KFC family feast!

WAAAH, just had kfc family feast for lunch!

Yeah, ordered delivery 'coz we're a bunch of lazybums! Ate to our fills... and ended up taking turns to burp! We have like 2.5peeps (MY SISTER AND I AND MY BROTHER) but ordered a family feast meant for four! HA HA HA!! But i think $28.90 is quite cheap for such a filling meal though i would prefer patronising kfc outlet instead of delivery 'coz the chicken wouldn't be that tasty after taking a 30-45min ride at the butt of the motorcycle.

I'm going to puke! And i've decided to skip dinner tonight! My stomach is going to burst!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

P.S. I'm going to revise jap for two hours! x)

TOTEMO

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!! Met the gays for supper yesterday! You don't know how happy i was! HA HA!! SUPER LONG NEVER SEE THEM LO!

Mmm, but i was dozing off halfway... you can't blame someone who barely slept for the past one week. We supper-ed at sempang bedok and i didn't eat anything 'coz i've got a sorethroat! Anyway, i had a filling dinner so supper or not doesn't really matter! It's just the peeps i want to see!

It was a very SLEEPY and lazy day to start with... i slept during bese tutorial, i slept in the bus back home, i slept when i reach back home, i slept at rich's place, i slept in jontat's car on the way to sempang, and i slept in kenneth's car on the way back home... so i basically slept the whole day away! Hopefully it does help to clear some of my sleep debts.

Holiday is coming but this holiday isn't just one that i can rot through... 'coz there are projects and revision to do. And i'll need to prepare myself well for sugarloaf and top table.

I want to meet ANNA and CAMILIA, YVONNE and WEIBING, ZODIAC, SUPERNOVA, GAYS, ALL OTHER FRIENDS I'VE NOT SEEN FOR LONG LONG TIME DURING THE HOLIDAYS! WAH I WANT TO FIND ONE DAY AND ROT AT ANNA'S PLACE AGAIN! MISS THOSE TIMES~ AND ZODIAC IS ORGANISING COUNTDOWN PARTY AGAIN! THINK WE ARE GOING TO HIT JOEL'S PLACE AND TON OVERNIGHT! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!

I'm still tired... i can sleep everywhere i go!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

CRAZY SATURDAY

Sometimes i really wonder it's army or work that is the root of my frustrations. Stupid... i'm working on Saturday and he's booking out when he's suppose to be confined. TELL ME HOW? I think it's just myself... why did i go submit my schedule, telling them i can work on Saturday? So what if they are short handed? So what if they don't want me to quit?

It's all thanks to my undecisive self that causes all these fucking problems. Why can't i just heck care and tell them i quit! I seriously cannot stand myself... And now, it's kind of impossible to find a replacement... i feel so bad having to find a replacement after stopping work for a month.

This sucks man... nothing is right! I can't compromise... i have to sacrifice one. And if i sacrifice fish, i will feel so bad towards them since i already submitted my schedule. I still have excuse if i didn't put saturday and they put me on work on Saturday but now it's not the case!

But then... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!! HOW HOW HOW???

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Last weekends~

Hi HiZz, people... the day Shingz~

HA HA HA!!! Kidding... Ris Low~

I feel that i don't have enough rest... and every part of my body is aching! Grrr... anyway, i didn't mention my weekends, didn't i? That's why i'm back to post something about my perfect weekends!

Saturday

Saturday has been truly amazing for i spent the whole afternoon rotting at home. I missed rotting at home, seriously. Yup, i was with my KAWAII little brother since he has no school and has no one to take care of him.

Early morning when i woke up, he was already watching the telly. Mmm, i made him eat one bread. And while eating, he complained that i didn't eat breakfast and still dare to ask him eat (when i am not...). Anyway, the computer doesn't seem to interest him in the morning due to all the morning to early noon cartoons at okto channel. Still, i informed him kindly that he has to finish one english practice paper before he can have his hands on the computer. He gave me a stupid look and told me that he won't do, he doesn't want to play the computer.

After several hours, he came in with a COMPLETED ENGLISH PRACTICE PAPER. HA HA HA HA!!!

So he asked if he can play the computer games (Yes, he's addicted to The Sims 3) and since it's already noon, i told him he has to eat noodles first. Went straight to the dining table and poured one big bowl of noodles... and he gobbled them within five min (I AM NOT EXERGERATING).

Anyhow, sister came back not long after and i went out to meet YVONNE! x)

Met her, finally, after so long 'coz we're gonna watch her dearest's band performance. Not long after we met up, rich called and he's booking out in like an hour's time! And... errr... yikes, he's joining us for the concert and stuffs like that. So i pang seh-ed yvonne after an hour and went to pasir ris interchange to "pick up" rich. HAHA!

YVONNE rocks! Though we spent like an hour together buying graph paper, movie tickets, looking for peter pan storybooks, buying breads and looking at eye lotions, we still did some catching up (NOT ENOUGH THOUGH). Hardly get to talk to her even on msn 'coz i sleep very early nowadays since i got to wake up BLOOODY EARLY every monday and tuesday and spending the rest of the weekdays restless 'coz of fatigue.

Concert has been GREAT thanks to the company. I almost doze off... and i mixed sabre dance with some invention song. I never know how to appreciate band pieces... i do love them 'coz they really make final fantasy appear really like a fantasy~ Oooh... I know i side-tracked.

Rich's dad drove us to the concert venue which was FORTUNATELY very near - ITE simei! Haha, memories~ Okok, rich didn't go with his uniform on. We were late for the concert 'coz he has to go home to bathe and change and eat and only managed to catch the second half of it. THEN, HEADED TO CAFE CARTEL FOR DINNER!

It was a late dinner but i enjoyed it a lot! I MISSED YVONNE. Actually, i missed those times i go out with her... with weibing... and of course, rich!

Said burbye to yvonne after dinner 'coz it was late and rich sent me back. Mmm, someone cough like mad and it was really disturbing. Cough syrup doesn't work, strepsils doesn't work, nothing works! I AM SO IRRITATED. I know how it feels to be coughing so badly lo... that's why i am freaking annoyed. *STRANGGLE COUGH*

Sunday

THIS IS IT!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

This is it!

I'm feeling a bit sad now ah... Rich booked in already yo. That's one thing... then another one...

ARGH... thanks to ssm. Even though to put it simply, SSM ONLY WHAT... three times at TCC, three times at Sugarloaf and then three times at toptable and i'll be off hell what... BUT they add up to nine days ya-know and they spread over a period of three months. Hell~

If there's no SSM, maybe i won't dread so much.

ANYHOW! I went to catch THIS IS IT with rich and my sister today. Actually... it wasn't suppose to be like that. BUT I AM STILL GLAD TO HAVE THEIR COMPANY! x)

I'm crazy over MJ now (I ALWAYS AM)... you see how he perform all his pieces? AOOOW! He rocks the hell out of me! The way he changed "The Way You Make Me Feel" into such a jazzy piece of music! O' my god~ He's really a god!

If only the concert can go on... it's such a waste you didn't see the 100% of the entire this is it being performed. It would be BLOOOMZ! It would make a HISTORY! It would be something no one can ever produce ever ever ever again! MIND-BLASTING! It's a pity. It's our loss.

And he surprises me with all the things you can do with music! How he can transform them so easily... playing around with his feel for the music and stufs like that... And though we didn't get to witness the entire production and preparation of the concert, i saw part of it and how coordination is so important to bringing everything together. A concert can be very easy to prepare... but to make it a good one needs so much more knowledge and effort compared to managing a stupid restaurant.

I know it's a bit off but then... it made me think if i'm into event management or managing a business. If i prefer something more challenging and something with a lot of variation, i guess an event would be cool. Business would be a bit dead though some segment would require some form of innovation. No idea~

One thing to consider... organising a concert would need a lot of commitment. Just imagine committing few months or even years of your life just to deliver that two hours stage performance... If you don't have the passion, it wouldn't be worth pledging your commitment, yeah.

Honto desu ka?

Ja mata~

P.S. TOMORROW... isn't going to be a "RATHER FUN" SSM anymore. I don't think i am prepared at all.

A week of BUZZZ

Mmm, wanted to blog but then don't know where to start.

Monday

Monday was SSM day, yeah. And i thought for once i couldn't pass grooming despite the fact that i woke up at 5am in the blooody damn morning to do my stupid hair. Rich called. x)

But that's like the last call from him before he goes OFF to his field camp. Six days, yo... Luckily, it would be a rather crazy week for me due to all the make-up lecture and tutorial that would eat away all the long breaks in between lessons.

School is a misery... Monday SSM, Tuesday Culinary Science, Thursday BESE... it's like a vicious cycle which only draws everyone's energy without replenishing them. So just as you thought "HOW GREAT! It's friday!!" but Monday flashes through your mind in the instant and ruin your whole entire weekends partying mood.

Anyway, i was pretty distracted on Monday that even though i did pass my grooming, it was not to my own satisfaction. AND... the freaking solid hair drove me back home straight away after culinary science lecture. I skipped SSM lecture.

And just when i thought i could let down my shoulder and relax a bit on the bus trip home, muscles tensed up and i alighted on the next stop. Very funny hor... i left my school bag in the school and the most ridiculous thing in the world is NOT KNOWING WHERE THE HELL I LEFT IT! I got no memories of my school bag at all... and then i looked at the time... very good job, ying ying... TCA has closed. So what for i alight... I was really mad at myself, TOTALLY. =.=

And everyone was staring at me thanks to my very nice solid hair. Took bus 291 instead so as to avoid the crowd and attention and headed to 201 which earns me another round of un-needed attention. Bought some necessary stuffs for Culinary science the next day and headed home.

Yes... to end Monday... I'll be spending three weeks in TCC first, before moving on to sugarloaf and lastly, toptable! Hehehe, it's what i wished for. That's most probably the luckiest thing i think that have happened.

Tuesday

Culinary Science class was a little disaster... We had our final practice on veggies cut and i cut my own thumb. =.= I was cutting the shallots using the parring knife when suddenly i sliced my own thumb and i thought it was just a small cut so i just went to wash the blood off. And it just can't seem to stop DESPITE BEING A REALLY REALLY SMALL CUT... =.=

I really have no intention to tell the chef about it 'coz of you-know the little egoistic ying ying inside me... but the stupid bloood just keep flowing.

And i really hate it. Why must it happen at such a GOOD TIME when i only have like barely 15 min to finish the rest of the veggies? Chef travol (i don't know how you spell his name) helped me with my wounds and i got back to cutting the veggies with a glove which totally crippled me. I have a hard time gauging and keep ended up cutting my gloves which doesn't really fit my hand.

In conclusion, never cut your hand during test 'coz gloves do no good in helping you with veggies cut.

I was only happy that i have a glove with me when i was touching the whole raw chicken which was really kind of gross to touch with your own bare hands. Yup, really ew... gross. I was a little disgusted, seriously.

Wednesday

Wednesday always start with a jap tutorial and i'm a bit sick of the way of teaching though i pretty much like the language. Then, met ray and as usual, we hit KFC for lunch. YUMMY! Two piece chicken with cheese fries and ice tea! Raymond must have felt a bit sick to eat it every wednesday! HA HA HA!!! ANd weishan isn't very happy to hear it 'coz... she can't eat it! HA HA HA! Maybe we'll go every thursday instead lo... mm?

Then, prepared for BESE make up tutorial and i dirtied my blouse. Haiz... and my stocking is way too fair for my skin. And... argh, i really don't like BESE 'coz you have to spend time doing up your hair and make-up. I have to do it three times a week! I really hate such life!

What type of career won't restrict you on such standard grooming? I think i go crazy doing this every day! Talked about michael jackson during my introduction... HEHE. x)

Mmm, then went for MICE lecture? i cannot remember, okay.

Thursday

Mmm, nothing much happened 'cept the fact that i met cassandra for lunch which really did brighten my day. I was freezing cold after accounting tutorial and it was raining heavily and that's why cassandra was stuck in school and came to meet me for lunch! We talked a lot a lot and it was really nice... x)

Mmm, then met Ray again for BESE tutorial. MAMAMIA~

Shiseido workshop inspired me a little... and taught me a lot though i was falling asleep towards the end and ddin't really get everything inside my head.

Friday

Finally it's friday and the highlight is... i went to school for accounting lecture and then back home. Skipped whatever that i could 'coz i needed to prepare a bit for everything else before i go for the retreat in the evening. I enjoyed myself a lot, seriously, with the old peeps. I felt alive when i'm with them.

Sometimes when i'm in school, i feel very off. I find that i couldn't fit in for some reasons.

So yeah, even though i was being made fun of when i'm with bear they all, at least i could be inside the conversation. I'm included. Hit Nacli and buona vista and had a freaking filling late dinner! Then, meeting commenced and when it ended, bamboo sent us to th nearest mrt station and belinda, cass and i took a cab to tampines! And i sent cassandra home! HA HA HA!

The point is... i'm missing the past pretty badly, yeah. Those times i spent at the CC, those times i spent with my fellow classmates off-curricular times, those suppering times, those times i can behave like a loud and crazy girl... those good old times that can never be found back at least for the moment.

Oh ya, supper with gays was cancelled. I've not seen them for... almost a month?

JA MATA!

Ciao!

P.S. Yeah, i think it's time for me to really try to excel as much as i can in every aspects... even though i know i am such a flawful person.

Distracted~

Mmm, time passes really fast, eh? It's already third week of the semester. Very fast, i'll be finishing this waitressing module, culinary science module and business etiquette module... and be free from all worries and fear!! WUA HA HA HA!! I know it's still to early to say, yeah...

It has been a hell loads of things to attend to the past two weeks. But the day always ends very nicely 'coz i get to talk to Rich on the phone. HEHE! SSM has been BEARABLE and FUN but i don't think it will last that long... when operation starts, that's when HELL BREAKS LOOSE. HA HA HA!!! "L"

I was so busy i didn't have much opportunity to talk to my dear yvonne. I'm like schooling from 8am to 6pm and then going to my aunt's place after work to tutor my cousin till ten plus? And if not, i'll be heading to fish to work till eleven? So yeah, i'm running everywhere till i was so drained... mentally and physically.

And i screwed up quite a number of things... like today... i was actually very distracted the whole day. So i didn't put in my hundred percent when i'm attending SSM... even when i do my hair, it was not the usual standard that i always do. And i was half listening, half wandering off somewhere...

Thinking...

And thinking...

And thinking...

Mmm... went to culinary science lecture (COPY NOTES BUT NEVER PAY ATTENTION) after SSM but skipped SSM lecture 'coz... there's no way i will listen to the lecture when i'm so distracted.

Ja mata~

P.S. What was i thinking?

Continue with the grasshopper story

SO THE GRASSHOPPER WAS SO HUGE I COULDN'T BELIEVE MY EYES... AND WHO COULD? I lived here for ten years and i've never seen a grasshopper in this house before! Shook myself awake... and dashed straight to the door forgetting about my mobile phone! And then it was vibrating 'coz rich texted!

=.=

Awful...

Went to bedroom and took my sister's phone and woke her up so that she unlocked her phone. Replied Rich with her phone and 'coz i didn't know how to use her phone, i can't express myself very well. I don't know how to CAPS the words. I don't know how to indicate EXCLAMATION MARKS. So i ended up with sentences like this...

"omg there is a grasshopper"

"omg omg omg it is so huge exclamation marks times ten"

"omg it is flying everywhere exclamation marks times twenty"

It's damn irritating i-tell-you. And i "fought" with the grasshopper for hours. Mmm, not in direct contact... just stood outside the room, hesitating to step in to grab my mobile and switch off the computer. So in and out in and out i had my feets at the door... finally, i gave up. I went to the bedroom, took a blanket (A SUPER BIG ONE), covered myself with it... intending to run into the room, grab the phone, switch off the computer and run out and go to sleep.

I almost cried thinking how the grasshopper is going to jump at me in the face... but i still did it. And covered with perspiration, exhausted and relieved, i went to bed. I need my mobile phone for the alarm (working next day ya-know).

SUNDAY

I woke up, still "grasshopping". And i have that freaking blooody SIAN look on my face 'coz i need to prepare my stuffs for the day and the grasshopper is still inside the study room!!!!! ALL MY STUFFS ARE INSIDE THE ROOM! I took the laundry stick and got my bag out of the room and other stuffs... then went to work.

After work, i went back home to bathe. AND I WAS PUZZLED HOW COME MY BROTHER IS SITTING INSIDE THE ROOM, PLAYING THE SIMS 3. SO I WENT TO THE LAUNDRY ROOM AND ASKED MY MUMMY TO FIND OUT THAT MY HEROIC BABA GOT RID OF IT USING THE VACUUM MACHINE! HA HA HA!!!! So my day brightened up... great!

I was still thinking if my eyes played tricks on me... BUT THE GRASSHOPPER DID EXIST!! Everyone in the house saw it!

Mmm, i took a few photos with Darren at Rich's place. WE HAD GREAT FUN! HA HA HA!!! It's really a different experience playing with him and playing with my brother 'coz both of them, though are still kids, have different personalities so the ways they handle ME are so different. I don't dare play so rough with Darren for fear of breaking him apart but i always play damn rough with my brother 'coz HE IS MY BROTHER AND EVEN IF I BREAK HIM I WON'T FEEL AS BAD AS BREAKING DARREN. HA HA HA HA!!!

Yeah, Sunday mah... so someone's booking in~ And SUNDAY MAH... SSM is the next day. WAAAAAAHHHHHHH... I always feel like a small kid first day going to school every monday... That "OMG I AM SO SCARED I DON'T WANT SCHOOL" feeling enveloping me. PRE-SSM SYNDROME. DAMN~









And that's all... It was like two weeks before i get to see Rich.

Felt like i'm leading a rather contradicting life... everything doesn't match. It was so OFF... I need a break! So i took a month's off from work. And after my cousin's exams i think i'll take a two weeks' break and focus on proficiency test before i resume anything NONE OF MY BUSINESS. It's not entirely none of my business... but... i'm just ging to prioritise my studies at the moment.

So i say FAREWELL to OTCW, too.

Ja mata~