Fear for the future
Go UNI after poly? After UNI do what shit? Suddenly all the adult stress are on me... I'm very undecisive... and i'm afraid to be an adult. Why? 'coz life will remain a standstill? there's only 9am report to work, 6pm knock off, monday to friday, maybe even saturdays? I'm obligated to do this, do that. I'm restricted... i can't run away.
If life is going to be like that for the rest of the twenty of thirty years or so... then please, i rather end it off now. Why am i having all these childish fear again? EW, i don't want nightmares tonight. What's going on in my head... =(
Sayonara!
Ciao!
P.S. Oh god, in the blink of an eye, i'll be an old lady waiting for death on a wheelchair or maybe even worse, rotting on the bed in some hospital.
Go UNI after poly? After UNI do what shit? Suddenly all the adult stress are on me... I'm very undecisive... and i'm afraid to be an adult. Why? 'coz life will remain a standstill? there's only 9am report to work, 6pm knock off, monday to friday, maybe even saturdays? I'm obligated to do this, do that. I'm restricted... i can't run away.
If life is going to be like that for the rest of the twenty of thirty years or so... then please, i rather end it off now. Why am i having all these childish fear again? EW, i don't want nightmares tonight. What's going on in my head... =(
Sayonara!
Ciao!
P.S. Oh god, in the blink of an eye, i'll be an old lady waiting for death on a wheelchair or maybe even worse, rotting on the bed in some hospital.
If life is going to be like that for the rest of the twenty of thirty years or so... then please, i rather end it off now. Why am i having all these childish fear again? EW, i don't want nightmares tonight. What's going on in my head... =(
Sayonara!
Ciao!
P.S. Oh god, in the blink of an eye, i'll be an old lady waiting for death on a wheelchair or maybe even worse, rotting on the bed in some hospital.
posted by YY at
9:36 PM
1 Comments:
My Dear Girl,
It is very normal for you to feel that way. I have been through that stage as well. You are lost because you are about to step into the real social life. No fear, you will slowly see the path. Cheers!
Love,
Your Beloved Cousin
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