I can do it!

Battled with emo yesterday for the entire day after the RSAP Open House. In the end, i won emo. Winning the battle is another thing... woke up this morning with a heavy sense of emptiness. Just what's wrong with me... it must be that terrible dream last night. When you think too much, you tend to dream a lot too. Hope my dream won't come true.

I've decided to free myself on the 5th. Hahaha... and i won't get myself tangled up in this crap and nonsense again. Alright, it might not be crap and nonsense but it made me behave like crap and nonsense. Okay, i can do it, i can. Maybe things will turn out even better... and i don't ever want to look on the bright side of life again. It merely brings greater disappointment. Ouch... i had enough.

I am suppose to be gym-ing now with bamboo but this guy twisted his ankle. Hahaha, and i sprained my neck 'coz i didn't sleep well last night. This sprain is not as bad compared to previous experience. Suddenly thought back the time when i was still working at Marine Parade Popular, i went for a chalet with some of the SuperNova peeps and i slept and turned and tossed and rotated as usual... and KICKED BAMBOO'S BONEY BUTT! HAHAHA!

That kick got me wake up from my lalaland 'coz i thought what have i kicked that was so hard... then i kick a few times and realised it was a butt! HA HA! Freaking funny! And i laughed which might be the cause to why bamboo also woke up from his sleep...

My friends keep hinting me about my birthday but i don't feel like celebrating it leh. How? Haiz...

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Yvonne:
YUP! Very close hor! Hahaha... 3rd, 5th, 6th, 9th, 11th September... Woots! Some even share same birthdays! That's why september is a crazy month for me... argh.

Bamboo:
Fat pig exercised. She ran 4km the last gym session. HEHEHE! Happy twisting your ankle! And you said that... i got save that message that you've sent me! HOR HOR! x)

Joel:
Now you can kope the photos! Okay lah, thanks to me, this pro photographer, you look awesome in those photos! HOHO! And it's Cedrick who keep taking burst shot... stupid monkey.

Tiffany:
Wow, you're really really looking up to Miichael Phelps ar... actually, me too. I was amazed by the amount he eats everyday. I WANT TO EAT LIKE HIM TOO! Err... without growing fat. HAHA!

Kelzz:
Exams finished.

Cam:
I ALSO WANT! Hahahaha! I WANT SWIM SWIM SWIM! GOING SWIM COMING MONDAY WITH MY MUMMY AND DIDI! HOHO!

♥HELI'SSA:]:
Alright, i'll change it. x)

Benny:
NICE SEEING YOU TOO! HAHAHA! Saw your photos? Not very nicely taken, though. HAHA!

Alright, done with tags reply. I'm like someone in the dark and i'm touching my way out of the dark. Might step onto nails... might find some matches that i can use but they can never last me for long... so ya, be it happy or sad, it would be gone very soon. Just... let nature takes its course.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Feeling POO & TRASHY

Argh, kind of moodless... felt so shagged so the photos are without caption 'coz i seriously have no mood to caption them. I'm freaking bloated with words... and... and... just want to do... haha... silly things babies love doing. Went to RSAF Open House and got baked under the hot sun... when i returned home, i realised my arms and back are red and i-guess by tomorrow it will turn a little light copper-black. (thanks cow for being my maid of the day...)

The day has been rather cloudy when i reached home... Yeah, real cloudy. Opened the door and realised only my aunt was in... then, soon after, everyone came. So they were intending to hold a family meeting without my presence. But since i came home early, i joined in the family meeting.

A meeting without secretary and 'normal procedures'. Even so, the atmosphere was exactly, exactly... exactly similar to... the SuperNova meeting that was held few weeks ago that made me go bonky. It's regarding issues of my ah ma... I understand the fact that no solution can be perfect. I understand that when you gain some things, you bound to lose some things at the same time too. I understand, i really understand.

Every year i make the same promise, on the same particular day, to the same particular person, and whisper silently to myself that i'll fulfill it. But i took the good health for granted. I took those smiles for granted. I took those laughter for granted. I took those grumblings for granted. I took everything she did for granted.

And now i'm helpless as a grand-daughter of hers.

I really hope there's something i can do... I hate a world with grey patches. I can't stand the complexity and complication. I know i have to move on... to learn to accept this cruel reality and to appreciate and adapt to it. I just need time i-guess. Still, i'll continue to believe in my fairytale... that one day i can live happily in a world with only black and white.

Didi has been very obedient today. He has been the one being able to cheer me up today... with a very lovely, sweet card. I love it very much and got it pinned up on my notice board. Very sweet of him... and i really appreciate it a lot. LOVE HIM SOOOOO... x)

Sayonara.

Ciao.

P.S. Maybe you can use "hormonal imbalance" to describe the state i'm in now. If only toh said something yesterday... but he didn't.

HAPPY Teacher's Day!

Maus!

Cowherd!

Tie-girl! (NOTE: CEDRICK AT THE BACK)

Rarebreed!

Hee!

Hast!

Goat!

Macaco!

Hona!

Gugo!

Maidou!

UNGLAM UGLY!

ZHANG YUN! x)

AH-MOR-LYN!

VIONNA HONG-HONG!

Well, everytime i take photos of her... it's always the backview... XIN MIN!

BIG WHITE RABBIT!

No longer camera-shy!

Another shy-er!

It's da horse-y!

Only with Grace will Xin Min take photo... x)

Heard it's da strawberry gang! HA HA! x)

The legendary black gang - Hei she hui... x)

That's ANNA! SEE?

How to see... she's blocking da lens!

ANNANANANANANANA..................'s hand!!!

Mmmm...

FINALLY!

Heard she has got a boyfriend... J2 somemore wor... No longer 7-y?

CANNOT BE WHAT...! Think i'm 3-years old kid meh!

FATIN!!!!!!!!

This is the girl that i hang around with EVERYDAY in school during my sec. 2 life...

We go library every recess... to mug.

And score well together but like a bit no life to be mugging and mugging away everyday! HAHA!!

She blocked the lens, too.

BENNY!

AMANDA AND BENNY.

Everyone's running away from the camera!

BYE BENNY!

Trying to take a photo of dominic from far away... 'coz he was the only one who wore the class-t.
I did, too. THE REST FIND IT AWFUL AND NEVER WEAR! ROARRRR!!!

MISTER HAY!

Ooops! Why i take the floor?

SHI HAN!

VINCENT!

CEDRICK!

Don't act lah... you want to take photos de lor!

SEE!

CAMILIA!

HAY

DEN

HORSE-Y!

What's wrong with me... keep taking photos of the floor!

...

DOMINIC!

DRAGON'S DRINKING.

DRAGON'S MAD.

YAH... SERIOUSLY MAD! HA HA!

JANINE!

COVERING HER FACE...

SHI HAN... UNGLAM-ING!

Okay, quite nice-ly taken.

TIMITHY! TIMITY! TIMITY!

AH-MOR-LEEN AND CEDRICK!

CLASS PHOTO ONE

CLASS PHOTO TWO

CLASS PHOTO THREE

CLASS PHOTO FOUR

CLASS PHOTO FIVE

CLASS PHOTO SEVEN

CLASS PHOTO EIGHT

CLASS PHOTO NINE

CLASS PHOTO TEN

CLASS PHOTO ELEVEN

ANNA AND FATIN FROM FAR... x)

Lobster... the vice-chair.

HEIDI

ZODIAC GROUP PHOTO ONE

TWO

THREE!

FOUR!

Rat formal

Informal/ugly (actually... that's not an ugly pose)

Cow formal.

ACT CUTE... x)

Me... (look at Cedrick scratching his face while opening his mouth!!!!!!!! HAHAHA!)

Yikes... distorted!

VIONNA HONG-HONG!

RABBIT POSE!

AS GENTLE AS ALWAYS!

Da dragon wearing a retarted smile! HA HA!

Dragon doesn't make you number one, okay... x)

HEE HEE HEE HEE!

FORMAL SNAKE.

Ugly snake, indeed.

THE HORSE!

HAHAHA! UGLY HORSE!

GOAT!

If you consider that as an ugly pose... you must be retarded, man!

ACT SHUAI YET SHI BAI MONKEY!

One of the ugliest pose i've ever seen! HA HA!

CHICKEN!

Twisted BEAK.

NPCC DOG

Ya... NPCC DOG.

PIG!

VERY PIGGY!

SHI WEE! I think he came after we took da class photo... AW!

Da sisters UNITE!

Stupid Cedrick took too much shots.

HAHAHA! LOVELY~!

CAMILIA... ME... ANNA...

Errr... this is from tall to tallest... ANNA'S THE SHORTEST, MIND YOU!

Haiz, Cedrick press too long again... x)

CAMILIA'S SHOE... ROCKAMANIA!

CANDID

CANDID

CANDID

CANDID

CANDID

CANDID

WALAO UNGLAM!

LOOK! It's DA-B! MOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! x)

CANDID

YAN JIE AND QIAO FENG (TM)

LUNCH-ing

I drank... only. x)

UGLY COW.

That bottle is a birthday present from us, yo!

TIMITHY... UGLY!!!! HAHAHAHA!

CAMILIA DESSERT-ing

EMERLYN AND VIONNA...

CEDRICK... as usual... UGLY! HAHAHAHAHAHA!

We're going to take more photos!

Errr... SHI HAN ACTING CUTE! HA HA HA!

Another one.

Don't know what gang de... x)

The lion-ey gang.

NO FUN WITH THAT SOLDIER POSE. SOOOOO DEAD, MAN!

1E1... x)

White shir gang...

JC gang.

POLY gang.

Must be Cedrick's doing... so many shots taken...

ALAMAK.

A LOT LEH!

WALAO!

STILL GOT!

Cannot remember what gang... hi-5 gang?

red-shirt gang.

SRJC SOLO (LONER!)

Long pants gang.

Someone's gaying around...

LONG PANTS GANG.

Innovation camp gang.

Innovation camp gang... man, awfully taken.

Before i go lazy-lazy, better that i update da E7 class blog and zodiac blog da photos we've took today! x)

Alright, done with it! I've uploaded and updated the blogs! Did da GIFs for each one of the animal and they are freaking cool! HOHO!

PHEW! FINALLY GOT THE CAPTIONS UP AND ALL THE PHOTOS UPLOADED! Took me loads of my time, man! Freaking happy to see everyone! Didn't get to see many teachers... but heard what Mrs Chua told us seriously touched me lah. And she wants me back... err... yeah, HAHA! Missed the choir practices... Ooops! I'll be back for september practices so don't worry, eh!

It's hard to go back choir without a company lah... later i kena outcast, how? Scared sia... but i'll still go back bah... hopefully, the choir peeps won't outcast me. T.T

Mmm, had a great time with Zodiac... updated the zodiac blog. It's freaking cool, now! HA HA! Blog skin wise... i also can't do much changes to it at the moment 'coz i got to firstly... change the blogskin of the choir's blog... Didn't do well as webmaster for the past few months 'coz i was busy with so much stuff. Thought of changing the blogskin of SuperNova, too. So that the when the potential campers visit the website, they will be impressed! HA HA!

Oooo, LOADS TO BE DONE! I'm dreaming Nova almost every day... not sweet dreams hor. NIGHTMARES, OKAY! I might take things too seriously, but i can't help it. And i can't afford to take it lightly... if it choi-choi flops, that's the end of me. Yup!

Mmm, went to costume shop with COW AND RABBIT but vampire fangs out of stock. Seriously WHY EVERYTIME OUT OF STOCK SIA! Now i got to wait till October... Sianz... NO MORE SURPRISE FOR THE SEPTEMBER BIRTHDAY BABIES. T.T

I'll chiong to costume shop 1st of October... Hopefully, i can own the fangs by then. I need... 4pairs. BOO-HOO... x)

TONNES TO DO I-KNOW... TONNES TO DO... If i ever accepted something, it's because i know i'll put in my everything to it. I might not have the confidence whether or not i'm able to do a good job... but i'll do my very best. I might not have the ability or brains to know the method of working smart... but i'm willing to work hard. So even if i fail, at least i wouldn't feel so guilty. Though it would means a total destruction to my self-confidence.

Perhaps what i need now is... what bamboo has said which seriously brings much comfort to my EXHAUSTED to the max SOUL. He said, "If fail fail lolx". You might think... walao how can he say that... BUT I APPRECIATE THAT. It does gives me some comfort 'coz he ain't giving me much pressure. But well, you think i'll carry that kind of mindset meh? If you think i'm someone like that, then you're so wrong. I will only carry that kind of mindset if it only concerns myself... when others are involved, my character won't permit me to drag the others down.

So ya... let's work hard. I'm going to play hard at the same time, not to worry. Maybe 'coz i'm always seen laughing and smiling away thus giving peeps the impression that i ain't taking things seriously. Hahaha... I'll be disappointed if you belong to that group of peeps. I just don't wish to see everyone slogging their lives away working in that kind of tense environment... so bad for health (mental health, that is!). And i wish to get rid the old ying ying who cried just because she had a problem and not trying to find solutions to the problems... well, even though sometimes crying is a solution. HA HA! x)

And so... the battle's on. If i ever lose my temper on anyone of you, i hope you guys understand. Sometimes, i go mad. I'm already trying to control and kick that very bad habit away... HAHA, low level of emotional intelligence.

O' ya, going swimming on monday with my mummy and didi! HOHO! We're going for morning swim! Then, i'll go off for my three days two nights chalet at... errr... SOMEWHERE! Busy-busy! Helping cousin with his army's stuff... i've learnt quite a lot reading through what he has got to do. Oooo... army... ZAI! x)

Going to sms Benjamin and others whether they are free on 6th September... Yikes, BYS can't perform for the event. Quite upset... but well, i cannot blame them 'coz they are having Os soon. Anyhow, hopefully Benjamin and rest will be interested to learn beatboxing from the beatboxer lor. HOHO!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

P.S. Ew... don't know why some peeps are missing in my life these few days. BOOOOOO... KIND OF MISS THEM, YEAH! T.T

Post-exam period

Hi peeps!

Yesterday, i was freaking tired. Got back home and wanted to check my mails (and of course trying to blog, too) but half-way scanning through the mails, i fell asleep on da computer chair and slept in that weird position for two hours. Now it's 11am and i'm going back to school (Pasir Ris Secondary School, that is!) after i got my mobile batt charged.

Overslept 'coz i was really very tired. I'm suppose to meet Cow, Rabbit and some classmates outside the school at 10.45am but i got up when Cow called me at 10.30am?

Stayed up the previous night to mug for my last paper. I started at 12 midnight and tried to summarised the notes... played a bit of maple, talked on the phone here and there and when i finished summarising my notes, it was already 6am in the morning. HA HA! Started reading my summarised notes for two hours before going to school... I'm glad i completed the paper without leaving blank for a single question.

Yo peeps! SEM TESTS PERIOD IS NOW OFFICIALLY OVER! HOHO! I was overjoyed when i stepped out of the exam hall... ya know... NO MORE MUGGING FOR PAPERS! HOW GREAT LAH! HOW GREAT LAH!! HOW GREAT LAH!!! Oooo... but somehow, i wasn't looking forward to post-exam period. Ya-know... the stinky things i got to do after exams... Alright, i'd promised i'll do it and so i'll put in everything i've got to make sure i get it done BEAUTIFULLY! Tonnes of things to beautify! Like to do it but lazy... HAHA! *KICK LAZY AWAY*

Went to submit the indemnity for AC camp (Wee! I'm going to stay on da sisters island for four days three nights! Cool, eh?) after that. Err... stupid KOK, as usual, didn't bring the form so we did some printing in da library and forged the signature. Well, he did call his mummy to ask if he could go so the forging, though he still forged, but with permission. HA HA!

Went to KFC and slacked. I'm on a diet and intensive saving up programme so i didn't eat. Weishan, UNUSUALLY, didn't eat too. Went to gym with her and i finally completed 4km in one gym session! Felt super satisfied with myself... though the time i took was thirty minutes in total. After two months of not gym-ing you seriously can't expect too much. SWEAT (humans are animals, too.) like i've never before for the past two months. Yeah, those prespiration has accumulated for two months... FINALLY GOT RID OF THEM!

I LIKE THAT... SENSATION! HA HA HA! Now my muscles are aching... missed that familiar 'feel' of aches. Always felt shiok having muscle aches... i know i'm sick. HA HA!

O' ya, got to start hunting for jobs. Weishan and i did that while she ate subway cookies in da shop but NO LOBANG! So many jobs that don't suit us... I think i'll take up tuition assignments instead. Haiz... Sianz... I need a job! Being able to work together with your friends would be an enjoyable experience lor... hopefully, i can find a job that needs loads of peeps so that all of us can work together!

Argh! Miss my friends like crazy... shall bring camera for some photo-taking! HOHO! YAY! MISS MISS MISS MISS MISS THEM FREAKING SOOOOOOOOOO! Yesterday when Anna sms-ed me, i jumped lah. So freaking happy i'm going to see her again. Though after graduation, we don't meet up very often, but we seriously treasure the little time and opportunity when we meet up! Finally i'll have photos uploaded here. This place certainly lacks some 'human-y' colour!

Boo-ya! I got to go! Shall heck the mobile batt... though charge not complete yet...

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Calories!

Oooo... slacking now! No, actually i've slacked the entire day away!

HA HA! Read about Michael Phelps consuming 12,000kcal during his peak training period. That's five or six times more than an average man! Mad guy, eh? I'm so jealous of him being able to eat anything he likes 'coz he burns as much calories swimming every day. And that makes me realised dieting is actually not burning the amount of fats but calories intake. Maybe i'm stupid... but i just realised this.

That's why peeps on diet don't eat and hence they won't consume calories. So peeps on diet, just calculate the amount of calories you take in every day and BURN MORE calories than that amount and slowly you'll see your desired result - WEIGHT LOSS! HA HA!

So... i'm going gym tomorrow and considering swimming after that. Man, going to get those calories in me out of the body! O' ya, important thing to note: the calories you burn swimming 1km is equal to running 4km. Shocking, eh? HA HA! But if you choose to run the treadmill instead, slow and steady wins the race! It's not about how fast you run to burn calories, it's about how much you run (how long, that is!).

Lazy ladies out there who wants a kg or two gone for good? Then, instead of drinking soda when you're thirsty, change it to WATER! One cup of water has zero calories! One quart of water has zero calories!! One gallon of water has zero calories!!! Green tea also speeds up metabolism rate which means sort of helping you to burn calories more efficiently i-guess!

Mmm, i'd better consider swimming every day 'coz jogging every day ain't good to your knees. Got to get a pair of goggles someday! If not i'll swim like some retard! HA HA! Jia You! Last paper to go! Haiz... hate that subject the most... x)

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Atrociousness

I'm feeling atrocious now. Always troubled by trivial things that others don't have to worried about... Trivial yet made my inside stirred so much. Complexity simply sucks. Insomnia says, "Hi". Argh... Sometimes, i really hope mummy can understand... and not let me go through the sheer torture of worrying. I certainly don't think i derserve to worry so much at such an age. Keep finding excuses to keep that smile on my face... but i'm running out of excuses.

If miracles could happen, please release me from agony. I want to be freed of the constant tension and insomnia. Things are not as easy as it seems... 'coz even lullaby doesn't seemed to work now. It just keeps playing... but i ain't sleeping.

Sayonara.

Ciao.

War of Words

Haiz... Haiz... Haiz... When the clock struck 12am 19hours ago, silence was broken by mummy's endless questionings. The house, once again, filled with familiar bickerings and harsh words flew, shooting around like sharp needles, bounced off from the wall and attacking everyone's ears. Deafening you can say... *cling-cling-clang-clang*

Yeah, many will know i bound to whine here about the unhappy happenings that happened in just one day - today. It was totaly swayness i-tell-you. Immediately after 12am, i had quite a heated argument with mummy on various issues that she always NEVER FAILS to raise them up. Cool, eh?

With such low Emotional Intelligence that i possess, there is no way i'm going to just hush and let the words flow in and out the ears 'melodiously'... They ain't pleasant to the ears at all, mind you. I surrender, man. Freakingly annoyed by the fact that no matter how much i try to change doesn't seeemed to please her.

I think i've been very tolerant towards her and she's not going to step over my head just because i chose to compromise and please her the past few days. She seemed to take those for granted and expected BETTER and MORE. No... no more guai mummy's girl ying ying.

Whatever reinforcement strategies you're going to use on me will not work. O' and i don't take reverse pyschology as well. x)

Haiz... made me lost whatever little drive that is left in me. I was soooooooooooo completely in no mood to mug after that. I tried to get the theories, definitions, and everything into my brains... but they don't. Anguish and disappointment... yeah, those are the things rocking inside my brain and growing 'humongy' each time i thought back how fucked up my life is.

Argh, enough of the bitchy night. Let's talk about something everyone will laugh... and ridicule me... and yeah, quite common things that happened to me... I took the wrong bus to school today... AGAIN.

Took that Bus 81, again. This time the same thing happened. Behind the bus '8' was bus 8 and i wonder why peeps are all taking the bus behind instead but since i was running late, i decided to take the first bus (reason: this bus '8' will reach the school first compared to the second one). So when the fake bus 8 drove past straight through the junction that Normal Original bus 8 is suppose to turn, i thought, "oh-uh! Did i take bus 81, again?"

So i alighted, once again, outside Tampines Junior College with super duper blackened face to the max times max. I really, really like the sun leh. LIKE IT SOOOOOOOOO MUCH! Thanks to the reflection, which blocks the "1" of the "81" (if you do understand), i always take the wrong bus! Had enough of my own stupidity, man! Seriously, i had enough! If there ever is a next time... If there ever is a next time... I MAKE SURE THERE'S NO NEXT TIME! ROARRRRRR!!!

Best part was i actually tried to act smart... so i went to some ulu bus stop (nearby) and tried to see if there's any bus to Temasek Poly and the answer was NO. And so, i decided to walk to the bus stop opposite TECC and on my way there, i saw one bus 8 drove past me. =.= Jinx, man!

Obviously, i was grumbling to myself while i made my way there... scolding myself and seriously felt like stranggling myself. Haiz... Took a look at the time and well... knew it deeply it was CAB TIME! ROARRRR!!!!

Flagged for one and got to school, spending a freaking nice 8bucks on the cab fare! I think 8 is not my number... Urgh! Awful! And the cab uncle was laughing away when he asked me if TP is located at avenue 1 and i told him i don't know. How would i know the address of TP? Walao! He was like, "You sure you study here? How come you don't even know where is Business School located at?". Made me feel so stupid! =.=

And i've still got more stories to tell... Met Hilda in da lift and followed her into the classroom. Put my bag down on the floor and got the stuffs ready for the test... then i realised i can't find Adele anywhere... so where's my seat? And perhaps they saw question marks floating above my head, heard peeps whispering to me that i'm suppose to take the paper at the other room. =.=

WALAO! RIDICULOUS LAH! I did check the room and seat number before i stepped out o the house, okay! But i didn't know the class will be separated! Panicked like shit again lah! Walked out of the classroom and went to another room... (panicked so i forgot which room) got the teacher checked if i'm suppose to be taking the paper here and he checked freaking long. I ain't suppose to be in that classroom, either!

I wanted to just blackout and heck lah! Went back to the wrong classroom that i first went to, took my bag, dug the paper out and checked the room that i should be going... B26-03-12! ROARRRRRR!!!! Hurried to the correct room and settled down. Everyone has started and i was freakingly panicking away so much, my mind was in a total blank when i flipped open the paper!

My emotion went through such an extreme roller coaster ride, i just couldn't calm down. Hahaha... that's why OB's a goner now! I even did extra question, not knowing that i get to choose 2 questions out of 3 for section C. T.T

And miraculously, when i finished the paper (thinking that i only have 5more minutes before time's out), the lecturer said, "You still have 45more minutes." HAHAHA! Ya-know-why? I read the time wrongely. ROARRRRR!!!!

OB paper has been freaking tough... i was basically crapping my answers away. I can't believe all the effort i've put in memorising and mugging for OB has gone down to the drains, man! I can't study at home... it has proven to be ineffective! Maybe i'm finding excuses... MAYBE.

I'm completely screwed up to the ultimate, man!

This is how screwed today has been. Are you screw-er than i do? HUH? TELL ME! Today's not my day, for heaven's sake!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Jumpo Hugo!

Baba's cooking curry today, yo!

Bad... Phelgm still accumulating inside... then with this curry, i doubt i will recover fast. These few days earblock thanks to the cold and cough so when i speak, i tend to be louder than usual. And yesterday was one of the worse days 'coz earblock was so freaking serious i feel freaking uncomfortable popping earpiece into my ears and blasting music... like there's one piece of SOMETHING blocking the music from entering my ears. So i really can't focus much lor.

Today's much better so hopefully, i can focus more. And i wish Cassandra's concentrating, too. HA HA! Yeah, realised yesterday ain't a good day to mug 'coz Weishan, Yvonne and Cassandra (not forgetting myself) all slacked the whole day. Must be due to the weather, too.

I slept till 2pm today. Mad, yeah? I wonder why i sleep so much and still feel so freaking tired. Haiz... anyhow, perhaps i slept too much, i dreamt twice a day. Not building castle in the air... they are seriously dreams. One about some freaking SuperNova stuff... another one, not very vivid, and half of the story gone (forgotten!) when i woke up but it was SHOCKING (in a good way).

First one was SOMEONE (forgotten the face) dumping one stack of SOMETHING to me and demanded me to complete it. She said, "I WANT THE POSTERS TO BE DONE AND UP ON THE WALLS BY TOMORROW!". Aw... and i woke up, frightened. Yeah, nightmare. Funny i've decided to dump SuperNova stuff away till after exams and here i'm dreaming about the things i've got to do. Argh... stinko!

Second one was just pure blurness... as in, i've totally forgotten about it when i woke up. Just remembered i dreamt about it while i flipped through my OB lecture notes. Anyhow, it was something i've been wanting to dream. Erpx... HA HA! But quite upset to the fact that i didn't exactly remember how i felt in that dream and with more than three-quater of the story gone... just remember the significant part. Boo! Lousy! Alright, still quite happy, actually. HA HA! I'm lovin' it. I want it again! HA HA! JUMPO HUGO! x)

Yikes, baba just passed me two stuffs. One from temasek polytechnic and another one is the RSAF Open House invitation. Quite excited with the RSAP Open House... 'coz Cow and Dog are going. Hope we'll have fun.

Got to go back to my books... i'm seriously missing the great fun and friends. I'm becoming like weishan - HATING EXAMS! And she's becoming like me - SLEEPING LATE. HA HA HA! Did i really influence her? Mmmmm, ha ha!

Getting vampire fangs coming friday? I want to visit costume shop! Hehehe... maybe after visiting the teachers lo! If cow or rabbit sees this... free to go? HOPE YOU CAN! x)

Sayonara!

Ciao!

P.S. Today's not as mad as yesterday. Chilled~

SHAGs & TAGs

Walao, stupid sister ate up the brownies... ROARRRRR!!! >.<

Anyhow, i hate OB. HA HA! It's killing me, eh. T.T They are taking their own sweet time floating into my brains... like one word one minute? THAT'S FREAKING SLOW! And i'm spending hours and hours on the same freaking chapter! UNPRODUCTIVE! Lousy! SHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAG to the max times max! I'm... FREAKING INSANE!

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Miss Weishan:
Ya lah, you said something good about me... you also said loads bad thing about me. No wonder i'm not getting smarter... but the other way round each day... 'coz i hang out too much with you! HA HA HA!!! Yummy... the brownies are rockin' me. HOHO!

JOEL:
Think i'm going with you on Friday. Yikes... feelin' a little out of place though. PRSS doesn't seemed to welcome. HA HA! Just felt this way... for no reason. ROARRR!!!

YVONNE:
T.T HA HA! I'm so freaking touched! HAHAHA... though i don't really find my own birthday very important... it's like of no significance to me, man. Nothing special... pure boring. Don't really look forward to it... just especially excited of the coming 5th September... HA HA!!!!

Weslie:
Shock eh? HA HA HA!!! You saw my brother, eh... he sure likes you loads 'coz you got that kid face. HA HA HA!!! HOPE TO SEE YOU FREAKING SOON LAH!

Yikes, i'm getting breathless being stuck at home. Argh, need to get out for a breather! Coping at home like some retards... how animals in the zoo stand it, man! Just wonder why parents love to have their kids locked up at home... weirdos. ME WANT TO GET OUT OF HERE! BUT GO WHERE? Mmmm...

I miss fun... and friends soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. And TOH. x)

Well, popping the earpiece into my ears and here i go diving back to my... books and notes. ROARRRR!!!!! HATE IT! HATE IT! HATE IT! Eeeeeeeeeeee... all these endless mugging is driving me nuts! Someone got to un-nut me and push me! BLOWING UP! BOOOOM! *SHAGGY... OUT!*

Sayonara!

Ciao!

P.S. Currently, Joel and Hayden will be going for the RSAF event. Shi Han said she ain't interested. Zodiac... reply me, quick! x)

Bull in a china shop. x)

It's pouring out there like nobody's business... totally ruining my mood to mug. Argh! Organisational Behaviour isn't a friendly subject, either. Acually, i realised, all the subjects i took are content-heavy. ROAR!

Talked a bit with Fatin last night... she was suggesting about some Bintan Trip. Mmmm, highly impossible 'coz mummy confirm plus guarantee wouldn't let me step out of Singapore with my friends. Well, if it's with the school, it would be possible. Haha... Anyhow, we're the slacker club! Sianz... slacking away when we shouldn't.

Ate the brownies for breakfast... don't know why there's one that tasted freaking spicy. And then i dumped the one that tasted coffee-y to my brother. Ooops! And he ate it all up! HA HA HA! After eating the brownies, i should fuel up and chiong, Chiong and CHIONG! But... haiz... x)

Wonder what my friends doing... Is weishan dreaming about the brownies? Ya-know why i transfered my web cam from another com to this (that i use more often)? 'coz i was wanted to show off my brownies to Wei Shan yesterday! HA HA! When i got that brownies... Weishan's face auto-flashed past my mind. So i called her up on msn and got the web cam ready... Woots! WHAHAHAHAHA!

She was jealous. I know. HOHO. x)

Alright, september is approaching... freaking fast, eh. Mmm, you! yes, you! Reading my blog? Tell me what you want for your birthday! Boooooo! Hahaha... actually i've already thought of one... but it ain't considered a birthday present. It's just something freaking cool... yo! HA HA!

EW! Insomnia knocked on my door lah... someone kick it away, please! ROARRR!!! It seriously stinks! Going off for two hours of mugging session... erpx, i... will be back? HA HA! O' one last thing before i go... Finally remembered what i've got to do on Friday... Yeah, heard from cowherd it's Teacher's Day so i'll be going back to Pasir Ris Sec with him? Haven't thought of what to get for my teachers... well, since i still got exams, maybe... just a card each or a stalk? HA HA! Man, i'm at a loss of what to do.

Bull in a china shop? ROARRR!!! O' No... should be... errr... MOOO!!! HA HA HA!!!

Target: 3 chapters! OFF I GO!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

P.S. TOH-TOH!

BROWNIES INDULGENCE!

Some freaking zi lian photos... but just want to show you guys how much fun i had self-entertaining at HOME... HA HA HA! Erpx... find them freaking ACT CUTE but don't mind, yeah? HA HA! Just want to show you guys how you can play with colours and facial expressions. HA HA! FUN! x)

On eye mask. x)

Curing my tiring eyes... *yawn*

And i started playing with my camera... this is reddish which should show... ANGUISH.

Green showing jealousy.

Blue showing... BLUE. HA HA!!

Brownies! O' My God! Bamboo rocks, once again! Saw a hole on the fourth brownie? Yeah, indulge myself immediately on that particular one... Woots! Freaking nice!

One more shot... that particular one with a bigger hole. x)

Ooooooo, ROCK IT! YUMMY!!! x)

My O' My! Ying Ying is gooooooooooooing freakingly mad! HA HA!!! Thanks BAMBOO for the awesome brownies treat! And the very sweet note... Erpx... not exactly sweet but thoughtful. HA HA HA! Share it here?

He wrote:

Yo Pig

Time to feed you fat again... dunno if you still have exams a not... but well if you do, here are some incentives for you to work extra harder. And after finishing the SINFUL BROWNIES do remember to go burn off some "FATS" whahaha... Pardon me for this ugly writings. Since a long time i touched a pen.

PS... Paper is taken from YH.. No nice paper to use... LOL

(A drawing...) - My new bamboo o.O?

-The End-

Yikes, hahaha... BAMBOO ROCKS! Never waste my brain cells yesterday while mugging. Yeah, told you guys suddenly thought of him... and today he had the brownies put quite far away from my doorstep. Saw it... opened the door, ran to it, picked it up and knew he was not far away... caught up with him... HA HA HA! Said bye... and go back home and ATE it! Damn surprise, yo! Oooooo... pampered, fattening up by my dear dear friends.

Played with my web cam with a number of peeps just now. FREAKING FUN! FRIENDS... GO GET IT MAN! THEN WE CAN SAY HI MORE OFTEN! MISS YOU GUYS LOADS! Haiz...

THANKS BAMBOO! HA HA HA!!! YOU ROCK, MAN! Bamboo grows so well in tekong island... HOHO!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

A wonderful day.

Bao steaming in process... Yeah, couldn't starve my stomach anymore. I'm freaking hungry!

Ah ha! Didn't mention the Big Thing that happened few days ago... Wei Shan, Kokky and meh meh came my house for a session of revision. We mugged... mmm, alright, think it's not very effective for me. We ate most of da time instead... They bought chips and instant noodles.

Cooked the instant noodles... erpx. HA HA! Realised someone can't cook. BLEAH! Her fry noodle was simply soup noodle... tasteless, super bland noodle. HA HA!! Luckily, that was for herself... Impressed by my own cooking, eh. Oooo... rockamania!

We talked a little about the paper on Friday (which is today).

Yes, mehmeh said, "2.30pm paper."

Me thought, "okay, nice one. 2.30pm means i can sleep till 1pm. YEAH!"

So since i wanted to get rid of my dark circles, i actually slept early these few days, including yesterday. My thought was, "alright, 2.30pm paper today, i'll leave the rest of the revision to 8am tomorrow when i wake up."

Woke up at 8am and went to toast bread for my breakfast... took my own sweet time and decided to check my seat number...

So i scanned through the paper and saw "68" (my seat number)... "time ended: 11.30am"... eh, wait... wait a minute... did i see "time ended: 11.30am"... mmm, how can it be... so i took a look at th time the paper start... "9.30am"...

WHAT?!

WHAT?!

I can't believe my own eyes, okay! Double-checked... nono... i triple-checked... nono... i checked more than five times! Siao! WHO TOLD ME 2.30pm!!!!! Walao... I almost got a heart attack! Called kok and told him about it... walao, this weishan and kok never tell me after they know lor.

I didn't even finish my revision lah! DOOM'S DAY! Haiz... Funny how the day turned out this way. I don't think i'll flunk the paper... just hope i can at least (PLEASE!) get a B for this paper.

Wow! Hot shot rockin' me, babe! HA HA HA! Damn funny! I'm crazily laughing away... goin' to fall off my chair soon, man! Yuan Da Ying reminds me of... NARUTO. HA HA!!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

P.S. Next post coming!

Slackin' away. x)

Mugging hard for econs paper? No... not really.

Haha, woke up at 1pm today. Surprisingly, i've been sleeping till 1pm without knowing the time the past two days. Check out the condition of my eyes... Mmmm, they ain't looking good, still. Well, my guess is... they are just going to stay like that from now on. O' no!

Not giving up, of course. Ha Ha! I'm going to try on facial mask and new self-made facial 'cream'. First of all, i need to buy some cucumbers and almond oil. HA HA! I'll post photos of funny me on eye-mask today. It was pure FUN and COOL... yeah. Seeking self-entertainment and self-treatment at HOME. Argh... HOME.

Anyhow, i'm freaking tired. Like no matter how long i sleep... i'm still tired, feeling so drained than ever. And though i slept till 1pm today, i didn't sleep well thanks to my sister. She snored the whole of last night. Walao... damn freaking loud, okay!

Covered my ears with pillows and i can still hear her snoring so happily. She must have had a freaking wonderful dream in her lalaland... Me? ROARRRR... couldn't get ah ma off my head. Hahaha, after seeing her yesterday made me feel different in some ways. Can't really explain the difference that i've felt but i really need to put in more effort and time for my ah ma. I've neglected her for so long... I'll make it up for her after my exams, man. Yeah, hope she understands.

Don't know what i can do for her... but sitting beside her silently can also be a form of company i-guess. At least she won't feel afraid. And i just enjoy sitting beside her and looking at her... haha.

I'm going to watch the telly now. Yeah, mummy got someone to fix that crude telly so it's finally working. I had enough of squirming my eyes just to see da peeps in the 'back-up' telly. Mmmm, will be mugging for econs one hour later i-suppose. HA HA!

And ya-know-what... i'm so going to heck the crudeness of everything that happened yesterday. Everything shall start anew... I don't know when it started, i hate being in those situations where conflict is involved. So, i'm going to heck. HA HA! That's what i''ve always tell Yvonne to... HECK!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

P.S. For no reason, the bamboo and bear combo flashed past my mind today while i was mugging... erpx, hahaha... i got to focus and stop thinking about my friends and fun. Anyhow, that was when i was mugging lecture week 8 of econs. HA HA HA! That was freaking slow... i've got like... 13 chapters, alright! x)

The New Combo - Gay & Happy!

"Loser has to piggyback the other and run around Bedok Reservoir once!"

Man, that's the only thing that makes me happy, okay? And i'm freaking sure i'm so freaking going to win that freaking bet! WHAHAHAHAHA!!! Obviously that girl's going to... she's just going to... 'coz i just know... x)

Was freaking annoyed by today's happening... felt totally screwed and like a wanted man? HAH! Whined a bit to cassandra and didn't bother to explain to Weishan 'coz i was too lazy to repeat the story. Just told her "I WANT TO PULL MY HAIR!" and "I WANT TO PULL MY HAIR" AND "I WANT TO PULL MY HAIR!" 'coz... I REALLY WANT TO PULL MY HAIR!!!

Haiz, sun rise is sharing the same fate as me and we're complaining to each other. Both of us need a punching bag, man! HA HA HA!! 5th September's the best day of the year and 9th September's the second best day of the year... Ha Ha! September looks freaking fun now. Ha Ha! I've been using "freaking" like nobody's business... Reminds me of Hilda's "frigging".

Bear with me, i'm talking no english here.

Freakingly looking foward to attending the SuperNova Camp now 'coz the groups' facilitators seemed to be freakingly awesome peeps! Hurray! And from today onwards, i'm not going to touch SuperNova stuff till end of exams. And i shall not disturb my dear animal friends from mugging for their promos. JIA YOUs to ALL!

Superglue's new name is Happy and Sun rise's new name is Gay! How fun! x)

HAPPY AND GAY ROCK DA WORLD! Awesome! The day ends with... Gay being today's brightener! I'm lovin' it!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

P.S. WENT TO SEE AH MA TODAY! FINALLY! She sprained her neck. I think i suck. Haiz... Alright, more effort, ying ying! More effort, please!

Wei Shan

Today's topic is... MISS WEI SHAN. Shocking? Bleah... wonder should i start off bad or good? HA HA HA!!! Wei Shan's soooooooooooo going mad now, yeah? Wondering what i will be writing about her? HOHOHOHOHO... NOTHING GOOD. BLEAH!

Before i start on this interesting topic about this friend of mine, i'll copy-and-paste whatever she has wrote about me. Her description did make me feel proud of myself, yeah. HEHEHEHE... and here it goes:

Let's talk about Ms Ying. She is the third person that I knew about during the orientation. My first impression for her is that she can talk a lot, and i am going to learn a lot from her. Actually, i do. Gradually, i find that we have some same interests: singing, going for interviews(is it considered an interest?anyway```)hitting people, joking, making fun of people like kok, joe, hadi and weiyang...haha```she is a really good girl``how to say``hmmm``in my definition, she is much much better than me``i am not pai ma pi, it is true that she really possesses that kind of personality which i appreciate..haha, good job``

-The End-

Ya know, i was an shuang-ing after reading it. HA HA HA!!! Of course, that's the first and last GOOD thing she said about me on her blog. The rest is all "Stupid ying ying" and "ben dan ying ying"... ROARRRRR!!!

Anyhow, her keyboard's a little sort that's why her "..." is "```". Hope ya guys understand, oh.

And now let me start off mine.

I met this girl during Orientation (okay, she mentioned before... =.=) and how do i know her? Initially, i was sitting in between her and this guy called Zheng Han. And as Wei Shan seemed to have friends to talk to, i turned to Zheng Han first... and introduced myself. Err... i was very excited that day 'coz wanted to meet new friends so took initiatives lor. HA HA... Anyhow, this Zheng Han gave me super cold replies (one-word answers, mind you) and i was like... =.='''. So i decided to heck that very qian bian guy (super annoyed that he was super cold...) and turn to introduce myself to Wei Shan. Fortunately, she's damn 'on' and we started off pretty well. Woots! Cheers lah... movements lah... all the craps lah... we all do together like some mad lunatics... Guess we were the loudest in the class.

And we ended up sticking together 'coz we love to attend events. Went to the Jam & Hop event together... went to join the Big Bang (forgot what that's called) together... Went to singing audition together... went to interviews together... went to join AC together... went to next challenge together... went to kayaking course together... haiya, we just did a lot of things together lah.

Hate to stay with her... OH! WHY? 'coz i grow fat. HA HA HA!!! She eats a lot a lot... so if you're with her most of the time, you tend to eat with her too. The first two months with her is horrible... eating like some pigs unknowingly till i weigh myself... i hit 59kg!

Heng-heng i got self-discipline... even after her endless persuasion and countless attempts to feed me... i am still able to control my mouth for the rest of the month. So, my weight dropped and went back to normal, again. YAY...! My point is... Friends who don't have self-control better stay away from her if you don't want to grow fat! HAHAHAHA!

Not forgetting the fact that she loves to go to the toilet a lot a lot... O' and she love to copy peeps a lot a lot... Booo!!! Eeeeeeeee... professional copyMAO.

Alright, i also don't know if those are good or bad things about her... HA HA! Eh, she's also a professional human massager lah... when meanie me is aching, she can massage very well... freaking comfortable but not when i have to help her massage, i got to use loads of force 'coz she got super thick skin. ROARRRR!!! She has thick skin that goes blue-blacks very easily till i'm so used to seeing her flashing her brusies to me... =.=

First time see... my reaction is "O' My GOD! Haiyo, why like that" (ya know with loads of concern that kind...)

Second time to forth time, my reaction is "Tsk... you better go see doctor"

# times, my reaction is "Orh." (HA HA HA!!)

You see her new bruises every few days... damn super no big deal already lor. HA HA! Unless she go see doctor and show me her medical report lah... hopefully, also no big deal lah. HA HA!

Mmmm, and we gym-ed together, too. But thanks to missing once gym session, we started not going... ROARRRR!!! We shall gym after sem tests... hehehe.

More about her, miss toilet loves to zi lian, but she doesn't post her photos up... (that's why there's ME who help her to. HA HA!) She's looking like some freaking 17 years old girl but in fact she's already OLD (HA HA!). When i scold her, she smile retardedly back at me (HA HA HA!!!). WHen she scold me, i smile retarded back at her (HA HA HA!!!). It's like... errr... yeah, we love to suan each other and scold each other 'stupid' partly 'coz we really think we're stupid but we don't mean it a bad way... HA HA!!

Like kok said, others won't be able to take it but funny why the two of us can. Man, i can only say 'coz the two of us don't take all these seriously though we were speaking the truth... (that Weishan's really stupid. BLEAH! HA HA!!)

I enjoy that kind of communication we share... peeps who speak the truth but don't mind the truth. HA HA HA!!! We also love to play lah and sometimes went overboard... (The hua hua's and meh meh's experience if she can still remember).

Enjoy her presence though she's toooooooooooooooooooooooo freaking blur sometimes. Alright, i bet she'll say it's me not her. Ooops! She better learn to stop her mouth before she screams upon seeing her weight! I seriously don't believe she's 57kg now... i-tell-you... it's going to hit 60kg if she continues to eat! (i remember someone said she will definitely not let herself grow fat... Mmm, let's see, man.)

And though she said i'm better than her, i got to admit that she's better than me (not ke tao hua). At least, she's not a meanie like me and i'm more harsh when compared to treating peeps that i don't like. She's a forgiving care bear while i'm a freaking weirdo who can't forgive one easily once i labelled that person. She's stupid in a innocent way while i'm someone stupid 'coz i am really stupid... ROARRRR!!! (yeah, i must admit that) I don't have common sense and she has. I can't really judge peeps and she can. I know nuts and she knows more than nuts (HA HA HA!!!). My mood swing freaking easily... and she bears with my moodswing. See! HA HA!!!

Most importantly, she got the courage and self-confidence... i don't have. T.T HA HA HA!! But she helps me build them up... she really is an awesome counsellor. She knows my secret... and i know little of her secret... well, maybe i do know... but still going to dig for more. HEH.

Yikes, endless to talk about this china girl who doesn't like her hometown. Funny ar? Her brother is the famous Korean Celebrity, Rain, by the way! Ho-hum. Anyway, our story will continue, man... there are still loads we're going to do together. x)

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Lastly-astly... she loves to eat chocolate with raisin and i love to eat chocolate with nuts... she loves to eat cup noodles without soup and i love cup noodles with soup... so i shall let you guys imagine what we always do when we buy cup noodles and chocolates... HA HA HA!!!

Day brightener!

Mr Ramesh...

We were playing cards in school...

Mr Ramesh treated us coffee... tea... milo...

Fatin looks... UNGLAMOUROUS. HA HA HA!!

Hilda's watching...

I look so freaking ugly...

Why do i always appear looking so ugly in photos?

Anyhow, do you know it's ILLEGAL to play cards in school? We got caught by some 'security guard' said my weishan... =.= And Mr Ramesh... he... was mistaken as a student. Well... even with those beard and moustache on his face?

HADI...

KO2 with Ramesh

In our formal wear!

Look rather silly...

ONE YIN IS SOOOOOOOOOOO FREAKING CUTE!

Retarded one yin! HA HA HA!!!

candid.

Caught in my unglam state again... i'm so used to this, man.

Meng Hua looks weird...

This is a nicely taken one 'coz i look good in it. x)

TIE-ING.

The girls... x)

We own!

NICE!

caught ya!

The guys!

RANDOM! SILLY LOOKING HILDA!!!!!!!! HA HA HA!!!

EXCITING ONE!

Slacking away during comm skill tutorial... x)

Ramesh and Raymond

Ramesh and KOKKY

Ramesh and Wei Shan

Ramesh and YING YING!

Ramesh and Fatin... O' mine! Look at the height!

MAN THIS IS SO WELL TAKEN LAH!

NOTE: LOOK AT NECKLESS KOK!

MEH MEH AND RAMESH

Myself . Wei Shan . Meh Meh

WOW Ramesh with his eye closed... Fatin looking crazy! HA HAHA!

Raymond sticking his disgusting tongue... Meh Meh in danger... GAY KOK once again without neck.

WHAT HAPPENED?!

Toh's favourite pose!

One of my favourite 'vomiting' pose! HA HA HA!!!

GOOD JOB!

RAMESH-y!

Trying to make Ramesh gay around... and he did. HA HA HA!!!

Meng Hua and Ramesh... Tallest and tall.

Aw... so obvious.

Back view.

don't know what the hell was i doing... looks like we're beng-ing or something?

Enjoy the photos i've taken from Wei Shan's blog... erpx, and she took it from serene's blog. HA HA!!! Yeah, advertising for two blogs. x)

Edited the photos 'coz Mr Ramesh uses flash during the photo-taking so the photos are toooo bright... darken it a little so that everyone looks better in it. x)

Looking at those photos seriously brightens up my dull day... a little sick and so, i'm not visiting granny later. I've been feeling sickly since yesterday... shucks. HA HA!!! Head is pounding, eyes are watery and sore, throat feels dry and nostrils are blowing hot. I forgot to mention my nose bled yesterday night... I don't think i'm sick... just feeling sickly but that's 'coz i'm severely lack of sleep.

Anyhow, back to the photos...

Yup, Mr Ramesh has been a great tutor who is always there for his students. He doesn't mark us absence when we were terribly late. He lended us ties when we needed it. He taught us loads. He is fun and loving! He's the best tutor i've met so far. I will want him for comm skill next semester! The whole class will want it man! x)

O' yeah! I'm madly in love with The Pussycat Dolls now. They rock, man! Ha Ha! An awesomely awesome group! What can i say? I always thought the PCD is a group of bitches but they are actually not so much of a group of bitches but with character as well. Their live performances were great! Looking forward to their second studio album, DOLL DOMINATON... coming September 2008! At least now i got a reason to look forward to the coming of September... HA HA!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

13hours of sleep

WOW! Let me try to remember what time i slept yesterday...

Mmm, i came back home at around 4pm, bathed and used the computer and slept at around 5pm. Then, i realised it was 8++pm when i woke up and soooooooooooo once again, unfiliel ying ying missed the trip to the hospital to visit my ah ma. =.=

I was stomping mad 'coz mummy said she'll wake me up. BUT SHE DIDN'T! ROARRRRR!!! Forgot what i did... Mmm, i got up from the bed and went to pee? HA HA! Did i go back to sleep again after pee-ing? Or maybe i switched on the computer, again, and chatted online with Yvonne, My Gor, Rayan, Wei Shan and my Cousin? Switched on the air-conditioner 'coz the weather was bloody hot.

In the midst of the chat, i bathed (like again!) and cooked instant bee hoon for my sister and instant noodle for myself. Then, 'coz i was itching in da mouth... i cooked instant congee. HA HA!!

I know i've got a big metallic stomach.

Anyhow, i think i slept at 1++pm with the air-conditioner off 'coz my nose can't take the cold. And maybe 'coz the body ain't used to the 'anyhow' bedtime, i woke up at 5am in the morning automatically and thought it was already noon. Saw my mummy eating breakfast and said HI. HA HA! Then, realised my sister hasn't sleep. =.=

Went to the masterbed room and to the toilet before returning to my bed and to lalaland, again! This time round, i switched on the air-conditioner 'coz i can't sleep with the heat. And now, i woke up at 12pm in the noon and trying to total up the number of hours i've slept.

TOTAL NO. OF HOURS I'VE SLEPT = 13hours (approximately)

It ain't incredible, alright... and for some reasons i'm not really satisfied with the number of hours i've slept. It ain't sufficient but i shall not go back to sleep for fear i can't sleep tonight. I had serious insomnia two or three days ago. Horrible feel... flipped, tossed, turned, rotated 360-degree for a whole of four hours and i just can't sleep despite being soooooooo freaking tired! Hate it... it's not due to exam stress... so many things came running through my mind and i'm soooooooo going bonky!

Haiz, just feel like sighing all of a sudden. I got tonnes to do. Never-ending work... never-ending revision... never-ending fear... never-ending sigh... never-ending forgiveness... never-ending think-too-much... never-ending "always look on the bright side of life"... HA HA! I'm insane.

Should be out with Wei Shan, KOK, Meh Meh, and maybe others today before returning home and go visit my granny in the late afternoon but i told them i was toooooooooo lazy and exhausted to step out of the house. Just feel like slacking at home... lying on the bed... stare into the ceiling... breathe in and breathe out... and rot for the entire day.

It's raining now and i wonder if the few of them really did go out together... Hope they have a fun time together in the rain if they do. HA HA HA!! x)

Sayonara!

Ciao!

P.S. And i'm soooooo going to flunk BCS test. HA HA! Though it's a pity to see an A turning into C or D but forget it, i don't know why i don't feel upset over it. There's something else more upsetting than this, man. Yvonne knows. ROARRRR!! And last BUT NOT LEAST, i want to thank dear angelic Yvonne for the OIL and LUCK yesterday morning... I was both surprised and touched, seriously serious! x)

Teleportation & Invisibility

Maybe luck (or perhaps bliss) has slipped through the fingers... and disappear without a trace being left behind. He read what i've typed? Why is he soooooooooooo freaking blooody busy... or well perhaps wondering when will he ever has the time... Eeeeeeeeeeeee... so many questions to ask! *SHAGGY KNOCKED MY DOOR*

Well, shall no dweeeeell over it and think positively. Then i don't have to meet the abusive monster blue and go through the torture of being upset. I want to smile now and in da future... so i'll think back of the past sweet sweet fond memories that will keep me going... x) * I KICKED SHAGGY OUT OF THE HOUSE*

Now, let's sidetrack and not talk about my yesterday or maybe... today?

Is teleporting humans possible?

To me, it's a big NO. You know teleporting a human will require a machine to disseminate your body into little atoms, transport those many many atoms to the place you desire (most probably the speed of light? or well faster than taking any mode of transport that is available now) and then re-assembling those little atoms back?

Our bodies are living things... maybe if they were able to keep the body cells alive while sending it from one place to another at a fast speed then would teleporting be possible BUT what about the re-assembling part?

One atom out of place and you're a goner!

Anyhow, it's amazing that teleporting is possible... from what i've read... researchers teleporting beams of light and calcium ions. Not sure if it's true but technology and science are seriously both amazing and amusing.

Invisible cloak that perhaps only exist in the Harry Potter series might become possible one day if we continue to study light. Interesting, ain't it? The simple theory is, without light, we can't see. SO... if a cloak is able to magically bend light away and not into our eyes, we cannot see the cloak and it is thus INVISIBLE. WOW!

Visiting my ah ma later. I'm so freaking drained. No news from TOH. The month of September's coming... don't know why don't seemed to look forward to it at all.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Y2's baby sister!

My 'baby sister' - Wei Wei!

HA HA HA!!! Freaking bloooooooody gay!

YIKES! ADORABLE!

HA HA HA HA!!!! A flying kiss from 'her'... *faint*

HA HA HA!!! NOT ME! I ain't the culprit! My sister did that to him and he seemed very willing to pose for photo-taking! Freaking bloooooooooooooooody gay brother i've got... HA HA HA!!! But he does loooooooooook super adorable and seriously like a girl. GOSH................................

Anyhow, i went for da visiting just now and it was seriously a pleasure to see the ah ma. She's super healthy and talked a lot. Unlike me who stoned and listened quietly while taking notes of her well-being, Mabel was able to communicate better with the ah ma. The ah ma has been very kind, offering us pepsi and coke but i don't like gassy drinks... Mmm, quiet me can only shine her a very bright and sweet smile whenever she looked at me. She always never fail to return me a bright smile, too. I think i'll enjoy visiting trips more than Adrain Mole. x)

Erpx, tomorrow's friday and i'll be having steamboat at my cousin's house. My uncle's birthday happens to be tomorrow as well so my cousin said SHUN BIAN buy a cake and celebrate his birthday for him (his father). HA HA HA!!! Joke, man! Not that my cousin's a meanie... just that my uncle's a little un-fatherly at times. Well, every household has got it's own story...

And on Saturday would be BCS theory test. Yup, content-heavy... i'm squashed. Will send an email to inform the peeps that i need to study for my test and won't be able to update them. SuperNova does stinks at times... not the peeps... just the things we've got to do! HA HA! The stuffs i've got to send will be delayed as well. Very apologetic about it but... test more important neh. And BCS ain't a very friendly subject. x)

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Sun rises...

GIF of the DAY!

HA HA HA HA!!! JUST LOOK AT HILDA'S NECK!

Was glad i fell asleep without my sister by my side. Formed a pillow wall around me, felt a little more safe and secured, let off my guard... fell asleep. It might also due to lethargy...

Anyhow, woke up damn early 'coz i ain't comfortable sleeping all by myself... it was 9.30am when i woke up. Yup, i slept at 3am, mind you! So it was pretty unusual of me...

I'm visiting an aunty later on with a lady from the Silver Connect. She's not that lady called Florence. She's Mabel, quite a young mother. Wonder what i will be doing during the visiting... The reason why i've decided to stay on despite fact that i didn't sign up for this voluntary home-visit thingy is also 'coz i wanted to interact with the elderly and ya-know... learn how to communicate and enjoy being with them. I find the need to appreciate the old folks and the importance to 'click' with them.

Hopefully, i will be able to 'click' well with her and not forgetting the aunty (or maybe ah ma) that i'll be visiting once every month. Funny i'm visiting other ah gong ah ma and not my own ah ma... I seriously think i suck. Actually i was intending to visit her today but when i told mummy about that, she told me to go with her on Saturday morning. I said okay... but not realising there's a test on Saturday afternoon. Freak...

Nevertheless, the trip is compulsory. I'm sooooooooooo going to visit my ah ma coming Saturday after test.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Un-volleyball day

Weishan & Joe waiting for me while i 'support'... SOMEONE.

KELVIN ONG?!?!

IN DA APRON?!?!?!!?

HA HA HA HA A HA!!!!

Okay, busy handling customers... (his friend, mind you)

Cheating customers! The drink sucks! NOT NICE ONE LOR. AWFUL!

FATIN!

FATIN & HILDA... HA HA HA!! (MALAYSIAN & BURMESE)

ACT CUUUUUUUUUUUTE!!!!!

Crop it so that weishan doesn't look too... out-of-the-picture. HA HA HA!!!!

FATIN, HILDA & ME!!!!!!

A HUG... warm!

?!?! (HA HA!!!!)

Fatin... JUMP!

Please take note of hilda's head... or neck? HA HA!

Me... levitating...

Feets off the ground! Oooo!

AND MY NEW MOBILE! Lights-off... it looks like a ipod. x)

And.... BOO!!!! x)

YAY!!!!!!!! I LOVE IT!!!!!! x)

The keypad that will only light up if i want to make a call or text peeps. Style, right? HE HE HE HE!!

Good luck has been raining on me... pouring so heavily i'm sooooooooo drenched and drowning! Anyhow, i've changed my mobile and will be keeping my old number. So... NOT TO WORRY! It's E8 quite a cool model known to be designed by famous Jay Chou. Not that i'm a big fan of Jay Chou.. just that i wanted a phone that is unique and that little peeps use it (so that i am da outstand-ER). Most importantly, it has to be a music phone to make up for my loss (YEAH, if you remember i lost my mp3).

Got back OB coursework result (50% of overall)... MY GROUP PEEPS GOT AN A! YIPEEEEEE!!! Got As for almost all da subjects 'cept Econs (a B+)... HAPPY! Yup, Leisure and Resort Management sure is easier compared to Hospitality and Tourism. I'm a little afraid of the next semester... Yikes!

Met Kelvin Ong today to return his 25bucks. Heh, he looks super weird wearing that apron. Thinking how am i going to survive my year 2 with that apron on me kinds of bother me... anyhow, hope i'll look good in that.

Deposit some money into my account today. Shall not withdraw it till end of the month... Hopefully, what i'm saving will be sufficient for presents-hunting for da september babies *blink-blink*. Not forgetting... my two animal friends (Ooops!).

Suppose to play volleyball with the class today but ain't in the mood 'coz i've got other things to attend to plus weishan's having a headache all of a sudden. This coming Saturday is BCS test and ya-know-what? I didn't know there a test until when hilda mentioned it. O' Gosh... imagine if i didn't hear it... I THINK I'LL BEA GONER! It's not that i don't take the exams or tests seriously but i just don't feel like stressing myself after looking at the exam dates... so always will look at them ONLY one week before exams. HA HA HA!

I'm lovin' my life in poly 'coz of the friends i've met. Ooooo... never regret LRM and POLY as my choice. I think this is one of the best choices i've ever made in life. x)

More effort, ying ying! You're going to prove yourself... make the best out of everything and love life, enjoy life and play life! HE HE HE!!! x)

Sayonara!

Ciao!

P.S. I know i'm no longer a kid... BUT I AM SCARED TO SLEEP ALONE! T.T My sister's not coming back tonight! And i got to sleep alone during... during... during... this period!!! O' My God! And the freaking night light is inside my parent's room! I don't want to wake them up! Aw... i am soooooooooooooooooooo freaking dead! HOW HOW HOW?!?! I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO DAMN SCARED TO SLEEP ALONE... ROARRRRRRR!!!

Chasing after time...

Camilia ^ I

I was trying to do the slides for SuperNova but no idea how to do it... So, i flipped through photos of events we've done in da past, hoping that ideas would strike me. Alamak! Only managed to see stupid photos of myself which kind of dampens my mood. HA HA!

SuperNova '06 was held at Ngee Ann Secondary School when i was only a secondary three kid. As a camper, i did have loads of fun but the peeps i know were only peeps in my own group. Only after the camp and that i've decided to stay on did i get to know more friends. Peeps like bear, bamboo, ying hui, steven, and loads more...

Anyhow, those memories will forever be remembered and won't fade with time. I've learnt quite a bit throughout the years... grow quite a bit after each event... but wonder why i never find them enough. I'm not as naive as the past but i still think i lack some things to convince myself that i'm at least able. Seeking for an answer... Mmmmm... always wonder what's going through the minds of capable leaders. Ever really thought that it would be rewarding if there's the existence of magic school bus 'coz then i can board it and ride through brains... and see what the hell is inside.

I feel that i don't need any preaching but just peeps answering my questions that i need answers to. Well, my stlye of learning might be a little different from peeps. Maybe i already know the answer... but i just refuse to accept it. HA HA!! It ain't laziness... i'm just not putting in enough effort. Oooooo... see!

Ah ha! Xiong ba's mad or maybe just disappointed. Man, so sorry to him but i seriously need to change my phone plan liao... and my mummy's free today. Shall go meet them after that lah. HA HA! I never want to break my promise.

I need to mug... Need to put in more effort in everything i do, man! Where's my motivation? Someone has got to light that up.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

HELLO PANDA!

HELLO PANDA!

Erpx, haha. Just laming around. Yesterday was awesome... read back some of my blog entries and chatlogs and finally thought of what i can buy for a friend's birthday. Not boxers. Not underwear. Not condoms. Not swimming trucks. Yeah, thanks many friends for their EXOTIC suggestions but i've decided to stick to what i've thought of. It's quite ingenious in a way... but FUNNY TOO! HA HA HA!!!

Dreamt early in the morning... i didn't day-dream.I seriously dreamt. That dream wasn't very vivid and i've forgotten part of it but it was still A BEAUTIFUL DREAM. Anyhow, i'm changing phone soon and i'm stuck!

Motorola? Nokia? Samsung? Sony?

Glide phone? Slide phone? Candybar phone? Flip phone?

I only have two requirements - must be able to store quite a number of songs and photos and a very user-friendly organiser. x)

I want a phone that suits me. Yes, and weishan is pyscho-ing me to take sony phone. I... shall see first.

Show you guys some photos about the Grafitti Competition held last year (YEAH LONG LONG AGO). Yup, gotten these photos from Kevin so that i can do the presentation slides for SuperNova. It's damn classic, okay! Let you guys see how old ying ying looks like... HA HA HA!!!!

Please take note of bamboo's hair. HA HA HA!!!

Mmmm, ying ying looked so TU! But well... not much changes, yeah? HA HA!

BUTTERFLY!!!!! Look at my shy face... thanks bear for 'encouraging' me to pose like that. I'll never forget. UGLY & UNGLAM.

THREE LAME GUYS!!!! Playing around with people's masterpiece... GRAFITTI ROCKS MAN!

O' yeah, visited weishan's blog just now and since her first entry, i was never clever. Either described as DUMB or DA BEN DAN. ROARRRRRR!!! Just saying it here that SHE'S NOWHERE BETTER! Boo!!!! Boo!!!! DUMB DUMB RETARDED WEISHAN! More dumb than me. More slow than me. More retarded than me. HEHEHEHE. If i'm da ben dan than she's CHAO JI WU DI DA BEN DAN! HA HA HA!!!! Let me show you guys... this super ultra dummy!

WHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! RETARDED T THE MAX RIGHT!

THIS ONE TOO!!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

P.S. ONE GOOD NEWS TO SHARE: I've got back my intHT test 2. Surprisingly, ying ying who didn't study and flunked the fill-in-the-blanks session got a B+. WALAO! Unbelievable lah! Got 13/15 for MCQ, 3 or 4/15 for fill-in-the blanks and perhaps i got full marks for last section. HA HA HA!! If not, i can't possibly get B+ unless da teacher totalled my marks wrongely. O' My God! Seriously, this is insane. Can't believe my eyes ya-know!

Silver Connect

Few days ago, i received a call from a lady, Florence. She said she was calling from Silver connect and wanted me to meet up at TECC on coming Sunday (today), 2pm. I said i'll go since i'm free and i've not been attending any events or activities organised by the Siver Connect since the presentation ceremony.

Never expect that i was 'sabotaged' to go. I wonder why my name appeared in da list... now, i've got to go home visit to some elderly's house. I was definitely shocked to see a group of aunties when i reach TECC. Mmmm, why the other SuperNova peeps never kena called by them? Why me?

Anyway, i've accepted the mission. So every once a month, i've got to visit an aunty at block 260+. Ya-know-what? I felt like Adrain Mole. HA HA HA! It's awkward to be with a group of aunties... but i believe peeps who do comm service can't be bad. And it's Silver Connect that taught me how to love and who to love.

Forgotten if i've ever mentioned before that it's truly a bliss to be able to do community work with peeps you love. Yeah... sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet, isn't it? Well, i was reminded of the time i go around the neighbourhood with the three kids, the aunty, kelvin and group leader, Jason. I wonder how the three kids are doing... i know where they stay... HA HA HA!! Feel like visiting them... but doubt they will remember me. Most probably they will only remember the leader. x)

During da meeting at Mac, i was reminded of my ah ma. BOO! Unfiliel Ying Ying has not seen my ah ma for months. I'll make a trip to my aunty's house this coming Thursday i-guess. I hope my sister is free... then we can go together. Mmmm, anything i can get for my ah ma so that she smiles upon seeing it? I hope she's willing to take a photo with me. x)

Going granny's house later and will be back to finish up the slides for comm skill's presentation tomorrow! I'm sooooooooooo bloody sianz...

The aunties thought that i sign up for the Silver Connect... In fact, i didn't. They thought i do voluntary work to clock up hours for seal points or whatever. In fact, i never thought of that. They thought i know what i would be doing. In fact, i don't know. They thought i'm a pre-U student. In fact... i am. HA HA HA!!!

Enough of my nonsense. I've decided to fork out my Thursday afternoon to visit the elderly. HA HA HA!! Actually, doing comm service seriously make me feel more like a warm-blooded human being. Alright, hope i have good time with the aunties.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

P.S. O' ya, as usual, i am the only one screaming and cheering for Singapore in front of the telly (yesterday) and my family doesn't seemed to be interested at all. HA HA HA!! NDP... AWESOMELY AWESOME arh!

Baker Ying

Weishan asked... why da knife so small?

I answered... I'm scared of big knives... =.=

Into the fridge to chill!

Yipeeeeeeee!!

HEHEHEHE!!! It's edible!

Two days ago, i went to SuperNova Meeting! It has been a long time since i last saw VIONNA. Yeah, only saw VIONNA... rest of the zodiac don't know gone where. And we didn't talk much too. Sianz...


Meeting was stressful and i was pulling my hairs thanks to shit situations i seriously hate to be in. Was hoping superman will fly to me and rescue me... haha, i'm siao. Mmm, big pieces of dead skin cells are falling off from my scalp... the day before, weishan was still complaining to me about the same thing but i didn't experience that 'coz only the skin from my ears started peeling off. Didn't expect i will kena too... Damn paiseh, okay! 'coz i look like i got a headful of dandruffs. EW!

Hungry Ghost Festival... Cassandra was afraid to go back home alone. I suggested i escort her home but she doesn't seemed to like that idea 'coz later we might scream together, panick together, faint together... blah blah blah. HA HA HA!!! We escorted her back home. The journey there was a little quiet. I also wanted some peace. Bamboo was extremely quiet... Anyhow, talked a bit here and there before saying bye bye to cassandra.

Finally jumped and screamed 'coz of an outdoor cockroach. I don't use to be afraid of outdoor cockroach but not when it's right under my feet and running about! I can easily play soccer with that cockroach as da ball. =.=

Sat and slacked at the playground. Left after seeing more outdoor cockroaches. Haiz... how come ar? Cockroaches wandering around like nobody's business! Mmmm, On our way back, we played imitation. A new game that i love to play when i'm super bored and wanted some entertainment. Bamboo never entertain me... he must be thinking of someone special ya-know!

Took the stairs instead of the lift 'coz i don't like being in da lift alone. ya obviously know why! Stupid bamboo freak the hell out of me 'coz he took da lift up and i was wondering who could it be in da lift... haiya, you guys won't know what happened unless you're me. AND HE SHONE ME HIS EVIL GRIN when i peered out from the corner to see who took da lift up. Mind you, my heart was in my mouth!

Still must thank HIM for sending me back.

Yesterday, it was National Day. Woke up early 'coz i got a mission in hand. Waited online for a few hours and was told by my parents we were going grocery shopping. Aw... i need my weekends online! Forced myself to bath and dragged my feets out of the house... got into the car and realised it has been a long long time since baba drove me out with his car.

Smiled like a retard throughout the journey 'coz i was reminded of my importance... the cap's importance... my importance... the cap's importance... i seriously hope it meant something. Anyhow, when we almost finished shopping for da groceries... i got that sudden urge to bake! So chiong-ed to get the ingredients... called bamboo for help. GOT HELP FROM BAMBOO! BAMBOO ROCK! HA HA HA!! I owe him many many!

Now, i got my baking set, sponsored by mummy! YAY!

Baked my first ever cheesecake BY MYSELF without any help frmo Ying Hui or Bamboo. Though it's weird to be baking at 10pm in da night but i 'enjoyed' the process. HAH! It tastes nice... weishan's jealous... HA HA HA!!! She's 5th in da list. Maybe you guys can book your slots, too. I SAID MAYBE... =.=

1st: The CHANs

2nd: -secret-

3rd: Yvonne

4th: i forgot

5th: Weishan

6th: K02? Zodiac? SuperNova peeps? Choir? Others?

Anyway, there's still a long list 'coz i'm intending to bake my uncles and aunties one each. Just want to spread da LOVE. HA HA HA!!!

TOH's on duty!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Happy Birthday, Singapura!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SINGAPURA!

May you continue to grow and prosper! May all da peeps who celebrate your birthday have a happy day ahead! May all your dreams come true! Hahahaha... Singapore, GO GO GO!

Wonder why i don't sense the spirit of national day. Well, maybe 'coz i'm in polytechnic. And, my family don't celebrate national day. We just watch the nationdal day parade together in a living room with as usual, me screaming and cheering for Singapore, and ownself zi-high. HA HA HA!! Let's see what will happen this year...

Ever wish that there will be a day i can watch the NDP at marina bay with someone i like... may my wish come true, alright! Hahaha... National Day tickets are hard to get ya-know! The someone i like is even harder to get! HA HA HA!

One day when you guys see a photo being displayed here, on this blog... well, you'll know what i meant all these while. It could be possible... it could be just my own wishful thinking. December is coming... i'm still searching for my courage and a little more confirmation and assurance.

ALL I WANT FOR X'MAS IS YOU!

TOHs, toast!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Tags reply!

I wonder when weishan took this...

Mmmmmmmmm... SPYING ME?

Don't tell me... she's... a... HOMESEXUAL!?

SLEEPY HEAD WITH SPECS!

Oooo.. now i look suuuuuuper nerddy!

Yunos looks stupid! HA HA HA!!!

HAR! SOMEONE CAUGHT ZI LIAN-ing!!!!!!!!!!

Seeeeeeeeeee!!!!!

HOR HOR!!!!!

Zi lian arh... act what mature?

HEH... you think i don't know you're snapping photos of yourself? See me beside you!

HAIYO ACT CUTE!!!!! Only the MEH MEH will like lor... HA HA HA!!!

WAH MORE!

FATIN... everyone's seriously mad over the specs!

Taken when we went to get things for next... Damn long ago, man! We were at Golden Mile! Look what my gor's doing...

Well... i must say i look awesome wearing caps and hats. HE HE! x)

Our class is once again... STUCK! HA HA!

Ooooo... this box looks familiar...

Weishan has nothing better to do... always snapping photos anywhere she goes.

ONE YIN - UNGLAM!

UGLY... Roarrrrrrr!!!

What's fatin looking at...?

HILDA... HUMONGOUS EATER... (same gang as weishan) HA HA!!

See! Eating eating never stopping!

Fatin looking cute!

And hilda... still eating... =.=

fatin... still smiling to the camera... HA HA!

Wah his photo is horrible, can! Damn act cute but i was actuallly chewing da fish.

Using hand is much more easier than using plastic forks and knife that breaks easily. Hehehe...

Once again... you see members of the allocentic chiongster(s) - DANIEL AND RICHMOND.

When was this taken? (seriously have no idea)

Bruises... weishan's

Mmmmmm, she looks like she got abused. Hah... poor blood circulation.

ONE YIN - RETARDED! HA HA!

That must be JOE - EMO!

Kok acting stupid one again... HA HA HA!!

GRACELESS ARH!

I'm soooooooooo going to punch the MEH MEH!

SUPER GAY KOK!

Ya know what is he going to do??

THIS!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAA!!! GAY! AND SEXY!

oh-uh! MEH MEH!

OH?? obssession?

Haiz... gayang and his favourite move.

WATCH US BING GRACELSSS.

GRACIOUS?

Ooooooo... FATIN AND ONE YIN.

As you can see... STICK.

Wah.. act hip hop ar.

HA HA HA!!!

Stick and hip hop bickering?

what's raymond doing?

Rehearsing for OB... Aw.

The current favourite sport of class K02!

Fatin's birthday present! SUNGLASSES!

HA HA HA!!!! CUTE!

EATING EATING! (Ubin trip)

EATING EATING! (ubin trip)

EATING EATING! (ubin trip)

VAMPIRE ME! (ubin trip)

VAMPIRE HER! (ubin trip)

HA HA HA!!! This one makes me laugh!!!!!! (ubin trip)

Lunch time! See... i was wearing weishan's shirt 'coz she dumb-dumb go wear this shirt that can see through after it's wet... I was wearing my swim suit lah. HA HA HA!!! (kayaking course)

Our new friend, rayan.

Alex and rayan.

Looks like weishan ain't sick of snapping photos of them... eerpx. HA HA!!

Yeah, eating at subway after first day of kayaking course!

Acting silly while waiting for bus to GO HOME! x)

Rayan's acting silly, too.

Just his lips enough to make him look silly... HA HA HA!!!

EW ACT CUTE!!!!

WAH.... blur but nice hor!

Not very nice ar... BLEAH!

Gaying around i-suppose!

Gosh... alex's lips are seriously attention-seeking.

random.

Zzzzzzzz.......

Ooops!

ACT CUTE!

Alex's hand is BIGGGGGG!!

compare-compare.

weishan's

funny finger... with a red spot... permanent red spot i heard...

Oops! Seriously have a hard time wondering how to reply the tags...

Cassandra:
HEHEHEHE CASSANDRA! Sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet leh? HA HA HA!!! You can hop onto him, too. But... someone else might turn green with envy. Ooops! O' My God! I'm going to get myself killed. HA HA!!

Tiffany:
I recovered long ago but thanks! I really hope you'll do well for your exams, yo! HA HA!! GOOD LUCK! VJC IS YOURS MAN!

Rome:
Oooo... who are you? Anyway, thanks!

BROTHER Daniel:
HEHEHEHEHEHE! Thanks for being an awesome brother! I AM SO PROUD OF YOU! Whahahahaha... HAPPY! I never regret participating N.E.X.T Challenge and dragging you along, man! Let's go next year's! WHEHE!

Yvonne:
It has been quite some time since we last chatted online... HA HA HA! And i won't drink coffee no matter what, man! He say-say only... won't be that bad to make me drink awful coffee... We'll go ubin together one day! I bring you around... HA HA! x)

KOK:
POSTED. TOO BAD! BLEAH!

Kelzz:
Haha... hard to reply to your tag.

Rayan:
HA HA HA! Welcome, my new kayak friend!

Weslie:
You've never been to ubin before? NEXT TIME I GO I DRAG YOU ALONG! PROVIDED YOU HAVE GOT THE TIME! GO GO GO! Damn fun!

And now, i shall talk about TODAY! I ain't late for comm skill (FINALLY). Thanks weishan for waking me up and mister ramesh for being late! HA HA! I did my oral presentation today and find it damn cool. It's also about how i heck my mummy's bad attitude towards me the other day and still would like to make her my topic of the day. So, i would like to share it here:

6 years ago, I saw mummy carrying a ball in her stomach. From a tennis ball to a soccer ball, she carried it with her for nine long months before giving birth to my brother. She had a hard time walking, eating and sleeping ‘coz the ball is always obstructing her movement. This is what one ball can do… So what would one imagine carrying nine balls instead of one?


Two days ago, I read this article from the new paper. The title of the article is “Mum-to-be is pregnant with nine fetuses”. My first reaction when I read the article was… “WOW” This article is talking about a mother, who already had three children, is giving birth to nine more babies in a few days time. What amazes me the most is a sentence that she said. She said, “It would be much more difficult to feed nine babies than to give birth to them”. She did make sense but she still decided to give birth to them.

I think mummies are noble. Having the courage to endure the several hours of painful contractions before giving birth to us… Having the patience to educate us and care for us… Having the love to bear with us when we play truant…

So, cherish your mummy. And, don’t forget daddy. HA HA!

Thank you.

End of the oral presentation. The article was taken away by fatin 'coz she needs it for her project or something. You-know... talking about how mummies give birth to babies seriously make me develop phobia of giving birth. I'm soooooooooooooooo going to adopt children in the future, man! If not, please let technology rocks the earth and heaven and make guys give birth instead.

Anyhow, comm skill lasted barely one hour. Yikes... and that's all for comm skills! Walao... attended school for one hour and go home? No way! So we went to eat at design... i just koped a few fries 'coz i'm on a diet. x)

After which, we met up with kok and watched Bring It On, Again. Man! THAT'S AN AWESOME CHEERLEADING MOVIE! I love this kind of movie... Movies that show peeps passion towards a particular thing. Peeps with passion are super charming... they amaze me and i could see them shine. I really love seeing peeps eyes brightening up upon seeing things they are passionate about. For me, i believe passion leads one to success (my definition of success is certainly different from all of you) and makes one looks charming. And i can't bring myself to smile seeing peeps with passion. They got that aura in them, seriously serious!

Enough of side-tracking.

Spent the rest of the day getting dragged out of the bus by miss toilet. And said depicted by kok, i screamed like some mad woman. Mmmmmmm, well, i deny! HA HA HA! Alright, i didn't really notice what happened but i was a little mad being dragged out of the bus without HILDA! Roarrrrrrrr!

How could she! She even laughed at me when i fell in front of the school entrance today. DAMN SWAY, CAN! Everyone was staring at me... And Hilda was in her own world, talking to herself. Only when she realised no one's answering did she turn back and found out that i was kneeling on the ground like some retard. HA HA HA! I can't believe i actually embarassed myself in front of so many peeps today! Just to run away from miss toilet... i tripped over my own feet and fell. DUMB! RETARDED! STUPID! SILLY!

HA HA HA!! Alright, i'm laughing at myself now. I can never forget Hilda's laughter, man! She was seriously having a great time laughing away after witnessing me kneeling on the ground. Gosh... what the hell did i do... and i didn't get up on my feet immediately and waited for her to come for me. Argh! Bo luk to get up on my own...

Tried the mutabak (i don't know how to spell it) and find it so-so. Hahaha... then finally went back home and slack the whole day. I miss couch potato-ing!

Watched Fated to love you... and this particular sentence caught my eyes:
如果最美好的早以留在心里, 那在多得选择也只会视而不见

In english, it basically means "if the best is already in your heart, even if there are more choices out there, they can't be seen."

SUPER AGREE WITH THIS, MAN! Ha ha ha... peeps in love are blinded. Even if there are more choices out there... no matter how sweeeet they are... how handsome or beautiful they are... those don't matter to them 'coz they are blinded by love... only the ones they can really see are the most charming ones to them. Well, just agree with me... 'coz it's true. HA HA HA!!!

TOH TOH TOH TOH... TOH TOH TOH TOH...

Sayonara!

Ciao!

P.S. Photos taken from weishan's phone... A LOT RIGHT! HA HA HA!!! Enjoy! x)

A 'quick' update

ANNOUNCEMENT: YING YING HAS GOTTEN HER ONE STAR FOR KAYAKING!

Finally got over my two days one-star kayaking course. After being baked under the sun for two days, i've managed to turn a little copper red... Drifting in the sea and wobbling up and down for two whole days have certainly caused me to feel a little seasick even till today (4th august '08). Anyhow, i'm proud of myself having to perservere throughout this course. Yes... i'm being overwhelmed by a very super strong sense of achievement. I think i did well... all the strokes, rescue, sterning... The only thing i suck at would be the classic draw.

YING YING IS PLANNING TO TAKE 2-STAR IN COMING NOVEMBER WITH WEISHAN, MY GOR, KOK (MAYBE).

YING YING IS PLANNING TO TAKE 3-STAR NEXT YEAR.

YING YING IS PLANNNG TO TAKE ONE-STAR COUCH NEXT YEAR OR PERHAPS THE YEAR AFTER NEXT.

AND BEFORE SHE TAKE ONE-STAR COUCH, SHE IS SOOOOOOO GOING TO LEARN HOW TO SWIM (as in... certs... i want to achieve at least a silver for swimming). HA HA HA! SOUNDS PRO, RIGHT? HEHEHE. x)

NOT FORGETTING THAT SHE IS GOING TO TAKE HIP HOP DANCE COURSE WITH WEI SHAN COMING OCTOBER USING HER SALARY (working as ursher for F1). YAY! Everything's all planned.

Alright, back to updating about my recent life.

Yup, my weekends had been great. 2nd August was my cousin birthday. Now, I'm super broke 'coz her birthday present cost me 40bucks. Hahaha... yeah, it's her 21st birthday. She spent it at her house... eating KFC feast. Hahaha... gosh, memorable indeed. Know what her boyfriend bought her? A camera and a diamond ring... ALAMAK! That must have cost him a bomb... i heard he spent 500+ bucks on her birthday.

Hope my cousin like the present i've bought for her. Actually, i didn't take note of the date. Still, i managed to get her semething within the ten minutes shopping time i've got while my cousin (birthday girl's brother) went to takeaway KFC feast.

O' the camera she got is exactly the same as mine! HA HA! Saw the camera pouch and was reminded of the day i lost my pouch. HA HA!! I has been two months ya-know... two months since i last saw TOH.

Tuesday which was yesterday has been superb. Got my gor to call me at 7.30am so that i can wake up and reach school punctually for econs presentation. Yes, i really reach school at 9am but realised tutorial starts at 11am instead. Seriously, i was so severely lack of sleep i've forgotten tuesday school starts at 11am. SUPER STUPID, RIGHT? ROARRRRRRRRR!!!!! Even scared the hell of kok... yeah, he knows why.

Still glad that i've finally finished the very last project which is the Econs market study. Ya-know what... I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY! NO MORE PROJECTS! I'll spent this whole week hibernating to get back my sleep and finish up the comm work and the rest of the week MUGGING for my exams. I hope i seriously mug ya-know!

Anyway, it's 11.10pm now (6th August '08). Mummy is making a big fuss of me sleeping late. She's having PMS i-suppose so i shall just grumble to myself and heck her behavior. Please... i slept at 9.30pm yesterday and if not for xiong ba who called me at 10.30pm and chatted for one hour, i would have hit 12hours of sleep! Hehehe... super proud of myself.

PLayed volleyball with the class today. Oooooo, FUN! I think i'm quite okay with volleyball. Kayaking has made me feel so sporty! Yeah, 'coz i'm soooooooo tanned now. And i like my skin colour. HEHEHE! O' ya, i'm on a diet! Freaking hungry the last week... ate like mad at Changi Village with weishan, kok and yang when we visited ubin and then ate like mad at Changi Village with weishan and new friends when we went for kayaking course. VISITING CHANGI VILLAGE IS A SIN, MAN! HA HA HA!!!

I'm sooooooooo going to shut my mouth and ban food from entering it. SOME BARRIERS TO ENTER... Woots! Sounds so econ-y. HA HA!!

Currently, i'm watching this drama serial - Fated to love you. Yup, i'm finishing it soon but not so by sacrificing my sleep so i got to go Zzzzzz now. I never want to be late for comm skill tutorial tomorrow. Got weishan to wake me up... HA HA!!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

P.S. Bamboo's in da jungle, camouflaging as one of the trees... HA HA HA!!! See him real soon! Next entry would be tags reply! Yeah, i-know... i've not been replying tags... HA HA HA!!! Wait for me! I shall do it tomorrow after gym? HA HA!! sellsell, ciaociao!

The Ubin Trip

In da boat... to ubin!

KOKKY's funny face! Super nice photo! x)

Oooo... we look quite like siblings in this photo. HA HA!

Well.................................... speechless. I look UGLY. HUMPH!

EH?! HA HA!!

Judith and Alezec.

Wei Shan & KOKKY.

COPYMAO!

KOK LOOOKS SSSUUUUUUUPER UGLY!

HAHAHA! CUUUUUUTE!

RETARDED YANG.

The famous HILDA's style!

DIG DIG!

FEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED...

Erpx? CHOKE?

Weishan's going to kiss... weiyang? Oh-uh!

And they kissed! Oooooo... HA HA HA!!

HA HA HA HA HA!!! I look like some despo!

Yikes... just a bit more!

UBIN!

2nd trip to pulau ubin this year... HAHAHA! This is where my baba used to live with my uncles and aunties. The familiar smell of the sea lingering in the air... breathe deep and i smell my father. HA HA HA!!! Just exergerating, yeah.

Wei Shan and house! x)

The tall tree... x)

See weishan running at the back? HA HA!

Place great for a panic... with your love ones... AW!

The visitor centre... yeah... honet's flying around, too. LOOK OUT!

The TOILET, LADIES & GENTLEMEN!

COOL, HUH? HEH.

YAY! CHEK JAWA, HERE AM I!

CHEEEEEEEEEEEESE!!!!!! x)

Scenic view...

weishan's spreading her arms... feeling da breeze and enjoying da greenery! Wooots!

A sailor went to sea, sea, sea

to see what he could see, see, see...

back view of judith and alezec. x)

Wheeeeeeeeeeeee!!! WE ROCK!

The back of the house...

Seeeeeee... there are fishes swimming in there... (well, hard to see)

Ooops! Extra... this photo appeared before... earlier on. x)

Far far away... that is... tekong? BAMBOO~~~~ HA HA HA!!

NICE RIGHT? MAN, I LOVE IT THERE!

What's going on?

Okay... let's sing... my heart will go on... HA HA!

YANG - JACK

KOK - ROSE

.............

Rose will never stand in this manner... UNGLAM!

HA HA HA!!!

Look where's jack touching...

ROSE'S CHEST! x)

burst shot... shucks.

?

Three musketeers.

The ladies rockin' da world.

HEHEHEHEHEHE... x)

KOK's lazing...

CHEEEEEEEZE!!!!

HAR?!?!

YAWNZ...

EMO-ing?!

RETARDED KOK.

Yes... i'm sooooooooooooo going to sleep while baking under the sun. DAMN SHIOK!

STILL EMO-ing. Who is he thinking of... HAR............ Hmmm.

TANNING!

AIRPLANE IN DA AIR... x)

DA WIND'S TOO BIG... TOU FA YOU MEI YOU LUAN? =.=

WHAT!

RANDOM...

Oooo... see! There's one small piece of land over there...

SWIM OVER THERE? LAME!

Caught ya, PLANE!

SHIP...

Woooooots! TOO DARK...

UGLY!!!



Weiyang's.




KOK?


Weishan?



?


Random.


Obviously this eye is mine... Yikes.


Playing with the shadows...



and the sun...


and peeps...


I think my photography skill rock!


Scenic.


CALL THIS NUMBER.



MAP



EH? Laugh till so... UNGLAM!


Look at the footprint... weishan's footprint! CRUDE! HAH!


KOK's butt.


Candid.


Random...



Mr. Yang's . Wei Shan's . KOKKY's .


Nice shelter, right? Breezy breezy!



Looking out far away the deep blue sea... x)


Mmmm... i'm not inside. T.T


Crude... >.< Oooo... limbo-ing?

Kok's drowning... =.=

I'm floating... in the air... =.=

Super!

HA HA HA!!! Cool playing with the life buoy, right?

We're the hypo life-savers! WoOts!

Wooden planks... very cool walkway. x)

Where it leads to...?

The Tower...

Heard it's seven to eight storey tall... x)

TOWER...

There's something up there! LOOOK!!! *fake*

HA HA HA! We were just being lame.

The tower... Hah, looks real cool.

The camera can't really catch the BIG creature lurking there... heard it's a komodo lizard... WOW!

Eagle in the air... x)

NOTICE.

New route opening up... please take note. HAIZ...

Erpx... random.

Anyhow, kok's hair... Mmmm, needs some conditioning... seriously. HA HA!!

RETARDED KOKKY! HA HA HA!! x)

Bet you guys enjoyed the photos! Erpx... at least fake that you enjoy, alright? Anyhow, went to pulau ubin on 31st July 2008. It has been an awesome day out with my friends. We had great fun singing and playing qing ni gen wo zhe yang zuo. I suck at it due to slow reaction... cycled to chek jawa and spent 20over bucks on the bikes and FOOD. Food at Changi village rocks, man! Learnt more about pulau ubin... didn't manage to cycle past my great grandparent's tomb and i hope they wouldn't mind.

Though i've never stayed there before, this place feels so familiar to me. Perhaps 'coz my baba grew up there with his siblings with my yeye and nai nai. There's actually a family photo of my grandparents, baba and uncles and aunties taken on the island of pulau ubin. Perhaps i'll upload it here some day to show it to you guys. DAMN CUTE LOR. HA HA HA!

Living in pulau ubin must have been awesomely awesome and memorable to my baba. This island sure holds so much fond memories to baba... My parents are noble and my idols. I LOVE THEM SO! HA HA HA!!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

RANDOMLY

It's going to be a super random and meaningless post so i encourage no one to read this. I meant it. x)

You know who's TOH? I seriously wish to tell the whole world about TOH 'coz i cannot stand it anymore. Yes, seriously serious. Argh, forget it, my gor will be there for whatever things i'll be doing from now on. HA HA! DON'T CARE! I'm going to stick with him like super glue... BLEAH! He's joining the YEC, he's joining the SuperNova camp... i'm so sorry to trouble him and to get him involved in so many things but... he needs to. He's a SuperGor, anyway.

Mmmm, i know you guys don't understand but i'm seriously getting too pressurised over such stuff. Maybe i shall chill a bit and stop getting so paranoid. Mmm, wonder how peeps handle them...

Anyhow, miss the times my sister and i used to talk till break of dawn... we seldom do so now 'coz i'm busy and she's busy and that's why i'm turning to blogging and sometimes, peeps. My sister and i used to talked about everything under the moon. And normally obviously about those very INTERESTING and FUNNY topics like the guy we like, future husband, ideal wedding place blah blah blah. ALL GIRLS DO THAT, OKAY.

My sister and i share a lot in common. He must not be younger than us and for me... he... MUST BE someone who is at least two years older than me. Bamboo asked me before i-think... and my stand remains fim... i like OLD man. OLD OLD OLD... HA HA HA!!! Don't mind if he's five years older than me... Don't mind if he's ten years older than me. He just have to be at least two years older than me... that's the basic criteria! I know i seemed to have exergerated it... but it's true. x)

Guys whom are of the same age or younger as i do turn me off, still, as always. As in it's how weird you guys might say YOU NEVER KNOW but well, my eyes won't open for guys younger than me or even if he's like one or two years older than me? It's how weird it's true... i'm a freak who only like older guys. And after meeting someone i like... i've added one more condition: he must be someone whom i like. HA HA HA!!!

Soh hua (only yvonne knows who she is...) told me before that the one she married to is not the guy she likes the most... for me, i rather remain single if i can never find the someone i like the most (TOH. TOH. TOH. HEH.). And i swear. Same goes to my sister... we really share a lot in common. Yeah? HA HA!!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

P.S. Blogging something in random 'coz i need to blog... yes, IntHT is driving me nuts. I'll blog about ubin trip tomorrow, perhaps. LASTLY, my gor rock! He surprised me with kinda breuno today! He made my day! Cheers to the kinda breuno and his listening ears and very helpful advice! x)