Richmond is not RICH!

Alright, today ain't a fine day 'coz i woke up bad mooded. I'd had dreams past few days... some filled with adventure, some filled with warm and touching stories and others... HORRIFYING.

I went through the pressure of being a daughter-in-law and the crazy life of being a mother. I didn't really met my kids and my mother-in-law. It's strange that i was still able to feel the presure and stress. It was enlightening...

I never know the sacrifices behind all mothers and all daughter-in-law before this dream. It must really take a lot of courage for a woman to be able to say "I DO".

You can no longer throw tandrums like a kid. You can no longer stay out till late at night. Your mother-in-law might not like you. You have to always be responsible and answerable for your own actions. You have to set a perfectly good example for your kids. YOU MUST BEHAVE LIKE A MOTHER. Honestly speaking, i'm damn traumatised by my dream.

I was always positive about marriage and kids before this dream, not considering the other factors. Now... it's a totally new story. I think i've developed phobias, man. *sigh* In my next life, i want to be a man. Nevermind the National Service. Nevermind wet dreams. Nevermind. Nevermind.

Oh ya, i'm lazy to blog about choir camp. Wasn't very keen to go intially... but i guess i had some fun! Haha... i'll need my beauty sleep 'coz i'm going out with yvonne and weibing tomorrow! It's a fact that i'll be an extreme huge and bright lightbulb but i hope it'll be fun!

AND YOU GUYS STOP SINGING THE SAME TUNE... I WANT A RICH BOYFRIEND BUT RICHMOND AIN'T RICH, CAN! HAHAHAHAHA!!!

Sayonara!

Ciao!