I AM SICK OF SUPERNOVA!

I'm NOT ONLY telling campers about this... BUT ALSO TO ALL SUPERNOVA FACILITATORS, PROGRAMME WARRIORS, WELFARE TEAM, LOGISTIC TEAM, EVERYONE IN SUPERNOVA!!!

Gave up going my otc outing to organise this freak supernova outing that everyone last minute sms me that they can't make it... i'm really giving up on this, man. Freaking disappointed... Don't feel that they put in effort to come to stay together. I gave up...

My sacrifice feels so not worth. At least otc everyone makes an effort to make themselves available... We have more peeps compared to supernova leh... Why is this happening, man?

I start to question if i've committed myself to the wrong group of people all these while...

I'm grateful to those who at least make an effort to reply. But again, to some, ask yourself if you've put in enough effort to keep supernova together. I understand there are things in life you need to prioritise but if this outing is outing of another group of friends, would you have make yourself available?

Nevertheless, i'm still going. Yeah, even if there's only me 'coz i'm the one who organise this. regretted organising. REALLY REGRETTED. And after today, i ain't going to organise anymore supernova outing. I officially declare that i GAVE UP. Don't comfort me... 'coz i don't need any. I just need to feel that everyone feels a part of this family and is sacrificing to stay together...

Or maybe you don't have to, 'coz i no longer wants to sacrifice my time and effort on this. I've came to realise i've committed to the wrong group of people. Sorry to say that... i really give up.

Especially to those who made an effort to meet for the outing, i sincerely thank you. And i'm sorry to tell them that after today, you just won't see me anymore.

Goodbye.

P.S. You never know how big i've sacrificed to make myself available today. Missing out otc outing is seriously a GREAT, GREAT, HUMONGOUS SACRIFICE. (Note: i don't used to find it a sacrifice when it comes to things about supernova... BUT NOW I DO) And i quarrelled with my mummy 'coz i insisted to go out today. I've always been neglecting my family for my friends and other commitments. Yeah, what a big sacrifice. Telling you guys not because i want to show how noble or whatever i am... i just wanted everyone to know that there's something each of us can do to stay together and are you putting in just enough effort?