Chunky and messy but i don't give a damn...

18th June - 2nd day of work... met bernice and cass for bgm shirt and poster design. And then, reported for work. I think i'm beginning to like it there. Richmond and kenneth sent me back. It was kind of a relaxing day though i've yet to start on my project and started having insomnia... (intending to do it in the afternoon but as you know, met for the bgm discussion)
19th June (FRIDAY) - Police report, lunch in school, project cap stealing, dinner, bgm meeting, meet cheryl, supper
20th June (yesterday) - ultra screwed up day, headache and left eye hurt, diarhoea, back from work comforted to see left-overs... asked myself since when i've eaten a home-cooked meal? TWO BOWLS OF RICE INTO THE STOMACH!!! x)
21st June (faither's day) - Woke up every freaking two hours... 4am, woke up to find head still bloated, drank a bit of H20, 6am, woke up without headache, drank a glass of milk hoping to sleep well... 10am woke up feeling lethargic and left eye still hurts! The chan bringing granny out in the late afternoon... i wonder if i'm right working... less time to spend with family... i hate this. I've not seen my granny for two weeks. DAMN IT!!!
22nd June - SCHOOL REOPENS I AM DEAD MEAT. WHY DIDN'T POLY EXTEND SCHOOL HOLIDAYS?

I'll be back for more details... most probably end of the week after this due to all the projects submission.

Sayonara! Ciao!

P.S. Trying hard to stay strong... Can i? I feel so crushed physically, mentally and emotionally. I think i'm breaking down... falling apart... who to hold on to me and comfort me appropriately... i never felt like this before.