Brighter~

Haha!

Life seems brighter now... I've learnt to look at things at an awfully brighter angle. There's no point forcing things back, we can only accept the change. Even sometimes it could be harsh to digest but we'll get used to it. It's always the hardest at the beginning.

Sometimes, don't just deny straightaway of something seems ridiculous to you... 'coz it could just be the truth that you are not accepting it. Just relax and think about it. Don't let your own logic take over you... Learn to process and accept it.

It's common for people to lose interest gradually over time... when everything becomes habitual and no longer as exciting as before. It's just like mother's nags... at first you listen. After which, they irritate you. And then, long after they irritate you... it becomes something that doesn't exist at all... camouflaging to the background noise... one ear in and another ear out. It's as simple as that. So i can understand.

As i've said... don't take things so seriously and let things bother you... zhi yao bu yao na me zai hu jiu bu hui jue de nan shou. =)

Good night!

P.S. Once i've done all my stuffs, i hope to be back here regularly to blog. =)

不了解

九个月过去了... 渐渐的要求变得多了...

要求他神通广大,不用多说也能了解我的心...

我错了.

再次的提醒自己读心人不存在. 不可能存在.

为什么要把那自私的希望寄托在他身上让他承担我不切实际的想法?



为什么会那么难过? 因为自私的要求太多.

心里许多的疑问也许永远无法获得解答.

A May Weekend~

Mmm, SOMEONE booked out on a thursday night and magically appeared in front of my door without me knowing. It's the n-times. =)

And he... something happened... i was a little guilty. Now just pray hard the fat ass got his ass kicked and the auntie bumped her head and lost her short term memory. Ooops... mean. =x

Well, that's thursday.

Oh, lended my keys out so SOMEONE could get in the next day and i wouldn't have to leave my bed early in the morning. And that SOMEONE got into the house as early as 8.30am andthe SOMEONE tried to flipped the still-sleeping me over and apparantly slipped (maybe i was too heavy) and crashed on me and WOKE ME UP!!!!!! Crash on me still nevermind... he used his hands to support himself and his hand landed on my stomach. That impact was so great... i was so shocked... It's like someone stepping on your stomach out of the blueeeeee!!!! Can you imagine a dead fish's belly got pressed so hard... the previous day's food would have come out all together as well.

Well, he's forgiven 'coz i get to eat KFC breakfast! Mmm, after lazing on the bed for two hours? HAHA! Still feeling sleepy so it was till late afternoon did we drag our feets out of the house and headed to redhill to settle yec shirts. I have tonnes of things to do... still. =(

Caught up with Iron Man 2 at E!Hub. We had a quite-great time with him. He's not as good as Iron Man... (Rich's opinion). For me, i just think the fighting scenes with the bad guys are pure LAME in the sense that it's about the fight with that bad Russian guy but he died not even 5 seconds after meeting Iron Man. HAHAHA! Ridiculous!

Ate at tea valley. Will not eat there anymore... expensive and tasted different. Oh and received a call from bamboo and followed by a series of RETARDED happenings that only rich knows. Yikes... i think i'm pure stupid.

Celebrated jia jin's 18th birthday with a candle on a veggie burgar! He's a vegetarian so we can't buy him a veggie cake at the very last min. And... yeah, ended up knowing that he actually can eat normal cake. BUT! Who knows? Maybe the cake contains gelatine? He confirm cannot eat what! Okay, i'm just making up some stupid excuses. =.=

Saturday was stupid 'coz i got to... WORK... okay la, had fun at work though whole day SOP, SOP, SOP!! Laugh like mad 'coz of some jokes... but shall not talk too much about work stuffs. Met rich at the airport. He's here to pick me up. I hid in an outdoor "garden" and he was foolishly looking around for me when i am just RIGHT IN FRONT OF HIM... well... with a piece of glass in between us la which was hard to see through 'coz it's dark outside. So only i can see him. WUAHAHAHAHA!!!! Still funny though!

Ate prata for dinner? Man, prata rocks! HAHA!

Sunday was bad. It's 9th month though. Bad 'coz i felt atrocious. And thinking about XXXXXX i still feel atrocious. I don't feel like talking about it. I AP-ed SOMEONE. But was cheered up a bit 'coz SOMEONE cooked mushroom soup. Ewwwww... saltish but i like it that way! =)

He was KIND enough on this particular day to ask if i wanted something to drink so i said no. And then a bit later, he just say i'll get you something to drink and walked off... and came back with a bowl which was suspicious. And when he brings it close to my sight, it's mushroom soup! And he wants me to drink it while he holds it but it was hot so i asked him to put it down first so he placed it next to a piece of orange paper standing up and guess what?!

HAHA! A card! x)

Anyway, he's just pure smart huh! The other few times he tried to get my attention on his card but i ended up spoiling his plan and he has to bring it straight in front of me then i saw. HAHAHA!!! So i-guess he's getting smarter and i'm getting more alert! =x

Mmmm, spent it watching GOONG and digging SOMEONE's ears~

OMG... gross... but ears-digging was fun! I finally get to see SOMEONE with clean ears when i turn to face him side ways. The ear wax was so huge by the way... omg... i was damn shocked when that large chunk came out... i feeel like an archaelogist? Whatever you spell it... HAHAHA!! Just that what i dug out is EAR WAX!!!! THE SIZE OF... HALF A PINKY!!! =x

Normal emotional day~

That's all la. Not sure when i'll be blogging again... it's hard to keep up when i need to settle a lot of things and to subdue that lazy monsters in me...

Ja mata! x)

P.S. I'm teething... Not good!

I don't know what's wrong with me... it's as though i'm losing my mind. Nothing's smooth today.

Having a very bad day... I can't explain but i really think i'm having a very bad day. This sucks man, totally. I HATE IT! =(