ESS-YU-PAY-A-AIR YU-PAY-ESS-A-TAY
Bonjour! (Good morning/Good afternoon/Hello)
Both weishan and i admit that today, 1st November of 2008, AIN'T OUR DAY! It's a bloooody bad Saturday... I'm sooooooooo feeling flustered and every single body cell of mine is mourning and groaning. I'm not feeling very happy today, and i don't know the reason. How?
Well, yesterday i tried blogging but was too tired so halfway through i went to bed. I'll continue with whatever i've not talked about...
Haiz, i wish 28th November will come quickly and i'll just get it over and done with. After that, i'll just commit myself as a member, nothing else, even if i'm invited to join the next year's camp... i'll choose to stay on as the facilitator of a group. Alright, see how... Of all of a sudden, i'm quite turned off by having to organise events ya-know and... ya-know. Used to be able to bear with it but... Haha, maybe i'm enlightened.
I'll shift my focus to something else that will help me gain back my lost confidence. I've decided... Yeah, just let others take the lead. They will do a much better job than me... I'm sure it's a right move. I'm just so sure. Very sure.
Hasn't got the time to blog 'coz i was very busy with my school life and other commitments. I do think back of the past, try to recall what happened, finding a reason to stay on going... I-guess... yeah, it's time i move on, work hard for myself, my future and do what i think is right. Three years ago, ying ying was able to stand in front of the peeps, look right into their eyes, talk confidently in ease and comfort. I was able to convince, to persuade, and most importantly... to feel proud of what i've done.
Then, now, i question myself... have doubts... feel proud of what i've done? I've lost so much... so much so that i started asking if this is the right place for me after all... I'm going to seek for a place to get back what i've lost.
Alright, let me talk about something else. I need some cheering up.
Mmm, highlights of the week... My Wednesday and Friday!
Wednesday
Managed to go home early and spent three hours at home signing peeps up for Hey! Gorgeous! Stupid lah... shall not mention it already... i regretted my action. Initially, i just wanted to have some fun... i-guess i was too playful. Now, i'm feeling upset seeing my friends kena criticised by peeps. My bad lor... And peeps thought i post my own bloody photo up there... =.= If you think so then so be it lah. I'm so sick of explaining already. I shall not explain how my photos got posted up there... long story. *big sigh*
Haven't finish posting before i got to rush off to Gracia's house. Thought i'll continue the next day, then. Forget it, better not... Errr... Hahaha, we did target setting. After which, we talked throughout the lesson. Understand something... mmm. x)
HAHA! TOOK A CAB TO TECC 'COZ I WAS FREAKING LATE FOR MEETING... ERR... I DON'T HAVE A SINGLE BOOOOODY CENT WITH ME! Yeah, you know who paid for it lah... Haha... HAD DINNER AT GRACIA'S HOUSE BEFORE I REACH TECC WOR! AGAIN! LUCKY RIGHT! YUMMY! Got fish, got veggies, got egg and stewed pork! Blooooody yummy!
Weishan and richmond were waiting for me at the bus stop. ROARRRR!!! Ask them go in without me liao... SIT INSIDE THE ROOM AND WAIT FOR ME... i think they fail their English. SO, WE WERE LATE FOR MEETING! Anyhow, i like Sentosa Link meeting. It always so bloooooooody relaxed. I'm able to catch a breather, give constructive feedbacks... share without having to worry much. I can be as creative as i can be... I'm comfortable and i'm happy.
Happily made the gay-wei couple together... and pairing dear-dear yvonne with genius-generous richmond. I think... I think... Hahaha. I see weishan smiling and i see richmond smiling... Oops! Hahaha... weishan actually wanted the four of them to be together BUT wei... think leh. Go make new friends lah... and-and, the two of them need some time to know each other. *grin*
After meeting,Weishan and i chopped Richmond, again. Die... i just keep eating. Before we settle down, i went to withdraw cash to return Richmond mah (cab's fare) then dig, dig, dig for my atm card... CANNOT FIND! Thought i lost my atm card... see me jump singapore river if i do. There's this weird uncle who started talking to us after he noticed me frantically digging for my atm card... And he can't stop talking to us... Mmmm... is he normal? Or he just needs someone to talk to lah...
FOUND IT! HAH... LUCKY! It was inside some compartments of my purse... Yeah, Richmond said 'coz there are too may compartments. And Weishan said the compartments are used to put useless stuffs. =.= I like leh... I am always carrying photos of my friends and family around. I like... Bleah! It's bloooody useful, can! Especially when i'm lonely and upset, i can always look at the photos, feel a little warmth and ease the sorrow within myself. Okay, nonsense you-might-think.
Sat on the same table (weishan knows). Ate $5 rojak, $3 chai tao kway and SUGARCANE JUICE! I love it! Rojak tasted so blooooody nice. Chao Tao Kway sucks... 'coz this weishan wanted PLAIN, CHILLI-LESS CHAI TAO KWAY! Ew! I don't like it at all and you can see bits of chai tao kway on the table 'coz they just slipped off from the fork you-see... I dropped the biggest piece, man... 'coz i retarded-ly use the rojak stick. Lazy to change to fork... Oooooo... i really love rojak... bloooooody tasty. That was the 5th meal i've eaten for the day.
THANKS RICHMOND! He was still smiling after treating us leh... blooooody generous. He did joke about burning a hole on his already-burnt pocket. Eh seriously, we're taking his pocket for granted. HAHAHAHAHA!!!
Stupid weishan wanted to trick me... bleah... She can't. Checked my mobile, my sister called and remembered Anna has A level Mother Paper tomorrow and i am suppose to pass her the e-dictionary! Called back my sister and she told me she needs it! SHIT! (Oops, i forgot if my sister called or i called her...)
Called Anna to tell her the SUPER BAD NEWS. I WAS SUUUUUUPER GUILTY. Tell her i'll try to get her an e-dictionary from my other friends.
Loads of complication... and i started calling peeps up, asking for e-dictonary. URGENT! PANICK! PANICK! PANICK! ALL DA PEEPS EITHER LEND TO OTHER PEEPS LIAO... OR SPOILT! Walked weishan and richmond to bus stop and waited for the bus with them... while i continue to make tonnes of calls asking for e-dictionary! I was soooooooooooo talking to myself... 'coz i was soooooooooo freaking worried for her lah!
And i remembered richmond asking weishan if i am always like that... DID WEISHAN SAY YES? I THINK SHE DID. Let me explain... i only do that when i'm in deep shit and panicking away. I think most peeps do that, too. If i talk to myself all the times... then send me to mental hospital 'coz only peeps who suffered from mental breakdown (LONG TERM ONE) do that. MINE IS SHORT TERM... Meaning at that point of time, due to some special reasons. HAHAHAHAHA!
BACK TO ANNA E-DICTIONARY! This Anna can still say "Nevermind, nevermind..." A LEVEL HOW CAN NEVERMIND!!!!!!!! SHE DOESN'T MIND, I MIND! AND I MIND LOADS! HAIYO... And i've promised her i'll lend her the e-dictionary! DIE ALSO MUST GET HER ONE! A LEVEL MOTHER TONGUE LEH!!!! IF SHE NEVER DO WELL, IT WILL ALL BE MY FAULT 'COZ SHE DOESN'T HAVE AN E-DICTIONARY DUE TO HER BLOOODY FRIEND, ME, WHO HAS NOT BEEN ABLE TO LEND HER E-DICT AFTER PROMISING HER I CAN! I AM NOOOOOOOOT GOING TO LIVE MY LIFE IN GUILT, MAN!
Got weishan and Richmond to stay with me to collect the e-dictionary from Kelvinong while they waited for their buses to come. Saw the e-dictionary... Apparantly, it's not the one that can be used in examination! SHOCKED. I AM SOOOOOO DOOOMED! PANICKED, PANICKED, PANICKED... busy calling out. Weishan left 'coz her bus came... waved goodbye to her while i dialled the numbers... I was like an ant on a hot plate (or wok?). My mind was super chaotic, man! You see something bouncing off everywhere in great lightning speed... FLUSTERED!
Don't wish to break my promise and i don't wish Anna to go to the exam hall without a dictionary 'coz of me! A LEVEL MOTHER TONGUE LEH! If i were her, i would be on the verge of crying, man! That's why i told myself i die-die also will get one for her. SHE IS SOOOOOOOOOO NOT GOING TO FEEL HELPLESS. I WILL GET ONE E-DICTIONARY FOR HER! ARGH!
Ended my call with Anna telling her i'll call her back in a while... Then, i realised Richmond was still beside me! HA HA HA! This guy damn funny! Remembered i mentioned that i told weishan and Richmond to keep me accompanied while waiting for the e-dictionary? He really stayed, and stayed even after i got the not-certified-for-exam e-dictionary! Damn shock to see him around... asked him how come so long his bus hasn't come and blah, blah, blah we decided to walk to 291 bus stop instead. Man, at least i got him to accompany me...
So..................... i continued to talk to myself while i dialled numbers of my friends while we walk to another bus stop. XIN MIN LENT TO HE BROTHER. ZHANG YUN NEVER PICK UP. WHO ELSE?!?!!?! Richmond was laughing 'coz i really look like a lunatic... and i agree, man. Can't be bothered lo... i was sooooo blooooody ganjiong. There must be a way... There must be a way... There can't be no way to get an e-dictionary...
Sat down again at the bus stop and i was still calling out till there was no numbers for me to call. SUPPPPPER HELPLESS!!!! And i was whining... and mummbling nonsense. Things like whether i can buy one (AT THAT KIND OF BLOOOOODY HOUR), how come richmond isn't same age as me (then he will have the e-dictionary), blah, blah, blah... We waited at the 201 bus stop for damn long lah! While waiting for the bus, i decided to make a choice. To sacrifice my sister? To sacrifice Anna? And after weighing and consulting Richmond's opinion, i have this conclusion: E-DICTIONARY TO ANNA 'coz my sister can use traditional dictionary while Anna only left one choice which is the e-dictionary. BUT there's a problem! My sister can't find her e-dictionary!
Called and wanted to ask my sister whether she managed to dig out the bloooody e-dictionary and found out that it was her friend who needs the e-dictionary and not her! Walao... i am seriously stupid to have made such a big mistake. Told her about my situation and she said i just have to go home and dig it myself lo. AND YES I SAID YES! Woooots! That's the only hope i've left so i am not going to give up till i find the e-dictionary!
Bus 291 was ssuuuuuuuuuuuuuupper looooooooooooooooooooooooonggg!!! WE WAITED DAMN LONG AND NOT A SINGLE BUS CAME!!! SUPER UNUSUAL I-TELL-YOU 'coz bus 291 should come rather fast one lo. I told Richmond 'coz i was with him that's why whoever i called doesn't have the e-dictonary and that see... even the bus 291 take such an incredible long time to come... He was like telling me how come can sway so long one... HA HA HA!!! Yeah, i don't understand how come when the two of us are together, we are always so sway... We'll see how we can kick that swayness away, man.
So Richmond and i walked to the bus stop outside my block. I finally calmed down. Didn't send him to the bus stop though i wanted to, but he was very understanding... HA HA HA! And i ran back home to dig for the e-dictionary for Anna!!!!!!!!!! He told me THE MOMENT I WALKED OFF, BUS 291 CAME! FUNNY LAH... THE TWO OF US SERIOUSLY JINX OF EACH OTHER, MAN! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Sway to the max times max times max!
WENT BACK HOME AND FOUND THE E-DICTIONARY ON TOP OF THE SHOE BOX AFTER TURNING THE WHOLE STUDY UPSIDE DOWN!!!!!!!!! CHIONG-ED TO ANNA'S HOUSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TESTED THE E-DICTIONARY!!!!! The batteries inside melted... i was soooooooooooooo super scared the whole thing spoil lo...
Put the fresh batteries in and...................................... Anna's finger reached out for the ON button... *pressed* The screen came alive! JUMANI! IT CAN WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PHEEEEEEEEEWWWW!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! I WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOO BLOOOOODY HAPPY!!!!!!! THANKFUL, MAN!
Anna walked me down her house and we chatted downstairs. HAHAHAHA... hecks the lateness plus i'm suuuper used to going home late by myself. Know a bit here and there... MAN, I WANT THE SISTERS TO MEET UP ONE DAY AND JUST WELL... TALK THE DAY AWAY!!! It's how funny we don't meet up very often and we were very busy with our lives BUT when we finally meet up, we can talk, talk, talk! Endless topics to talk about... LOVE ANNA! LOVE CAMILIA! Okay, i've decided, CAMILIA AND I WILL BOMB ANNA'S HOUSE ONE DAY AND PARTY!!!!! HA HA HA!!! We can whip up a meal at her place, together with her mummy, then ya lo... HOW BLOOOODY NICE, RIGHT! HOHOHOHO!!!
WENT BACK HOME... Wah, super late. Hahaha... but i consider myself lucky 'coz i don't have to go Bedok (xin min's house) or Tanah Marah (vionna's house) to get the e-dictionary. SUPER THANKFUL! YEAH, I CAN FINALLY SLEEP PEACEFULLY TONIGHT... PHEW!
Yup, that's my blooooody CRAZY wednesday!
Friday
SUPERNOVA MEETING. MET LEOVINE! MET MY BROTHER! MET... CAMILIA! AND-AND! ALEZEC MADE A SURPRISE VISIT!
Before that, i went to Anna's house to collect the e-dictionary from her 'co my sister's friend needs it. WANTED TO TALK MORE BUT I GOT TO RUSH OFF... EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! I got that urge to go in her house and just talk lo. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! But i just have to make a wise choice lah... ANNA PASSED ME A PACKET OF FAMOUS AMOUS COOKIES!!! WOOOOOTS!!!!!! HER MUMMY BOUGHT IT FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BLOOOOOOOOOOOOOODY NICE OF HER!!!!!!
Okay, said bye bye and i rushed off to TECC. My brother was already there. I AM SOOOOOOOO SUPER SORRY FOR BEING LATE. Actually, everyone else was late. Started munching cookies away while we waited at the McDonald. CAMILIA AND I DEVOURED THE BIG PACKET OF COOKIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOTS!
All the freaking dilly dally, meeting started after 8.30pm. Aaaaaaaaaaaah! RIDICULOUS! LAST MINUTE PRINTING... THIS AND THAT... I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOO BLOOOOOOOOOOOOODY ANNOYED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DON'T LIKE IT WHEN I AM WASTING TIME AWAY, WAITING, WAITING, WAITING... NORMAL OUTING I CAN BEAR WITH IT. THIS IS MEETING LEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!!
WE ARE WASTING PEEPS PRECIOUS TIME... CHILL. I was looking forward to friday's meeting but in the end, i actually HATE it. Learnt a few things or two... yeah, i was happy with what Leovine has prepared and after that session, i've a list of goals in mind. I know where i am heading to... i've better directions... I understand what i want... LEOVINE ROCKS! And he always make me feel good about myself... at least, better. And you know it deeply he meant it from the bottom of his heart. It's seriously a comfort. That's why i like him.
And my brother rocks, too! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! I HAVE ALREADY SAID HE IS GOOD. I NEVER ASK HIM JOIN 'COZ HE IS MY BROTHER... I REALLY FIND HIM AWESOME THAT'S WHY I ASKED HIM TO JOIN. WHEN IT COMES TO SUPERNOVA, I DON'T TAKE THINGS IN A JOKING MANNER THOUGH I DO JOKE AT TIMES 'COZ WE CAN'T BE WORKING AT A SERIOUS ENVIRONMENT ALL THE TIME... EVERY CHOICE I MAKE HAS A REASON BEHIND.
O' and during programmes briefing... i suddenly realised we have five groups instead of four. Initially it was decided that the campers will be split into four groups, the last meeting (JUSTONE WEEK AGO ONLY OKAY). THEN, NOW! FIVE GROUPS, AGAIN! EVERYTIME CHANGE NEVER SAY ONE LOR! DAMN FU*KING IT! I AM SERIOUSLY FREAKING PISSED BUT I NEVER SHOW IT ON MY FACE... YES, I AM MENTIONING IT HERE! IF HE READS IT, HE KNOWS. IF NOT, I ALSO CAN'T BE BOTHERED. ROARRRRRRR!!! I AM NOT JOKING, MAN. I AM SERIOUSLY FREAKING PISSED.
I was greatly upset. Didn't show it on my face, though. Find myself rather good at acting... Or you can say i am always being able to put on a facade front, to laugh and joke like i always do, but deep inside i got millions and billions of bu-shuang-ness. I think i'm scary 'coz of this reason. Talked outside TECC and left with my brother after taking photos of ALEZEC! I'll post it up the next time bah...
Talked to my brother... YEAH! I LOVE TO TALK, A LOT, A LOT, A LOT! Obviously not those topics that turns me off lah... I LOVE TALKING TO MY BROTHER! He accompanied me to transfer the moolah to Leovine then i walked him to the bus stop to wait for Kenneth, his friend. Yes, i shall remember Kenneth 'coz he sent me back home. x)
Yup, yup, yup... i love my brother! HE ROCKS! That's why i decided to walk him to the bus stop so that we can talk more. I don't know leh... i think i was upset so i wanted to talk. Talking, even not about the stuffs that upset me, helps to cheer me up. IT REALLY DO!
And his friend, Kenneth, sent me home. Hahaha, bloooody nice guy! He was talking on the phone with his friend and he said, "wo xian zai song daniel de gan mei hui jia." WOOOOTS! I LIKE THAT WORD "MEI". I GOT A BROTHER! A BIG BROTHER! Well... you realised when i introduced peeps to my brother, i don't tell them he's my GOD brother. I tell them HE IS MY BROTHER. HAHAHAHAHA! Hecks... BROTHER! I LOVE MY BROTHER!
That's my blooooody friday. Don't know good or bad... argh.
I've been hanging out a lot with my brother and richmond recently. LOVE IT, MAN! Hahahaha... They are bloooooooooody nice peeps. LOVE THEM, LOVE THEM, LOVE THEM!
Au revoir!
Sayonara!
Ciao!
Bonjour! (Good morning/Good afternoon/Hello)
Both weishan and i admit that today, 1st November of 2008, AIN'T OUR DAY! It's a bloooody bad Saturday... I'm sooooooooo feeling flustered and every single body cell of mine is mourning and groaning. I'm not feeling very happy today, and i don't know the reason. How?
Well, yesterday i tried blogging but was too tired so halfway through i went to bed. I'll continue with whatever i've not talked about...
Haiz, i wish 28th November will come quickly and i'll just get it over and done with. After that, i'll just commit myself as a member, nothing else, even if i'm invited to join the next year's camp... i'll choose to stay on as the facilitator of a group. Alright, see how... Of all of a sudden, i'm quite turned off by having to organise events ya-know and... ya-know. Used to be able to bear with it but... Haha, maybe i'm enlightened.
I'll shift my focus to something else that will help me gain back my lost confidence. I've decided... Yeah, just let others take the lead. They will do a much better job than me... I'm sure it's a right move. I'm just so sure. Very sure.
Hasn't got the time to blog 'coz i was very busy with my school life and other commitments. I do think back of the past, try to recall what happened, finding a reason to stay on going... I-guess... yeah, it's time i move on, work hard for myself, my future and do what i think is right. Three years ago, ying ying was able to stand in front of the peeps, look right into their eyes, talk confidently in ease and comfort. I was able to convince, to persuade, and most importantly... to feel proud of what i've done.
Then, now, i question myself... have doubts... feel proud of what i've done? I've lost so much... so much so that i started asking if this is the right place for me after all... I'm going to seek for a place to get back what i've lost.
Alright, let me talk about something else. I need some cheering up.
Mmm, highlights of the week... My Wednesday and Friday!
Wednesday
Managed to go home early and spent three hours at home signing peeps up for Hey! Gorgeous! Stupid lah... shall not mention it already... i regretted my action. Initially, i just wanted to have some fun... i-guess i was too playful. Now, i'm feeling upset seeing my friends kena criticised by peeps. My bad lor... And peeps thought i post my own bloody photo up there... =.= If you think so then so be it lah. I'm so sick of explaining already. I shall not explain how my photos got posted up there... long story. *big sigh*
Haven't finish posting before i got to rush off to Gracia's house. Thought i'll continue the next day, then. Forget it, better not... Errr... Hahaha, we did target setting. After which, we talked throughout the lesson. Understand something... mmm. x)
HAHA! TOOK A CAB TO TECC 'COZ I WAS FREAKING LATE FOR MEETING... ERR... I DON'T HAVE A SINGLE BOOOOODY CENT WITH ME! Yeah, you know who paid for it lah... Haha... HAD DINNER AT GRACIA'S HOUSE BEFORE I REACH TECC WOR! AGAIN! LUCKY RIGHT! YUMMY! Got fish, got veggies, got egg and stewed pork! Blooooody yummy!
Weishan and richmond were waiting for me at the bus stop. ROARRRR!!! Ask them go in without me liao... SIT INSIDE THE ROOM AND WAIT FOR ME... i think they fail their English. SO, WE WERE LATE FOR MEETING! Anyhow, i like Sentosa Link meeting. It always so bloooooooody relaxed. I'm able to catch a breather, give constructive feedbacks... share without having to worry much. I can be as creative as i can be... I'm comfortable and i'm happy.
Happily made the gay-wei couple together... and pairing dear-dear yvonne with genius-generous richmond. I think... I think... Hahaha. I see weishan smiling and i see richmond smiling... Oops! Hahaha... weishan actually wanted the four of them to be together BUT wei... think leh. Go make new friends lah... and-and, the two of them need some time to know each other. *grin*
After meeting,Weishan and i chopped Richmond, again. Die... i just keep eating. Before we settle down, i went to withdraw cash to return Richmond mah (cab's fare) then dig, dig, dig for my atm card... CANNOT FIND! Thought i lost my atm card... see me jump singapore river if i do. There's this weird uncle who started talking to us after he noticed me frantically digging for my atm card... And he can't stop talking to us... Mmmm... is he normal? Or he just needs someone to talk to lah...
FOUND IT! HAH... LUCKY! It was inside some compartments of my purse... Yeah, Richmond said 'coz there are too may compartments. And Weishan said the compartments are used to put useless stuffs. =.= I like leh... I am always carrying photos of my friends and family around. I like... Bleah! It's bloooody useful, can! Especially when i'm lonely and upset, i can always look at the photos, feel a little warmth and ease the sorrow within myself. Okay, nonsense you-might-think.
Sat on the same table (weishan knows). Ate $5 rojak, $3 chai tao kway and SUGARCANE JUICE! I love it! Rojak tasted so blooooody nice. Chao Tao Kway sucks... 'coz this weishan wanted PLAIN, CHILLI-LESS CHAI TAO KWAY! Ew! I don't like it at all and you can see bits of chai tao kway on the table 'coz they just slipped off from the fork you-see... I dropped the biggest piece, man... 'coz i retarded-ly use the rojak stick. Lazy to change to fork... Oooooo... i really love rojak... bloooooody tasty. That was the 5th meal i've eaten for the day.
THANKS RICHMOND! He was still smiling after treating us leh... blooooody generous. He did joke about burning a hole on his already-burnt pocket. Eh seriously, we're taking his pocket for granted. HAHAHAHAHA!!!
Stupid weishan wanted to trick me... bleah... She can't. Checked my mobile, my sister called and remembered Anna has A level Mother Paper tomorrow and i am suppose to pass her the e-dictionary! Called back my sister and she told me she needs it! SHIT! (Oops, i forgot if my sister called or i called her...)
Called Anna to tell her the SUPER BAD NEWS. I WAS SUUUUUUPER GUILTY. Tell her i'll try to get her an e-dictionary from my other friends.
Loads of complication... and i started calling peeps up, asking for e-dictonary. URGENT! PANICK! PANICK! PANICK! ALL DA PEEPS EITHER LEND TO OTHER PEEPS LIAO... OR SPOILT! Walked weishan and richmond to bus stop and waited for the bus with them... while i continue to make tonnes of calls asking for e-dictionary! I was soooooooooooo talking to myself... 'coz i was soooooooooo freaking worried for her lah!
And i remembered richmond asking weishan if i am always like that... DID WEISHAN SAY YES? I THINK SHE DID. Let me explain... i only do that when i'm in deep shit and panicking away. I think most peeps do that, too. If i talk to myself all the times... then send me to mental hospital 'coz only peeps who suffered from mental breakdown (LONG TERM ONE) do that. MINE IS SHORT TERM... Meaning at that point of time, due to some special reasons. HAHAHAHAHA!
BACK TO ANNA E-DICTIONARY! This Anna can still say "Nevermind, nevermind..." A LEVEL HOW CAN NEVERMIND!!!!!!!! SHE DOESN'T MIND, I MIND! AND I MIND LOADS! HAIYO... And i've promised her i'll lend her the e-dictionary! DIE ALSO MUST GET HER ONE! A LEVEL MOTHER TONGUE LEH!!!! IF SHE NEVER DO WELL, IT WILL ALL BE MY FAULT 'COZ SHE DOESN'T HAVE AN E-DICTIONARY DUE TO HER BLOOODY FRIEND, ME, WHO HAS NOT BEEN ABLE TO LEND HER E-DICT AFTER PROMISING HER I CAN! I AM NOOOOOOOOT GOING TO LIVE MY LIFE IN GUILT, MAN!
Got weishan and Richmond to stay with me to collect the e-dictionary from Kelvinong while they waited for their buses to come. Saw the e-dictionary... Apparantly, it's not the one that can be used in examination! SHOCKED. I AM SOOOOOO DOOOMED! PANICKED, PANICKED, PANICKED... busy calling out. Weishan left 'coz her bus came... waved goodbye to her while i dialled the numbers... I was like an ant on a hot plate (or wok?). My mind was super chaotic, man! You see something bouncing off everywhere in great lightning speed... FLUSTERED!
Don't wish to break my promise and i don't wish Anna to go to the exam hall without a dictionary 'coz of me! A LEVEL MOTHER TONGUE LEH! If i were her, i would be on the verge of crying, man! That's why i told myself i die-die also will get one for her. SHE IS SOOOOOOOOOO NOT GOING TO FEEL HELPLESS. I WILL GET ONE E-DICTIONARY FOR HER! ARGH!
Ended my call with Anna telling her i'll call her back in a while... Then, i realised Richmond was still beside me! HA HA HA! This guy damn funny! Remembered i mentioned that i told weishan and Richmond to keep me accompanied while waiting for the e-dictionary? He really stayed, and stayed even after i got the not-certified-for-exam e-dictionary! Damn shock to see him around... asked him how come so long his bus hasn't come and blah, blah, blah we decided to walk to 291 bus stop instead. Man, at least i got him to accompany me...
So..................... i continued to talk to myself while i dialled numbers of my friends while we walk to another bus stop. XIN MIN LENT TO HE BROTHER. ZHANG YUN NEVER PICK UP. WHO ELSE?!?!!?! Richmond was laughing 'coz i really look like a lunatic... and i agree, man. Can't be bothered lo... i was sooooo blooooody ganjiong. There must be a way... There must be a way... There can't be no way to get an e-dictionary...
Sat down again at the bus stop and i was still calling out till there was no numbers for me to call. SUPPPPPER HELPLESS!!!! And i was whining... and mummbling nonsense. Things like whether i can buy one (AT THAT KIND OF BLOOOOODY HOUR), how come richmond isn't same age as me (then he will have the e-dictionary), blah, blah, blah... We waited at the 201 bus stop for damn long lah! While waiting for the bus, i decided to make a choice. To sacrifice my sister? To sacrifice Anna? And after weighing and consulting Richmond's opinion, i have this conclusion: E-DICTIONARY TO ANNA 'coz my sister can use traditional dictionary while Anna only left one choice which is the e-dictionary. BUT there's a problem! My sister can't find her e-dictionary!
Called and wanted to ask my sister whether she managed to dig out the bloooody e-dictionary and found out that it was her friend who needs the e-dictionary and not her! Walao... i am seriously stupid to have made such a big mistake. Told her about my situation and she said i just have to go home and dig it myself lo. AND YES I SAID YES! Woooots! That's the only hope i've left so i am not going to give up till i find the e-dictionary!
Bus 291 was ssuuuuuuuuuuuuuupper looooooooooooooooooooooooonggg!!! WE WAITED DAMN LONG AND NOT A SINGLE BUS CAME!!! SUPER UNUSUAL I-TELL-YOU 'coz bus 291 should come rather fast one lo. I told Richmond 'coz i was with him that's why whoever i called doesn't have the e-dictonary and that see... even the bus 291 take such an incredible long time to come... He was like telling me how come can sway so long one... HA HA HA!!! Yeah, i don't understand how come when the two of us are together, we are always so sway... We'll see how we can kick that swayness away, man.
So Richmond and i walked to the bus stop outside my block. I finally calmed down. Didn't send him to the bus stop though i wanted to, but he was very understanding... HA HA HA! And i ran back home to dig for the e-dictionary for Anna!!!!!!!!!! He told me THE MOMENT I WALKED OFF, BUS 291 CAME! FUNNY LAH... THE TWO OF US SERIOUSLY JINX OF EACH OTHER, MAN! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Sway to the max times max times max!
WENT BACK HOME AND FOUND THE E-DICTIONARY ON TOP OF THE SHOE BOX AFTER TURNING THE WHOLE STUDY UPSIDE DOWN!!!!!!!!! CHIONG-ED TO ANNA'S HOUSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TESTED THE E-DICTIONARY!!!!! The batteries inside melted... i was soooooooooooooo super scared the whole thing spoil lo...
Put the fresh batteries in and...................................... Anna's finger reached out for the ON button... *pressed* The screen came alive! JUMANI! IT CAN WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PHEEEEEEEEEWWWW!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! I WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOO BLOOOOODY HAPPY!!!!!!! THANKFUL, MAN!
Anna walked me down her house and we chatted downstairs. HAHAHAHA... hecks the lateness plus i'm suuuper used to going home late by myself. Know a bit here and there... MAN, I WANT THE SISTERS TO MEET UP ONE DAY AND JUST WELL... TALK THE DAY AWAY!!! It's how funny we don't meet up very often and we were very busy with our lives BUT when we finally meet up, we can talk, talk, talk! Endless topics to talk about... LOVE ANNA! LOVE CAMILIA! Okay, i've decided, CAMILIA AND I WILL BOMB ANNA'S HOUSE ONE DAY AND PARTY!!!!! HA HA HA!!! We can whip up a meal at her place, together with her mummy, then ya lo... HOW BLOOOODY NICE, RIGHT! HOHOHOHO!!!
WENT BACK HOME... Wah, super late. Hahaha... but i consider myself lucky 'coz i don't have to go Bedok (xin min's house) or Tanah Marah (vionna's house) to get the e-dictionary. SUPER THANKFUL! YEAH, I CAN FINALLY SLEEP PEACEFULLY TONIGHT... PHEW!
Yup, that's my blooooody CRAZY wednesday!
Friday
SUPERNOVA MEETING. MET LEOVINE! MET MY BROTHER! MET... CAMILIA! AND-AND! ALEZEC MADE A SURPRISE VISIT!
Before that, i went to Anna's house to collect the e-dictionary from her 'co my sister's friend needs it. WANTED TO TALK MORE BUT I GOT TO RUSH OFF... EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! I got that urge to go in her house and just talk lo. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! But i just have to make a wise choice lah... ANNA PASSED ME A PACKET OF FAMOUS AMOUS COOKIES!!! WOOOOOTS!!!!!! HER MUMMY BOUGHT IT FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BLOOOOOOOOOOOOOODY NICE OF HER!!!!!!
Okay, said bye bye and i rushed off to TECC. My brother was already there. I AM SOOOOOOOO SUPER SORRY FOR BEING LATE. Actually, everyone else was late. Started munching cookies away while we waited at the McDonald. CAMILIA AND I DEVOURED THE BIG PACKET OF COOKIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOTS!
All the freaking dilly dally, meeting started after 8.30pm. Aaaaaaaaaaaah! RIDICULOUS! LAST MINUTE PRINTING... THIS AND THAT... I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOO BLOOOOOOOOOOOOODY ANNOYED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DON'T LIKE IT WHEN I AM WASTING TIME AWAY, WAITING, WAITING, WAITING... NORMAL OUTING I CAN BEAR WITH IT. THIS IS MEETING LEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!!
WE ARE WASTING PEEPS PRECIOUS TIME... CHILL. I was looking forward to friday's meeting but in the end, i actually HATE it. Learnt a few things or two... yeah, i was happy with what Leovine has prepared and after that session, i've a list of goals in mind. I know where i am heading to... i've better directions... I understand what i want... LEOVINE ROCKS! And he always make me feel good about myself... at least, better. And you know it deeply he meant it from the bottom of his heart. It's seriously a comfort. That's why i like him.
And my brother rocks, too! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! I HAVE ALREADY SAID HE IS GOOD. I NEVER ASK HIM JOIN 'COZ HE IS MY BROTHER... I REALLY FIND HIM AWESOME THAT'S WHY I ASKED HIM TO JOIN. WHEN IT COMES TO SUPERNOVA, I DON'T TAKE THINGS IN A JOKING MANNER THOUGH I DO JOKE AT TIMES 'COZ WE CAN'T BE WORKING AT A SERIOUS ENVIRONMENT ALL THE TIME... EVERY CHOICE I MAKE HAS A REASON BEHIND.
O' and during programmes briefing... i suddenly realised we have five groups instead of four. Initially it was decided that the campers will be split into four groups, the last meeting (JUSTONE WEEK AGO ONLY OKAY). THEN, NOW! FIVE GROUPS, AGAIN! EVERYTIME CHANGE NEVER SAY ONE LOR! DAMN FU*KING IT! I AM SERIOUSLY FREAKING PISSED BUT I NEVER SHOW IT ON MY FACE... YES, I AM MENTIONING IT HERE! IF HE READS IT, HE KNOWS. IF NOT, I ALSO CAN'T BE BOTHERED. ROARRRRRRR!!! I AM NOT JOKING, MAN. I AM SERIOUSLY FREAKING PISSED.
I was greatly upset. Didn't show it on my face, though. Find myself rather good at acting... Or you can say i am always being able to put on a facade front, to laugh and joke like i always do, but deep inside i got millions and billions of bu-shuang-ness. I think i'm scary 'coz of this reason. Talked outside TECC and left with my brother after taking photos of ALEZEC! I'll post it up the next time bah...
Talked to my brother... YEAH! I LOVE TO TALK, A LOT, A LOT, A LOT! Obviously not those topics that turns me off lah... I LOVE TALKING TO MY BROTHER! He accompanied me to transfer the moolah to Leovine then i walked him to the bus stop to wait for Kenneth, his friend. Yes, i shall remember Kenneth 'coz he sent me back home. x)
Yup, yup, yup... i love my brother! HE ROCKS! That's why i decided to walk him to the bus stop so that we can talk more. I don't know leh... i think i was upset so i wanted to talk. Talking, even not about the stuffs that upset me, helps to cheer me up. IT REALLY DO!
And his friend, Kenneth, sent me home. Hahaha, bloooody nice guy! He was talking on the phone with his friend and he said, "wo xian zai song daniel de gan mei hui jia." WOOOOTS! I LIKE THAT WORD "MEI". I GOT A BROTHER! A BIG BROTHER! Well... you realised when i introduced peeps to my brother, i don't tell them he's my GOD brother. I tell them HE IS MY BROTHER. HAHAHAHAHA! Hecks... BROTHER! I LOVE MY BROTHER!
That's my blooooody friday. Don't know good or bad... argh.
I've been hanging out a lot with my brother and richmond recently. LOVE IT, MAN! Hahahaha... They are bloooooooooody nice peeps. LOVE THEM, LOVE THEM, LOVE THEM!
Au revoir!
Sayonara!
Ciao!
Both weishan and i admit that today, 1st November of 2008, AIN'T OUR DAY! It's a bloooody bad Saturday... I'm sooooooooo feeling flustered and every single body cell of mine is mourning and groaning. I'm not feeling very happy today, and i don't know the reason. How?
Well, yesterday i tried blogging but was too tired so halfway through i went to bed. I'll continue with whatever i've not talked about...
Haiz, i wish 28th November will come quickly and i'll just get it over and done with. After that, i'll just commit myself as a member, nothing else, even if i'm invited to join the next year's camp... i'll choose to stay on as the facilitator of a group. Alright, see how... Of all of a sudden, i'm quite turned off by having to organise events ya-know and... ya-know. Used to be able to bear with it but... Haha, maybe i'm enlightened.
I'll shift my focus to something else that will help me gain back my lost confidence. I've decided... Yeah, just let others take the lead. They will do a much better job than me... I'm sure it's a right move. I'm just so sure. Very sure.
Hasn't got the time to blog 'coz i was very busy with my school life and other commitments. I do think back of the past, try to recall what happened, finding a reason to stay on going... I-guess... yeah, it's time i move on, work hard for myself, my future and do what i think is right. Three years ago, ying ying was able to stand in front of the peeps, look right into their eyes, talk confidently in ease and comfort. I was able to convince, to persuade, and most importantly... to feel proud of what i've done.
Then, now, i question myself... have doubts... feel proud of what i've done? I've lost so much... so much so that i started asking if this is the right place for me after all... I'm going to seek for a place to get back what i've lost.
Alright, let me talk about something else. I need some cheering up.
Mmm, highlights of the week... My Wednesday and Friday!
Wednesday
Managed to go home early and spent three hours at home signing peeps up for Hey! Gorgeous! Stupid lah... shall not mention it already... i regretted my action. Initially, i just wanted to have some fun... i-guess i was too playful. Now, i'm feeling upset seeing my friends kena criticised by peeps. My bad lor... And peeps thought i post my own bloody photo up there... =.= If you think so then so be it lah. I'm so sick of explaining already. I shall not explain how my photos got posted up there... long story. *big sigh*
Haven't finish posting before i got to rush off to Gracia's house. Thought i'll continue the next day, then. Forget it, better not... Errr... Hahaha, we did target setting. After which, we talked throughout the lesson. Understand something... mmm. x)
HAHA! TOOK A CAB TO TECC 'COZ I WAS FREAKING LATE FOR MEETING... ERR... I DON'T HAVE A SINGLE BOOOOODY CENT WITH ME! Yeah, you know who paid for it lah... Haha... HAD DINNER AT GRACIA'S HOUSE BEFORE I REACH TECC WOR! AGAIN! LUCKY RIGHT! YUMMY! Got fish, got veggies, got egg and stewed pork! Blooooody yummy!
Weishan and richmond were waiting for me at the bus stop. ROARRRR!!! Ask them go in without me liao... SIT INSIDE THE ROOM AND WAIT FOR ME... i think they fail their English. SO, WE WERE LATE FOR MEETING! Anyhow, i like Sentosa Link meeting. It always so bloooooooody relaxed. I'm able to catch a breather, give constructive feedbacks... share without having to worry much. I can be as creative as i can be... I'm comfortable and i'm happy.
Happily made the gay-wei couple together... and pairing dear-dear yvonne with genius-generous richmond. I think... I think... Hahaha. I see weishan smiling and i see richmond smiling... Oops! Hahaha... weishan actually wanted the four of them to be together BUT wei... think leh. Go make new friends lah... and-and, the two of them need some time to know each other. *grin*
After meeting,Weishan and i chopped Richmond, again. Die... i just keep eating. Before we settle down, i went to withdraw cash to return Richmond mah (cab's fare) then dig, dig, dig for my atm card... CANNOT FIND! Thought i lost my atm card... see me jump singapore river if i do. There's this weird uncle who started talking to us after he noticed me frantically digging for my atm card... And he can't stop talking to us... Mmmm... is he normal? Or he just needs someone to talk to lah...
FOUND IT! HAH... LUCKY! It was inside some compartments of my purse... Yeah, Richmond said 'coz there are too may compartments. And Weishan said the compartments are used to put useless stuffs. =.= I like leh... I am always carrying photos of my friends and family around. I like... Bleah! It's bloooody useful, can! Especially when i'm lonely and upset, i can always look at the photos, feel a little warmth and ease the sorrow within myself. Okay, nonsense you-might-think.
Sat on the same table (weishan knows). Ate $5 rojak, $3 chai tao kway and SUGARCANE JUICE! I love it! Rojak tasted so blooooody nice. Chao Tao Kway sucks... 'coz this weishan wanted PLAIN, CHILLI-LESS CHAI TAO KWAY! Ew! I don't like it at all and you can see bits of chai tao kway on the table 'coz they just slipped off from the fork you-see... I dropped the biggest piece, man... 'coz i retarded-ly use the rojak stick. Lazy to change to fork... Oooooo... i really love rojak... bloooooody tasty. That was the 5th meal i've eaten for the day.
THANKS RICHMOND! He was still smiling after treating us leh... blooooody generous. He did joke about burning a hole on his already-burnt pocket. Eh seriously, we're taking his pocket for granted. HAHAHAHAHA!!!
Stupid weishan wanted to trick me... bleah... She can't. Checked my mobile, my sister called and remembered Anna has A level Mother Paper tomorrow and i am suppose to pass her the e-dictionary! Called back my sister and she told me she needs it! SHIT! (Oops, i forgot if my sister called or i called her...)
Called Anna to tell her the SUPER BAD NEWS. I WAS SUUUUUUPER GUILTY. Tell her i'll try to get her an e-dictionary from my other friends.
Loads of complication... and i started calling peeps up, asking for e-dictonary. URGENT! PANICK! PANICK! PANICK! ALL DA PEEPS EITHER LEND TO OTHER PEEPS LIAO... OR SPOILT! Walked weishan and richmond to bus stop and waited for the bus with them... while i continue to make tonnes of calls asking for e-dictionary! I was soooooooooooo talking to myself... 'coz i was soooooooooo freaking worried for her lah!
And i remembered richmond asking weishan if i am always like that... DID WEISHAN SAY YES? I THINK SHE DID. Let me explain... i only do that when i'm in deep shit and panicking away. I think most peeps do that, too. If i talk to myself all the times... then send me to mental hospital 'coz only peeps who suffered from mental breakdown (LONG TERM ONE) do that. MINE IS SHORT TERM... Meaning at that point of time, due to some special reasons. HAHAHAHAHA!
BACK TO ANNA E-DICTIONARY! This Anna can still say "Nevermind, nevermind..." A LEVEL HOW CAN NEVERMIND!!!!!!!! SHE DOESN'T MIND, I MIND! AND I MIND LOADS! HAIYO... And i've promised her i'll lend her the e-dictionary! DIE ALSO MUST GET HER ONE! A LEVEL MOTHER TONGUE LEH!!!! IF SHE NEVER DO WELL, IT WILL ALL BE MY FAULT 'COZ SHE DOESN'T HAVE AN E-DICTIONARY DUE TO HER BLOOODY FRIEND, ME, WHO HAS NOT BEEN ABLE TO LEND HER E-DICT AFTER PROMISING HER I CAN! I AM NOOOOOOOOT GOING TO LIVE MY LIFE IN GUILT, MAN!
Got weishan and Richmond to stay with me to collect the e-dictionary from Kelvinong while they waited for their buses to come. Saw the e-dictionary... Apparantly, it's not the one that can be used in examination! SHOCKED. I AM SOOOOOO DOOOMED! PANICKED, PANICKED, PANICKED... busy calling out. Weishan left 'coz her bus came... waved goodbye to her while i dialled the numbers... I was like an ant on a hot plate (or wok?). My mind was super chaotic, man! You see something bouncing off everywhere in great lightning speed... FLUSTERED!
Don't wish to break my promise and i don't wish Anna to go to the exam hall without a dictionary 'coz of me! A LEVEL MOTHER TONGUE LEH! If i were her, i would be on the verge of crying, man! That's why i told myself i die-die also will get one for her. SHE IS SOOOOOOOOOO NOT GOING TO FEEL HELPLESS. I WILL GET ONE E-DICTIONARY FOR HER! ARGH!
Ended my call with Anna telling her i'll call her back in a while... Then, i realised Richmond was still beside me! HA HA HA! This guy damn funny! Remembered i mentioned that i told weishan and Richmond to keep me accompanied while waiting for the e-dictionary? He really stayed, and stayed even after i got the not-certified-for-exam e-dictionary! Damn shock to see him around... asked him how come so long his bus hasn't come and blah, blah, blah we decided to walk to 291 bus stop instead. Man, at least i got him to accompany me...
So..................... i continued to talk to myself while i dialled numbers of my friends while we walk to another bus stop. XIN MIN LENT TO HE BROTHER. ZHANG YUN NEVER PICK UP. WHO ELSE?!?!!?! Richmond was laughing 'coz i really look like a lunatic... and i agree, man. Can't be bothered lo... i was sooooo blooooody ganjiong. There must be a way... There must be a way... There can't be no way to get an e-dictionary...
Sat down again at the bus stop and i was still calling out till there was no numbers for me to call. SUPPPPPER HELPLESS!!!! And i was whining... and mummbling nonsense. Things like whether i can buy one (AT THAT KIND OF BLOOOOODY HOUR), how come richmond isn't same age as me (then he will have the e-dictionary), blah, blah, blah... We waited at the 201 bus stop for damn long lah! While waiting for the bus, i decided to make a choice. To sacrifice my sister? To sacrifice Anna? And after weighing and consulting Richmond's opinion, i have this conclusion: E-DICTIONARY TO ANNA 'coz my sister can use traditional dictionary while Anna only left one choice which is the e-dictionary. BUT there's a problem! My sister can't find her e-dictionary!
Called and wanted to ask my sister whether she managed to dig out the bloooody e-dictionary and found out that it was her friend who needs the e-dictionary and not her! Walao... i am seriously stupid to have made such a big mistake. Told her about my situation and she said i just have to go home and dig it myself lo. AND YES I SAID YES! Woooots! That's the only hope i've left so i am not going to give up till i find the e-dictionary!
Bus 291 was ssuuuuuuuuuuuuuupper looooooooooooooooooooooooonggg!!! WE WAITED DAMN LONG AND NOT A SINGLE BUS CAME!!! SUPER UNUSUAL I-TELL-YOU 'coz bus 291 should come rather fast one lo. I told Richmond 'coz i was with him that's why whoever i called doesn't have the e-dictonary and that see... even the bus 291 take such an incredible long time to come... He was like telling me how come can sway so long one... HA HA HA!!! Yeah, i don't understand how come when the two of us are together, we are always so sway... We'll see how we can kick that swayness away, man.
So Richmond and i walked to the bus stop outside my block. I finally calmed down. Didn't send him to the bus stop though i wanted to, but he was very understanding... HA HA HA! And i ran back home to dig for the e-dictionary for Anna!!!!!!!!!! He told me THE MOMENT I WALKED OFF, BUS 291 CAME! FUNNY LAH... THE TWO OF US SERIOUSLY JINX OF EACH OTHER, MAN! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Sway to the max times max times max!
WENT BACK HOME AND FOUND THE E-DICTIONARY ON TOP OF THE SHOE BOX AFTER TURNING THE WHOLE STUDY UPSIDE DOWN!!!!!!!!! CHIONG-ED TO ANNA'S HOUSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TESTED THE E-DICTIONARY!!!!! The batteries inside melted... i was soooooooooooooo super scared the whole thing spoil lo...
Put the fresh batteries in and...................................... Anna's finger reached out for the ON button... *pressed* The screen came alive! JUMANI! IT CAN WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PHEEEEEEEEEWWWW!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! I WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOO BLOOOOODY HAPPY!!!!!!! THANKFUL, MAN!
Anna walked me down her house and we chatted downstairs. HAHAHAHA... hecks the lateness plus i'm suuuper used to going home late by myself. Know a bit here and there... MAN, I WANT THE SISTERS TO MEET UP ONE DAY AND JUST WELL... TALK THE DAY AWAY!!! It's how funny we don't meet up very often and we were very busy with our lives BUT when we finally meet up, we can talk, talk, talk! Endless topics to talk about... LOVE ANNA! LOVE CAMILIA! Okay, i've decided, CAMILIA AND I WILL BOMB ANNA'S HOUSE ONE DAY AND PARTY!!!!! HA HA HA!!! We can whip up a meal at her place, together with her mummy, then ya lo... HOW BLOOOODY NICE, RIGHT! HOHOHOHO!!!
WENT BACK HOME... Wah, super late. Hahaha... but i consider myself lucky 'coz i don't have to go Bedok (xin min's house) or Tanah Marah (vionna's house) to get the e-dictionary. SUPER THANKFUL! YEAH, I CAN FINALLY SLEEP PEACEFULLY TONIGHT... PHEW!
Yup, that's my blooooody CRAZY wednesday!
Friday
SUPERNOVA MEETING. MET LEOVINE! MET MY BROTHER! MET... CAMILIA! AND-AND! ALEZEC MADE A SURPRISE VISIT!
Before that, i went to Anna's house to collect the e-dictionary from her 'co my sister's friend needs it. WANTED TO TALK MORE BUT I GOT TO RUSH OFF... EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! I got that urge to go in her house and just talk lo. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! But i just have to make a wise choice lah... ANNA PASSED ME A PACKET OF FAMOUS AMOUS COOKIES!!! WOOOOOTS!!!!!! HER MUMMY BOUGHT IT FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BLOOOOOOOOOOOOOODY NICE OF HER!!!!!!
Okay, said bye bye and i rushed off to TECC. My brother was already there. I AM SOOOOOOOO SUPER SORRY FOR BEING LATE. Actually, everyone else was late. Started munching cookies away while we waited at the McDonald. CAMILIA AND I DEVOURED THE BIG PACKET OF COOKIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOTS!
All the freaking dilly dally, meeting started after 8.30pm. Aaaaaaaaaaaah! RIDICULOUS! LAST MINUTE PRINTING... THIS AND THAT... I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOO BLOOOOOOOOOOOOODY ANNOYED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DON'T LIKE IT WHEN I AM WASTING TIME AWAY, WAITING, WAITING, WAITING... NORMAL OUTING I CAN BEAR WITH IT. THIS IS MEETING LEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!!
WE ARE WASTING PEEPS PRECIOUS TIME... CHILL. I was looking forward to friday's meeting but in the end, i actually HATE it. Learnt a few things or two... yeah, i was happy with what Leovine has prepared and after that session, i've a list of goals in mind. I know where i am heading to... i've better directions... I understand what i want... LEOVINE ROCKS! And he always make me feel good about myself... at least, better. And you know it deeply he meant it from the bottom of his heart. It's seriously a comfort. That's why i like him.
And my brother rocks, too! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! I HAVE ALREADY SAID HE IS GOOD. I NEVER ASK HIM JOIN 'COZ HE IS MY BROTHER... I REALLY FIND HIM AWESOME THAT'S WHY I ASKED HIM TO JOIN. WHEN IT COMES TO SUPERNOVA, I DON'T TAKE THINGS IN A JOKING MANNER THOUGH I DO JOKE AT TIMES 'COZ WE CAN'T BE WORKING AT A SERIOUS ENVIRONMENT ALL THE TIME... EVERY CHOICE I MAKE HAS A REASON BEHIND.
O' and during programmes briefing... i suddenly realised we have five groups instead of four. Initially it was decided that the campers will be split into four groups, the last meeting (JUSTONE WEEK AGO ONLY OKAY). THEN, NOW! FIVE GROUPS, AGAIN! EVERYTIME CHANGE NEVER SAY ONE LOR! DAMN FU*KING IT! I AM SERIOUSLY FREAKING PISSED BUT I NEVER SHOW IT ON MY FACE... YES, I AM MENTIONING IT HERE! IF HE READS IT, HE KNOWS. IF NOT, I ALSO CAN'T BE BOTHERED. ROARRRRRRR!!! I AM NOT JOKING, MAN. I AM SERIOUSLY FREAKING PISSED.
I was greatly upset. Didn't show it on my face, though. Find myself rather good at acting... Or you can say i am always being able to put on a facade front, to laugh and joke like i always do, but deep inside i got millions and billions of bu-shuang-ness. I think i'm scary 'coz of this reason. Talked outside TECC and left with my brother after taking photos of ALEZEC! I'll post it up the next time bah...
Talked to my brother... YEAH! I LOVE TO TALK, A LOT, A LOT, A LOT! Obviously not those topics that turns me off lah... I LOVE TALKING TO MY BROTHER! He accompanied me to transfer the moolah to Leovine then i walked him to the bus stop to wait for Kenneth, his friend. Yes, i shall remember Kenneth 'coz he sent me back home. x)
Yup, yup, yup... i love my brother! HE ROCKS! That's why i decided to walk him to the bus stop so that we can talk more. I don't know leh... i think i was upset so i wanted to talk. Talking, even not about the stuffs that upset me, helps to cheer me up. IT REALLY DO!
And his friend, Kenneth, sent me home. Hahaha, bloooody nice guy! He was talking on the phone with his friend and he said, "wo xian zai song daniel de gan mei hui jia." WOOOOTS! I LIKE THAT WORD "MEI". I GOT A BROTHER! A BIG BROTHER! Well... you realised when i introduced peeps to my brother, i don't tell them he's my GOD brother. I tell them HE IS MY BROTHER. HAHAHAHAHA! Hecks... BROTHER! I LOVE MY BROTHER!
That's my blooooody friday. Don't know good or bad... argh.
I've been hanging out a lot with my brother and richmond recently. LOVE IT, MAN! Hahahaha... They are bloooooooooody nice peeps. LOVE THEM, LOVE THEM, LOVE THEM!
Au revoir!
Sayonara!
Ciao!
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