A week of BUZZZ

Mmm, wanted to blog but then don't know where to start.

Monday

Monday was SSM day, yeah. And i thought for once i couldn't pass grooming despite the fact that i woke up at 5am in the blooody damn morning to do my stupid hair. Rich called. x)

But that's like the last call from him before he goes OFF to his field camp. Six days, yo... Luckily, it would be a rather crazy week for me due to all the make-up lecture and tutorial that would eat away all the long breaks in between lessons.

School is a misery... Monday SSM, Tuesday Culinary Science, Thursday BESE... it's like a vicious cycle which only draws everyone's energy without replenishing them. So just as you thought "HOW GREAT! It's friday!!" but Monday flashes through your mind in the instant and ruin your whole entire weekends partying mood.

Anyway, i was pretty distracted on Monday that even though i did pass my grooming, it was not to my own satisfaction. AND... the freaking solid hair drove me back home straight away after culinary science lecture. I skipped SSM lecture.

And just when i thought i could let down my shoulder and relax a bit on the bus trip home, muscles tensed up and i alighted on the next stop. Very funny hor... i left my school bag in the school and the most ridiculous thing in the world is NOT KNOWING WHERE THE HELL I LEFT IT! I got no memories of my school bag at all... and then i looked at the time... very good job, ying ying... TCA has closed. So what for i alight... I was really mad at myself, TOTALLY. =.=

And everyone was staring at me thanks to my very nice solid hair. Took bus 291 instead so as to avoid the crowd and attention and headed to 201 which earns me another round of un-needed attention. Bought some necessary stuffs for Culinary science the next day and headed home.

Yes... to end Monday... I'll be spending three weeks in TCC first, before moving on to sugarloaf and lastly, toptable! Hehehe, it's what i wished for. That's most probably the luckiest thing i think that have happened.

Tuesday

Culinary Science class was a little disaster... We had our final practice on veggies cut and i cut my own thumb. =.= I was cutting the shallots using the parring knife when suddenly i sliced my own thumb and i thought it was just a small cut so i just went to wash the blood off. And it just can't seem to stop DESPITE BEING A REALLY REALLY SMALL CUT... =.=

I really have no intention to tell the chef about it 'coz of you-know the little egoistic ying ying inside me... but the stupid bloood just keep flowing.

And i really hate it. Why must it happen at such a GOOD TIME when i only have like barely 15 min to finish the rest of the veggies? Chef travol (i don't know how you spell his name) helped me with my wounds and i got back to cutting the veggies with a glove which totally crippled me. I have a hard time gauging and keep ended up cutting my gloves which doesn't really fit my hand.

In conclusion, never cut your hand during test 'coz gloves do no good in helping you with veggies cut.

I was only happy that i have a glove with me when i was touching the whole raw chicken which was really kind of gross to touch with your own bare hands. Yup, really ew... gross. I was a little disgusted, seriously.

Wednesday

Wednesday always start with a jap tutorial and i'm a bit sick of the way of teaching though i pretty much like the language. Then, met ray and as usual, we hit KFC for lunch. YUMMY! Two piece chicken with cheese fries and ice tea! Raymond must have felt a bit sick to eat it every wednesday! HA HA HA!!! ANd weishan isn't very happy to hear it 'coz... she can't eat it! HA HA HA! Maybe we'll go every thursday instead lo... mm?

Then, prepared for BESE make up tutorial and i dirtied my blouse. Haiz... and my stocking is way too fair for my skin. And... argh, i really don't like BESE 'coz you have to spend time doing up your hair and make-up. I have to do it three times a week! I really hate such life!

What type of career won't restrict you on such standard grooming? I think i go crazy doing this every day! Talked about michael jackson during my introduction... HEHE. x)

Mmm, then went for MICE lecture? i cannot remember, okay.

Thursday

Mmm, nothing much happened 'cept the fact that i met cassandra for lunch which really did brighten my day. I was freezing cold after accounting tutorial and it was raining heavily and that's why cassandra was stuck in school and came to meet me for lunch! We talked a lot a lot and it was really nice... x)

Mmm, then met Ray again for BESE tutorial. MAMAMIA~

Shiseido workshop inspired me a little... and taught me a lot though i was falling asleep towards the end and ddin't really get everything inside my head.

Friday

Finally it's friday and the highlight is... i went to school for accounting lecture and then back home. Skipped whatever that i could 'coz i needed to prepare a bit for everything else before i go for the retreat in the evening. I enjoyed myself a lot, seriously, with the old peeps. I felt alive when i'm with them.

Sometimes when i'm in school, i feel very off. I find that i couldn't fit in for some reasons.

So yeah, even though i was being made fun of when i'm with bear they all, at least i could be inside the conversation. I'm included. Hit Nacli and buona vista and had a freaking filling late dinner! Then, meeting commenced and when it ended, bamboo sent us to th nearest mrt station and belinda, cass and i took a cab to tampines! And i sent cassandra home! HA HA HA!

The point is... i'm missing the past pretty badly, yeah. Those times i spent at the CC, those times i spent with my fellow classmates off-curricular times, those suppering times, those times i can behave like a loud and crazy girl... those good old times that can never be found back at least for the moment.

Oh ya, supper with gays was cancelled. I've not seen them for... almost a month?

JA MATA!

Ciao!

P.S. Yeah, i think it's time for me to really try to excel as much as i can in every aspects... even though i know i am such a flawful person.