Slowly does it!

Went through a series of emotional struggles few days ago... I learnt something amusing about myself. I scratched my head, bite my fingers, kick the air, pull my hair, keep taking deep breathe and talk to myself like some lunatic when i'm troubled and stressed out. I'll most probably throw up my lunch or breakfast if i go berserk. And i seek avoidance as the way out... not what leaders would do, yeah. Too bad, i never think i can make a good leader especially when i'm a total sucker at decision-making.

Or to be specific, i can't make a decision when i can't see what lies ahead. No courage to do that, eh. Maybe i'm just being selfish and finding excuses to get out of all these painful thinking. And ironically, i tend to think too much - a potential worry-what i would say.

Anyway, i ain't feeling heavy any longer. Just need some time to adapt... Mmm, i'll update about my life soon, not now. TOO TIRED, TOO BUSY, TOO... CRAZY.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

P.S. Something light to end the post... Gave away 3 tables and chairs to my brother who's now crazy over restaurant city. But i don't think he knows how to play. Well, it's in the genes. HA HA!!! Before i really go off... i shall announce: i don't want to slang my chinese! I hate people telling me i slang my chinese. I'm going to practice speaking chinese without the stupid slang. (Actually, i can't differentiate between non-slang chinese and slang chinese) AND sometimes, it's the tongue, i didn't do it on purpose.