I see u ard!

Wooots!

Will be away for some GLs Camp... So many things yet to be done but i'm sure this camp will be rather rewarding for me. Joe has given me such a great encouragement. Such a pity he ain't got the chance to join us... he will make a perfect GL, man... Alright, jia you, jia you! Just be myself and everything will be alright!

Have been rather demoralised in some ways and losing self-confidence bits-by-bits. I really need to toughen myself... That's why i thought of attaining my degree overseas. Hahaha, which country? Australia! Which part of Australia? (cedrick wil be familiar with this...) Melbourne! What till i check out the courses over there... everything's not finalised yet ya-know. Just felt it's going to be a great exposure and i'll come back a better person. x)

I've kind of messed up my entire holiday... I think i've tried too hard being the person i would like to be... and... backfired... Almost sunk into depression (just kidding! haha!). Past few days had been a sheer torture. I've made so many promises and have not been able to fulfil them... felt so guilty to the extent of dreaming about them. HA HA!!! Mad lah... I need some kind of meditating i-guess.

Mmm, yeah just finished watching In Her Shoes as well... Compared to the big sister... man, i'm seriously nothing. Mmmm, i'll seriously learn to be more BIG-HEARTED. Time to rack the rusty brain and think about my future... I'm no longer a kid. I'm 17 this year. (what's with all that... Hahaha...)

Sayonara!

Ciao!

P.S. "in thee do i put my trust..." (love is seriously a noble thing) I want to love my family more... a lot a lot more! x)