Photos and... OTCW reflection?
Thought of clearing photos in my camera and... here they are!
Some were taken during the camp, some were taken on ANNA'S BIRTHDAY!!!
The programme warriors snoring away... x)
A blur one... Ho-hum.
Gao Yang... Zzzz. (FUNNY HOR! HEHEHE...)
JIA JIN... HA HA HA HA!!! Weird way of sleeping...
The one on the left is GAO YANG and the one on the right is DANIEL!
He doesn't even realise me snapping him.
WAH THIS IS HILARIOUS LOR!!! HA HA HA HA!!! BET HE IS GOING TO KILL ME IF HE SEES THIS HERE... BUT................................... HECKS FIRST... =x
My favourite angle of snapping photos... HO HO HO!!!
DOM-BA-LAKE view.
Birdeye's view?
I FOUND THIS FREAKING BIRD LYING OUTSIDE MY NEIGHBOUR'S HOUSE.
There... and i was wondering if it's a live one??? LOOKS FREAKING REAL!
ANNA AND HER NEW DRESS!!! x)
Camilia and ANNA, the birthday girl!
YING YING AND ANNA, THE BIRTHDAY GIRL!!!
Yup, celebrated Anna's birthday one day in advance 'coz i won't be free on her birthday itself. Spent the afternoon out with camilia hunting the freaking present... O' My God, i swear i was damn satisfied with whatever we've bought! SEE FIT HER SO NICELY!!! Reliez, reliez look damn nice on her. I'm missing secondary school life miserably... I miss the good old times... I miss everyone...
Hi peeps!
The path of life has been rather rocky for me especially today. Hahaha, such a great time to do the RELIEZ's sad cheer which goes like this:
You cut me open (silent: and i)keep bleeding,keep, keep bleedinglove~
Came back from this camp that i never once remember the NAME of it. After the whole thing ended, i came to realise that it's called OTCW. It's a training camp for GLs (group leaders) to learn more about FOC (freshman orientation camp), bond with peeps of their empires (this year or the year after this we have RINKU, NEXO, HOLQA, ZETTEN AND-AND RELIEZ), run-through the programmes and ask for feedbacks. It's also part of the selection phase of GLs.
Honestly speaking, i went with the heart to learn and to know more peeps. Having fun, too, of course! It wasn't exactly pleasant initially 'coz i reliez struggled to get out of that freaking comfort zone of mine. I ain't a natural-born leader... not someone who initiates, encourages and supports. Well, i do... but only to group of friends i'm reliez, reliez close to, who holds so much significance to me. I'm merely someone who knows how to go mad and crazy with the empire.
Hesitated to step out to take the lead 'coz i was kind of "intimidated" by peeps who already attended OTCW many, many times and peeps who have the ability to "crash" into a group of strangers. At the same time, find it pretty weird to stand out and lead... i felt that it was a plain attention-seeking role and "ACTION" role in a way that peeps taking the lead were so competitive and all out to impress peeps so that they won't get kick out of the OTCW.
I was being too self-conscious in front of a group of strangers. Tried to open up a bit and took initiative to talk to peeps but i just don't feel comfortable in my empire at all... I don't-know-why have this feeling that peeps think that whatever i'm doing have a motive behind. It was reliez, reliez awkward.
Anyhow, this camp was a totally brand new experience for me. I've told Cassandra, the biggest PLUS point of this whole OTCW and FOC is also the biggest MINUS point. The empire is so big, it takes so much effort to forge the bonds between one another. However, as the empire is so freaking big, peeps can feel the impact and power and enjoy sharing a common vision with a big group of peeps.
Just imagine it's not only ten over peeps sharing on common vision but hundred of us... that kind of feeling is just amazing. I felt that kind of touch that i always had listening to some of the songs by the peace-earth-children loving, Michael Jackson. Hahaha, maybe you guys won't understand...
Anyway, RELIEZ IS MY EMPIRE. We managed to grab number in position after three days of hardwork! Just to let you guys know that we were in the 4th position for first and second day! Hahaha... Everyone of us thought we were going to get 5th in position when they were announcing the result and when we heard ONE, we just went freakingly insane!!! Some of us cried, sheding tears of joy, others just crazily jumping away...
The bond as an empire is there, but i don't feel the bond between peeps lah. Well, miracles don't just happen in three days. And i just have to try harder. What's more when i already have a very close group of friends occupying my life and they will forever be... so reliez and myself just have to try harder to squeeze reliez mates into my heart, my heart, my heart, my heart! Hahaha, reminded me of a reliez cheer which goes like this:
RELEZ! (get everyone's attention first...)IS IT REAL?ISRAEL?Middle East?Camels?GOO-LU GOO-LU GOO-LU GOO-LU GOO-LU (action: riding)My humps, my humps, my humps, my humps (action: TOO OBSCENE TO BE REVEALED)
Anyhow, Reliez felt intimidated by other empires ('coz they cheered so loud!!!) for the first two days BUT on the third day, we cheered so loud the whole day, others felt intimidated by us AND-AND we were totally in our own RELIEZ world... no matter how loud and long other empires cheered... we can just sit down there, listen or stone, and yet don't feel offended in any ways... after they finished cheering, we just go: 4,5,6 GOOD JOB! HAHAHAHAHA!!!
I do love Reliez and i believe i won't be able to meet such great empire mates if i were at other empires. However, my dear-dear Zodiac and SuperNova, STILL LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS!!!
I learnt a lot through this camp. If SuperNova camp has made me realised i can be a leader and what leaders should do, OTCW has made me TRY being a leader (doing what leaders do). Not saying that i ain't doing what leaders should do during SuperNova Camp... The situation i was in was totally different that of SuperNova as the peeps around me for OTCW were total strangers to me at the beginning.
Okay, must thank the people who have encouraged me and supported me the past three days. Ling Yu, Errick, Yingen, Shawn, and the WHOLE OF RELIEZ... if not for their support, i wouldn't have taken out the courage to step out to lead and voice out my views. If not for their support, i wouldn't know what i can do. If not for their support, i wouldn't have the confidence (THOUGH I AM STILL BUILDING IT... YA-KNOW)
ALRIGHT, THAT'S ALL FOR THE CAMP... I might have more to add lah but in the future. x)
Back to present... I'm actually pretty down today as mentioned earlier. Quite a number of things happened today so i didn't go CC to help yinghui out. Just got this urge to sing "HAD A BAD DAY"...
I am having a reliez hard time learning to be a better daughter, a better sister, a better grand daughter, a better cousin, a better niece, a better friend, a better student, a better tutor, a better senior, a better leader, a better GL, a better self. Everyone of us plays many, many different roles in life and it's up to us to make the best out of ourselves and juggle between all these roles.
First time in my life, i felt that i face role conflict. A mega one... Thanks to what? Thanks to all my nonsense... Maybe that's part of becoming a better me... part of my life mission... bringing friends together... I do like it when all my friends know one another... i love it, reliez, reliez do... Just that... aiyah, don't know how to explain. Actually, talking ain't making any sense to me at the moment... felt like doing another RELIEZ CHEER and it goes like this:
Initiater: RELIEZ, OI!!!RELIEZ: HAR???Initiater: RELIEZ, OI!!!RELIEZ: UPPER SHIOL (some malay language...)Initiater: RELIEZ, OI!!!RELIEZ: AIYAH, DON'T KNOW LAH!!!
Hoho, i just need a message to cheer me up! Hahaha... damn retarded me. But well... CAN'T BE BOTHERED! HEHEHEHEHEHE... *SMILE TILL CHEEKS ACHE* x)
Sayonara!
Ciao!
Thought of clearing photos in my camera and... here they are!
Some were taken during the camp, some were taken on ANNA'S BIRTHDAY!!!
The programme warriors snoring away... x)
A blur one... Ho-hum.
Gao Yang... Zzzz. (FUNNY HOR! HEHEHE...)
JIA JIN... HA HA HA HA!!! Weird way of sleeping...
The one on the left is GAO YANG and the one on the right is DANIEL!
He doesn't even realise me snapping him.
WAH THIS IS HILARIOUS LOR!!! HA HA HA HA!!! BET HE IS GOING TO KILL ME IF HE SEES THIS HERE... BUT................................... HECKS FIRST... =x
My favourite angle of snapping photos... HO HO HO!!!
DOM-BA-LAKE view.
Birdeye's view?
I FOUND THIS FREAKING BIRD LYING OUTSIDE MY NEIGHBOUR'S HOUSE.
There... and i was wondering if it's a live one??? LOOKS FREAKING REAL!
ANNA AND HER NEW DRESS!!! x)
Camilia and ANNA, the birthday girl!
YING YING AND ANNA, THE BIRTHDAY GIRL!!!Yup, celebrated Anna's birthday one day in advance 'coz i won't be free on her birthday itself. Spent the afternoon out with camilia hunting the freaking present... O' My God, i swear i was damn satisfied with whatever we've bought! SEE FIT HER SO NICELY!!! Reliez, reliez look damn nice on her. I'm missing secondary school life miserably... I miss the good old times... I miss everyone...
The path of life has been rather rocky for me especially today. Hahaha, such a great time to do the RELIEZ's sad cheer which goes like this:
You cut me open (silent: and i)
Honestly speaking, i went with the heart to learn and to know more peeps. Having fun, too, of course! It wasn't exactly pleasant initially 'coz i reliez struggled to get out of that freaking comfort zone of mine. I ain't a natural-born leader... not someone who initiates, encourages and supports. Well, i do... but only to group of friends i'm reliez, reliez close to, who holds so much significance to me. I'm merely someone who knows how to go mad and crazy with the empire.
Anyhow, Reliez felt intimidated by other empires ('coz they cheered so loud!!!) for the first two days BUT on the third day, we cheered so loud the whole day, others felt intimidated by us AND-AND we were totally in our own RELIEZ world... no matter how loud and long other empires cheered... we can just sit down there, listen or stone, and yet don't feel offended in any ways... after they finished cheering, we just go: 4,5,6 GOOD JOB! HAHAHAHAHA!!!
First time in my life, i felt that i face role conflict. A mega one... Thanks to what? Thanks to all my nonsense... Maybe that's part of becoming a better me... part of my life mission... bringing friends together... I do like it when all my friends know one another... i love it, reliez, reliez do... Just that... aiyah, don't know how to explain. Actually, talking ain't making any sense to me at the moment... felt like doing another RELIEZ CHEER and it goes like this:
Hoho, i just need a message to cheer me up! Hahaha... damn retarded me. But well... CAN'T BE BOTHERED! HEHEHEHEHEHE... *SMILE TILL CHEEKS ACHE* x)
Sayonara!
Ciao!
Hi peeps!
The path of life has been rather rocky for me especially today. Hahaha, such a great time to do the RELIEZ's sad cheer which goes like this:
You cut me open (silent: and i)
keep bleeding,
keep, keep bleeding
love~
Came back from this camp that i never once remember the NAME of it. After the whole thing ended, i came to realise that it's called OTCW. It's a training camp for GLs (group leaders) to learn more about FOC (freshman orientation camp), bond with peeps of their empires (this year or the year after this we have RINKU, NEXO, HOLQA, ZETTEN AND-AND RELIEZ), run-through the programmes and ask for feedbacks. It's also part of the selection phase of GLs.
Honestly speaking, i went with the heart to learn and to know more peeps. Having fun, too, of course! It wasn't exactly pleasant initially 'coz i reliez struggled to get out of that freaking comfort zone of mine. I ain't a natural-born leader... not someone who initiates, encourages and supports. Well, i do... but only to group of friends i'm reliez, reliez close to, who holds so much significance to me. I'm merely someone who knows how to go mad and crazy with the empire.
Hesitated to step out to take the lead 'coz i was kind of "intimidated" by peeps who already attended OTCW many, many times and peeps who have the ability to "crash" into a group of strangers. At the same time, find it pretty weird to stand out and lead... i felt that it was a plain attention-seeking role and "ACTION" role in a way that peeps taking the lead were so competitive and all out to impress peeps so that they won't get kick out of the OTCW.
I was being too self-conscious in front of a group of strangers. Tried to open up a bit and took initiative to talk to peeps but i just don't feel comfortable in my empire at all... I don't-know-why have this feeling that peeps think that whatever i'm doing have a motive behind. It was reliez, reliez awkward.
Anyhow, this camp was a totally brand new experience for me. I've told Cassandra, the biggest PLUS point of this whole OTCW and FOC is also the biggest MINUS point. The empire is so big, it takes so much effort to forge the bonds between one another. However, as the empire is so freaking big, peeps can feel the impact and power and enjoy sharing a common vision with a big group of peeps.
Just imagine it's not only ten over peeps sharing on common vision but hundred of us... that kind of feeling is just amazing. I felt that kind of touch that i always had listening to some of the songs by the peace-earth-children loving, Michael Jackson. Hahaha, maybe you guys won't understand...
Anyway, RELIEZ IS MY EMPIRE. We managed to grab number in position after three days of hardwork! Just to let you guys know that we were in the 4th position for first and second day! Hahaha... Everyone of us thought we were going to get 5th in position when they were announcing the result and when we heard ONE, we just went freakingly insane!!! Some of us cried, sheding tears of joy, others just crazily jumping away...
The bond as an empire is there, but i don't feel the bond between peeps lah. Well, miracles don't just happen in three days. And i just have to try harder. What's more when i already have a very close group of friends occupying my life and they will forever be... so reliez and myself just have to try harder to squeeze reliez mates into my heart, my heart, my heart, my heart! Hahaha, reminded me of a reliez cheer which goes like this:
RELEZ! (get everyone's attention first...)
IS IT REAL?
ISRAEL?
Middle East?
Camels?
GOO-LU GOO-LU GOO-LU GOO-LU GOO-LU (action: riding)
My humps, my humps, my humps, my humps (action: TOO OBSCENE TO BE REVEALED)
Anyhow, Reliez felt intimidated by other empires ('coz they cheered so loud!!!) for the first two days BUT on the third day, we cheered so loud the whole day, others felt intimidated by us AND-AND we were totally in our own RELIEZ world... no matter how loud and long other empires cheered... we can just sit down there, listen or stone, and yet don't feel offended in any ways... after they finished cheering, we just go: 4,5,6 GOOD JOB! HAHAHAHAHA!!!
I do love Reliez and i believe i won't be able to meet such great empire mates if i were at other empires. However, my dear-dear Zodiac and SuperNova, STILL LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS!!!
I learnt a lot through this camp. If SuperNova camp has made me realised i can be a leader and what leaders should do, OTCW has made me TRY being a leader (doing what leaders do). Not saying that i ain't doing what leaders should do during SuperNova Camp... The situation i was in was totally different that of SuperNova as the peeps around me for OTCW were total strangers to me at the beginning.
Okay, must thank the people who have encouraged me and supported me the past three days. Ling Yu, Errick, Yingen, Shawn, and the WHOLE OF RELIEZ... if not for their support, i wouldn't have taken out the courage to step out to lead and voice out my views. If not for their support, i wouldn't know what i can do. If not for their support, i wouldn't have the confidence (THOUGH I AM STILL BUILDING IT... YA-KNOW)
ALRIGHT, THAT'S ALL FOR THE CAMP... I might have more to add lah but in the future. x)
Back to present... I'm actually pretty down today as mentioned earlier. Quite a number of things happened today so i didn't go CC to help yinghui out. Just got this urge to sing "HAD A BAD DAY"...
I am having a reliez hard time learning to be a better daughter, a better sister, a better grand daughter, a better cousin, a better niece, a better friend, a better student, a better tutor, a better senior, a better leader, a better GL, a better self. Everyone of us plays many, many different roles in life and it's up to us to make the best out of ourselves and juggle between all these roles.
First time in my life, i felt that i face role conflict. A mega one... Thanks to what? Thanks to all my nonsense... Maybe that's part of becoming a better me... part of my life mission... bringing friends together... I do like it when all my friends know one another... i love it, reliez, reliez do... Just that... aiyah, don't know how to explain. Actually, talking ain't making any sense to me at the moment... felt like doing another RELIEZ CHEER and it goes like this:
Initiater: RELIEZ, OI!!!
RELIEZ: HAR???
Initiater: RELIEZ, OI!!!
RELIEZ: UPPER SHIOL (some malay language...)
Initiater: RELIEZ, OI!!!
RELIEZ: AIYAH, DON'T KNOW LAH!!!
Hoho, i just need a message to cheer me up! Hahaha... damn retarded me. But well... CAN'T BE BOTHERED! HEHEHEHEHEHE... *SMILE TILL CHEEKS ACHE* x)
Sayonara!
Ciao!
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