When you get to enjoy great food and yet can't eat as much as you like... you just wish you can vomit everything out and start eating again. Mmm, for me, i would prefer having a hole in my stomach... you get to chew, eat and stuff whatever you like in your stomach and yet it is never full! Brilliant, isn't it?
Alright, i'm so full now but still wanted to eat more. Though it's only porridge with cabbage but i just like it this way - plain and simple yet delicious. Yesterday, i couldn't really bring myself to mug the whole day and spent my whole afternoon fighting with the ants in my home. It's disgusting! My home has been infested by nests of ants! Ants filled the kitchen everywhere and they stretched all the way from the kitchen to the outside of the house! You will never believe i've been living in a home infested by ants for about a year and the condition is worsening every day!
Armies and armies of ants... and i'm the only one at home. I went to bath and hope to study at TECC after that i drop the thought, took the vacuum cleaner, and started warring, sucking all ants i could see with my naked eyes into the vacuum cleaner! HAHAHA!!
I can't believe no one is doing the cleaning... and even if they do, they can never do it thoroughly. Not really no time to do it... for my sister, she's lazy to do it and for my father, you can say he doesn't have the time to do it. For my mother, she also doesn't have the time too. For me, you should know.
Despite the fact that i don't know how to use a mop, i still manage to get the kitchen thoroughly cleaned. Like what i've did usually... flooding the kitchen with water and start scrubbing it with a scrub-like stuff. It was very disgusting and gross and EW... because the ants were floating on the surface of the water and not only the floor is filled with ants, even the tables and sinks are filled with ants. They were running happily everywhere, treating my home as theirs. Shit them.
Even the bins have their presence and i got to throw them away... so i was like AH! How to do it? But i did it in the end... with the help of tissue and anything i can find to help me avoid touching the plastic bag directly.
Of course, i used soap when scrubbing the floor and got myself all wet and soapy after the end of cleaning because the floor was too slippery and i fell. Now got or-cheh on my knees and arms... very cham. But it was stupid because i was laughing at myself for falling and not grumble on the unlucky happening. It's been a long time since i do housework... When i was in secondary two, i was like a wonderkid. Not only doing good in school but also a very good 'maid' at home. The house was always very very super clean when my dad came back home after work.
And i feel so happy to be able to clean the house for my family to rest in when they came back home after a hard day at work. Of course, i will also grumble because my dumb brother will dirty the place once he comes back and really spoil my hardwork. I don't know how he eats his food, he can get them everywhere on the floor! Secondary two that time, i didn't scold him lah but now, i have no time to clean the house so when i did and he dirties it, he was kena yelled at by me and i screamed at him and demanded him to clean up the place at once (yeah, it happened just now... hahaha!)
Wah, but now... haha. Anyway, this morning arh when i woke up, my whole body aches man. Freaking disturbing. I can't even walk properly and when i want to go toileting, it is so hard to even sit on that dumb toilet. HAHAHA... oh and i had a super freaking scary nightmare. I dreamt that all my teeth fell off. They kind of melted, leaving the 'bones'. I don't even dare to look into the mirror and flash my teeth in my dream... It's like... i just merely put out my hands and wipe my teeth and they just sticked onto my hands. I don't feel any pain at all!
Horrible dream lah... and i had two somemore. Another one is holding an event at my home but i actually met supernova people attending the event then somehow i was threw out of the house by supernova people. So idiotic. Nono... so strange of me to be dreaming stupid dreams. Oo, very whiney today...
Angry for being slow (24th October '07). Upset for being stupid. But don't really want to give a damn about it (25th October '07).
Posting for 26th october '07 since it's after 12o'clock. I just finshed chatting with Desmond. Felt kind of lost after that... Desmond has becomes Despomaniac. Hahaha! A secret to be kept a secret... Alright, This is Michael Jackson (the picture)... and it's something i've did using simple com-tech. Nice? I needed to do things i like to cheer myself up, man. Geography Elective has killed my morale... I've uploaded it on friendster as my primary picture as i find that stupid kid as primary picture simply too unbearable. Those who doesn't know me might find me acting cute or whatever awful names they might come up with. After 12 is tired. But i'm getting more wordy than ever... not like yesterday... too speechless. Okay, time to go. I want biological clock to return to normal so i shall bath now... (erpx, a bit late but well...) and drink a cup of milo before turning in. Goodnight my friends, please wish me good luck and pray for me. I need your prayers, your luck, your blessings... Bye. (26th October '07)
Yoho, i just found something different in my two groups of friends. One with no age gap at all. And another one that consists of friends of different ages. The mindset is different and the way they look at things are totally different too. I wonder where i stand.
The Zodiac, is a super happy-go-lucky gang that makes joke out of misery. Mmm, the other one... though they don't belong to the 'depression' group but look on the dark side more of the bright side. Anyway, after visiting some of my friends blog today. I've finally found someone as whiney as me though he doesn't blog as often as i do. He is the missing-in-action Qi Hao!
Just to agitate him abit if he happens to drop by here... PRSS CO got a Gold with Honour for SYF! Hahaha!
Alright, and i went to visit Yinghui's blog too (before QH). Mmm, i've no rights to comment on anything since i know nuts of her family but i hope her life would get better. Seriously serious, though i don't mention it very often but i strongly believe that nice people won't be mistreated.
There was a period in my life whereby i wanted to run away from home because i felt that no one understands me and even though i still feel this way, i never had the thought of running away from home again. Mmm, i don't know how to explain but i used to sing 'Always look on the bright side of life' without any reason.
It's important to count your blessings and though there would be times i can't stand but to grumble on how unfortunate i am, i still think life must go on and in order to make your life happier and more bearable, you just got to let things go. Grumble all you want, let out all you want, but after that, forget it and move on. That's how i treat things most of the times and life is also much more bearable.
Okay, now is who? I visited Yingxian's blog lah... Gosh, and i left after tagging. I can't read her entries. I can't understand her chim shortforms lah. You don't see me using shortforms and that's because i don't understand them! Simple ones are okay. As for her's... i got to surrender. They are all advanced level de. Haha! Well, i'll practice on my shortforms after Os.
Mmm, oh and when to visit Gaoyang's and Jiajin's blog. Gaoyang is going to lead his healthy lifestyle wor... i think i know what i can do after Os since i'm leading one too. HAHAHA!! As for Jiajin... Michael Jackson rocks and i'm so surprised to see MJ's fans tagging his tagboard. Coooool.
Lastly, i went to visit bernice's blog. One big cinderella picture appeared! HAHAHAHA!!!
Okay, i hope everyone will lead a happy life and most importantly, i think it's time i get back all my luck i've given to my friends the past few years! C'mon! I need it back badly! Os is stranggling me and i need all my GOOD luck to kill it! Muahahahaha!!
*Take back all my Super Good Super Blessed Super Luck that i've lent to all my friends the past few years*
Hey, i'm back! Mmm, don't really know how to start because i feel like pouring everything out yet i have no idea how to put them all in words. My mind is preoccupied with loads of useless junks and i'm trying, still trying, to get rid of them.
Yeah, i agree i'm someone with low EQ. I need a punching bag. How much is it? I think it's going to cost a bomb... so maybe i'll get a human one. I got one perfect one in mind! Guess who!
It doesn't make any sense to stay on silence and wait to be pounced on. *thinking evil, real evil*
Oops! I realised i've not been fulfilling what i've promised. And here i shall share a few to compensate lo.
This video i'm showing is considered the newest, latest video of Michael Jackson! Mmm, very recent performance... not very recent. Alright, contradicting. Well, as long as you get what i meant. Isn't it cool? Michael Jackson's live performance rules the world! Though i find Britney's singing a little too powerless but it was still an awesomely awesome one with MJ! A pity MJ didn't wear something striking!
Oh! Please take note of the reaction of the audience! Watch the beginning... Everyone stood up! Everyone was so taken aback by his sudden appearance i guess! And all of them know how to sing his song!
This video (below) is a music video of Remember The Time. Incredible isn't it? I love the plot though it's a little 'random' but considering the fact that it provides the audience a space to fantasize... into a little world of Magic! Lovin' it!
Oh and anyone realised i've had Stranger in Moscow changed? Butterflies and Heaven can wait rock too! He got a great deal of awesomely awesome songs! Some are very new, just released a few years back! No age or generation gap at all! Rock on, MJ!
Something is missing lah... The first video. T.T Michael's singing lacks... his olden days' brightness? I can't feel the 'bright' in his singing. Not brightness but 'bright'. Man, how do i explain this? He's no longer young and he needs to be happy to maintain his usual standard. Gosh... *cries*
Sayonara.
Ciao.
P.S. i think i was a little out of mind so i sounded quite harsh but you guys will never know how pathetic i felt just now. Ever experience hatred? Nono... maybe you can describe mine as regrets. I'm full of regrets. Alright, last sentence, famous one: No point crying over spilt milk. I'll make sure the story ends happily.
Finally, i've found a way to tackle spammers or to be exact some incorrigible insane kids who pretended to be university students. Aw, bad lies! Nono... worst lies!
Spammers and parents, please wait patiently for me... though i'm so eager to meet you. Your 'kindness' will be rewarded. =) Let's countdown, shall we? Approximately one month to go... to practice crying and acting pitiful to gain symphaty. I'm sure there is more than enough time for you to ponder over what excuses you can give... or maybe where to go on hiding?
I used to play 'an eye for an eye' but when it comes to something like that. This is not enough man. We got to add more thrills. I don't play double. I don't play triple. I play... mind games. The first time in my life i'm in for mind game!
It's the first time i'm wishing everyone Selamat Hari Raya! I'm beginning to take note of each festival the nation actually celebrates instead of only treating them as only a holiday. Haha... Frankly speaking, i love my country for being a multi-racial nation and i really really despise and detest racist.
O' well and one more thing i got to bear in mind... that is... No point crying over spilt milk! That's the only thing i can console myself with. Hahaha... and it works... miraculously!
Hello everyone, it's been such a long long time since i last blogged... mm, not really that long. Alright, i'm slapping myself. I just came back from school and i have so much to say to my teachers. Well, i'll wait till Os finishes then i start on all my letter-writings to all my dearest teachers, fellow classmates, schoolmates and friends!
I'm certainly going to miss them a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot!!! i'm so reluctant to leave this school that i dislike pretty much. Yeah, i love school because of my teachers and friends... not because the school manages well.
These few days, my mood dropped from high to low and rise from low to high just like a roller coaster. It's pretty amazing i can feel super motivated at one moment and the next moment, i was so demotivated, i just feel like giving myself a few punches on my face and cry for the rest of the day.
I wonder when was i ever so strong to be able to keep my eyes dry for such a long time. I depsise myself... hate myeslf... always pondering over why am i such a super big wonder sotong? Why am i always so blur then ever?
I know i'm human and human makes mistake but i can't afford to make any mistakes now. WHY? WHY? WHY?
I slept early. I make sure i have enough sleep before entering the exam hall... but why? Why after all the preparation... why with such big pair of eyes i can still make such a unpardonable mistake?
Well, I can’t really sleep yesterday night. Am I troubled? If not, why did I wake up every few hours? *sigh* Can’t really have a very nice long sleep and woke up at 9 o’clock in the morning… Man, I’m dying.
Alright today I shall do a whole chunk of reflection about myself before i start my day with all the amaths questions. Don't see me so dumb and stupid... i think a lot a lot. Think complicated. Think simple. Think stupid. Think everyone.
I often ponder over what I should do after Os. And I finally had a more complete conclusion. Yeah, I’m going all sporty after Os and I’m going to try every single sport that I never once tried before. However, a question pops up: Is sports the only thing I want?
I had always wanted to better myself and trying to be a better person because I never consider myself as someone GOOD. I believe no one is perfect but I don’t cancel the possibilities to be a better better better person. I work towards being someone everyone adores, admires and respects and at the same time remain as truthful to myself as possible because I am living for myself and not others!
Our lives circled around people and it’s not easy to just live for yourself… I enjoy being admired, adored and respected by people and who doesn’t?
But is the current me worth being adored, admired and respected? The answer is a definite NO. Actually, I’m someone easily defeated but my stubbornness keeps things going… I have low self-esteem to be exact. I lose confidence easily and that may be due to the reason that I go for perfection.
Ironically, I am those impatient type of person who also wants to see results fast. My patience runs out pretty fast. So with low level of patience and high level of perfection, it makes things difficult to handle. When I don’t see result, I lose confidence.
Another thing is that I appreciate people singing praises of me because that really boosts my confidence real fast. But one bad thing about it is my head grows big real fast too. That might be one reason I refuse to take up leadership roles as I’m struggling between a better character or enjoying a more honored position.
I prefer to be as simple as possible but sad to say, I’m always going deeper into the maze. Many desired to take up leadership roles and there goes me too. And even though I’m sort of showing a little aura of arrogance or a better word, pride, once in a while… I’m someone who doesn’t enjoy showmanship even though it feels great to be better than others. The way people see me is significant to me and I really care a lot on how others see me.
You can say I can’t take criticism because I agree to that too. Perhaps, being a perfectionist has really made me a timid person who loses the courage to try new things and I really really struggle hard and spent so much time thinking to take it up or not. It’s not time-consuming to me… it’s an emotional struggle that drown me in depression. Just like what I’m experiencing now… take it up or not? Nevermind, let’s drop the subject since there are so many factors to consider… Os is the boss now, not this.
But it’s always an awesomely awesome feeling to be able to attain nirvana and thought things through. Don’t laugh... I meditate. You feel as if you’ve reborn! I felt as if I’m able to conquer the sea of depression and swim into the surface taking in fresh new air of happiness! I find it lovely and I bubbled in happiness, feeling a bit drunk in it.
All in all, I should always go back to my main objective in my life. If you want to be loved, love others first. I love my family. I love my friends. I let them do what they want. I don’t fight with them over things they love. Let them be! I’ll be loved! Don't get me wrong... not that kind of love. Haha!
I should learn how to take things easy. Putting myself in other people's shoes can be fun and not disaster. That doesn't mean i got to give up on something so that others can achieve happiness. And that's because if you're willing to, giving up on something is not sacrifice... it means a better tomorrow and a more lovable you.
Think about it, you'll be more than willing to give than to take.
I will now direct my showmanship to places that I desire and not stop it in the middle of the sea heading nowhere. Where should i stop next?
I actually wanted to share a descriptive essay today with you guys about an experience in an island but i can't find it. Mmm, next time perhaps.
That is a perfect essay as i actually took a great deal of effort to compile those very awesomely nice descriptive phrases and words to make them into a very beautiful story in an island. It makes the world like magic! Too bad i can't find it. And i am so lazy to type a long chunk of story today... That was a pretty short one. x)
I was so tight down with gaming yesterday i can't be bothered to blog yesterday... Haha. Pathetic me. Oh yeah, instead of typing stories... i'm sharing some informations i've gathered from the internet to better my language.
This can be used for paper 1 and paper 2 (summary).
To show similarity, you cna use words like: Likewise and analogically.
To compare or show contrast: Alternatively, In contrast, on the contrary, by comparison, up against, balanced against, vis a vis, conversely, nevertheless.
To express concession: Granted, naturally, one may object that...
To introduce new point: Furthermore, moreover, in addition.
To place what you have just said in a particular context: In this connection, in this perspective.
To add something: Equally important, besides.
To prove your point: Evidently, demonstrably.
To show cause and effect: Consequently, accordingly, on account of, in view of.
To give example or an illustration: For instance, namely, as illustrated by, as expressed by, as shown by, to illustrate, as an illustration.
To repeat, insist and or or to refer back to an earlier point: As i have said, in brief, as i have noted, as suggested above, as has been noted.
To emphasise: Defintely, extremely, indeed, positively, emphatically, without a doubt, undeniably, without reservation, perenially, naturally.
To conclude: In brief, on the whole, to sum up, in short, all in all.
I've picked out those not commonly used ones so that examiner will be impressed. Just hope that if you want to use my notes, you take note of how you are going to use it. Don't ANYHOW use hor! If you have no idea how to use those alien words, please don't use it! That's not impressing the examiner... That's like... commiting suicide.
Alright...
Still, i'm posting Michael's video!
Before you watch the video, i got to explain that vitiligo is a very serious skin disease that is some kind of a skin pigment disorder. The patches can't be really seen on Michael's face because it was covered by make-ups. You are not idiots that require me to explain everything, right? You will be able to understand more after watching the videos!
These six videos are to prove Michael's skin disease is a very true fact! I really feel so sorry for him... Look at those unevenly coloured skin. I understand how he feels man. I used to have white patches on my face though now they can't really be seen on my skin 'coz they have faded over time and also due to medication. x) I'm fortunate. Sure i am!
The Michael Jackson at that time is still a very confident person. And i believe what he said too... if someone is not proven to be guilty, he or she is innocent! That is one of my principles and idealogy too. Oh and i'm amused to hear him saying, "I love you more" to his fans. That was so funny!
I agree with someone. Many has forgotten all about his talent. Few remember... few appreciate... many criticise him especially with all the negative news on him.
He is strong to have been able to overcome all this and to live strong till now. I would have broke down long ago if i were him.
People, see! Open your eyes! Don't forget about the contribution he has made to the society... to the Earth, our home.
'Heal The World', 'We Are The World', 'Earth Song', 'What More Can I Give', 'Man in the Mirror'... his music and generosity have benefitted the poor, those unfortunate ones out there!
How could we forget? How could you?
The millions and even billions of dollars he has donated to the charity without hestitation and SO MUCH (not many) charity projects he has participated and being actively involved in 30 over charity organisations and foundations even til now!
He was even nominated for the Nobel Peace Prize.
How could someone like Michael be like what the news report has reflected him as?
How could you believe all those nonsense from the media. They are simply making up stories to boost their newspaper sales!
Being the KING OF THE POP... being the best entertainer... Michael's personal life has been under the spotlight for decades. The media take note of his every single action! Those rumours... those false accusations... those ridiculous reports and deductions... they can't be avoided!
Just...
Remember what Michael has done... Trust Michael.
Looks like i've typed too much when i said i'm tired to type a lot today. Oops!
My world... it has gone so weary. Everyday is like a torture - sheer agony. I want to sleep! I want the whole house blasted with Stranger in Moscow! I want a big big bed made of spiderweb and a super super hiong hi-fi system! I want to sleep in a cold cold freezing room with thick thick warm blankets!
Dream on!
Alright, since i'm back home and feeling a little energetic than i was in school... i'm sharing this composition that my teacher actually shared with the class as it was pretty well done THOUGH i merely got a B3 for this composition (again), scoring a 20/30 (again). Hahaha...
Mmm, it's a very easy question. I am sure everyone can write a very good one too.
Describe some of the qualities you look for in future husband or wife.
Along the road from cradle to grave many of us get married. I, like many girls do, often fantasize about my own future husband and ask myself the qualities i look for in him.
To be honest, the first thing i notice when i meet a boy is whether he is handsome or not. Handsome-looking and tall-built do not cause someone to "fall in love at first sight", of course, but few people go round seking ugly mates. I am no different.
However, one's character is also very important! No matter how handsome or charming he may look, as long as he exposes a little bit of ugliness in his character, he looks more like a toad to a prince charming to me.
Of course, i would also prefer to have a husband who is sensitive. Only being sensitive will i be able to receive sufficient attention, care and concern from the man i love. And, which woman will not want to be showered with attention, care and concern by the man she loves?
Sports and games and other recreational activities are fun and foster ties. Isn't it wonderful to enjoy sports with my husband? This will draw us even closer together. A man should, after all, enjoy sports and be a true friend whom i can have fun with and want to spend my leisure activities with. So, my ideal mate will be someone who participates in the games and sports i like or at least, be willing to learn them.
Often, women look for a sense of security when choosing their spouse and i am one of them! I will not want to depend solely on the man i love but i hope that he can provide with me a strong sense of security. Actually, it is tough to explain but i do not ask for financial security. I just need to feel safe and warm when i am with my husband; it isn't money that can make one feel this way.
Sense of humour is very important on his part, too. Being a happy-go-lucky type of girl who enjoys laughing so much will find life so still and boring to be with a serious and boring man. Even if i marry this man, chances are i am going to run away and leave him one day, for some man who has a quirky sense of humour, perhaps.
I have listed a whole string of qualifications for my future husband. Well, if i can find all these qualities in one man, i will really consider him The Ideal Husband. However, chances are, with a man like that, all girls will be going after him. So, i'll be in for a tough time!
Although life is impossible to foretell, i believe that, i will meet a man one day, fall in love and get married. And even though he might not be perfect, i'll love him. That might just be enough.
This is the first time i did some unsual. Mmm, as in writing a composition in a casual and fun tone. It's... risky (to me) but since i've tried and scored pretty well... it doesn't matter much now.
I think the most important quality would be the level of commitment but sad to say when i was writing this... i am not really matured enough to think of that. Being a laidback, who would thought of level of commitment?
Meeting out frequently, going out for dates, spending large amount of time outside would have killed me. I'm lazy to go out. Haha... i prefer staying at home doing what all laidbacks do... Eat, Sleep and Shit... ALL AT HOME! Own toilet... Own bed... Own kitchen...
So, yeah. Hahaha... It's quite silly to be writing about your ideal future spouse yet it was an enjoyable process. I was having a whole loads of fun doing this composition.
Now... is Michael's time!
This awesome video is showing Michael's statue! Gosh, i think the person who had thought of this must be a genius! Look at the army and the super huge statue! It makes Michael the GOD of the world! Yeah, he's my God! Look at his features... they were perfect too isn't it?
This period is Michael's most charming period! Hahaha!!! He got the exactly perfect white skin colour (skin disease it is!), not too white not too dark, and beautiful features (smaller and more pointed nose!)
Then, he went on with another plastic surgery that made his nose too small and sharp? And he was then accused of having many many many many plastic surgeries. The truth is... he only had two!
This is showing his live performance in Kuala Lumpur in 1996 when i was merely a 5 years old kid. That's live! Believe it? I believe but a lot don't... that's so disappointing. What's wrong with being perfect? When you're not perfect, people say your live suck. When you are... people say it's lip syncing. What has the world becomes?
Yoho! I'm here to share about the Night Cycling experience... Mmm, you can call it a story since it's a composition. And, i've thought of something else for my everyday post.
Other than sharing stories, i'll be uploading videos of Michael Jackson! Ha Ha Ha!! Don't jeer! You can skip it if you're not interested. I'm just so amazed by his musical sense and awesomely aewsome voice. His vocal... it's a gift from the heaven. The world's greatest entertainer for almost half a century! Man, he's real awesome! HE ROCKS!
Okay so let's start!
"Ying ying, sugarcane!" shouted my group of friends with their low and pondorous voices. This group i am in is special in a way. It consists of twelve men and two girls.
The cold gentle breezes rubbed my face, waking me up from fatigue as i peddle harder to keep up from the rest. Chilled, sweet, thirst-qenching cups of sugarcane juice flased through my mind each time my friends mentioned it. I am just a few kilometres away from a cup of sugarcane juice.
The aroma of freshly-cooked food pervades the air, making my hunger pangs sharper than ever. I started to salivate in a Pavlovian fashion. The soft sounds of laughter and conversation combine with the relaxed atmosphere to give an aura of warmth and hospitality. I sat down and waited for the rest to join me.
"Ying Ying, the sugarcane juice has sold out." Desmond said. I frowned, grumbled and whine... Suagarcane juice is the only source of motivation that keeps me going till now and all the yearning for it has come to a waste. It is 3.30am in the morning and we had reached Lao Pa Sat. Surprisingly, the place was packed with people. I scanned though the faces of my friends - all said nothing, just pure exhaustion and hunger.
When the food arrived, everone started gobbling. I, however, have no appetite without my sugarcane juice. My stubborness was soob subdued by thirst and i got myself a can of green tea. While others were busy chewing and swallowing, i got the urge to throw up upon seeing the food.
Perhaps, it was the over-powering mixture of the putrid smell of faded perfume and stale sweat, together with the smell of cooked food that caused my stomach to churn so badly.
After filling our stomachs, we had no intention to continue our journey. The place was soon filled with our racous laughter and irreverent remarks. it was only when the organiser was satisfied with his food and ended his meal with a loud burp that we went on with journey back to Tampines East Community Club.
We had started off at Tampines East Community Club and will end this recce at the same place. It was a pleasant journey back though i still had to step harder to keep up from the rest from time to time.
"Ying Ying, we're reaching." Yi Kai, the lead cyclist, cheered in excitement. All the others clapped and cheered. Our faces lightened up when we see the triangular-shaped building right before us.
I felt a sense of belonging in the team when we cheered for each other to keep our morale high. I have never know the importance of maintaining a high morale until when i experienced this activity that proves to me that keeping a high morale can really helped to push the body to the limit to success.
I look forward to the real event and being one of the marshals to guide the participants. And that will be the second time i experience night cycling. It is going to be awesome!
Though i have never participated in any night cycling before this one, i fell in love with it after experiencing it once. It is something new and something that i never regret trying though i was reluctant to when i first heard that it is going to be held in the night all the way to morning.
It was an exciting experience which challenges both the mind and the body. I always feared to be the one dragging the whole group down because of my poor stamina but determination has made me overcome all difficulties and finish this recce.
The new friends i have met are of the extraordinary kind who made me understand the importance of team support and communication, and the strength of team camaraderie. This encounter has also made me learn to face my fear. It is only when we summon our courage to face our fear will we be able to overcome it.
To be successful, we must learn to initiate changes in our lives, be optimistic and challenge the odds. In the process, we would be able to rediscover ourselves and then be able to re-conceptualise our lives.
Phew! What a long chunk of rubbish! Mmm, those sensible-chim-and-very-reflection-philosophy kind of conclusion was taken from Jason. Ha Ha Ha!! What team support and camaraderie... initiate changes and challenge the odds... all originate from Jason! Not me!
Alright, i guess this is a very fun experience for me, seriously. And i've mentioned before in my past-past-very-super-long-ago post about my night cycling friends. SO FUN! I WANT NIGHT CYCLING AGAIN!
Mmm, I guess the last paragraph saved me! It's edited... i meant the grammar. My tense error really pull my marks down. Haha...
Sorry i forgot to explain... Mmm, you see the low and pondorous voice is a false fact as my friends don't have low and pondorous voices. I got to add in more adjectives to impress the marker, right? Ha Ha Ha!! Anyway, i don't find my composition smooth as all... it doesn't flow. x)
Well, now it's video time!
I just found another similar video which permits me to upload it here. The first one i came into contact with is strictly forbidden... go sell fish lah that girl.
Alright, now is Michael's turn! MJ rocks man!
In this video, he is supposed to be singing just the background but forgot and continued... Man, too obsessed with music. Please take note of the "Brigh-ter" part... the way he controls his vocal... unbelievable!
As for this video, he rocks even more! His voice... Aaaah!!!! I'M GOING CRAZY!!!
Now, this is the Music Video of We Are The World. In order to commemorate 20th annivasary of We Are The World... they actually released a DVD! I WANT IT! Where can i get them?
Man, these few days i've been feeling a little marbo-marbo. I think i better sleep early tonight. Mmm, I've decided to resume blogging. If not, I'll be in for a big time. I'm sharing some of my master piece at the same time so that i can practice my English here. Haha... trying to kill two birds with one stone. x)
It's going to be boring so if you can't bear it, then you may leave now... Haha. For those who are staying... Enjoy!
Now this piece i'm going to share today got me a B3... 20/30. Hah, writing stories isn't my cup of tea you-see. How i wish i can get a paper titled Courage and i'll just do what an awesome A level student did... "This is courage." and he's done! Hahaha! Of course, i know clearly that for O level... the examiner don't take this nonsense.
Oh and this story is titled A Chase. It would be good if you can read it slowly to build up the atmosphere and imagine! Mmm, it's a little bit short due to my lack of description... making my story a little strange and funny though it seems complete.
"He's really annoying me now." said my brother, who stares at the car in front of his. He pressed for the roof cover, pushed the gear forward and asked me to sit tight.
Just few hours ago, i was invited for a ride by my brother who has just bought his new Ferrari convertible sport car. With a terrific acceleration, turbo charge engine, long wheelbase and a top speed of 320km per hour, my brother was all excited to take it out for a ride. The body was black. The seats inside were a light brown and they were made of leather, genuine soft leather of the finest quality. ('coz i don't really know much about cars... i actually read about cars before i write the composition so you see there are very car-expert-type-of-description... hahaha!)
The powerful engine growled and grunted impatiently at slow speeds, but at 140km per hour the growling stopped and the motor began to purr with pleasure. I was enjoying the ride, leaning back comfortably in my seat, peering out of the window to catch the beautiful night scenery outside with the air conditioner blowing at me.
Good things did not last long. It was not long before another car came interrupting this peace i was enjoying in that brilliantly made creation. Perhaps it was jealousy. The driver made a slight close swerve and whizzed past my brother's car.
My brother hit the footbrake which brought the car to an immediate stop. My hands stretched out in vain, face twisted in a pitiable look of shock, fear and helplessness while a resentful scrowl gathered on my brother's face.
"Scrreeeeeech!!" went the tires of my brother's car as we skidded round the bend. "That guy must be tired of life!" my brother yelled, as he zoomed off at breckneck speed...
I know he is furious as he went on grumbling about the rude driver, to which i gave no reply. i just gripped the seat, hard. Looking through the glass, the car in front appeared more and more vivid and increasingly in size with every single second passed.
It seemed as if the rude driver noticed my brother's car. It sped off. My brother has no intention to give in just like that and gave chase. He accelerated.
Just then, a huge piercing "Scrreeeeech!!" brought me back to the turbulent world of my brother's new car. We could not see the rude driver anywhere. My brother made a u-turn and blundered into the wrong street! Both drivers hit the brakes at the same time. More screeching. My brother swerved. That was a good idea as they both braked too late. Cringing in terror, my mind went blank with my eyes wide opened. I am still alive! I could barely see the car except for the two headlights shining glaringly at a distance.
My brother loosens his seatbelt and went out of the car, heading towards the rude driver. He wanted to reason out but before he even manage to take a few steps forward, the rude driver started his engine again and sped off. With no intention to give in, my brother ran back into the car and stepped on the accelerator.
I rolled my eyes to the heaven and gave my self up for lost! Here we go again...
I find myeslf pretty amazing to be able to thought of this never-ending ending. It was so cool... impressive ending, isn't it? Well, but the vocabulary sucks... I've tried hard to throw in good phrases and chim words for the story but these were what i've managed to get lah.
Mmm, tomorrow, i'm going to share about my Night Cycling experience. Heh, never expect me to write about it? I did pretty well scoring 19/30 for it. Mmm, still a B3... x) I guess the reason why i didn't hit 20 is due to my very poor grammar... i didn't check. Ooops!
