Mentally disturbed.

This is shit... hahaha... i'm feeling extremely fan now. Kind of lost... and a sudden BIG knock on my head, making me realise i'm actually an ultimate failure who appears to be "FRIENDLY" but apparantly, not. Failed as a friend for being bad at understanding. Failed as a friend for being good at misunderstanding. Argh, see i'm sooooooooooo rojak now.

I kind of felt friend-less now. You may kind of disagree with me but close your eyes, use your heart... seek for the one... really, really go think about it... do you even see my shadow? Something is missing that makes me feel so lost and troubled.

I know i need a breather... i seriously need. And breathing in and out hard and deep ain't seemed helpful at all. I did that hundred thousand times already! Still feeling so ever stuffy in my chest and the foolish organ pumping inside ain't feeling consistent at all... everything feels so... OUT OF PLACE! Sports is the thing to make me breath like a human, again, man! I got this feeling it is... the badminton and table tennis games yesterday were just not enough... i need more!

Peep whom i wish to come to my rescue... to give me an even HEAVIER knock on my head and knock me out, totally... *shake head* I'm down, but i don't wish to bring moods of peeps around me down as well... so cheer up, dude! I'll go even blue-er if you're feeling blue thanks to me...

So in order to make my already-blue-soul feel slightly better, just read, understand, close this window, don't go think about it and show me a super bright smiley face when you see me! Don't feel down 'coz of me if you want me to feel better, man!

Yeah, weishan says she's selfish... i'm selfish, too. I want to be happy and to make me feel happy, you guys have to show me that you are happy! So die-die also show me that you're happy.

Sayonara!

Ciao!