LOVE ONES
And that's YAYA & I
1. a new study!!!
2. my lumix back!!!!
3. 10 GFs to go overseas with
4. to learn DANCE!!!
5. star-2 for kayaking!
6. a pair of ROLLERBLADES
7. to be a student of Uni of Mel
8. a swing in my room!
9. to read loads of books!



Yvonne
| BABY's
| CedricK
| Vionna
| Wei Zheng
Wednesday, May 27, 2009 ~ 12:41 PM

ROAR!

Today SUCKS big big~

Forgot to bring my research. Forgot to bring my hair clips. Forgot to bring my resume. Forgot to bring my ezling! I spent six bucks on the stupid transport 'coz i have to buy standard ticket! WAAAAAAAAAAHH, felt so ever lousy when i was travelling to habour front. They were all on the printer and yet i forgot to take them with me when i left the house. Argh!

That's the most stupid thing that can ever happen... preparing all the stuffs that you need and then forgot the most important step - THROW THEM ALL INTO THE STUPID BAG! I just walked to bed, totally forgetting that i haven't put them inside my bag. I really think i'm the dumbest person on Earth! ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!

*STOMP-STOMP*

*BLOW STEAM OUT OF MY EARS & NOSTRILS*

*BOX YAYA*

*KICK DA AIR*

*PULL MY HAIR*

*LET OUT SILENT & HELPLESS SCREAM*

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!!

Anyway, i cheered up, eventually. Now, i'm back at home to retrieve the forgottenS and later, heading to Temasek Poly for the PANEL Interview!!!! Never been in one before. O' My God! SO SCARY... i won't mind not getting the scholarship. I merely want the experience and to learn from interviews. Go ROAR ROAR, GO!

So much happened and i've not update my life for a month already! There was perry's birthday, jiajin's birthday, zikai's birthday, my granny's birthday, richmond's birthday and my brother's birthday on the month of may. There was also the sentosa trip that i never mention over here. What else? Oh, SuperNova meeting and YEC meeting. Anything else? School? Some outing with the SuperNova Peeps! Night Cycling! Some outing with the gays! BEER FEST!

I'll do all these during the holidays, man! WITH PHOTOS!! HA HA HA!!!

Sayonara!

Ciao!
Sunday, May 24, 2009 ~ 1:09 PM

Happy Richmond's Day!

Today's RICHMOND'S BIRTHDAY!

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY! Wish you all the best in everything you do!

Sayonara!

Ciao!
Wednesday, May 20, 2009 ~ 10:42 AM

MJ Fever!

A sudden blast of Smooth criminal inspired me. HA HA, i'm once again indulging myself in the world of Michael Jackson. It's the MJ craze period! x)

Life has been barely manageable... though i'm not completely sucked dry. I hardly sleep 5hours a day... I have to sleep ten hours at least, usually. And worse is, my sleep debt is accumulating and not being relieved during weekends due to all the activities i've engaged myself with. Okay, i deserve it... nothing to complain.

I'm just a little worried how THE CHAN will react to all my nonsense. I seriously need to hibernate and ground myself for a few weeks after all these activities. I've not been flaring my temper 'coz i'm guilty despite my frustrations and short temper (easily annoyed kind of personality).

Guilt-stricken, totally.

I think migrains are coming... 'coz the feeling i got when i was in secondary two is creeping back. I'll need to equip myself with panadols already. I need eye mask, too. And i'm going to buy concealer to cover it up... HA HA HA, what a major project.

Okay, tags reply before i dig back to my lecture notes to prepare for my test later!

KENneth
My "BROKEN" means "POK GAI" (BROKE). STULOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!!!

Vionna
HEHEHEHEHEHE... ZODIAC IS GOING SENTOSA~

JJ
HOPE YOU CAN SPOT ME LO... HA HA HA, i rather unobservant but so happpened to spot you that day. HOW LUCKY!

JOEL
YOU ARE SO WELCOME! (LONG AGO)

ANNOYmous
HA HA HA uBAal

ANNOYmous
nERbe

Yvonne
YVONNE!!! Haiz, sianz, we also don't chat on msn every day already... all those stupid projects are taking me away from you................................... T.T

Song
YUP, and you too have one! x)

Gor Gor
My gor gor rocks!!! Now no time to blog lor... you want to read long long post also hard, eh! HEHEHE, SEEING YOU LATER!!! SO LONG NEVER SEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! MISS, MISS, MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

xiNRu
WEISHAN SENT YOU?? HA HA HA... x)


Finally done... dig back to books?

Sayonara!

Ciao!

P.S. Exhausted, totally.
Monday, May 11, 2009 ~ 2:52 PM

Ying Ying's broken.

Hello peeps, it has been quite some times, yo. And i'm running low on energy NOW in Sentosa. Didn't sleep well last night, eh. Mmm... T.T My mind likes to just run into the wilds everytime i'm lying on my bed and closing my eyes.

I'm very disturbed by a lot of stuffs, be it projects, assignments, my own personal problems. A lot of things seem to bug me no matter how trivial it could be... i deduced it's PMS! My Moto E8 is giving me a huge problem, i couldn't send and receive messages since noon and i've got to inform jason about the Night Cycling participants! ROARRRRR... Screwed... and i'm dozing off.

Maybe something that made my day would be Old Chang Kee's curry puff. The spring' o didn't taste as nice as the curry puff this time round. YUMMY! I'm craving for soup, too... I don't mind drink soup for all my meals.

I've an hour to rot before my last lecture of the day. Let me find something meaningful to do... perhaps research on my projects stuffs. I need to get my ass kicking, man... Not anticipating any last minute work.

Before i go, got to announce that i'll be hibernating for the next three weeks. Yes, 'coz I AM SO BROKEN! Don't tease me on that and start all the craps... Thanks. I'll greatly appreciate that... Not in the mood for jokes. *POUT BIG BIG*

Sayonara!

Ciao!

P.S. I shall watch a bit of "WE GOT MARRIED" before my lecture starts. IT IS GOING TO MAKE ME LAUGH I-TELL-YOU. I need to laugh before i start snoring in lecture...
Wednesday, May 06, 2009 ~ 7:57 AM

Since Chan mummy's birthday...

I tried blogging few weeks ago... and saved as draft. So maybe some would be written in past tense, some in present tense... i don't know. SO confused... I try to change... I TRY.

FEW DAYS AGO... my pitiful brother was struggling to complete this Catholic High English Paper. He asked if he could go to the toilet. And i said, "ONE MINUTE". He was like, "HUH?". And then he sped off and came back like wind. HA HA HA!!!

He whines a lot, a lot. But he has no choice but to do 'coz i only gave him two options: TO COMPLETE THE PAPER WITHIN AN HOUR, ABLE TO PLAY THE COMPUTER FOR TWO HOURS or DON'T DO THE PAPER, NO PLAY. And if he doesn't complete the paper within on hour, he can't play either. Too bad!

I know it's random... But it has been real long since i updated.

Wednesday, 22nd of April, the most significant happening was meeting to hunt for my mummy's present. DAMN LAST MINUTE I-KNOW... and my sister and i were dying when we were done with the shopping. WE CAN'T GET WHAT WE WANT... DAMN IT. Bought her this yellow shirt that we thought suit her so much! It's one of the favourite colour somemore! HOHO!!! Not forgetting a belt... Not very cheap, but not very expensive, either. After this shopping trip, i conclude: I HATE SHOPPING!!!

THURSDAY, even though it was mummy's birthday, was another horrible day. I... got to wake up SOOOOOOOOOOO EARLY, once again. And i can't hear my alarm, once again. Morning caller - richmond, once again. Eh, took the train, once again. Heart raced like mad when the train was heading towards cityhall... you-know, i kind of have phobia. Didn't want to trouble anyone, anymore.

Okay, i was glad i was really fine. Reached Vivo and waited for the peeps. Initially, i thought i'll be rotting away ONE WHOLE DAY, ALONE. Luckily i met Serene, and waited for gui gui, raymond and zheng han. Mmm, what an enjoyable lecture... HA HA! Accounting is seriously going to be a killer subject. Don't know what assumptions? Going concern? Cost? Monetary? Whatever. Yikes...

Met Pang when we were on our way out of the campus... Wah, wrong place to chat, mozzies infested campus! Scratched like mad on the bus... Went to the hawker centre at habour front for lunch. IT WAS BA CHOR MEE but it ain't very nice... and the hawker centre was infested with FLIES!!! SO BLOOODY ANNOYING!!! Eat, eat, eat then the flies will buzz around your plates and bowls... WAAAAAAAAAH, DAMN DISGUSTING I TELL YOU!

Shopped around vivo after lunch with raymond and zhenghan. I WOULDN'T WANT TO SHOP EVERY THURSDAY, MAN! Finally, we took a break at BEN & JERRY'S. Raymond slept, Zheng Han ate the ice cream, and i was copying notes while texting away. I got richmond to entertain me 'coz he's very free. Sometimes, i wonder if he really does work...

Went back to school for the tutorous lecture or was it tutorial? I forgotten. And i'm lazy to check my timetable to verify.

The Chan celebrated mummy's birthday just like before... But this time, i love the cake. I LOVE THE NUTS! HA HA!!! Yes, 'coz the cake was so nice, i actually can still remember how the cake taste like. YUMMY!!! But BERRY FATTENING, ah. Baba bought a super huge one lah... anyway, mummy's 46 years old this year! She DOESN'T look that OLD. HA HA, 'coz she's short. BLEAH... i'm quite lucky that i didn't take after her height. I'll mourn over my height every day... HA HA HA!!! Serious man... my mummy's like one head shorter than me. >.< size="1">lazy, that's why i actually rotted at home! HA HA!!! Let me check if i went out or something... Mmm, really don't know. CANNOT REMEMBER, LAH.

OH ONE THING I KNOW i went granny's house for sure! HA HA... and she mistook me as my sister again. YIKES... but it's okay, everytime she looks closer, she realised her mistake. HA HA HA!!! Something funny to share: When we wanted to go back, she wanted to stuff money to my mummy again then everyone ran away and she blocked the door and didn't want to let me out. THEN, she wanted me to take it lo... and i never lah and she was pulling my shirt. SHE WANT TO STUFF IT INSIDE MY SHIRT SIA! HA HA HA HA!!!! I am so amused by my granny. And dinner was great, again. LOVES! That's probably all for weekend. Well, if only i could speak better cantonese.

So Monday comes again... one week passed damn freaking fast you-know. AND YES, 27th April... STILL NO PRESENT FOR HER. Ew... i spent all my breaks hunting for present instead of eating. BUSY-BUSY... i thought perhaps BRA will do. HA HA, i think she needs it. BLEAH... and my cousin text-ed me. WOOOTS! She's chipping in! And she's going to shop with me! So my shopping trip at vivocity was kind of wasted... BUT I STILL HAD FUN WITH ADELE AND EUGENIA!

Eugenia's TRANSPARENT dress... HA HA HA!!! And Adele's REVEALING top. HA HA HA!!! Anyhow, took a train back to Tampines with Adele and i was early! So i went to popular to grab some materials for Perry's card. I'm making a monopoly! HA HA... met my cousin at LASENZA and we tried on some... eh, those push-ups bra doesn't seem to work. My cousin was joking about how we inherited from my ah ma... EW!

And i was joking about how flat someone's boobs are. And my cousin said we should add on a payapa milk juice for her... O' My God, SO BAD!!! HA HA... Okay, anyway, this Bra doesn't come cheap. I HAVEN'T WEAR SUCH EXPENSIVE ONES BEFORE, CAN! Ew... HA HA!! Okay, so my cousin and i were happily chatting away while walking back... Yar, we walked home so that we can enjoy the talk and half-way i let out a loud "OMG".

I ACTUALLY LEFT THE CORRUGATED BOARD, AND STUFFS AT LASENZA!!! Walao, we already made our way like... halfway home already... DAMN IT. Walked back to LASENZA and luckily it was still there... the staff there was nice enough to help me keep them. HEHE..

Okay, WALK BACK HOME AGAIN... and we have this small, small, normal, normal celebration with my sister on her 16th birthday. I find that i'm the lucky soul to only have everyone celebrate my birthday for me... seriously, my 17th birthday was WOW!!! And i used to celebrate my birthday at Sentosa, some awesome hotels and fun! Eeeeew, okay, now i'm super jealous of myself. HA HA HA!!!

Anyhow, we presented her the birthday present and when she opened... unwillingly, she didn't give that stun look. She said she guessed what was that already... and i asked why and she said she guessed it from the look on my face! DO I HAVE "I BOUGHT A BRA FOR YOU" on my face?? WHAT THE HELL... And my cousin made it clear it was ALL MY IDEA. Walao, she also added on the joke sia... want to push everything to me! >.<

Anyway, it's a right choice. VERY PRACTICAL AND USEFUL PRESENT. HA HA HA!!!! Okay, then she just dumped it aside... see, Chan's culture. I think i'm not one of them sia... i always get so excited when i unwrapped my present!!! Even if i try to act composed, i won't dump them aside after that one lo... EW... my problem? or their problem? ROARRRR... maybe 'coz it's bra so she dump it aside... You know that bra cost how much not? 70 FOR ONE, CAN!

Okay, TUESDAY was Perry's birthday. I remembered i met richmond before going to school... just let me think why. OH YAR! 'coz of Perry's card. He printed out the photos and logos and i met him to pass him the card before he sent me to the MRT station.

Then, it was a round of lectures and tutorials. Did i get scolded by Maggie Siaw? HA HA! I don't think so... i think i met raymond, gui gui, and zheng han. Her lecture's quite interesting, actually. I'll like her more if she stops all her scolding crap... she ever said SHE CANNOT UNDERSTAND WHY SHE SCOLD-SCOLD-SCOLD but people still late. I was think, if that's the case... MIGHT AS WELL DON'T SCOLD since people are still late... don't waste saliva lah!

Anyway, i can't remember anything fun happened. I left my classmates and headed back to Tampines. Oh! I remembered heading the wrong way out... i was following Eugenia and Adele and they suddenly turned and asked why am i following... and pointed to my back and told me, THAT WAS THE WAY OUT. OMG... i'm still confused... seriously, very stupid.

Went back to TP to do up the card... actually, just to write down the price of each restaurant. HA HA... GOT A PACK OF KINDA BEUNO!!!! Then richmond drove us to Safra! And i ate so much... HA HA, seriously... i ate a lot of fried food. AND OMG, PERRY AND ZEHONG CAN EAT A LOT SIA... throughout, we keep got to pass da plates of fish, chicken chop, whatever to them... TWO SKINNY POLES CAN EAT SO MUCH!!! Let's not forget about KENneth though i believe he doesn't have such big appetide.

POOR IAN got tortured by DEVIL PERRY. I thought i was damn bad towards my brother already... PERRY'S WORSE. Anyhow, gayclub doesn't wrap their presents one... SHOCKING. JUST PASS LIKE THAT SIA... OMG... so no fun! No wonder my gor gor mentioned about the wrapping when he passed me mine last year. IT WAS A BIG DEAL! HA HA HA!!! Guys ar...

AND I WAS MADE TO DRINK............................ COFFEE with salt! AND-AND, MY GOR GOR DAMN HEARTLESS SIA... he didn't help me at all. T.T And 'coz it was Perry's birthday... i took a spoon and almost died. I would have puked if i were in the toilet. Damn hard to swallow. I already eaten so much till i thought my stomach's going to crack a hole... then i was made to drink something that really disgust me. AND-AND they were playing with food, please. OMG, it was so gross... it really made me feel worse when they stirred the mixture of solid and liquid.

WENT TO PLAY POOL at marine parade... Woooots, they have free internet access there! HA HA, but super slow. Played spot the difference... SO FUN TO PLAY WITH A GROUP, LAH! It was stiff competition. Then, they play the women's version. EW... sick. And our views differ... those i thought damn chio ones were CMI to them. And those they think chio ones were CMI to me. HA HA... maybe i prefer more decent-looking and sweet-looking kind and they prefer the hot ones!

POOLED WITH PERRY... Haiz, i don't know what was i doing... maybe i was tired, the game lasted damn long! HA HA HA, and he was also stunned by himself for being so bad at it i-guess? Though in the end, he still won. MY GOR GOR WAS LIKE... OWNING EVERYONE LAH. HE WAS SUPER PROUD SEH... Mmm, richmond sent us back.

Did i sleep? I think i chatted a bit with my dear yvonne. Okay, i can't remember. BUT IT IS A ROUTINE. HA HA HA!!!! Well, we always chat online on msn every day. Of course there would be exception but we'll inform each other one. HOHO!!! HA HA HA!!!

Okay, thank perry, his mom and sister for the wonderful dinner and OFF TO BED!!!

LET ME WISH PERRY FASTER ABLE TO FIND A GIRLFRIEND (since he has been saying that for a LONG LONG TIME) and hopefully, THE ARMY WOULDN'T STARVE HIM. HA HA HA HA HA!!!!

Okay, wednesday's a little complicated. I'll blog some days later.

Sayonara!

Ciao!
Monday, May 04, 2009 ~ 3:36 PM

At the beginning - Anatasia

We were strangers
Starting out on a journey
Never dreaming
What we'd have to go through
Now here we are
And I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me
I was going to find you
Unexpected
What you did to my heart
When I lost hope
You were there to remind me
This is the start

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers
On a crazy adventure
Never dreaming
How our dreams would come true
Now here we stand
Unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep going on....
Starting out on a journey
Life is a road and I wanna going
Love is river I wanna keep flowing
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you.

I think all of you will fall in love with this song like i do... I FINALLY FOUND IT AFTER SO LONG!!! I missed blogging but TOO MUCH TO BLOG makes me lazy. Hopefully, i can find time to, soon.

Sayonara!

Ciao!
Saturday, May 02, 2009 ~ 12:24 PM

Slowly does it!

Went through a series of emotional struggles few days ago... I learnt something amusing about myself. I scratched my head, bite my fingers, kick the air, pull my hair, keep taking deep breathe and talk to myself like some lunatic when i'm troubled and stressed out. I'll most probably throw up my lunch or breakfast if i go berserk. And i seek avoidance as the way out... not what leaders would do, yeah. Too bad, i never think i can make a good leader especially when i'm a total sucker at decision-making.

Or to be specific, i can't make a decision when i can't see what lies ahead. No courage to do that, eh. Maybe i'm just being selfish and finding excuses to get out of all these painful thinking. And ironically, i tend to think too much - a potential worry-what i would say.

Anyway, i ain't feeling heavy any longer. Just need some time to adapt... Mmm, i'll update about my life soon, not now. TOO TIRED, TOO BUSY, TOO... CRAZY.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

P.S. Something light to end the post... Gave away 3 tables and chairs to my brother who's now crazy over restaurant city. But i don't think he knows how to play. Well, it's in the genes. HA HA!!! Before i really go off... i shall announce: i don't want to slang my chinese! I hate people telling me i slang my chinese. I'm going to practice speaking chinese without the stupid slang. (Actually, i can't differentiate between non-slang chinese and slang chinese) AND sometimes, it's the tongue, i didn't do it on purpose.