A Summary

A summary of the past two days.

Yesterday, i went Tomb Sweeping... had an awesome day with my FAMILY. Yup, a very big one. Hahaha... I enjoyed my day out with them though it's soooooooooooooooooo exhaustin'. And my sister and i took 200over photos in a day! Whahahaha... I'll go crazy uploading them later BUT i shall TRY my very best to upload ALL of them up here to share it with you guys. Some photos are hilarious to the max. Some are candid... some are ugly... =.=

And i thought i saw someone who resemble Jason on the way back at pula ubin... maybe he's inside one of the photos, too. I show you guys... the height, the body built, the style... ALL SO SIMILAR TO HIS! Hahaha... x)

And today, Cassandra and I went to YingHui house for some baking session and had great laugh at that cosy little house. I really like Ying Hui's house... at least the sofa is sooooooo to my likin'. (Yeah, i know i've been grumbling on my sofas made of teak. Haiz.) Man, ... Something to lighten up the mood: We had a truly great time talking about bra sale. x)

O' and one last thing... i did find some photos stored inside the image folder that i've forgotten to upload it here. I shall finish everything TODAY! jia you, Ying Ying!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

It's Saturday.

The once again jobless me has been rotting at home for the past two days. And i went to visit my ah ma this afternoon. She looks the same... her condition didn't improve at all. She still can recognise me and i hate mummy for saying must see if she can recognise us things like that... hello, ah ma is still fine and she's not senile please... obviously she can recognise us all lah. =.=

All the adults think that she has got senile dementia (lao ren chi dai, is it?). She is just under depression, that's all lor. Well, just don't exergerate things and cause everyone to panick... bad for health.

Mmm, anyway, this coming Sunday i'm going to pulau ubin. I've not been there for ten over years 'coz when i was just a small little kid, i fainted there on Spring Remembrance (Qing Ming Jie). Hahaha... and this dumb reason 'ban' me from going there every year.

This year, I'M GOING BACK NO MATTER WHAT! x)

It's to tend the graves of my great-grandparents if i'm not wrong. I'm going to take down loads of photos of the journey there. Hehehe... though i don't live there, i sort of miss this tiny little island of Singapore.

No wish to blog about SuperNova meeting today. I... just feel so weird. I'm like a total stranger there though i know all of them... maybe just towards a particular person, that is. If he manages to read my post (or still visit my blog)... yes, it's YOU! I don't know when you'll talk to me again like a friend instead of a working partner...

Time cannot reverse... but even if it can, i don't wish for it to reverse. No point... what will happen will happen... be it sooner or later... it will still happen.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

MY Daddy's birthday

Hahaha!!! i realised i behave like a kid when i'm feeling sick! SO retarded! Sickening sia... so stupid. Fancy seeking people's attention like a kid... that's why i hate myself when i'm 'sick'. HAHAHA!!! Really stupid.

Today is baba's birthday (Cassandra mama's birthday, too! Can't believe there's such coincidence!). And i realised i ate the durian cake with a very NICE sitting style. You know coolie's eating style? I ate with my legs on the chair and arm resting on my knee cap. Hahaha!! So unglam but that's me only when i'm eating at that dining table made of teak. =.=

Don't worry about me, yeah? It's very usual for girls to black-out like that according to the doctors. Either you don't have enough sleep, didn't eat your breakfast or has got heart problem. Unfortunately, i fall into the first two eitherS. However, i strongely believe that they are not the reasons to cause me to black-out.

Thanks for my friends concern. I'm okay liao... maybe just feeling a little weak when i walk BUT i'm fine, really!

Actually, i blogged about this morning just so that my fellow friends can shower me more concern and i'm glad you guys really did. Domo arigato! Hahaha, a little bit silly of me to do that but when i thought this is the worse black-out i've been through out of the so many years, i really fear... ... ... ...

Hahaha... silly me.

Must treasure everything you have now, people! Must keep remind myself to count my blessings before regrets come drowning me in agony and sorrow. Must smile and enjoy your everyday life! Grumble less, appreciate more - the world will be a better, lovelier, sweeter place! x)

Sayonara!

Ciao!

P.S. Cassandra, Ying Hui, myself and others (not confirmed) are going to SING next week at Katong! Man, i'm craving to sing after 'quitting' as 'sushi chef'. Then, we shall go see-see Ace & Pom-Pom again! Wooooooo... miss them loads! I make sure i clear the memory card space and have enough for pom-pom pictures! x)

Eeeeek!!!

EEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeekK!!!!! NOT FUN AT ALL!

I hate doctors & medicine! GET THE FREEEEEAKING HELL OUT OF MY SIGHT!!! Medicine tastes so awful plus horrible to the MAX lah! Don't want to eat them. HUMPH! HUMPH! HUMPH!

Anyway, they are not compulsory to eat lor... Just some dumb rehydration salts and cinnarizine... nothing BIG and still so troublesome - have to eat 3 times a day! Argh. HATE IT!! HATE IT!! HATE IT!!!!!

That rehydration salts are with orange flavour wor... (=.=) BUT still taste like SHIT! Argh, don't care, i'm not taking them! Bleah! x)

And if mummy isn't seen going to burst into tears, i will NEVER EVER see the doctors!

I don't want to eat medicine leh... .... ... ... Seriously serious, i'm OKAY. No medicine please... T.T

And i spoilt baba's birthday... haiz. Fancy making him and mummy rushed all the way from tampines to parkway parade to fetch me to see a doctor. Actually, i know my body leh... it's very common lah see what doctor lo. In the end, still have to go through some dumb ECG test and i almost got to eat supplement tablets. GOSH... And don't know if it's heaven's will... i lost my job. (thanks to mummy!)

And-and, I took one hour to swallow the dumb rehydration salt down my throat lo. And every sip of it causes 'butterflies' inside my stomach. I really really got this urge to throw up everything i've ate leh. SO AWFUL! SO AWFUL! SO AWFUL! EW! T.T

Stupid medicine... i don't want to eat leh. DON'T WANT! T.T

T.T

T.T

T.T

Don't want medicine...

Don't want medicine...

Don't want...

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Photos, again! (updated)

Photo of the Day

MY MASTERPIECE! ICE-SKATER!

At Katong's pet shop!

Ace & I!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE ACE!!!!!!! x)

LOOK AT ACE SMOKING!!!! WE SMOKE TOGETHER!!!! x)

Sotong & Cassandra!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Shadows of the two of them!!!!!!!!!!!


Sotong... don't know what he's doing. x)


Mmmm... x)


Nice leh... like some model shooting at the beach.


Look at the sotong i drew on the top right hand corner... it has got nostrils. Not sure if you can see it in the picture though. HAHA!!


TOGETHER... WE LEFT THIS ON THE BEACH.


If you've visited Cassandra's blog, you would be hearing this...

Cass (in love)...? HAHAHA!!

Mmmm, forgot to mention how frightened cassandra was when we were at the pet shop. I hope she can overcome this fear than next time if both of us have dogs, we'll go East Coast Park stroll-stroll with our dogs!!!! O' My God, freaking lovely!

And, i was busy playing with Ace & pom-pom so i left it to Oily and Sotong to help cassandra overcome the fear. She ain't that scared anymore but it was quite hilarious to see her body stiffening when pom-pom wanted to lick her. HAHAHAHA!!! Oops! Cassandra, jia you bah, we shall go back there again together!

Miss Ace & pom-pom real much. I forgot to take a picture with pom-pom! T.T

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Photos, again!

Photos in random order (again!) 'coz i'm lazy to arrange them accordingly:

22nd March '08 - GREAT SALE!

'coz the NTUC is promoting Gatsby hair gel, they actually offered the new product at 30cents each! Compare the price!!! THAT'S SO VERY CHEAP! They are only at this price at white sand's NTUC... Guys out there, do visit it!

Hahaha!!

You really think the world has got such good lobang?

SO DUMB!

THERE!!!

slap you back to reality.


26th March '08 - Day out at the beach

Cassandra! Nice leh... like some advertisement photo. I took this photo... praise the photographer. x)

Cassandra's Master piece. Who the hell is that? Hahaha... O' Kelvin!

Cassandra and Myself!

O' MY FREAKING GOSH!!! UGLY PLUS AWFUL TO THE MAX TIMES MAX!!! I don't know why we actually wanted to do the sotong-rabbit face. And the wind was blowing... howling... SO FREAKING STRONG! Hahaha! Not typhoon, of course!

Sotong: BABA I'M BACK!!!

headless sotong.

HOME.

Random.

*Poke* =.=

*bang-bang*

CASSANDRA WAS THERE!

HUH?

Small sotong...

BIG sotong...

I never know Singapore's beach can be so CLEAN AND GREEN. x)

East Coast Park's BEACH!

Sotong and I (with weird expression)

Sotong in uniform! I never know you need to serve the army under the sea... Then the uniform should be blue in colour (so as to camouflage better under the sea) HAHAHAHA!!!

BLINGS-BLINGS! Funny lah... they are symbols of glory and honours! You know?!

This is the moment we started playing with coconut trees... =.=

Woah... so awful!

Things we left behind after beach-ing at East Coast Park.

Hard to snap this one 'coz it's too big so i have to lift up my hands high-high. Considered well-taken liao hor.

More coming up next. I'll be posting those i took with the dogs (when i got them from Oily's and Sotong's mobile)

Due to loads of reasons, the photos are everywhere in everyone's phone. You-know... memory space full, low battery, frequent black-outs... blah blah blah. x)

Enjoy the photos! x)

Conclusion of the day: Once again, i shall learn to EMBRACE A LITTLE BIT OF CHAOS IN LIFE and take things easy. I've been thinking too much, seriously. x)

BUT smoking is still bad for health though you cannot just assume that all smokers are bad. BUT-BUT (so many BUTs...) it still pains me seeing friends smoking lah. I'll just feel so upset over it... though there's nothing you can do to stop them. it's like... smokers never listen. And-and, i swear it with all my life that my Zodiac, none of them will do such things. x)

I really need to take up physcology to learn more about human minds. I need to understand the mentality of people of different age groups, different status in society, different gender, different... just every difference! To accept, i need to understand and if i can't bring myself to accept, i think i'll go crazy. Told you i've been thinking too much but i just can't help it. TRY LO.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Long long entry x)

Alright two days ago, I met Oily and Sotong after work. Let me think what happened…

The day before, Oily and I were making plans on the next day… to go out for some revision and to help Sotong get a job. After many little confusions and misunderstandings, we finally decided to meet at 201 instead. And ‘coz of some reasons, I told Oily I’ll go home first and once he reached, he shall then call me.

And one stop before I reach Tampines Interchange, I received a call from my sister who told me that she was done with her oral and can meet me to get my baba’s present. So, I didn’t go home and met her at Tampines Mall instead. She kept calling and I got fed up and raised my voice on the phone ‘coz she ask me where I was things like that when I’ve already told her I’m on the bus. =.=

Don’t know why I was so angry with such small matters. Must be PMS i-guess. x)

After which, we went Isetan to look for wallet and saw many brands and types but all suck ‘coz they look so gay. Though my dad has slightly longer hair compared to other guys, he’s man de lo. BLEAH!

Then I called Oily but he didn’t pick up his phone – silent moder. So I called Sotong and asked him to tell Oily to meet me at Tampines Mall instead ‘coz I’m having a hard time choosing my dad’s present. My sister and I then went off to wallet shop… saw two wallets of the same brand are quite to our likings but we decided to shop at BHG for more choices.

And ‘coz Oily and sotong took a very long time to come, by the time they reached, sister and I have already bought the present. =.=

And the wallet costs 99bucks! Hahaha… alright, we shared so it wasn’t very expensive. Now my bank account is only left with pathetic single digit amount - $9! Whahaha... nice O’ me! And ‘coz of some reasons, my sister has got thousand plus in her account. I make sure she lends me some money…

Mmm, then two of us head off to Tampines Mall again after I transfered money into my sister’s account. Yeah, I wanted to get a nice wrapping paper and to search for a very nice card for the very nice birthday present. My fussy sister, sometimes a perfectionist sometimes not, took a very long time deciding which wrapper to buy. =.=

I was quite pissed with her ‘coz we keep re-visiting the shops to see the wrapping papers. Like some retarded fools lah… And finally, we picked the blue coloured wrapper with silver stripes after a round of scissors-paper-stone.

Me – blue coloured wrapper with silver stripes
My sister – red coloured wrapper with very uique red dots

Scissors-paper-stone

Me – paper
My sister – stone

Paper wraps stone – paper wins!

I win!

Bought: Blue coloured wrapper with silver stripes

=.=

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AND FINALLY-FINALLY, Oily and Sotong came… with two cans of wang wang milk. HAHAHAHA!! Damn shocked… speechless. When I saw the two cans of milk… I was laughing like mad. My sister drank one and I hold on to mine. Actually, all my favourite drinks have a very special meaning in them… they are my favourites ‘coz they bring back a whole load of precious-sweet memories.

Take that wang wang milk for example. It reminds me of the time Anna and I went back home together after choir and passed by cheers (the convenient store). We would go in and buy a can of wang wang milk and I’ll drink it on our way home. Really miss the old times! Now, we’re in different schools… argh, so sad! T.T

Said bye bye to my sister and the three of us went to KFC for lunch. Sat there and eat and after that… do nothing. What a waste of time! Then, we went 201 to find Cassandra who was rebonding her hair. Wah, cannot believe she can stand 4 hours sticking her butt onto the chair. I won’t be able to stand it lor. Thirty minutes (or even lesser) might be the limit for me… I always prefer visiting those 10minutes, 10bucks hair-cut service. They are always fast and affordable… like it there. x)

Mmm, waited for her at the basketball court and Oily played basketball with friends. He came back all sweaty and OILY. EW! Talk talk talk… watch watch watch… finally Cassandra finished her rebonding session but she later decided to go back again for a session of hair-cut. It costs five bucks only so consider good lobang lah.

Went back to basketball court and bought some drinks and cheese fries. Don’t know why it’s always so tasty for the first half of the packet… and when I’m starting with the next half, I’ll feel so bloated and disgusted but I don’t waste food lah (unless they taste horrible) so I finished the whole packet.

Then it was late so we sent Cassandra home, hang around at the playground near cassandra’s place and swing! Oily and Sotong went to get some drinks and I stayed alone at the playground to look after their bags. Man, had a lovely time alone dazing into space… Sometimes, it’s really nice to be alone. And ‘coz they took a long time to come back, I almost slept there. it’s how funny you started to feel sleepy after swinging for too long. Rock a bye baby, on the tree top… when the wind blows the cradle will rock…

Yeah, and when the wind blows, my eyelids felt heavier and gradually sunk down. Before I zonk out, they came back. Hahaha… O’ and disgusting Oily went crazy and started attacking Sotong with water in his mouth. Damn disgusting lah…

And they walked me home after that. Did stay at my favourite playground after that and I found a very nice cosy spot to sleep in… Was really really really tired. Talk again… like there’s endless to talk about ar. And I went home when the clock strikes 12.

One more thing: Sotong had a very bad hair-cut. Looks so awful! HAHAHAHA!

Now, the next day… I’ve been hanging out with them these few weeks. So, it’s the same old people again I met after work. x)

Told Oily to NEVER EVER come visit me when I am working but he never listen. Damn lo, freak the hell out of me when i realised one guy standing in front of the counter staring at me. I was so distracted by them that I got a small cut while washing the blade of the knife. The dog licked the blood-clot away… I’m quite worried ‘coz it’s dirty. Later the dog has stomachache. lame -.-

Met them after work and we went to take photos of Sotong wearing his uniform… a pity he ain’t wearing all his badges and cap. So sad lo… I’ve never seen a person wearing that red cap standing in front of me before. Will be so real cool leh...

Sat at the food court and oily ate something… then he started ‘snoring’ there. I was reading jing tian yi shao nian shi jian… WHAHAHAHA!!! O’ my god, I forgot its still inside my bag! Hehe… should be able to finish it by today. And we went off to meet Cassandra at the bus stop and together, we went off to East Coast Park.

O’ My God, O’ My God, O’ My God! I think I’ve fallen in love with the beach! Or maybe with the breeze… even though the winds are salty and the skin feels sticky but it was so breezy to the max times max. I really love it there! If I have a dog, I’ll take it out for stroll everyday at East Coast Park and let it dig into the sand of the East Coast Park’s beach! x)

Got the urge to sing a song but I seriously have no idea which song suits that moment there. And I just feel like lying there and being baked under the sun… if only i won’t go chao-da so easily!

Did beach-calligraphy and snapped loads of photos! Some are silly and most of them are ugly ‘coz I looked real awful with my hair being blown everywhere by the wind! I’ll still post it up lah… can’t be bothered looking ugly. Just don't laugh too loud when you see them. x)

Sotong finally went back home! He was the one suggesting visiting the beach most probably ‘coz he miss his home very badly and wanted to visit the toilet there. HAHAHAHA!! In the end, he still didn’t use the toilet under the sea. Erpx, Haha.

Oily was spending half his day doing his own oily’s calligraphy and I did loads of drawings… should have drew spongebob there too! Haiya, WASTED!

Did a lot of silly things there lah… Cassandra and I actually acted in a video-shoot 5seconds long. It was very creative lor and all of us were bollywood stars, playing with the coconut tree. =.=

Went back to Marine parade for dinner and ate fried rice! I miss the fried rice there a lot a lot and I was glad they didn’t grumble much. Played guess-the-number game and lost a lot of times. It’s not something-something, it’s just that I always have the tendency to choose stupid and weird-to-the max numbers. It was still fun lah… out of the so many plays, the result is as shown below:

Oily – 1
Cassandra – 1
Me – 4 or 5
Sotong – 5 or 6

Ultimate loser cum big eater – SOTONG!

The result above is the number of times you lose, mind you! Hahahaha!!!

And at first Cassandra wanted to go bowling but after crossing the traffic light, she changed her mind so we walked to the left and was intending to take bus 12 home. BUT BUT BUT, we walked past a pet shop and went in there. O’ My God! O’ My God! O’ My God! The dogs and puppies are so SWEET lah!

Man, I really really really really super super damn miss them leh! I want to see them again! We stayed there for quite a while and I had a great time hugging the golden retriever. It’s not very huge… but it’s very obedient. Oops, forgot to ask the shop owner whether Ace is a male or female. Hahaha… Ace is the golden retriever, anyway.

Met pom-pom (did I spell it correctly?), girl-girl and the others as well. Bought some sticks and snacks to feed them… the sticks are made of mint and veggies i-heard and we can eat them, too. If I have a dog, I think I’ll start eating dog food. Actually, dogs and humans are the same lo. We should eat what they eat… and don’t treat them as... dogs (mmm, creatures). I believe dogs are able to listen and understand humans. The shop owners are very friendly. I’ve decided! I’m going to work at some pet shop as shop assistant!

I want a dog as a friend! The urge to have a pet dog comes back to me again! I used to want a pet dog very much and read on dogs when I visit the library when I was young. But due to my very sensitive nose and skin, I’m sort of allergic to dustmites which are found more on animals and grasses. Now that I’m older, I believe i’m not that weak anymore lah. I even thought of a name for my new friend (if I ever have one)… wonder if it’s a good one but he shall be called DOG! I think no other dogs will have such name… I don’t want common names for my new friend. x)

But I’ll still keep a look out for more unique names. I want a friendly, loving and cute pet dog… pom-pom was licking me all over (please don’t think wrong…) and the feeling was so damn weird ‘coz my ears felt itchy when he was licking my hands. His saliva was sticky to the max! Hahaha… Yup, i doubt I’ll be able to have a golden retriever though I love big dogs since I don’t really like to live in big houses. Maybe I’ll get pom-pom…?

HEHEHEHE… then I need to think of a new name ‘coz DOG only suits big dog and doesn’t sound cool on cute dogs. POM-POM kind of dog will need a new name.

Aw… I want to see them again!!!!! Really had a great lovely time there! Awesomely awesome! I want to hug them to sleep then I can throw my ya-ya away! Just kidding. HAHAHAHA!!

Alright, hate to leave the shop but still left the shop and took bus 12. I swear I’ll visit them again. The bus 12 was so packed with people and jerky to the max. Made me thought back of the time I almost tumble down the stairs when alighting and some stranger-schoolmates was laughing at me silently (I managed to hear them), saying how clumsy can I be. Funny to think back lah but it wasn’t me who’s clumsy. The bus was the one!

Slept on the bus and was damn shocked when Cassandra touched my hand. Yeah… she was waking me up from my sleep. Hahaha… xia si wo leh. I thought who sia… Walked Cassandra home again but before we actually reach her place, we sat at the playground again. Playground rocks. Talk about topics which I wasn’t very comfortable with… you can say I’m not mentally prepared for it.

I think I ought to slap myself awake from the dream and back to reality. I’m like still living in my own fairytales but yesterday’s talking smashed my dream, my beliefs and my principles of life. I find that I’m not exposed to the reality (the darker side of humanity) and I’m just like some weak flower inside the greenhouse. I’m always laughing and things like that… and when it’s time to take that flower out of the greenhouse, it started to wilt.

I wish there’s Neverland. It’s cruel to rub away the fairytale that I’ve been holding on for so many years. I rather I don’t know anything and just keep sinking deeper and deeper inside the beautiful tales. I’m stubborn and I feel that I, forever, won’t be able to accept THAT weird equation.

If you ask yourself: is that the way you protect your love ones?

I mean to me, sex is always thought to be a process of life and a need to maintain human cycle and that’s all. It has never come across to me the way guys see sex as… Mmm, cannot accept.

Well-well, don’t wish to talk and think about it anymore.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

27th March '08 - 51years old BABA

Tomorrow is baba's birthday! Wonder how old my dad is...? He's going to be officially 51 years old when the clock strikes 12 tonight! Gosh... my baba... is old. Can't believe i haven't hit 20 and my dad is already 51 years old... Their era people, they married at a later age. Most of them got married at the age of 29, going to 30.

Why i say so? 'coz all my aunts married at the the age of 29... And-and, they usually gone through a lot a lot with their partners before wedding... like 8 long years of together before marriage. Getting married at the age of 29 is far too old in this era... many of us think it's too crazy to have a huge age gap between their children and themselves. I'm one of them. x)

Anyway, two days ago, i bought a wallet for my dad together with my sister. I was happy with the present-hunting. Though it made me broke, i never regret buying it. It's time baba changes his wallet. I just hope he likes it very very super much lo... hehe.

Don't know if mummy will be jealous... Actually, this is the first present i bought for my dad and the reason is because i find it meaningless to be buying presents for my parents using their money since they are the one giving us the allowance and even if we save, it's their money... This present, i paid it with my own earned money so the feeling and meaning is there. I did the calculations... when i get my pay next month, i'll get mummy a dress for her present. I've been wanting to buy one for her. And i'll share with my sister... she also thinks dress is an awesome present for mummy.

Oooo... looking forward to tomorrow! Still haven't thought of how to present it to my daddy... x)

One more realisation: Family is still the one you can always trust, afterall.

Will be blogging again later on 'coz currently, i can't upload the photos up to my computer. Card-reader is missing in action... my guess is that my sister brought it to school today. x)

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Drained.

Sometimes, i just can't help to judge someone so 'recklessly' (not by the book cover, mind you.) and i usually did it with loads of faith and trust. So when disappointment comes, the earth will tremble and the sky will crack... into two big pieces. Hahaha... and i'll break down in my own silent way.

Mmm, these few days... i find 24hours passing by so quickly that i'm actually quite lost with whatever i'm suppose to be doing. Tomorrow is off-day. I'm going to ground myself and finish those unfinished work.

And from today onwards, i'm going to try so very hard to look at everything with a much much different perspective. I think i'm so naive and stupid so many a times... I gave trust, faith and believe away too easily that i ought to learn how to restrain myself from doing so before one day i finally realised i'm just being played around with... like a fool. A big one...

Anyway, i have been having fun these two days. Will be posting up some photos tomorrow (OFF-DAY) So, if you're interested... please visit again tomorrow! Yeah, to see how i played with dogs and puppies... Man, i really love dogs. At least, they are always there for you when you need them and never going to leave you. They are able to hear you speak from the bottom of your heart with ease 'coz you know they'll never ever betray you. They are just to sweet and straight forward in expressing themselves... and for me, someone who suck at mind reading, dogs' emotions can be easily read frmo the way their tails wag. x)

Today's conclusion: I seriously can't differentiate between right and wrong anymore. Principles are once again being disrupted and mind power is being over-exhausted. Haiz, life is filled with so much contradictions... so tiring... so NOT fun.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Recharged i-think.

Thanks to Oily's lolipop, i'm now recharged. Of course, i got toothache early this morning. Who won't after chewing it for more than three hours! Anyway, it doesn't hurt now lah. Didn't manage to take a photo of the lolipop but it's okay since there are more next time. (SMILE) Just hope i won't have too many worms crawling inside my stomach.

Reached home at around 3 and slept all the way till 7. Got up from the bed and went granny's house. I thought i dreamt that someone called me but it turned out that it wasn't a dream. But i don't know who called... It's how funny i mixed dream and reality together. As usual, we hogged the telly at granny's house. Oily called and chatted a while... love talking to him 'coz i always get to laugh. I love laughing out loud, seriously.

One good news to share: I FOUND MY IC.

No one helps me with the IC-hunting. I did all by myself. I solved the mystery... i traced the footprint of it and discovered that it's hidden on the scanner! Brainy O' me! I left it there while preparing for all the documents needed for my enrolment to temasek poly few days ago. =.= I looked through the extra documents, found a photocopied piece of my IC and memories came racing back... telling me it's on the scanner and THERE! Really... on the scanner. Hahaha, silly me.

What to talk about next...?

Haiz...

Haiz...

Haiz...

Haiz, looks like i need to do some serious reflection. what friend am i called... Lousy... or well, i'm not even fit to be called a friend. I'm just keep doing all the wrong things at the wrong time. What a failure.

Haiz, forget it.

Had a pleasant day at work... enjoyable back ache, stiff neck, aching shoulders... Woke up at 6.15 and left home at 6.45am. Tomorrow, i got to wake up at 6am instead 'coz it's pathetic Monday. I'll call it Black Monday when school kids are all rushing to schools and the buses are going to be all packed with KIDS.

One good thing is that i'm sort of opening up to my colleagues. When it comes to stranger-friends, i'll interact better one-by-one i-guess. Pray hard tomorrow will be a better day.

And yeah, i got a surprise outside my house. Don't know why feel so upset and happy at the same time when i saw it.

Sayonara

Ciao

Tags reply!

Yvonne:
Yvonne, you will never want me to introduce you my job. Just continue to work at Popular bah. It's better for a kind girl like you... if i cannot take it there, i believe you won't be able to take it there, either. Enjoy yourself at Popular. But i still never regret quit working at Popular. x)

Cassandra:
I believe

Tiffany:
Thanks for willing to lend me your listening ears. When there's a need bah... Currently, i'm quite alright at cheering myself up. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! x)

Bamboo:
Haiz, bamboo... if you're still reading this entry. SEAZ... You are... Haiz, speechless.

Kelzz:
So many things dampening my mood but i'm fast at recovering. Don't worry bah... Thanks for your encouragement anyway. x)

Weslie:
Yeah, i know the horror of almost getting run over by lorry. You know it too, man! hahaha... yo take care, too. Regarding the choir graduates gathering... i'll try to help after i feel that i got the energy to... currently, i feel so unable! Hahaha, pai seh ar.

Sotong:
Rabbit-sotong under the sea. So damn cute when you act rabbit leh. Damn lo, you should do it more often... SO CUTE LOR. Some people look retarded when they act cute... yours comes out naturally one, man. Must be your face lah... born with that 'talent'. you're gifted! x)

I NEED TO SLEEP NOW!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Foul Mood

Actually wanted to post about yesterday but before i do... i shall grumble a bit (just a reminder: my 'a bit' is 'a lot')on my current job. The working place is pleasant but the boss ar... looks kind and yet grumble so much. And i can't be bothered lo. Like he will understand... i actually went out of the house at 7am please and i only manage to reach at 8.20. Ridiculous lah.

When i was working in Popular, i only took 40minutes to travel lo. Now, i need one and a half hour and still cannot reach in time. Feel so like cursing and swearing now lo. He never scold me in front of the face lah but called my auntie who recommended me the job to sort of complain. Argh... i was having some fun outside when my auntie called. Seriously, it dampens my mood a whole load. And then my while family knows about how i report late to work. HUMPH! I'm really in a very bad mood now.

Haiz, ying ying, just bear with it for 20more days and you're out of hell. I find working in popular much more comfortable though i still met jerks of all kinds. Really, working life sucks especially when you're working with people of different age group who share a totally different mindset compared to yours. Miserable... T.T

You got to stand all day... for the whole six hours i was standing. And from first day onwards, how i wish i am on 150cm tall! I got to bent my head down the whole six hours to stare and work at the sushi sets. After six hours, you feel your whole back aching, legs shaking, neck so stiff and painful lo!

But i shall bear with it! If i give up than tell me what i'm capable of lor... can't even tolerate such trivial matters. Anyway, i'm not permanent staff there and just have to countdown from 20.

Alright, back to yesterday's happening. Yesterday is Friday. It's my first day at work. I'm being physically tortured there but my colleagues are nice people. The only thing i like about this current job is that i get to wear the hygiene cap which is so cool and hygiene uniform which is damn big.

Spent my 8am to 2pm making sushi sets. At first it seems so fun bt imagine doing the same old thing everyday for one month? Aw... i'll get so sick and tired of making sushi, man! Just hope i'll learn how to prepare the ingredient the next time so that after i quit, i would be able to really make sushi all by myself.

Pay is low and work is tough... Don't see the sushi chef having an easy life. I'm only a part-timer, working half a day. The rest are working the whole day leh! O' one more thing to complain, my aunt called and told me during lunch time i just go off by myself and never eat together with them. I don't even know they are having lunch. They just told me GO HAVE YOUR LUNCH and didn't ask me to join them leh. Sianz, please, now what you want me to do? I prefer lunching by myself 'coz i don't feel like eating anyway so just slack in the toilet for thirty minutes before going back to work for the last one hour.

Anyway, yesterday i met yinghui, cassandra, michael, clinton, alex and kelvin for lunch after my work. So sianz, they want to go back to Giant to buy sushi. Seriously, after i quit, i will NEVER EVER want to visit parkway parade Giant again. It's like... i feel like i'm a kid in the maze of the adult. I just can't fit in there. Even though my colleagues are nice... i just don't like it there, man.

I'm so scared what the hell might happen, man. I can feel the power of mind games now. So very uncomfortable and sick... devloping a strong feeling towards adult... think sooner of later, i'll have phobia for them.

Friends, please don't pop out there while i'm working. I don't wish to see any familiar faces. You never know what anyone there might say about that... and i have no time to entertain you 'coz i'm the youngest there. Everyone's above twenty... and i'm like only seventeen. Their mindsets are very very different... so far apart that i really feel fearful of it? I don't know how to explain that feeling but there's a strong sense of fear in the mixture of emotions lah.

Alright, sidetracked! Back to after lunching at Long John and said goodbye to cassandra, we went Giant to get sushi and i hide myself at the back of my jacket. Don't want any of my colleague to recognise me... Walk-walk around and played arcade and the basketball shooting machine but as usual, stopped at stage 2.

Shop-shop around and play around then after which went back to Tampines (leaving michael who's going to joochiant) One by one, everyone left... In the end, only left Ying Hui, Kelvin and Me. Went aroun TM, by cookies, met camilia on the way back home, chat awhile, they left for TECC, i went back home to print out some things...

Found out that my mummy did something that pissed me off gain. HAIZ. Feeling quite upset but shake it away and rushed back to TECC. Start with the meeting, made a lot of them wait and wait, discussed, suggested, editted... then, one by one they went off. Last to go off - poor shi chang. We left TECC McDonald at 10.45pm.

Went online for other matters but ended up being questioned and receiving loads of proposals. Grateful they submitted their proposals so early BUT I'M REALLY GOING TO BREAK DOWN LIAO LAH! Haiyo! HAIZ, bear with it. Shake that feeling away and really force myself to THINK THINK THINK... i think i really reach my limit liao. I really need my own time... so, i shall not go out anymore after today. Glad i am so damn busy so it sort of brought me away from things that are so annoying and upsetting... but i really need my own time out of the busy-busy and do my own stuff liao lah.

Things to do:
1. FIND MY IC
2. TIDY UP MY ROOM MY MUMMY MESSED UP (EVERYTHING EVERYWHERE! I cannot find my stuff lo!)
3. Look through proposals
4. SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP!!!!!
5. -secret-
6. Present-hunting
7. LOADS MORE!!!!!!!!

And for today, i did have fun hanging out with friends after knocking off from hell. We (Ying Hui, Me and Da Hong Bao) visited cassandra at her workplace, eat burgars, candyfloss... blah blah blah. Laughed and joked around but 'coz of the ah long boss, i'm still feeling so upset. I can't help to feel this way leh... i don't like adults. I really feel the importance of Neverland. I cannot adapt to this kind of environment... I'm quite pressurised now. This kind of stress... it's so different from those you got from schools, projects, community service. And it made me think even further away... YEC - will it be the same?

If that's the case, i have no wish to join. I'll die there, seriously. x)

Working at Giant, making sushi has to make me concentrate and focus so much. So after work, i really can't take it anymore... I was so damn blur, forgetting this and that, i can't help to laugh at myself.

I think i've learnt a lot taking up this job. I'm changing my 5 years plan and 10 years plan and future plans... I need to plan a very comfortable pathway, with new challenges for me to learn from so as to grow stronger and yet not too stress to cause misery on me.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

2 days ago...

I can't believe it's Saturday today. What can i say? Mmm, i've been working for the past few days at some sushi store. i was late both days. *smirks*

Alright, i really have to leave the house at 7am sharp tomorrow. If not, ah long boss will be angry. Yeah, i'm working for... erpx... ah long. HAHAHAHAHA!!! x)

2 days ago... let me think really really hard before i blog. Braindead. Mmm, stayed at home 2 days ago and rotted. Actually, i was editting the video... (again) Tested it on both computers and the video doesn't have any problems. I-think Joanna's computer spoil lah. Promised i'll send her the video the next day so intended to join Ying Hui with her pasamalam shopping before going TECC to pass Joanna the video!

Unfortunately, she went for some meeting and so... mission fail! Initially, we called cassandra 'coz sort of meeting her than realised she was at home. =.= Latter read her blog, and think she ought to go back home early. Lending her some of my good luck to shoo bad things away from her... x)

Sat at my 2nd favourite playground and yinghui had her lunch-cum-dinner? Chatted a lot a lot... talk about everything under the sun (or maybe the moon this time round) Actually, it's very amazing, very rare, and really happy having to find friends whom you can talk to so carefreely.

Then, the lights of the playground went off. x)

I love it dark, seriously. The atmosphere is there - to relax and rest your mind. Waited for some guys who hogged on to the playground to leave before i crawl up the slide. I was so about to slide down when i saw three figures appearing from quite far away. Eh, wanted to hide but was caught.

In the end, didn't play the slide. Haiz...

And for no reason, i got another cup of free sugarcane juice (Eh... many thanks to sotong)! I just drank a spoilt one (yeah, the same bottle of sugarcane juice i've gotten the day before this) in the morning but thanks to having a metalic stomach, i'm still well! Don't know why though i'm already quite sick of sugarcane juice (perhaps due to drinking the spoilt one in the morning), i still feel blessed and blissful drinking it each time. Drinking sugarcane juice brings back a lot of precious memories, man.

Talk talk talk then decided to eat at RASA (used to think it was ROSA. HAHA!) I didn't eat 'coz i ain't hungry. These few days appetite not very good ar... i'm only eat things that i have sudden craving for which is kind of bad 'coz most of the time, you can't get it straight (have to travel far far). But i've been drinking a lot lah... No appetite to eat but always thirsty to drink. So i won't starve, don't worry. x)

After that, bid farewell to ying hui and michael (bedok people) and walked with the tampines people to the bus stop before walking back home. Yes, moments of silence... so weird to the max. Sotong emo-ed which kinds of scare me. Sotong cannot emo 'coz if he emo, he's no sotong anymore! Haiya, don't know how to explain.

I kept laughing at the leng chang we've created.

He sent me back home and again we talked a lot a lot. My mouth damn big... like keep talking non-stop hor? Hahaha... Well, stayed at my favourite playground for a little while and had sooooo many big ideas on how to help sotong get a job. Then, said bye bye to sotong and met him online again! Yeah, introduce him ALL my lobangs and i hope they will be able to help him.

According to my plan, he should have called ALL the lobangs yesterday. And by two weeks' time he MUST get a job. I'm going to make sure he gets one. Wonder how he's doing... I really really really hope he can get a good job that he likes! Don't see sotong sotong, he ain't sotong. Or maybe i shall phrase it this way: Don't see sotong sotong, even if he's really a sotong, he is a BIG-HEARTED sotong. Gosh, i love playing with words. x)

Sayonara!

Ciao

P.S. I'll come back at night for another entry on yesterday. Hahaha... endless to blog about. Currently, i shall IGNORE (someone) and CONTINUE to hang on there. I'm enlightened. I don't want to disappoint people who have worked hard, too. Add oil, ying ying, you must work hard too.

Just now!

Photos in random order:

Cassandra's masterpiece 1

Cassandra's masterpiece 2

Cassandra's masterpiece 3

Cassandra's masterpiece 4

Cassandra's masterpiece 5

Cassandra's masterpiece 6

Cassandra's masterpiece 7

Cassandra's masterpiece 8

Sotong eating sotong (actually it's fishball lah.)

Candid shot

GHOST! Aaaaaah! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

Thanks cassandra for taking the back of me... =.= HAHAHAHAHA!!!

EMO BAMBOO

Cassandra points...

Yikes, me.... x)

Argh, without me! T.T HAHAHAHA!!

Cassandra and Ying Hui AND ME!!!! But i look like a clown with my fringe!

O' My!

Hey! what's wrong with you?

*comfort-comfort*

Eh, random!

OMG!!! Look at this rabbit sotong! So cute to the max!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

Blur....

This one... Not cute... FAIL! x)

Sotong finally showing his true colours - 8 tentacles! Wah, WEI FENG LEH!

See, hear, smell no evil... who is the devil? Not cassandra, definitely!

Act cool (Alex), Act sotong (sotong), act cute (bamboo)

HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! This is freaking funny... Sotong without eyes!

Char, badly taken. Looks at the guys... so DEAD.

Slightly better... x)

EMO BAMBOO... again!

BOW BOW BOW to bamboo...

BANG BANG! Sotong's dead.

Look at yinghui... like someone who doesn't know how to hold a gun! HAHAHAHA!!!

BLUR... whose shaky hands... =.=

I LOVE YOU! CANCEL! CROSS! Whatever!

Weird of me to be participating in something like that... x)

But well, lets join in the fun! I LOVE U!

come on everyone, ONE MORE TIME!

Random!

The girls...

Kar-char! Kar-char!

BAMBOO STINKS! EW!!!!!!

KICK! KICK! KICK!

EH?!?

Seaz... =.=

Aw...

Alright, which direction exactly? HAHAHAHA!

Sotong with all his tentacles out in the air!

Again-Again!

UGLY. I mean me. T.T

HAHAHAHA!!! Bamboo!!!! Ooops! Sorry! I was on purpose!

Just Cassandra and I! Lovely!

Liang po po... wu wu wu wu! No lah, suppose to be maple spirts. =.=

And the reason is YOU!!! Wah, SHUAI! x)

WHAT IS THIS?

Just now, met up with the same old people. At first, i was online editting the video then cassandra came asking me out for a movie. So, i kind of agreed after a session of persuasion. i was quite reluctant at first 'coz i was so broke but still agreed 'coz she told me it will only cost me $6 for a movie ticket.

Hate not being able to spend so carefreely but i just got to bear with it 'coz if not, i won't have the money for daddy's birthday present. x)

Called sotong up to ask him out for the movie. Wow, not bad, this time round he's the one who picked up the phone. Don't know why these few days i've been doing the sai gang, helping friends to call friends... I'm such a kind girl. x)

Met casandra and sotong at 5.30pm, tecc but i was late. Went up to pass Joanna the video she wanted but she ain't around so i left her a note. Called cassandra up and know that she was looking at some clothes at 201 so headed there with sotong to find her. And she bought a cardigan for 10bucks! Must be happy leh...

Went to eat dinner after that but i can't eat. I need to go back home for dinner leh... i promised my mother i'll help her finish everything on the dining table... Haiz, kind of regret what i've said. Drank sugarcane juice again! So blessed... have been drinking it almost everyday!

Talk a lot and after recalling felt kind of bad, actually. 'coz i went overboard cursing someone but that guy ain't a good guy. And it's the first time i see such a guy lor! I never know someone like him actually exist! Haiz, i pray hard that girl wakes up. Alright, i take back all my cursings but that guy deserves a good beating, seriously! He needs to learn his lesson and stop flirting around, man! I may have a bad mouth or sounded too much but then again, this guy has a really ugly character inside him.

Anyway, went back to CC again and found out that my video cannot be watched! Can lah but the images have green patches everywhere... what went wrong exactly? HAIZ.

Headed to century square to meet yinghui and desmond. On the way, stopped at the pasamalam (correct spelling? HAHAHA!). Got a free bottle of sugarcane juice from sotong! THANKS, MAN! See! i'm fated to drink sugarcane juice lo. Fancy drinking two cups on a day! Muahahahaha!!!

Takeaway McDonald and enter cinema. Mission - Smuggle food into cinema - succeed! x)

Watched the Rule No. 1 (eh, is it?) and freak the hell out of me when the girl suddenly stand behind the guy. Damn, that scene caught me off guard! The rest... didn't really shock me 'coz i had my ears and eyes covered. Miss out a few bloody scenes and thus, i-guess i won't have nightmare tonight! x)

I'll never torture myself again. I'll never watch horror movie in cinema... the sound effect was so damn 'awesome' lah. Blasting my ears and making the whole atmosphere so freaky... When the girl suddenly popped out, i really got a shock of my life lah... roll myself into a ball and clam down a bit before returning to my original posture.

That was the only scene that freaks me out lah. The others are... well, nothing to me! HAHAHAHAHA!!! And i can't believe i'm sitting in between two cowards. To me, when you're scared, it feels safer having to sit beside someone who ain't scared. Haiz, cassandra and sotong lah... two cowards (JUST LIKE ME!) both are covering themselves up with jacket and cardigan lah. GOSH!

Heard that yinghui had her whole head covered.... HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA!!! Sounds so funny... yinghui is afraid, too! Nevermind, won't spend to scare myself the next time. Met alex on our way down and took photos before going back home. It was pretty lame but fun!

Bid goodbye to bamboo and yinghui who are taking bus home and latter, cassandra, who is so fortunate to have her father driving her home. Those who are poor walked home... x)

Played see-saw again and this time round my butt hurts. I think the skin wears off 'coz feels painful when water touches the area... HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Well-well, i almost fell off from the see-saw, man.

An advice when playing see-saw: Always play with someone with the same weight as you if you don't want to FLY. x)

HAD A GREAT GREAT DAY!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Three days ago and Yesterday...

Haiz, need to blog a lot today. x)

Later on, i'll post some photos so that my entries won't look so wordy. Tomorrow, i'm reporting to Parkway Parade for work at some sushi store. Eh... quite sudden. It's like i don't even need to look for a job and job come finding me... Nevertheless, i'm still desperate for one! I'm so so so broke!

Three days ago, i met my colleague for lunch. Yes, YVONNE, you're being mentioned again. Kind of regretted going back 'coz one of my colleague who saw me said i've grow fatter. Nice one! I'll make sure i lose 10kg, go back and find her and make sure she says i'm slim.... HAHAHAHAHA!! Okay lah, i know lor... 'coz i feel fat after quitting. My dad cooks everyday and i get to eat every meal. And after eating, i online, after online, i sleep, after sleep, i eat again... tell me who won't grow fat?

Mmm, had lunch with Yvonne, Dino and two new-comers. Lunch was enjoyable... After which, went to aljunied to help sotong get his registration stuff. Mmm, sotong studying leh... kind of looking forward to it. HAHAHAHA!! Really, i can't imagine. And i also found out that sotong is as cowardly as me! Shall not embarass him any further...

Went to buy 4D and this is when sotong started carrying the plastic bag in his sotong way. SO DAMN GAY! HAHAHAHAHA!!!

Met cassandra and yinghui outside pasir ris secondary school. By that time, kelvin also reach liao and due to some misunderstandings or minor conflicts, only kelvin and i went in. Asked the kassim store for their number and got out of the school... Still quite angry they don't recognise me when i keep coming back to school for choir. Yikes.

Then, we went 201 for early dinner. It ws when i receive a call which freaks me out and i can only stun and wait. Wasn't in the mood to talk... Fetched my brother with so many friends and went to the playground under my block. My brother had a great time playing with sotong and yinghui. he said he loves yinghui more than i do... HUMPH!

Nevermind... i've been bullying him since young lah. Cannot blame... x)

Sent cassandra to take a cab 'coz she has to do delivery or something. Mmm, hang around the playground and feel so sleepy all of the sudden. The wind is blowing, the trees are swaying... it's so breezy and comfortable lying on the work-out bench and laze around the whole entire evening... Man, i love it!

Nearly fall asleep there, seriously. I was so dead tired. Sent my brother back home and bath him before meeting them again. Went back to 201 and had sugarcane juice! Whahahaha... sweet-sweet sugarcane juice! Hang around there before cassandra joined us again after her delivery. Mmmm, and chit-chat, talk-cock before returning back home!

That's all for three days ago, is it?

And yesterday which is just now, the same old people met up again. Yikes. Hahaha... Shall explain later with the photos. x)

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Yesterday & Long Long Ago...

Few days ago... or maybe a week ago, i went KTV with the Zodiac. Didn't sing much 'coz many of us went and there are only two mikes. People whom sang the most... i'll say one of them is shi han. She doesn't need a mike to sing at all, actually. HAHAHA!!

People who went are Cedrick, Shi Han (natural mikes), Jodie, Emerlyn, Joel, Vincent, Hayden and I! The last few guys sang little songs... kind of pity them. They have to take initiatives to HOG THE MIKES, man! I sang quite a few songs, mostly JJ's songs... i really like his vocal but was kind of sad having to learn that he has been behaving quite arrogantly recently. Where is mister humble pie? Haiz...

Anyway, I remember the first time when i went there, i find the sound system so sucky but don't know why this time round i think it's still okay. And so sad lo 'coz i have to go off early and therefore i didn't manage to sing the songs that i've picked. Yeah, i need to fetch my brother home mah... this little man always interrupt me when i'm having some fun time with my friends lo.

I stomped (kind of exergerate it a little...) out of the ktv and took the train back to tampines. It was raining and it's getting heavier and heavier. By the time i reached his school, i cleanly forgotten how 'mad' i was. x)

HAHAHAHA... wanted to kick his butt but forgot 'coz of the rain lah. I got to think of how to get back home without an umbrella! Took my jacket off and put it on his head and we head back home. And i was all drenched... well, kind of enjoyed it. If possible, let me drown myself in that rain and get washed off to some unknown island instead. Hahahaha...

I was reminded of Stranger in Moscow. So cool. I rather get wet under the rain than to use an umbrella. Rain does calm me down a little and refreshes me by soaking me all wet. That's why i love rain more than sun though sun brightens up my day (only with the company of the clouds)

When sun refuse to go out with clouds, i'll try all ways and means to cover myself up before i get chao-da again.

Like yesterday, i wore my cap out and apply sunblocks all over. And 'coz it's really too hot, i wore a sleeveless shirt so that i won't get tan-lines on my arms. I smell like some weird freak 'coz of the thick sunblock on my body. In the end, even though i wore a cap, my chin and the area below my nose still got sunburnt. It's starting to peel... Argh.

Had a great time out with Cassandra and Yvonne. They don't know each other but still talk as well. This is what i mean by stranger meeting stranger... it feels great lo. x)

Went SATA to get medical report... i was expecting to get it after 2 hours of wait but i got it almost instantly. Head back to Tampines, Temasek Poly, and submitted out reports before stopping at the canteen for lunch. A lot of things happened.

You-know... these kind of things happened when you brought along two clumsy girls out. They are none other than CASSANDRA AND YVONNE! HAHAHAHAHA!! These few days i've been very fated to things related to water. If not sugarcane juice, it is saliva... if not saliva, it is peach tea... i'm looking forward to more, man.

The two of them... one keep dropping coins or tearing her own medical report... another one keep spilling peach tea... never-stopping, man! HAHAHAHAHA!!! I'm the only normal one yesterday. x)

After TP trip, Cassandra went home while Yvonne and I went to get some corrugated boards for my room deco and 201 really rocks, man! You can find many many things you want! They actually sell wires there! Sent Yvonne to the bus stop accross TECC and met someone familiar on m way back home.

That guy is someone in the basketball team but i don't know his name lah. Don't think he recognise me but i can recognise him 'coz i saw him dancing before! So it's hard to forget him. Mmm, went back home with my hands full... the corrugated boards are slipping off my hands and almost flying with the wind. Haiz... so i had a hard time going back home.

Did my room deco and it's almost finishing... i just need two pieces of pink A4 size paper! Hard leh... the type pf pink i want is hard to find. Anyway, now i'm wondering which area in my room i can proceed on to feel cosy, homely and COOL when i step into my room x)

In conclusion, I ENJOY GOING OUT WITH YVONNE AND CASSANDRA. Before i know the two of them, i never know girls can talk 'this' way. And i find it easier to comunicate with guys instead. Now, i enjoy talking to both genders. How great! Lovin' it.

Mmm, shall update on yesterday's yesterday tomorrow or maybe tonight! Gosh, can you understand? Hahaha!!!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

What has the world becomes?

Here is something i found during blog-hopping just now:

I don't know what has the world becomes but i didn't finish watching the video after seeing the girl with blue-blacks on her cheeks and swollen eye. Mind you, she's barely three when she died... of child abuse. What animal is the scariest? Humans. Rotten. I didn't know the whole story but the abuser should be banished to hell. He's worse than a beast. He ain't human. He... i need a good word. Haiz, is this happening to other kids now? I shall curse the abusers from the bottom of my heart.

I'm seriously speechless on whatever that is going on out in this world... Why is people behaving this way? Why? I think we ought to be thankful and appreciate everything around us. Start counting your blessings today! x)

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Photos-Sharing.

Photo of the Day

Title: The sissy under the sea.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!

17th March '08: Chaotic Yesterday
See clearly! WOW! Sotong in the air!

My brother doing aerobics...? He was a coward just like me x)

I don't even dare to step in after seeing this sign board. Guess what that place is... just look at the small blue logo at the the right-and corner. x)

HAHAHAHAHAHAAHA!!! You-know he did it so naturally? That's how sotong carries plastic bag - in his sotong way.

At Eunos Mrt Station, i saw this plane flying past... it was so near as if i could touch it. I quickly took my phone out and snap a photo of it but... haiz, see it looked far away in the photo.

13th March '08: Mister Pink & I

Ying Ying & Mister Pink holding hand on our way home x)

Our shadows... HAHAHA!!

MISTER PINK WAS BORN!

12th March '08: Health Check-up & Baking Session (with Ying Hui!)

Cheesecake baked by me with yinghui's help! Erpx, HAHAHAHA!! The crust turned brown but it was crispy and the inside is still yellowish, cheesy and soft! I think it's a very nice cake with the crust... New taste! New texture! New style of baking! x)

There! Ying Hui and I played with this on plate... it was suuuuuper fun! Of course, ying hui's skill is btter than mine so her flower bloomed more beautifully than mine.

WOW! It was simply delicious to the max! MISS IT! x)

Whipped cream... So fluffy and soft like clouds in the sky... just a little bit too white perhaps. Hah.

Cheesecake in the oven. waiting to ripe... Excited...

Eh, i forgot what the hell is inside... HAHAHA!!!

Cheesecake in fluid form! YUMMY! I-think drinking it is also satisfying to the stomach and taste bud. Hehehe...

10th March '08: Random

Free lolipop! Eh, doesn't look like one though.

One more shot of it before i swallow the whole thing down... x)

WHO IS THAT? HAHAHAHAHA!!!

There! i actually found this weird IC photo pasted at the left-hand corner of the wanted man's photo! Who is that to play such a prank on the poor boy!

9th March '08: Puzzling in the middle of the Night

Completed puzzle by my sister, my cousin and I!

The back of the lousy photo frame. So cheapo lo and cost around $5. Gosh, i think at most cost one dollar only. Kena cheated... (my cousin i meant... she's the one who bought it)

Puzzle inside the frame... Man, looks so lovely, ain't it? The puzzle pieces are damn small in size lah. Mmm, around the size of my pinky's nail! Small, right?

MICKY & MINNIE's wedding. x)

Actually, my cousin bought this to play for fun. In the end, she decided to present it to her boyfriend. HAHAHAHA!! Don't waste money mah... brainy O' her!

We keep snapping photos of it of different angles 'coz the reflection lah! haiz.


3rd March '08: Exploring the Nostril of Bamboo

Look into devildes' nostrils... It's deeeeeeeep... and holloww......... EW!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA!!!

And the way he sleeps... unglam.

1st March '08: Rotted-at-home Day

Oops, i broke my Aunt's spectacles. I crushed it with my knees when i was hopping onto my bed. *guilty* Haiz.

Toasted bread... My dad was in a hurry to drive my ah ma and mummy to some temple and forgot he was still using the toaster. Aw... chao-da bread. What a waste!

29th February '08: Friends' Day

Lonely journey back home. Not a single soul 'cept bus uncle and me! Aw... but well, it was fun that i can sit anywhere i like in the bus! WHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! The uncle must be glad to have me to accompany him lor! Heh.

Mini Ice tea By Bamboo? Kelvin? I forgot who!

25th February '08: Some Day... (HAHAHA!!)

Bamboo yells in pain!

MORE PAIN! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Alright, i think i'm a saddist. Fancy having so much laughter when he was in pain. Kelvin was the culprit, man. He made the leg of the chair on bamboo's toe. WOW, that must be real painful!

That's all, everyone! I'm going to deliver some dumb things my dumb sister forgot to bring to school today. If she ever calls and want me to deliver it when prss hasn't move back, i'll say a straight NO but since it's just one street away... i go lo. How nice of me! Okay lah, but it was me who made her forget to bring the memory card to school. No choice. x)

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Chaotic day

Today will certainly be better if i'm much more awake. x)

Had an awesome day out with so many people.

Unfortunately, there was a little hiccup during late afternoon which kinds of wake me up a little. It's how ridiculous i was so tired, my mind was in a blank, in a daze... and i don't know how to react to it. I can't go to the hospital (sounded serious), i can only pick my brother from his school and wait for mummy to call.

Yeah, i must admit i was feeling very useless at that very point of time... If i'm a grown-up... i'm sure there's much much more things i can do other than to pick up my brother when such a thing happened.

Anyway, though it looks like a minor fall, the back of my dad's head is still hurt somewhat... And even though he looks like he's okay and still able to talk perfectly normal like usual, i got this weird feeling lingering telling me: things aren't that simple. You-know my father's pattern is that he likes to act tough... So when i heard that he's in the hospital, i stunned. He must be in critical condition to be sent to the hospital if not, he will just return home even after a fall. That's why i came up with this conclusion lah.

I'm quite worried this fall and hurting of the back of his head will have some side-effects or whatever shit that might just occur suddenly... like sudden black-out or something? Hopefully, i'm just thinking too much.

Father has aged a lot, huh? I hate to admit this very fact. My hip father... though we don't talk much to each other... though we don't share secrets... though we don't share out hearts... i know that he loves me dearly and how he dotes on me so much. I don't know how to express myself... to tell him how much i love him, too... There must be something i can do as his daughter.

Ya-ya... Okay lah, glad that he's fine and the dumb bookshop is closed when i need some corrugated boards to do my room deco and -secret-. Father's birthday is nearing... Sister and i are planning to get him a wallet. Argh, or is sunglasses a better choice? Fickle-minded me.

Later, i'll be posting up pictures for all to see. And friends out there, don't worry about me, yeah? I'm feeling so much better...

And i-think i'm considered half a zombie... eye half-closed, head heavier than usual, and my limbs are feeling so weak than ever... I'M TIRED! So i'm going to sleep well tonight... YES! Whahahaha...

Need to go for a bath now 'coz i've got sugarcane juice spilled over my legs and my face and saliva on my hands. x)

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Embrace a little bit of chaos in life.

Ya, i sounded harsh yesterday and said loads of nasty words... *guilty*

Read this somewhere: Embrace a little bit of chaos in life.

I believe i'll feel much better after a few more days 'coz i'm ying ying. I'm always cheerful, always happy, always optimistic, always take things easy, always crazy, always causing troubles. always upset people around me, always a coward, always rotten...

Mine..., hahaha. Talk more, wrong more.

*take a deep breathe*

Tomorrow will be a better day.

Smile!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

P.S. Actually, i do wish i can disappear for a few days. I really need a breather.

Enough is enough.

If this is how you see me as... from the point of a view of a typical mother. Then, any lorries... run me over. I have no desire to live anymore. Maybe i've treated it too seriously but if really this is what you think of me as... there's no point of having me as your daughter. And i... have no wish to live as your daughter, too.

Compare and compare and compare and compare... PLEASE, I've never compare you with anyone! And you have no rights to compare me with anyone too. Sometimes, i wish i can be an abandoned, homeless, lonely orphan. At least, i can breathe.

Where are you during the times i need you? Now that i don't need you, you came barging in... into my freedom and privacy. I wish... i wish i can live alone.

I've never say i'm always right. There's no need to show everyone what you did for the family. And, is there a need for me to reflect? Well, reflect on yourself first before you ever said that to me... What are the problems that are causing all these to happen? Am I really the one? Or are you being the unreasonable one sometimes.

I've been tolerating and bearing all these nags and whines... have you ever considered my feelings? Yeah, i'm being selfish here but that's because you're being selfish the first place. Do put yourself in my shoe before asking me to put mine into your shoe 'coz i'ev already did that and so i kept quiet and tolerated for so long.

And each time i tolerated, you got worse.

I'm tired of it, seriously. I've had enough. I wish to leave... I fear to hate home and now, i'm really hate home. Hate it. Hate it. Hate it.

Think before you ever speak... I told you i'm big enough to have brains to think of my own interests. You're just coming up with excuses to make me sound like some bastard. Yeah, i'm a bastard and i will forever be the bastard. YA I AM A BASTARD. DON'T COME MESS WITH A BASTARD 'COZ BASTARD IS BASTARD AND BASTARD SUCKS AND BASTARD NEVER CHANGE! BASTARD IS BAD. BASTARD IS ROTTEN. BASTARD IS SELFISH. BASTARD IS NAUGHTY. BASTARD STEALS. BASTARD ME JUST SUCK TO THE MAX MAX MAX MAX MAX!!!!

Like what i've said, you no need to show everyone what you did for the family. No wish to explain. Nevermind... no explanation needed... Let me vanish into thin air.... and let not a single soul knows about it... especially my family... erase their memories... i shall not be in their memories... i should never have exist at all.

Hahaha...

Felt a little floaty for the whole of today and i ain't talking sense right now. Bear with it if i ever started crapping and drifting away from topics. x)

Haha... first time i ever felt this way. Man, even if i was mugging so hard in my secondary school years... i've never felt so drained before. This morning, i went to TP with cassandra to have the enrolment form submitted... chatted quite a bit with her though i wasn't feeling like talking at all due to lethargy. It's how weird i'm still able to chat with her even when my brain isn't really funtioning well. Yeah, talking with the mouh but ain't thinking with the brain.

Wana blog about the happenings of the past few days but brain says, "access denied" to my memory. I'm more of behaving like a drunkard now. Ain't talking sense, flaring temper this moment, talking crap the next moment... not thinking before i speak.

So, in the end, i'm full of contradictions. Hahaha... Hahaha... Hahaha... and i speak evil today. My bad... Hahaha... Hahaha... Hahaha... Hahaha... gettin' hungry.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Miserable love.

Must thank Tiffany for the free snacks! And Zodiac did a great job today, seriously. I'm very very impressed by their feedbacks. *proud* Being the Head of Programme, and with them ar, i can just sit back and relax and slack to the max liao. x)

But today ain't good 'coz i'm gettin' sick of mummy's everlasting LOVE. Too much of it... i'm drowning. Drowned in her everlasting LOVE... Her so-called love is just typical mum's love - nags and whines. Mine is a little special today... there is special ingredient added into it - out-of-sudden burst of madness and moodswing.

Argh, boiling. Only when i'm sleeping, i'm saved. How wonderful! But lala-land comes and goes very fast nowadays... i've been severely lack of sleep for one whole week and recalling back, i can't really remember what exactly BIG business i've been doing.

Now, just a touch of the bed and i will go zzzzZZZ...

Believe it, i actually slept at 6am today morning and drag myself to wake up at 10am! T.T My poor brain and eye bags! They are still functioning well till now... my brain is a little leg and is refusing to listen to me. Want to recall what the hell i did last few days but it shuts down... Stupid brain, how am i going to complete my form if this goes on?

Nevermind, i need to train... to stay hyper-active awake throughout the 4 days of SuperNova Camp '08. I'll be the once-again-Superkid! (trying to act young...)

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Tag reply!

Time to reply to my tags! Hahaha, too many tags that i've got to reply them all here! But i'm kind of tired so i'll make it short and sweet...

Replies
Tiffany:
Know you have loads of fun in Malaysia, crazily shopping for clothes... See you tomorrow! Snacks time! x)

Cassandra:
Haiz, i had a great day at chai chee medical centre, going through those tests... >.< Embarassed and feeling like a retard.

Ying Hui:
Lucky you, ying hui!

Kelvin:
I reached at 9 and went off at 11. x)

Erica:
Yo hi Erica! Long time no see!

Yvonne:
Gosh Yvonne, you're still so blur than ever! Hope to see you on Monday!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

12th March is fun and embarassed.

Kind of lazy to go out later on after being out the whole day of today. Went to SATA Medical Centre at chai chee today. People, do have more faith in me. I did make it there without getting lost. x)

I have cassandra and yinghui worrying about me. Gosh, i'm no longer a kid. It's Singapore anyway... such a fine small little country... even if i'm lost... where can i go to? At most, i'll just take a cab home lo. Hehe...

Mmm, loads of shuai ge (future poly students)...

erpx, going to fetch my brother now... coming back later... more interesting stuff coming up later! see ya!

Erpx, false alarm, my sister went to pick him up on her way home so... LUCKY ME! Mummy's still cooking... this means i'll have dinner later and i'll meet Ying Hui later! I wonder if we have time to do some serious shopping not.

As told by cassandra, i took train to Bedok interchange before taking bus 222 to the Medical Centre. Many young faces on the bus and i suppose we are all heading to the same place. Loads of shuai ges wor... hehehe. HAHAHA!! Mmm, took the queeue number, 91, and settle down on a seat... then i hear the person shouting the number but the voice was pretty muffled. Witty me looked around and saw the person beside me holding on to the paper with the number 12. He stood up and walked in front... it was his turn.

Aaaah! NUMBER 12?!?! I'm NUMBER 91! Tell me how long i have to stick my butt on the chair without anything to do before it's my turn? *cries* It wasn't long before i decide i should just stop waiting like a fool and go for breakfast. Walk and walk and walk and walk and walk... That place is soooooo ulu there's no shops nearby! Kind of fed up with it's lousy location i walked into the blocks, past by loads of bus stops, crossed many traffic lights before reaching a neighbourhood a little similar to the place beside Marine Parade Popular...

It has a hawker centre in the middle of the neighbourhood and many shops and foodcourt along the blocks. I was jumping with joy lah 'coz i'm HUNGRY! Wanted to have a peaceful breakfast at Mcdonald 'coz i saw it's backside (the sign) across the carpark but it was raining heavily so i took the long-cut. In the end, i can't find it! Settled down at the hawker centre in the central and ordered a wonton noodle. It wasn't self-service so i find myself a seat and waited for my plate of noodle.

And i had a very pissed-off breakfast instead... Argh! The service was bad 'coz it's super slow and the no...

off to dinner and shopping... coming back for updates and editing. Cannot stand my sister... if i do wash the dishes, i take my own initiatives but once i find out that everyone just throw it to me... then wait long long to see me washing at the sink. I don't tolerate such behavior.

Okay, i'm back from shopping.

Now, i shall continue with the super pissed-pff breakfast. I waited for so lnog for a plate of dumb noodle and so little portion somemore! Damn! And while waiting, i have very rude people sharing the same table as me. Well, i'm fine with that but at least open their mouths and ask if they may please sit... they didn't and worse, they stare at me with irritating eyes. So what if i'm young? Argh!

Mmm, then i went round searching for atm to withdraw money for the health check-up payment... but that dumb neighbourhood only has ONE pathetic atm and so long queeue somemore. WORSE OF THE WORST, the atm ran out of cash! Everyone's so pissed of with it. Since that neighbourhood has so many people in need of cash, why didn't the POSB has more atm around the area?

After today did i find some places in Singapore rather inconvenient. Well, in the end, i took bus 225 to Bedok Interchange, withdraw cash, take bus 222 back to the medical centre. I was quite scared that i won't be able to reach back in time... Met hui juan and friends on my way there. They were just maing their way to the medical centre and naively thought that the check up will merely take up one hour of their time! HAHAHAHAHA!! I upset them by telling them that they have got to wait for more than three hours! Poor them.

Back at medical centre, i asked the person at the information counter and realised the next number is 89! WHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Just nice to the max! Then, soon, it was my turn to proceed to the registration counter... took out my I.C. and Medical Form very last minute and was kindly told off by the staff. Ooops, i didn't know need to take out beforehand mah... Paid 22bucks. Phew! i had enough money with me.

Had my weight and height measured and got a shock of my life... i shall hush and go jogging everyday from now on. Luckily, BMI is still below 25 lah so that makes me feel more okay. >.< Had the very gross urine test that i will never want to take anymore. Luckily, i was quite early so when i was in the room (for the urine test),the room was considered 'fresh'. Later of the day when i went back there before getting out of the medical centre... the room has the smell of ammonia lor! Light-light de but still very gross... felt humid too. HAHAHAHA!!

And it was blood-pressure test... wah, stupid leh, squeeze my arm till my left arm feel so cold and life-less then when the thing let go... i was like hell~ the feeling is weird to feel blood gushing back into the arm, like having to come back alive from death!

Mmm, x-ray sucks for i had to change into the dumb silly-looking purple x-ray gown. I stripped myself half-naked in the changing room and really feel so bare and insecured. GOSH, i hate it, man. Worse, i was stuck in the changing room for a long time 'coz the dumb robe looks so weird and i don't know how to wear it properly. A kind stranger was inside the changing room (in another cubicle)... she didn't help me 'coz she doesn't know how but called for the doctor to help me lo. And the doctor was like, "haiya, just anyhow tie lah." and helped me tie the robe properly.

Then she asked me, "are you having your menses?" and when i said no, she asked, "then, when is your last period?" and i was like, "Ooops, i didn't keep track!" and shine her a very embarassed smile. HAHAHAHAHA!!! She must be amazed and i was super embarassed too... i'm lazy to keep track and i really forgetful to really remember the date.

Deep inside, i was also wondering why she asked me that... and she soon said, "are you sure you're not pregnant?" and i was like... WHAT? PREGNANT? i nearly HUH out loudly, man. And she sort of cheated and told me she'll just write it down that i had my period last week. =.=''

Okay lah, thinking back, if i'm pregnant, i cannot have the x-ray test right 'coz will hurt the foetus inside the womb due to radiation exposure. WHAHAHA! Bio-student am i. x)

After x-ray, i changed back to my clothes and walk around like a retard trying to get help from somone 'coz i don't know where should i proceed next. Then the nurse laugh at me though she was quite annoyed that i am asking 'silly' question. She said to check through the paper and if i've gone through all the tests stated in there, i can go home!

Took bus 222 back to Bedok Interchange, bought a bottle of mineral water and top-up my ezling card... Haiz, spent so much on transport and unneccesary trips today. Took bus 38 from the interchange and to yinghui's house!

Started on a baking session! Hehehe... you-know, yinghui's house is a cosy little place and the sofa! Gosh, i really envy people with soft fluffy sofas! Mine gives me blue-black all day long... stupid teak sofas. So expensive and not comfortable and i actually beared with it for almost ten years!

Shit sidetracked again! Alright, took a long time to prepare the ingredient and the creaming and whipping and beating of the flour, cheese, sugar, salt, blah blah blah... Played online majong in between, slacked a bit in between, watched tv in between, chatted with yinghui in between... well-well, i realised i'm do have some potential in baking 'coz i didn't waste any eggs! Hehehe...

Whole kitchen was filled with the smell of durian 'coz yinguhi was baking durian butter cake for her ah ma's birthday... how sweet of her! OKAY, I've decided! I'm going to try baking at home this year and when i think i'm good, i'll bake my parents a cake each on their birthday! Nono... i shall include everyone, include my relatives! Eh, correction: relatives who are closer to me x)

Shall not mention anything about the special cake yinghui has baked, too. I did have fun with the cake decorative thingy... i'll show you gusy the picture tomorrow, perhaps! If i'm not wrong, my cheesecake took its time to 'ripe' in the oven - almost 2hours!

It turns out looking totally, completely, absolutely different from what we have did at bamboo's place but the crust was crispy and the inside was cheesy... so so much much more cheesy. Of course, this resulted to... a very FLAT cheesecake! HAHAHA! According to yinghui's ah ma, we opened the oven too many times during the baking. Aw...!

Tall Sheep came to deliver sleeping bags and then got hook to plaing yinghui's laptop. Did let him eat a small slice of my cheesecake... i'm not that bad lah, i do share, okay? Hahaha...

Bid goodbye to ying hui and ah ma and went home with tall sheep. Don't know why he keeps telling me i'm noisy... if not, what? stay silent and leng chang throughout meh? so strange... reached home at 6pm and shared my hardwork with everyone! My ah ma, aunt, cousins, mummy...

Hehehe, mummy says it was to her liking and my aunt wanted a big slice to bring back home for my uncle... my cousin said it isn't a cheesecake but a cheese pie. Well, in the end, he still took another slice... still dare to laugh at the flatten cheesecake... =.= Little cousins are happy to eat the cheesecake too and one of them was circling around the table, aiming to grab another piece... My extremely good side-vision saw everything!

Put it inside the fridge and waited my baba to come back home. Then after dinner, quite a lot happened lah but i don't wish to mention about that anymore. My dad commented that the inside was too hard but that was because i put it inside the fridge so the cheese sort of frozen...?

Went shopping with Ying Hui but was constantly interrupted by calls. HAHAHA, someone as pig as me who's craving for roasted chicken... HAHAHA!!! I'm very busy you-know? Manage to do some real serious shopping and 'coz of that people think i'm rich. Man, i'm super broke already lor. It has been 3 months since i last take allowance from my mummy and i'm spending on my own pay which is barely enough due to... well... loads of factors. I realised i spent more than half on food =.=

I feel so fat now lah. Haiz... Jogging tomorrow morning. Must definitely start jogging now! Had a super great time shopping for XXXX and i never realised it could be so fun! Must be because i'm with YingHui! And finally, we finished shopping... LIKE FINALLY!!! I'm so grateful and super satisfied with whatever we have bought. People, you must anticipate a surprise! It's coming soooo very soon!

O' ya, i forgot we did meet Clinton for some minor matters and he helped us with the hunting! Thanks ar!

That's all! *heave a sigh of relief* Finally, i'm done with blogging of today!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Blur me.

Hello hello hello!

I went to temasek poly at around 3 today. Super pissed with myself for losing the most important piece of paper inside the envelope. The staff told me if i don't have THAT piece of paper inside the envelope, it's impossible that i receive the enrolment package 'coz that piece of paper is suppose to be the front page of the envelope serving as the address. SO... it's dumb me who carelessly dropped it somewhere. I don't know where the hell it flew to...

Really really hate myself for being so blur... always made me go through things twice, using twice the effort people usually use. Finally got my enrolment key and accepted the offer... tomorrow morning i shall go to chai chee clinic for a health check-up and to Ying Hui's house for a fun baking session and then back to chai chee clinic to collect Cassandra's medical report and finally... SHOPPING!

Actually, Ying Hui wants to go with me for the health check-up but i shy lah. You-know urine test... sounds so gross to me. And i think i saw a word which frightens me... it's in the 12pages long document i'm suppose to print out and let the doctor fill up for me. The word is... HAEMOGLOBIN! O' My God! What's that suppose to mean? Do i have to get 'needled'? I DON'T WANT! But how would they test for my haemoglobin percentage if they don't have my blood?

T.T Nightmare tomorrow... T.T

Argh, hope i'm just thinking too much arh...

Mmm, then i shall meet clinton sometime in the evening to pass him some things. Gosh, what a nice fun-filled day tomorrow shall be!

Went blog-hopping again and was so jealous... looks like i've neglected another group of friends. How can they have so much fun without me! Need to find time go back sometimes next week. Need to buy some stationeries to stock up for school re-opens too. I also want to beautify my room a bit with some warming self-decos. And-and, most importantly, I need to win back all their hearts! HAHAHAHAHA!! Hopefully, they will still be working there lo. x)

O' ya... my sister said i was snoring very loudly yesterday night but i don't snore! BLEAH! Quite angry with what she told me. Serious, man... i don't snore... i merely sound like i was snoring 'coz my nose was blocked and the fan was blowing into my nose the whole night... so i felt very uncomfortable and have to rely on my mouth to breath mah... Man, logic please! Made me sound like i'm some pig sleeping in a stay! And she also mentioned that i looked horrible when i was sleeping... how can someone look pretty when she's sleeping with her mouth opened?! Ridiculous! Tie-girl roars the 2nd time of this month! HAHAHAHAHA!!!

AND... i'm really embarassed by my hair now. It's so... EW! Before i can say anything or react, she helped me cut fringe! Gosh, kill me! I look so awful now... T.T

Sayonara!

Ciao!

So sway! T.T

So sway to the max! My enrolment package doesn't have the enrolment key number included in it! I guess out of the thousand students, i'm the most unlucky one! As suggested by Joel, i called the school up and the very very kind student service officer told me that that is one of the most important document in the envelope so it's quite unlikely not to be in there... See, i'm sway.

She told me to get down to Temasek Poly immediately to enquire for help. x)

Actually, there's a possibility that very important paper flew away when i opened it and dumped it aside, going to the toilet before coming back to attend to it. Aaah! Why is this happening to me? T.T

Alright, cannot. i must get to Temasek Poly NOW!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Great Terrorist Escape!

If you see him, immediately call police, dun KAY KIANG CHO hero, okay?

Gosh, this is hilarious to the max times max times max! I got this picture from Cruz's blog and i must thank Cassandra (once again). The xiejiafa's blog she has recommended has been so interesting and made me blog-hop to several blogs. One of them is none other than Cruz's blog and it was so funny to the max.

Now i shall recommend this http://www.cruzteng.com/ to everyone who wants a laugh every now and then.

O' ya and i forgot to mention how retarded (or maybe you call that slow) i've been to only know about this Mas Selamat Kastari guy after he has been 'imported' to the singapore and after he has escaped for more than three days?

That's what happened when you don't read the newspaper or watch the telly. x)

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Enrolment package

Gosh, few days ago, i receive this big brown envelope... open it up and find pieces of papers and a book inside. Aaaah, kill me! I'm so lazy to read them so i just dump them aside...

Till today, i read Cassandra's blog and found out that i've to make an appointment for health check-up. Sickening... I'm fearful of health check-up so i actually checked with K.O. what they want us to do during the health check-up.

Phew! No poking into your blood vessels required! Seriously, poke me and i'll cry! Hahaha, though i've been 'needled' a few times but i know for sure it hurts very badly when the needle is being injected to your blood vessel. And just imagining how it feels when the needle is being poked through the skin... and when they withdraw the syringe filled with your thick dull red-coloured blood. Aaah! Painful and terrifying!

It's tough being human, isn't it? Especially those of the 21st century... all those long boring procedures you have to go through before going to school. I hate it.

(oops, sidetracked!)

Of course i do know those 'documents' are important and i have the responsibility to read them all but spare me this time! They ain't interesting at all and i am required to log in to whatever website and accept whatever shit. Man, have mercy on my eyes! Well, perhaps when i'm in a good mood i'll read through them one by one. x)

And yikes... weather has been unbearable these few days. Freezing cold... Brrrrr. *shaking* And for sure someone is cursing me 'coz i always sneeze twice! Hahahaha! And i've decided to wake up early this morning so that i can fall asleep more easily at night. Smart, yeah?

Actually, partial reason is that i've been sneezing too much till i'm sick of trying to go back to sleep again. It's irritating how your nose felt sneezy and your throat itches like mad. So, i just woke up and refused to go back to sleep. Felt a little giddy... must be the lack of sleep! Haiz, told-you, it's tough being human. HAHAHAHA!!!

O' and i forgot to mention that i'm quite fearful of school now after reading Cassandra's blog. She's really frightening me out! Hahaha, poly students all play mind games ar? What back-stabbing? Gosh, i hate back-stabbers and playing mind games... I'll stay out of all that, man. Don't drag me into any... i don't want any mental breakdowns. Shall remain as cheerful as i have always been... mind games, shoo!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Rob my dream.

Hello hello hello Mr. Nightmare

If you will just mind your own business and stop trying to get into my life... Dreamt about being robbed at the street of 201. I was threatening to cut him up with a pair of scissors and my sister was calling the police. Argh, is the robber a piece of paper? Hahaha! Ridiculous... but it was a intense dream. Sick of nightmares...

Someone rob my nightmares and cast some spells to spin sweet lovely dreams for me! I'll be grateful of that! x)

Mmm, better if those dreams can tell me which path should i choose... Ar-choo! Weather is cold and i've been sneezing like crazy today... gosh, eyes are tired. Must be i've played too much computer... so i better sleep early!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Alala Long~

Happy listening to Ah Long~

Cassandra, don't get hook to it again.

Brightening up my day everytime i hear this... HAHAHAHA!!! It's like a song bringing everyone together for no reason! Perhaps due to the catchy alalalong~

Sayonara!

Ciao!

BLOW UP!

Went blog-hopping just now... To a blog cassandra recommended me to read about some horoscope. Wow, so interesting but better don't believe too much on it.... if not, i'll be just like my superstitious mummy.

Hop and hop and hop and hop till i nearly break down. Stop saying bye bye... what shit responsibilities is that?!?! VirgoS are people filled with responsibilities... i'll take them on instead. Just stop saying bye bye. I'm mad, seriously seriously serious. Whatever... since you can't be bothered about it, either.

Saw at Vanness' blog a picture he took of a shop brand's name. It shows a very crude word i always get addicted to it for weeks after using it just once. It starts with the letter F. I got the very urge to use it right now...

What the hell happened exactly? Why? Or it's just that i've think too bloody much? This is freakin' irritatin' me...

Argh, i'm going nuts with all these... i had enough of it, man, but i can't just bring myself not to get involved in it. But at the same time... there's nothing i can do!

And the dumb idiotic hotmail is not working finely lah! Typed so much yet can't be sent out... Aaaaah!!! #$#%%@!!!!! angry! Angry!! ANGRY!!!

How to sleep in peace like that? Tie-girl ROARS!!!!!!!!!!!

Gosh, shoot me down and i'll rest.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

6th & 7th March '08

These few days' happenings...

My Cap on Michael's head. Pink looks good even on guys! Damn! Hahaha!!!

Clinton wearing my pink cap, too! Eh, eyes closed. HAHAHAHA!!



K.O. trying to hide himself 'coz he thinks Pink Cap looks like shit on him but well, i think it suits him perfectly! Nice, right?

There! This is the board that i've made... One More Time, Red Team! It looks great from afar...

6th March '08
Well, rotted at home till 4.30pm. Actually met Sotong and Nelson to discuss about the games... Mister Nelson was late so Sotong and i went to buy porridge for his sick mummy first. Eh, and he just woke up. Man, he broke my record! My latest record is 4pm in the afternoon lo! I wonder how they stuck their butt onto the chair and maple all day long... I'm so sick of Maple now... x)

Then, the three of us went to TECC McDonald to have their breakfast. Yeah... breakfast at 4.30. Nice one! Mmm, maybe i'm not good at expressing myself in the past sowhen i did, they finally understand what are the mini-games for. And i'm glad we actually came up with something though those ideas ain't original and i taught them some mini-games, too. Hahaha! It was fun talking with the two lah, seriously, and i had a good time laughing.

And i was attacked by a ladybug. O' My God, though Sotong flicked it away but i was very amazed... i used to thought ladybugs are the size of my thumb! That one is small to the max times max! The colour of it is so naturally-beautiful too lah! Looks like i've found a bug that i like - LADYBUG! Ladybugs are cute... x)

Alright, after which... Ying Hui came and pick me up. Bid goodbye and went to help Steven with his work. Gosh, i was quite disappointed with myself though the board that i've made are quite fanciful compared to the rest (made by cassandra, yinghui, steven and kelvin... HEHE.). And well, i also had an enjoyable time laughing 'coz we got the TECC's famous entertainer cum joker with us at night. With him around, you just never stop laughing... x)

7th March '08
which is today was not very pleasant. Of course, i had a truly great time shopping with the girls , yinghui and cassandra, but when meeting starts... my mood sank down. Seeing Zodiac, Bernice, Michael and K.O. did lighten up my mood but sigh...... sigh....... sigh........

Okay, i did bought a haversack at Zinc shop for $39. I got the black one and cassandra got a whiet one. As for Ying Hui, she got herself a nice white handbag. The sales guys are friendly and damn good to the max lah. For what we've bought, we can only get two membership cards but he gave us three! Whahaha... so each one of us has got a zinc membership card. Cool... and the more i see the bag, the more i like it.

Anyway, you believe in michael's whole life, all these 21 years, he has never had a crush before? I was so taken aback to the fact that he has never had a girlfriend before 'coz he has got the look many girls would be attracted to. Yup, as told, he has many girls asking for his number but he ain't interested in one. To him, he thinks that the one-and-only girl will come when the time is right...

BUT HOW IS IT POSSIBLE WHEN HE DIDN'T EVEN GIVE ANYONE A CHANCE? I think he's going to ramain as a bachelor if this goes on... I keep slapping his bag and make him tell me who he really like 'coz it's just so impossible for me to believe that he has never had a crush before in his whole life! Cannot lah, he needs some help... if not, his parents will think that their son is abnormal or even suspect that he's a gay! x)

Alright, i've finally know the other side of Michael today.

Haiz, still feeling very down lah and i'm stuffing myself with so much food. i really need to vent my frustrations... i need a punching bag... i wish i could stranggle him and make him wake up... i don't wish to see him behaving this way... i wish he can take things easy... i don't know how to help him lah! =(

Sayonara...

Ciao...

Shark attack

Whahaha... dreamt of shark today. Even sleep drives me crazy. How bad... The feeling of your feets not touching the ground - terrifying and totally no sense of security to the max times max! Ya, i was overcomed by fear and terror, feeling so lost than ever. I was glad there are two people with me at that time though i forgot who are the two people but i remembered they are people i know. If there's no one with me... i really Really REALLY won't know what to do! Maybe freeze there, mind blank... i don't know.

Yikes, in the middle of the deep blue ocean... you don't know what's lurking in there. When you meet a shipwrecked, fall into the sea, swim up to the water surface and realised the ship is nowhere found and there's only two people with you... Your mind is really in chaos, man. And it was so dark yet when you dive down and look into the water, you see a shark circling you ten metres away. O' My God! I'll have a heart attack!

I was hesitating to check the location of the shark 'coz i fear i'll see ten more coming after me... you-know, sometimes sharks come in numbers. But don't know why the dream made me look into the water...

Worst of the worst, maybe 'coz i don't know i was dreaming, i can't wake up! Seriously, i was so very glad when my cousin wakes up 'coz i woke up together with her and realised it was just a dream! Relieved. The reason why i don't go swimming at the beach is also 'coz of this. I feel paranoid when my feets can't touch the solid ground. But it's how funny i still enjoy sea sports maybe 'coz i've not yet fallen into the water. HAHAHA!!!

Okay lah, enough of my story-telling. The weather has been freezing cold lately... Friends out there, take care of yourself!

O' ya, forgot to tell you how big the shark is... it's bigger than me, fatter than me, faster than me, whiter than me... I think i met the super big one (The Great White Shark *roll my eyes to heaven*)... three to four times bigger than me if i'm not wrong. x)

Sayonara!

Ciao!

401st Post

This is the 401st posts. Of course, if you were to count it one by one, you won't hit 401 for sure 'coz I've some saved drafts here and there. Mmm, guess where i went today?

Raffles Place! I went to my cousin's workplace. She is a trainee at a shophouse called the fingerworks. That place is surrounded by so many pubs and bars... I've went there once (to the MacDonald) after Choir had our performance 'coz it's somewhere near the Victoria concert hall. I remember i went there with Shazlin, Wei Zheng, my gor and his... erpx... ex-girlfriend.

Then, Mmm, Shazlin was showing... well... the Tammy's video to Wei Zheng. If i don't remember wrongely, i was invited to watch it, too. Hahaha... Well, erm... believe it or not, i don't watch porn. Anyway, that night was fantastic though my gor has to leave early with his... erpx... ex-girlfriend. I remembered singing and dancing proudly on the stage of Victoria Concert Hall. The concert was awesomely awesome and i could feel myself shining together with the rest.

Imagine you're going to show it all everything you've been practising for months! And you are awarded with applauses and claps and people shouting "ENCORE!" I love it! I truely enjoy the sensation of your feets standing onto the stage and with the lights shining glaringly at you... with many faces watching you. At the same time, you are not alone, because the whole choir was there with you to share the joy of being able to perform.

The greatest moment i'll never forget was when Wei Zheng stood up and shouted so loudly, "ENCORE, ENCORE!!!" Happiness bubbled from toe to head... with the speed of lightning that i almost bounce up and shout "I LOVE YOU". It's like... man, you really feel that people appreciate your hardwork and they are cheering you on from the bottom of their hearts! It's enough to keep me crazy and happy whenever i think of it. Mmm, shall remind myself of that when i'm feeling down.

Alright, i've digress so much... back to Raffles Place. I went there for a free session of Manicure and Pedicure! Okay, you didn't hear wrongely... I WENT FOR MANICURE AND PEDICURE. Hahaha! My cousin wanted me to be her model of the day... it was cool considering my first time experience but if you were to ask me to sit there for one and a half hour for this again, i'll think thrice.

Mmm, and 'coz i don't like fanciful nails so when the ladyboss said she wanted to reward me with nail art after being the model for manicure and pedicure, i rejected her offer. Yup, i think my cousin is considered good as a trainee.

Back at home, my brother was badly beaten up by my dad. Serve him right and count himself unlucky... I know my dad so well. The more people stand up for my brother, the more beatings my brother will get. I kept quiet to help him get over and done with with his beatings but my auntie was there speaking up for him. She doesn't know my dad... poor brother. HAHAHAHA!!! His butt must be swollen now.

Actually, i'm also like my daddy. The more you speak up for him, the angrier i got and the more i beat! Whahaha... Okay lah, when he was crying so pitifully and hiding under the bed, my heart was aching for him, too. But what can i do? If i speak up for him, his butt will swell even more.

A good session of beating is also good for him 'coz he has been very naughty to the max these few days and getting overboard... climbing over all our heads.

Alright, i shall go now. Time to sleep after waking up at 9 early this morning... Tomorrow will be a long day.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Choir-day.

Went visiting today. Choir practice was awesome! Miss Choo is such a wonderful conductor... the practice was so fun-filled and enjoyable. Sing a little, hang around a little, talk a little, slack a little during choir practice...

Luckily, Weslie went back with me today. If not, i wouldn't know what to do other than sitting there and doing nothing.... perhaps, staring into space and slack and feel like some extra somebody wearing home clothes when everyone there was wearing school uniform 'cept the conductor.

Played with a deck of cards that require us to answer questions related to biology. I've returned everything to Mr Tan. Haiz, i'm so guilty. It was fun lah seriously and i lost terribly... =(

After choir practice, we went to eat at PastaMania. Weslie, Benson, Me and my sister... it's was delicious but quite expensive. Too bad 'coz Long John Silver was packed with people. And we went to 77th street to look at my cap. Aw... in the end, it was Benson who bought a bag from 77th Street...!

After that we 'disbanded' (jie san) and i went to check my bank account. Yay, i'm not broke again! My sister and i then went to get the Pink Cap i saw at The Bluez. Met Alux on the way to Century Square... Chat a little with him lah.

Talk a little about YEC... Mmm, I never thought of joining it in the past but i'm considering lah. I'm not sure if i'm capable enough, though. I will want to convince people of my ability before i have the face to join bah plus i heard that there are a lot of obstacles to go through before one enters this youth group. Will be good for my admission to University if i join, of course. Hehe... x)

The Pink Cap costs me $11.90 which i find it quite worth the price. Then, i found a very nice red tank top at BHG and after discount it costs me $23.90. Yikes, i'm spending straightaway after getting my pay. Whahaha... x)

It has been a very pleasant day, indeed. Ah ma's also is in good mood today. If only everyday can be like this... If only i have a little more courage to end a painful experience... then today would have been a great day.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Love is everywhere!

Everyone, take a deep breathe! Smell love? It's in the air... x)

Sweet? Bitter? Sour? Salty? Love has everything in it. Feel, taste, touch, smell love... Experience the wonderful layers of feelings lingering in the air. You don't need a boyfriend or girlfriend to find love. Your parents? Your siblings? Your cousins? Your Grandparents? Your relatives? Your friends?

Love is everywhere... Use your heart to feel love. Memories contain essence of love, too. Close your eyes and think... Recall the past, you'll find love.

Enough of love.

Going to Pasir Ris Secondary School with Weslie today. Hehehe... he didn't want to go but he change his mind so suddenly! Yipee! Ying Ying, Rmember to bring Weslie's present with you.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Meditation in Progress

I'm a little confused with what i need to do now. Maybe i shall push forward my meditation period. x)

Initially, i thought i will have some time during this whole week to change my blogskin but looks like i don't. And i only managed to look through a few proposals today... Well, guess tomorrow morning i'll have things to do. Then, most probably dropping by Pasir Ris Sec to fulfil the promise i've made to Mrs Chua - i'm visiting choir.

And then go shopping with sister after choir... I think there's something wrong with me. Now, i'm so crazy over shopping... Today, i went out with YingHui, Bamboo and Kelvin. O' my goodness, i saw two caps so to my liking! Damn, i'm showing it to my sister tomorrow. x)

Mmm, got a book full of magic tricks from Bamboo. WOW, if i have the time i'll read them. Currently, i got to put it aside first. Hahaha, and i seriously don't know when i will return it back to him... ... ... ... *stares into space*

O' and i met two nasty guys today. Felt like i was a baby... I can remember so vividly when i was young, my cheeks used to be pinched countless times whenever my relatives see me. And you can hear "O' My God, SO CUTE SO CUTE" echoing in the room... The reason why i have such a chubby face is also due to this reason - being pinched too much when i was a baby. =.=

Luckily, they didn't pinch me as hard as what i've experienced when i was younger. Thankful! Whahaha... But it was still very very painful, mind you! I think it's a little swollen... >.<

O' GOSH, i forgot to mention... i almost died today. Went out at night to get some stuff and my cousin went to pick us up. On the way home, a super heavy lorry nearly crash on us. Fortunately, my cousin was quick and make a swift turn. If not, i would have been lying on the hospital bed by now.

That lorry was those super huge one lah and the driver didn't turn on the headlights so it couldn't see us in front. The car behind us honked at him so the driver sort of 'woke up' and stepped on the brake. All of us was so stunned...

At first, i was the first one to notice the lorry driving closer and closer... then i feel weird 'coz the distance between us and the lorry was so close and i was wondering why didn't the lorry stop. So, i lean forward and take a closer look... And then, i screamed, "O' My God! O' My God! O' My God!!!!!!!!" and close my eyes and cover my ears so hard 'coz i thought we're going to crash!

Felt a quick jerk before opening my eyes. My cousin who was driving also stunned 'coz he was the nearest to the lorry and if we were to crash, he's going to be severely injured. This is crazy lah... After that, i was so stunned and was just mummbling, "O' My God O' My God..." I felt that my heart has leaped to another side of my chest lo.

This is insane, man. I never want to learn driving i-told-you. If i' the driver, i wouldn't be quick enough to react to this and turn the wheel. We would have crashed!

Now, i'm re-considering if i should still sign up for the piloting course. This is insane... It's so drama and unbelievable lo... i never thought i'll meet such reckless driver in my whole life. I just can't believe i saw the lorry closing up so fast with my own eyes... This is insane.

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Brother

When brother took my cousin’s phone without permission today, instinct told me I cannot let him just get away this time. It’s not that I’m overly-strict but when a six years-old does that so naturally, what you think will happen when he grows up?

I’m definitely not thinking too much. It could become a habit. Grabbed him and dragged him inside my room, told him off with my stern look and threatened to beat him up if he ever does that again. Of course, I explained why he is wrong and what could have happened. O’ and I made him promised he will not take things without permission again. I hope he keeps his promise. x)

Then it made me think back of hearing him swearing. How could a six year old do that? Well, under the influence of his cousins who have been visiting very often lately. Yesterday when I heard him cursing again, I stared at him with my very fearful eyes straight away… in hokkien, it is called DIAO. I diao him...

Hahaha, his eyes met mine and he looked away in guilt. Then he just kept looking into my eyes and turning away… after 5 minutes of staring and complete silence, I said, “Do you know where you’re wrong?”

He didn’t answer but his cleverness would know the answer. I can’t be bothered to explain. And I went back to gaming.

Mmm, I actually told my sister about this happenings and she shared hers, too. Then we laughed having to think about how our brother is being trained by his two sisters. We do play with him. Be it computer games, tic-tac-toe, mobile games, childhood games, hide-and-seek, ice-and-water, police-and-thief, wrestling, etc.

But when it comes to serious business… I think I ought to be stern and teach him well at times of urgency. If not, most of the time, I really can’t be bothered about him.

Yesterday, i talked to Tiff and i remembered telling her this (taken from The Leap Years): Find the person who will let you forget him. And i meant it 'coz i believe in it. Well, i'm not asking anyone to find a substitute to replace the special someone in his or her heart. When you finally found The One that makes you forget that special Someone in your heart... you know you've let go and found The Rightful One. You... just got to understand the true meaning of it. Hopefully, everyone does. x)

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Memorable 29th February '08

My mummy spent her 29th February '08 out with her last day of work... Alright, to be exact, second last day of work. =.= 'coz she can't finish what she has to finish and head back to the office early this morning (which is suppose to be her last day of work). Guess what time she reach home? She almost break my past record - 2am in the morning.

Anyway, ah ma was heard sobbing away when she woke up in the middle of the night and found out that mummy's still not back home. I was the culprit. She saw me ironing the clothes and asked me if mummy's back. And i don't know what going on in my head to tell her that mummy's not back. Argh, the way she looked into my eyes yesterday night... i just can't bring myself to lie to her. I hesitated for a while before telling her the truth. My bad... ah ma cried 'coz of me.

My patience is running low. Seeing so many people living in misery and yet i can do nothing to help them... It's like i have no idea how to ease their pain! Tell me what can i do?

Before i really go crazy, i went to the The Leap Years. Mmm, had a really lovely evening with my friends. It's suppose to be a romance movie and most girls would cry while watching that movie. I didn't. Eh... not that i'm cold-blooded but perhaps the music isn't strong and impactful enough to make me cry. And, of course, i'm not someone who can be easily touched. Hahaha!

And it was meant to be a joke and a tease but i realised it was too harsh... Okay-okay, I'm so terribly sorry, Cassandra. Now, i'm being weigh down by the burden of guilt. Yikes, so heavy that i need help! Anyone wants to buy eye relax? You can approach Cassandra, the very sweet girl, anytime! x)

Yeah, i know my faults and i always do. I always need to watch my words... to think before i speak. I'm still learning... do give me time. If not, the best solution is that i actually hush and try to control mischievious. She never return home on time and is always up to playing truant. Got to lock her up and punish her for being naughty... x)

O' and now to talk about the movie i've watched yesterday.

The Leap Years is quite a pleasant movie with an awesomely awesome storyplot but quite a bad ending. Still, i think the movie has 'depth' not due to all the theories by various famous scientists or poets but due to the fact that they did not film EVERYTHING out. It has then sort of given the audience a space to fantasize... to dream... to 'fly' out of the box of normality. Interesting, isn't it?

The Leap Years uses very simple way to start their story - flash backs. Though common to be found in stories but the plot and music (some songs that they've composed are pretty good i-think) make up to everything. It's not as bad as what is written in reviews, seriously. I would give it a 3.5 stars out of 5. Of course, I was quite disappointed to the fact that my very favorite piece, Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence, isn't being played in the whole movie.

Anyway, i still enjoyed my evening out with my friends. At the end of the day, i even received an sms by Anna asking me out to watch The Leap Years with her. Aw... too bad, i've watched it JUST NOW! Hahahaha!!

It's alright to feel sad, to cry, to let your emotions out under the sun but it's not right not being able to get over it after a long period of time. Drowning yourself in pain, in depression, living in misery... is that what you want your life to be? Sometimes, taking things easy is a relief and comfort not only to yourself but also to people who care and love you.

Cheer up, my friends! I will always give you my greatest support and cheer you on like i've always do... So, don't emo too long, alright? Haha.

Sayonara!

Ciao!