Surprise it didn't hurt that much. Or... i didn't want to know how bad it is.

I've told myself too many times... I've gotten so sick and tired. Numb? Whatever... Trying so hard to believe, to trust, to NOT doubt... but i can't. What have you been doing? Why am i feeling this way? Stop it. Shhh... Not another word, please.

To doubt is easy. To believe is easy. To doubt and then believe again is never easy.

Just being silly and all, again. HAHA!

Good night, Singapore! I'm alone tonight.