Lending can be a kind act... BUT... WHO CARES!!!

ROARRRRRRRR!!! Today's not my day! Damn want to spit fire! T.T

I don't think i mention about my camera which has been badly damaged since my sister came back from Australia with it. It looks like a blooody old camera that has been dropped don't know how many times... with so many scratches and even the one of the two memory cards i gave her spoilt. Then, now i'm anticipating the same thing happening to my keyboard.

Though i don't use my keyboard often, i keep it very, very freaking bloody well and yesterday she needs it SO I KINDL LENDED IT TO HER AND SHE JUST PUT IT UNDER THE FREAKING BED WITHOUT ANY CUSHION OR ANYTHING after using it! I told her to put it back nicely she said okay, okay but after one day IT IS STILL THERE! *BOILS*

AND SOMEONE CAN JUST ACCIDENTALLY STEPPED ON MY KEYBOARD AN FLATTENED IT LAH! AND YESTERDAY SHE JUST LEFT IT IN THE OPEN AND LET MY BROTHER'S DIRTY FINGERS (OILY AND SALTY FINGERS) TOUCHED IT AFTER HE ATE SOME SEAWEEDS!!!!!!!!!

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YOU DON'T KNOW HOW BLOOOOOOOOODY UPSET I AM WHEN I SAW THAT WITH MY OWN EYES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SCREAMED AT HIM AND SERIOUSLY IF I WERE BESIDE HIM, I WILL GIVE HIMONE TIGHT SLAP ON HIS FACE AND MAKE SURE HE FLIES FOR TOUCHING MY KEYBOARD WITH HIS DIRTY FINGERS!!!!!!!!!

So many more incidents that happened not only to my keyboard and camera... but-but i shall not mention it... T.T

I don't understand how come she can do this to me lor... SHE IS NOT A BIT GUILTY. Camera might not be my most favourite thing but... it contains memory that i... that's why though i lost the pouch, i still keep it well in another carrier THEN I LENT IT TO HER AND SHE DID THAT TO MY CAMERA! No one knows how blooody upset i was... i sounded more pissed when i learnt about it and i sort of quickly got over it but it still hurts me loads, can. AND SHE CAN STILL DENY SHE AIN'T THE CULPRIT! WHO ELSE COULD IT BE... GHOST AR!? DAMN IT... okay, so i grumbled and grumbled and whined and whined for the whole day and managed to get over it...

I even swore i won't lend her anything lor. And now, i lent her my keyboard which is something i seriously value MUCH MUCH MORE THAN MY CAMERA 'coz she needs it for her performance. AND SHE IS NOT TAKING CARE OF IT AGAIN... and when i sort of reminded her to keep it... she just said, "OKAY, OKAY..................." with that freaking blooody BU SHUANG TO THE MAX tone. I SHOULD BE THE BU SHUANG ONE, CAN!

Tell me... i should be selfish for once! Hate peeps whom don't treasure the things peeps lend them... i ain't someone like that. I don't understand seriously... i don't need peeps to appreciate me lending them stuffs, JUST TAKE GOOD CARE OF IT LAH! I AM LENDING HER SOMETHING I TREASURE SO MUCH SO MUCH! I entrusted her with something i treasure SO MUCH SO MUCH! I just don't want her to feel helpless when she needed help... and tell me what have i deserve to get back a badly sratched camera and a GOING-TO-BE spoilt keyboard??!?!?

If i don't see my keyboard properly kept by tonight, i'll keep it and NOT GOING TO LEND HER ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!! After this keyboard thing, I... WILL BE SELFISH! SELFISH!!!!! SELFISH!!!!!!!Rather be a fishmonger than to cry over items that has been damaged after lending 'coz blame also blame yourself for lending them stuffs, right! RIGHT!!?? RIGHT?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!? Lend peeps stuffs peeps still hurt you by saying all these... Hate it... HAO XIN MEI HAO BAO!

BAO-ED!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

P.S. EVEN THE BLOOODY POP-UPS BULLY ME! STUPID FEAKING VIRUS ADVERTISEMENT... IT IS THE FREAKING VIRUS ITSELF, CAN! SO BLOODY ANNOYING... THE MORE IT ANNOYS ME, THE MORE I WON'T SUPPORT IT!!!!