from outside the window and i shall not let curiosity kills me. Shall not even stare outside... Quickly took my earpiece and currently blasting "What more can i give?" off into my ears. HEAR NO EVIL, SEE NO EVIL! These few days... i keep hearing things. This is bad, man. I'm freaking scared and shaking now. Please... if you want to sing, don't sing in the middle of the night and freak your neighbours, can! I seriously have no idea whether the singing and humming are coming from my neighbour or........... Ahhhhh!!! I'M SOOOOOO SCARED LAH!!!!! Sister's asleep... HOW HOW?

Okay, chill and go back to blogging. Ha ha.. i still got time to joke and blog at this point of time arh... i must be mad.

Anyhow, shall just highlight the significant happenings of today:

1. Econs Tutorial was weird 'coz i was very moodless and very clumsy with all the calculations. I HATE MATH. Yeah, econs might not be all about calculation and math but... i'm seriously very annoyed with all the calculations, still. ROAR! Moodless to speak during lecture... well... feeling damn lousy.

2. The Econs tutor smiled at me before i left the class... It freaked the hell out of me 'coz it was the first time he ever smiled to me ''face-to-face'' and not ''as a class''... Maybe he knows i ain't feeling very happy. HA HA HA!!! I flashed a very weak smile back 'coz i ain't a very rude girl.

3. Went to ITAS while the majority of the class crazily went to eat KFC AGAIN. I'm serously damn sick of fast food, can! So went to ITAS and ate Fish Porridge and nearly got choke by the fish bone (that will be the fifth time if it ever happens!) Obviously, no one sitting around me knows 'coz i was too moodless to show any sign of choking. HA HA HA!!! And i repeated "i wanted scramble egg" to the auntie like 5 times before she heard me? walao!

4. Kok, raymond and brother joined us... i thought they went KFC. Anyway, they realised i was damn unusual today. Well, i seriously can't help it!!!!!!!!! ROAR!!!!

4. Went to BCS lecture and weishan fell asleep while i was busy listing down whatver that needs to be done. I was taken aback by the list... they seemed to be never-ending.

5. BCS lab has been quite taxing on me especially when we got to use the files we've saved into our thumbdrive the other lesson. Freaking mp3 cum thumbdrive went missing... i'm so crippled. Raymond sort of realised i ain't laughing HEHEHEHEHEHE. HA HA HA!!! Damn funny... looks like my laughter has been 'missed'.

6. Cheering up... x)

7. Met cassandra and took bus 291 to Tampines Mall. Met kok and raymond... yeah, they took bus 291, too. Talked... and HEHEHEHE... x)

8. Reached Century Square and saw a bamboo.

9. Took my camera and started snapping photos!

10. Bamboo deleted some of the unglam photos of his... HE THNKS I WON'T KNOW? ROAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!

11. Cassandra looks real pretty in her formal wear.

12. Took loads of photos with cassandra and bamboo.

13. Waited... ate at Ajisan after taking a loooooooooong time to decide on where the hell to eat.

14. Now i know Billy bompers/ bombers is the retro-looking restaurant at the top level of CS.

15. WENT TO AJISAN THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE! Bamboo nearly fainted.

16. Went to watson and guardian to get cassandra's stuff or to be specific... her mummy's stuff before going to swensen for ice-cream!

17. CELEBRITY BROWNIE WAS DISAPPOINTING. It's not hot... and it doesn't melt when i put it into my mouth. I AM SO UPSET.

18. Said bye bye to cassandra and walked home with bamboo.

19. Talked and listened on the way home.

20. Some peeps kiddishly played outside my doorstep... with what? =.= With... the 'spray' we used to water plants. Shooooo bamboo home before the noise pollution woke my parents up.

Cheered up thanks to everyone! Some might know, some might not know... but yeah, you guys are great! Cheered up while reading yvonne's blog during BCS lesson. Cheered up by KOK's stupid reaction to my PRO BCS skill. Cheered up by Raymond's notice. Cheered up by weishan's keep-stuffing-chocolate-into-my-mouth. Cheered up by seeing cassandra. Cheered up by seeing Bamboo. Cheered up by peeps condolences to my MP3... HA HA HA!!! Yeah, ONE YIN is da one! x)

THAT'S ALL! Man, bamboo will be missed, totally, absolutely, definitely, precisely, ultimately, seriously! Hahaha, i sounded like he's going overseas or jailed for a few years. HA HA HA!!! Two weeks later let's see bamboo... BOTAK! YAY! Excited... but don't know why felt a little worried for him 'coz of his knee problems i-guess. TAKE CARE, MY DEAREST FRIEND!

IN five hours' time... Bamboo will be transplanted to tekong island for two weeks. Wish him all the best and i'm sure he can adapt well with the bright glaring sun and very rich soil to nourish him. BAMBOO NO MORE! Eat more! Grow tall (erpx... no... you're already tall enough)!

Don't worry about us, yeah. We'll take care of ourselves! HA HA HA!!!! Fang xin de QU BA! HA HA HA HA!!!! Man, don't think da wrong way yeah... i meant fang xin de qu ba jia wei guo bah! O' My God! Look at my chinese! PRO!

TAKE CARE TAKE CARE TAKE CARE BAMBOO BOO BOO BOO BOO!!!

Add on: I tried to keep my promise. HA HA HA!! x)

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Monday, July 07, 2008 ~ 6:34 PM

LOST MP3


Karma is pouring down on me... T.T

I seriously hate, Hate, HATE myself for being such a freaking blur. I suck, truly. Aaaaaah! It was camera pouch... then my file... then TOH... and now THIS! What else next?

Any kind soul who found my MP3 please return to me! Friends out there... do help spread the message. Thank you sooooooooooooooo much!

Aaaaaaaaah! I'm going soooooooooooooo bonky!

Sayonara!

Ciao!
Saturday, July 05, 2008 ~ 4:56 PM

No sight of TOH.

WEI SHAN - THE MASCOT!

Singing in public! HA HA HA!!!


CASSANDRA INSIDE THE MASCOT!

AND ME!!!!!! HA HA HA HA!!! Yeah, i was sooooooooooo bloody excited to wear it. Just can't help but to jump about though it was sooooooooooo hot in the inside!

UGLY CRAYON GIRL WITH TEDDY! DAMN FUNNY LOR... Andrew was seriously looking like some gay in that crayon girl mascot!

GUESS WHO IS INSIDE?? HA HA HA!!


WEI SHAN AND I!!!!! x)


CASSANDRA INSIDE THE MASCOT!!!! x)



HAHAHA!!! CHEEEEEEESE!!!!!



Yikes, just came back from TECC Open House which was sooooooooooooooooooo bloody fun! Eeeeeeeee, i saw................................. EVIL ELMO, TEDDY AND UGLY CRAYON GIRL! HA HA HA HA!!! And i brought back two boxes of ice-cream (20 over sticks in total) and two balloons. YAY!!!!!!! Let one flew away and felt damn relaxed after releasing it.

Yeah, you guys can try doing that. I hate seeing balloons flying away but i tried doing it today... i didn't feel very good initially 'coz i was feeling damn reluctant to let my hands off the string. Then, i took a deep breathe, release the grip and it flew up so fast and so high up to the sky.

The feeling was like... PHEW! A BIG BIG BURDEN LET OFF. Hahaha, you just feel so relaxed after that. A very good form of relaxation ya-know! Of course, after that mummble, "i hope it will really come true" and there you go... anticipating for a dream come true! Hahaha, but i won't do that so often. Trying to let go a balloon is hard lor.

Mmm, had a bloody great time doing the following:

1. Waking up early in the morning - 7.50am
2. Having breakfast (prata and diluted curry) with gor, cassandra and wei shan!
3. Taking photos with the teddy on me
4. Going around distributing flyers while weishan and cassandra took turns to wear the mascot
5. MY TURN TO PLAY WITH IT!
6. Jumping about, shaking hands and butt to entertain the kids!
7. Sweating (YES, HUMANS ARE ANIMALS) the blooooood hell out of me inside the mascot
8. Felt like i've just gym-ed after taking the mascot off me
9. Sung while the guitarists play the guitars IN PUBLIC with CASSANDRA AND WEI SHAN! HA HA HA!!!
10. Tattoo-ed our faces with smiley!
11. Ate loads of mua ji.
12. Celebrated Alezec Belated Birthday
13. Smashing cake into alezec's face
14. Hid in the toilet till danger's over
15. Went home with two boxes of ice-cream and two balloons

YOU GUYS MISS OUT LOADS OF FUN AND FREE FOOD!!!!! HA HA HA!!! Man, i had a serious awesome time at the TECC. Ya-know... being in the centre of attention... love by the kids... doing stupid moves and jumping and high-ing about without having to be afraid of what others think of you 'coz you're inside the teddy. Unglam movement... unglam faces... Heh, can't be seen! NO ONE CAN RECOGNISE ME! x)

Of course, bad thing is... you're always perspiring and being punched and box-ed anytime and anywhere! And it's hard to guess who is the one who did it. Yeah, vision ain't clear... BUT I WILL LOVE TO DO IT AGAIN!

FUN FUN! Mmmmm.... yeah, that's about it.


No sight of TOH. Found out something on Thursday and i don't know if it's just 'coz i think too much... ROAR! I hate thinking too much.

Anyway, i've got to rush my PowerPoint Slide now... so, that's the end of today! Will be uploading more photos of today if i've got the time.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Thursday, July 03, 2008 ~ 10:57 PM

Promotion of Events

Event: NEXT Challenge
Venue: SINGAPORE
Date: 26th - 27th July '08 (Saturday - Sunday)
Time: 1930hrs (26th) - 1600hrs (27th)
Fees: $50 per team of 5peeps (passion-card holder)
$60 per team of 5peeps (non-passion card holder)

Closing date of registration: 7th July '08

STAND A CHANCE TO WIN THE TOP PRIZE - $3000 cash and loads of FUN!
Visit http://nextchallenge08.events.live.com/ for more information and for registration!
You can always approach me for the registration form 'coz i got the soft-copy. x)

This is damn fun lah. I WANT TO PARTICIPATE, TOO! ANYONE?



Event: PRSS School Band Concert
Venue: The one-and-only Victoria Concert Hall
Date: 11th July '08 (Friday)
Time: 7.30PM
Ticket cost: $10

Well peeps! Those who are interested to attend the concert can buy the tickets from me! Yeah, just helping Mrs Chua to promote. Wondering if Shi Han and Vincent are sellin' them as well... maybe you can try ask them lo. HA HA HA!! x)



Event: TECC open house
Venue: TECC
Date: 5th July '08
Time: 9am - 3pm (helpers have to report at 8.30am)
Ticket cost: FREE OF CHARGE

Mmm, food and drinks will be sold during this event so maybe you would like to bring some money along! SEE YOU GUYS THERE... i'll be one of the mascot. SO FUN, CAN! x)

TOH seemed to be a little silly. Maybe i should just stop after today.

Sayonara!

Ciao!
Tuesday, July 01, 2008 ~ 9:35 PM

Photos of Today!


Taken during lunch... Erpx... Ugly. HA HA!!!

LOOK AT KOK... this photo is hilarious... his emotionless face made me laugh! HA HA HA HA!!!
HAHAHAHA!!! And i stared at him... for what ar? Can't remember.

That is weishan... in the distance... 'coz she was the cleaning up auntie. HA HA HA!!! On her way to put back the plates and utensils. Poor girl.

Now what is brother staring at...


Mister Isebelle Isebella Isebelly Button.

Wah... totally into the world of psp. ROAR! Tell me hair more important or psp? HA HA HA!


KOK and his funny gesture... HA HA HA HA!!!


What can Yunos be laughing at...

OMG... what is this?!

Look beyond the green grass patch and the jupiter cafe... what you see... is... O' My God!

Da-ta! First photo...

SAF day... 1st July... an eye-opener! x)

a tank?

Inside some truck... thank the army man for helping us with the photo-taking!

Very focus doing my duty... transporting whatever that is loaded on the truck. KOKKY ME! HAH.


Look at the beautiful inside of the vehicle... AWEOSOME!

Oooo... there's even a fire extinguisher!

WOW TIMES HUNDRED!!!!!! THIS IS DAMN COOL RIGHT!!!!!! O' My God! I'm amazed! See... i'm touching this awesome machine!

And i'm sure going to open this door and look what's inside... Erpx. HA HA HA!!! In my dreams...


AND I GO BACK TO PERFORM MY DUTY. HA HA HA!! CRAP!

SEE ME INSIDE?

Taken from my point of view... Eeeeeeeeeeeee... COOL TO THE MAX TIMES MAX!!!! x)

The front of this erpx... vehicle?


Oooooo...

Ooooooooo...

See... this truck is sooooooooooo tall!!!

Took me loads of effort to climb up lo... like climb Mount Everest like that... Oops! Am i exergerating? HA HA HA!!!

HAIYO! SEXY POSE BY WEI SHAN! HA HA HA!!!


Wah... professional driver doing her job again. HA HA HA!!!

Found this HOLE on the ceiling of the truck so i was like telling weishan we must take a photo of it!!!!!!!!!!


CLOSE UP!!!! Eeeeeeee... taller than everyone in tp! COOL!!!!!

Chasing after this leafy man i call it... HA HA HA!!

Decided to take a few snap of some vehicles before i continue with the chase.


WOW... what's inside?

BATTERIES? RIFFLES?

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeee...

Weeeeeeeeeee...!

BACK OF SOME VEHICLE...


CUTE RIGHT?


And some army man adjusting the machine guns fixed onto the vehicle. MY GOSH... IMPRESSIVE!

Shuai right? How i wish i was the one doing what he was doing... x)

Impressed?

There are more... x)


Mister leafy man!!!!! HA HA HA!!! But he ain't covered by leafs... just some pom pom thing. So maybe change his name to POM POM MAN? HA HA HA!!!

Photo with POM POM MAN! Most importantly... LOOK AT ME! I AM CARRYING A RIFFLE OKAY!!!! O' My God lah... it was bloody heavy!

WEI SHAN AND POM POM MAN!

POM POM MAN WAS SO HOT! HA HA HA!!!

Shuai pose by POM POM MAN. He sort of requested to have a shuai pose. ROAR!


And i asked if i can play with his riffle for a few more minutes... YAY!!!! SO HAPPY LAH!!!!! SEE HOW SHUAI I LOOK!!!!


CAN I JUST HUG IT BACK HOME? HA HA HA!!! What a thing to say... i shall take back my words.


Man, i feel so charming... with the riffle. x)

BYE BYE!!!!

Off i got to go for my BCS lecture... =(


Huge sense of reluctance to go... i haven't play enough with the riffle leh.


ROAR!!! BYE BYE!

SKIP FOR A GOOD CAUSE?

And weishan's sharp eyes spotted this guy.

NIGEL!!!!!!! HA HA HA!!!


Practically hiding away from the camera... act only lor...


Hide somemore? I take somemore...


Block somemore? I take somemore...


WEI SHAN AND NIGEL... SEE HOW HAPPY WEISHAN IS LOOKING??
'COZ OF NIGEL OR COOKIE?

I SAY IT'S 'COZ OF NIGEL!!!!! HA HA HA!!!! And i shall not tell you guys why i say so... BLEAH!


Silly panic at Tampines Mall's open plaza. HA HA HA!!!


XIN RU IS HILARIOUS!!!!


Oops... she saw me.

Others eating away...

Belly button.


Belly Button, 2...


PIGS...


OMG XINRU IS GOING TO FLY ME... HA HA HA!!!

MIND YOU... LOOK WHAT WEI SHAN'S DOING... KOPING FOOD FROM SKINNY HADI! HA HA HA!!!

MORE EATING...


AND LOADS OF EATING...


PIGGING AWAY...


RANDOM.

HAHAHA RETARDED!

O' and that's me!



KOK UNGLAMING AWAY...


And here he goes...

HAHAHAHAAHA!!!

CHILLI SUCKER AM I!!!!!


Everyone's waiting for this FLYER.


...



SLOW FLYER...

OMG THIS ONE IS CUTE!!!!! Look how flyer eats while smiling...

AND DISGUSTING KOK... -.- HA HA HA!!!


Serene laughing away...


Back to normal.


FLYER STILL EATING...


And that's all folks! More photos of a cappella competition and weishan's unglam photo! STAY TUNE! HA HA HA HA!!!

Significant happenings of Today:

1. SAF DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LUCKILY I NEVER MISS IT! YES, COOL THING WAS... ALL THE ARMY VEHICLES... AT TP!!!! Ooooo... FUN!

2. Met Yvonne at bus stop. LONG TIME NO SEE! She's still the same... skinny. HA HA!!

3. Found out something but i'll clarify matters first.

4. Saw this baby girl jumping jumping jumping, wanting her father to give her what he was holding and she was practically shaking her butt. SO CUTE TO THE MAX TIMES MAX TIMES MAX that i burst out of laughter straightaway and couldn't stop laughing! (I'm sure going to talk about this again)

5. KOK almost hug a guy on our way home (Yeah, on the bus... HOW GAY! HA HA HA!!!)

6. I... almost screamed on the bus. *throw face* Ha Ha!

7. Talked to Leo-yeye. Yeah, he has become my yeye. HA HA HA!!!

8. Thought of my granny... I AM MISSING HER SO BADLY.

9. I GOT TO DO SOME SHIT BACKGROUND FOR COMM SKILL!

10. Talked to Cassandra and i was thinking... Mmm, yeah, maybe i should go socialise more. HA HA HA!!!! Funny arh... but not when i'm TOH.

Realised i'd better blog about what happened on the day itself and find a time to go back to blog about the past.

TOH, again. He has been seeking loads of attention lately. HA HA!!! x)

Sayonara!

Ciao!