If you don't know... That's a giraffe, KangarOo and pup!
And that's YAYA & I
1. a new study!!!
2. my lumix back!!!!
3. 10 GFs to go overseas with
4. to learn DANCE!!!
5. star-2 for kayaking!
6. a pair of ROLLERBLADES
7. to be a student of Uni of Mel
8. a swing in my room!
9. to read loads of books!


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Ew: How sweet!/You suck!/It stinks!
Ah-jhee: wth/i can't believe you said that

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Helissa l Janine l Lee Lian l Maggie l Melissa Ling l Qiao Feng l Shu Yi l Tiffany l Xiao Xuan l Vivien l Weslie COOL l Sherly l Zi Ying

Dearest Yvonne l Wo de Yvonne l Daniel

Fiona l Heidi l Shazlin

1K02 08/09 Eugenia l Kok l Winne l Xin Ru l Wei Shan l Serene l Wei Yang

Reliez Aizat l Amelia l Bernice l Cheryl l Derek l Fathin l Grace l Gideon l Hari l Haziq l Janice l Ling Yu l Maisie l Mark l Nic l Prissy l Queenie l Shawn l Vanessa l Yingen
l Rayan

Bernice l Cassandra l Gao Yang l Jia Jin l Ying Hui l Ying Xian

Zodiac Camilia l CedricK l Dominic l Jia Hao l Joel l Vionna

Brendan l Yuji l Cheryl l Gabriel l Gracia l Garyn l Hirman l Jeslyn l Jess l Jing Xiong l Jonathan l KENneth l Nigel l Peggy l Ting Yu l Wei Zheng l Karen

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Thursday, November 27, 2008 ~ 2:15 AM

THANKS

Wah, heavy downpour now... reminded me of the blading day with MUMMY! Thunder and lightning had been monsterous these few days. I'm a coward but i always thought at least not a coward to the extent of being scared of the freaking blooody lightning and thunder... The monsoon season proves me wrong, though. THUNDERSTORMS practically frightened off my soul... The Earth shook and the sky cracked. I screamed, covered my ears, cowered low and wished that i was at home.

Anyhow, tomorrow's french test and i've yet to study. Be prepared to eat kosong (zéro in french)! Quan Quan Gor Gor (MAN! HA HA HA!!! YEAH... not trying to act retarded... there's a reason for that!) said he went to cut BOTAK. I'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bloooooody curious how awful he will look... most probably will enjoy playing with his head i-suppose... SMACK-SMACK!

I AM sooooooooooo bloody grateful to Cedrick, Joel, Jia Hao, Vincent and Hayden for turning up today to help me with the printing, folding, and... stapling of the camp booklets. Hayden and I went to do some purchasing in the afternoon... BLOODY TIRED. Yup, he was the slave of the day! THANKS, MAN!

So many peeps to thank as usual... Those who have offered to lend me their helping hands and those who lended their helping hands... MILLIONS OF THANKS! x)

Sayonara!

Ciao!

P.S. AFTER SN CAMP I WILL THANK EVERYONE ONE-BY-ONE! x)
Tuesday, November 25, 2008 ~ 10:07 PM

Six blooooody more days... x)

Greatly touched by Perenankan Culture after watching Xiao Niang Re, Channel 8, 9pm! Has been a long, long time since i last sit down on the sofa and enjoy an hour or two watching the telly! When you're enjoying, the time passes super fast... *POUT*

Six more days and i'll be free from SuperNova! I shall then reward myself by digging into the books and mug hard, hard for the upcoming term tests! Hah, so dead... i've yet to mug... but nothing goes into my head now 'coz the SuperNova camp has occupied my entire brain.

I'm really dry and hollow. Something is bumping inside the head... Nothing seems to be able to knock it out. REN! (COUNT DOWN) Can't wait to throw away this heavy burden... Can't wait!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

P.S. Migraines... Migraines... Migraines...
Saturday, November 22, 2008 ~ 4:14 AM

Losin' beat.

S.T.R.E.S.S.E.D

Somehow, i'm losing beat.

SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!! Aaaaaaaaaaaaah!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Add-ons:
I've not been able to find the time to thank peeps who have helped me a lot, a lot, a lot! But you know who you are... and i really, really, really appreciate it a lot, a lot, a lot! x)
Thursday, November 20, 2008 ~ 9:52 PM

My heart skipped a beat!

HAHAHAHAHA!!! I'm in super good mood now... I'm all heated up, man! Seriously, feel like i've got a fever! HA HA HA HA!!! x)

*THUMP-THUMP-THUMP*

Sayonara!

Ciao!

Add-ons:
Not good... i realised i should really start planning for my future now and stop fooling around! Want the shortest short-cut! DIG, DIG, DIG! Search for it! Yeah, Leisure & Resort Management! Man, kind of regretted my decision... should have chosen HTM instead, right... i'm so stupid. Just want to play only... ARGH! What have i done to my future?

COMM SKILLS SUCKS

BLOOOOOOODY COMM SKILL TUTOR SO FREAKING DEMANDING! DON'T LIKE HIM TO THE FREAKING BLOOOOODY MAX! He assumes that EVERYONE in the whole wide world is as ENG as him... He sucks to the core i-tell-you.

I want Mister Ramesh back!!! *POUT*

Sayonara!

Ciao!
Wednesday, November 19, 2008 ~ 3:50 PM

Photo-ing x)

Need some pictures instead of words to make this place look more livier i-suppose... HERE THEY ARE!
I received this from ZiKai! Thanks, man! This is from the judge's camera... Freaking clear hor...
And the concert day...

Somehow, someone spotted me snapping away...

SO CUTE!!! x)

OH MANZ... HA HA HA!! Anna looked super funny!

MY PRETTY SISTERS!!!

*HUGS & KISSES*

The reflection... Apparantly, my camera phone seriously cannot make it lo. All the photos look so blooody awful.

GOR GOR, RICHMOND, FONG MING, KENNETH.

We went for supper after the concert and YES... loads, loads, loads of food!!!

LOOK!

LOOOOOOOOK!!!

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOK!!!!!!!!!!!!



And during lesson... Joe seriously slept... didn't manage to take the unglam him, though...

Zzzzzz... Sleeping Isabelle.

KOK TREATED US ICE CREAM!!!! This is mine... with the rainbow rice topping! x)

FATIN'S!!!! STRAWBERRY WITH NUT TOPPING!!
And then... photos taken last Saturday!

CO CONCERT!

SNAP-SNAP! Guess who is he?

Hahaha... this guy is warm-blooded.

Hiding away... Actually, i wanted to take revenge, man! He..... ROARRR!!!!

HAHAHA... DAMN ACT CUTE.

THIS IS... EEEEEEE-YER!!! SUPER ACT CUTE...

OMG! I didn't know PRSS CO IS PERFORMING!!!

Can't recognise any of them, though... 'cept the conductress.

HEHEHE... WE DINNER-ED THIS MUCH FOOD!

FINISHED!!!!

*BURP*

WENT TO SHOP-SHOP THEN WOW!!!! THE NIGHT SCENERY LOOK DAMN AWESOME, RIGHT? But then... hahaha, it look nice in the photo only... Kind of different from the one i see with my own eyes.

NICE HOR... BEAUTIFUL!

WOW! SUPER GIANT DURIAN RIGHT IN FRONT OF US!!!

ON OUR WAY BACK HOME... x)

MY DEAR BROTHER ACT CUTE-ing away... but yeah, he managed to block it befoe i KA-CHING!

Our new way of saying good bye! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

WAH, THIS ONE HE LOOK SHUAI HOR...

Alright, it's the BLADING day! x)
I'll upload the photos when cassandra blogged bah... Mummy and I went 'shopping' after blading.
FOUND THIS CANDLE DISH AT IKEA...

Hahaha... well, supernova-ing away.

??

3 pairs of scissors for two bucks! I IMMEDIATELY THOUGHT OF VERLYN WHO BOUGHT ONE FOR ONE BUCK! I FOUND A CHEAPER ONE!

DA-TA! CHEAP-CHEAP!

This camera phone seriously cannot make it...

FLOATING CANDLES... I'm intending to use it for tribal night... Mmmm.

MORE VARIETY!

PRICE.

Oops!
Spotted this at toy'r'us!

SKATES with trainer wheels? HA HA HA!!! SO FUNNY!!!!

WALAO SO CHILDISH!!!!!!!

He looks like he's having great fun hor...
SEE SO HAPPY!

I also want to try! HA HA HA HA!!!!

SO LAME LAH THE GAME!!!

OMG... I LOOK BLOOODY RETARDED.

OUTSIDE PARAGON AFTER FINDING THE BLOOOOODY SAGE!

HAHAHA!!! HE JUST CLOSED HIS MOUTH!!!!

Always can't snap the photo whereby he open his mouth damn freaking big... SUPER BIG LOR.

HA HA HA HA!!! Um-chio.

YUP, WE WERE MUNCHING POTATO CHIPS AWAY!!!!
Monday's FnB Tutorial... 17th November. Supposedly a happy day... BUT, BUT, BUT! Man... don't know lah. Blooody rojak day...

BLOOOODY SAGE.

THAT'S ALL!!!!
Sayonara!
Ciao!

A little blueeeeee...

Am i pushing my luck too hard? Why do i sense CHANGE? I smell it in the air... i see it with my own eyes... i feel it with my heart... blah, blah, blah... talking nonsense... Change is killing me! Change sucks... Perhaps i think too much. Everything seems to be in chaos... get me out of here, someone...

Sayonara!

Ciao!

P.S. Thinking too much is bad for health... MUMMY!!! GOR GOR!! I'm glad i have 'em.
Monday, November 17, 2008 ~ 11:20 PM

Okaerinasai!

Bonjour!

Today ain't a good day. Neither was it a bad day. I just wish i can make the time stop then i can sleep longer... spent more time to clear the clogs in my brain... x)

Sayonara!

Ciao!

P.S. Okaerinasai! x)
Saturday, November 15, 2008 ~ 11:26 PM

Superman returns!

YAWNZ... i'm tired. Pimples are surfacing... Bet is due to the super lack of sleep and over-doing my body. Slept barely five hours every day! I'm actually aching all over after all the dancing, badminton-ing, table tennis-ing, rushing from places to places... Perspiration sticking on to my skin but the shiok-ness remains and though i'm feeling soooooooo drained, i got no desire to go to bed...

I did had a great time today. Yup! WITH THE PEEPS AT TECC BASKETBALL COURT! HA HA HA! We played ice-breaker games there lah... Met the PROGRAMME objectives though ya... i just want to sabo peeps and play with water guns only. HA HA HA! I'm very thankful and happy that i've got the right peeps into the camp... They are willing and committed to help me. Eeeeeeeee... SO TOUCHED AND THANKFUL! LOVE THEM LAH! Loads, loads, millions, billions thanks to THEM, especially to CEDRICK (FOR COMING EARLY TO DIG FOR THE GUNS AND STUFFS!!!), JOEL (THOUGH NEVER APPEAR BUT HE MADE THE SCREENS!!!) AND VIONNA (SHE ROCKS MAN!!! SHE COLLECTED THE CARDBOARD BOXES!!!!!)! x)

PLAYED WHACKY ADVENTURE (HAHAHAHA!!!), COLOURS OF LIFE (HAHAAHAHA!!!), KNOCK KNOCK WHO'S THERE (HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!), DO YOU LOVE ME? (HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!), BLOW WIND BLOW (HAHAHA!)... FUN-FUN!

ADD ON: FORGOT TO THANK YINGHUI FOR BUYING THE MENTOS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IF NOT, WE ALSO CAN'T PLAY THE COLOURS OF LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HA HA HA HA!!!! THANKS TONNES AND KILOMETRES! HA HA HA!!!

A pity didn't manage to see bamboo... he was sooooo near but i was rushing to a chinese orchestra concert at Victoria Concert Hall. I've not seen him for two months? Had an awesome dinner at MakanSultra after the concert lah... Stomach was so empty, it was growling in the concert hall and my layer of insulation doesn't seem to be working at all. Must be 'coz i didn't feed them, so they're protesting ad refused to work. We were given the repertoire (Mmm... yeah, should be called a repertoire) and walao, 70% of the words there can't be understood, man! We only can recognise simple characters like JIE MU, SI LI ZHONG XUE, YI ANN ZHONG XUE and the rest... Haha. I seriously need to buck up on my chinese!

OKAY, THEN AFTER CONCERT WE WENT MAKANSULTRA MAKAN!

ADD ON: WE SAW CLELBRITIES!!!!!!!! SAW XIANG YUN AND CHEN TAI PING (I CANNOT REMEMBER THEIR NAMES... I HOPE I GOT THEM RIGHT THOUGH!) WANTED TO TAKE PHOTOS OF THEM BUT, BUT, BUT SOMEONE REFUSED TO STOP!!! IN THE END... T.T... WASTED LAH!!!

Yummy! I was so bloooooody hungry, i finished a plate of hokkien mee, half a plate of char kway tiao, two chicken wings, a few sticks of satay, and a can of ice-tea. Enjoyed myself many-many... It feels super great to go out with big brother, seriously. He knows where to eat good food, where are the nice places, how to get home, etc. I don't like to make decision when i'm clueless of what to do... So, ya lor, feels great to be led around. Will be an even greater day if SOMEONE doesn't went about snapping peep's unglam photos and kajiao me when i was freezing inside the concert hall! Hahaha, nevertheless, it was still FUN. Yeah, had fun slapping him. YAY!

WACKED HIM ON HIS HEAD DURING THE GAME OF BADMINTON AND SLAPPED HIM TILL HE GOT BLUE BLACKS ON HIS ARM... I seriously think i'm abusing him. Poor brother... HAHAHAHAHA!!! Amusing, man... Also don't know how to explain the joke... but it's seriously funny! Putting man's ego and pride into consideration... HA HA HA!

WENT TO SEE-SEE ESPLANADE MALL BEFORE RETURNING HOME SINCE NOT MEETING CASSANDRA AND THE REST. Talked on phone with Cassandra till her phone died. How cool... I SERIOUSLY LOVE TALKING TO HER! It was everything under the sun, man! I'm enjoying my day, seriously! LOVELY!

Going roller blading tomorrow! YES, YES, YES! And my sister's back from AUSTRALIA!!! Haven't see her face yet. Most probably snoring in the room, now. I'm too tired to get off from this chair and walk to the room... can i just sleep on this chair till the next morning without bathing? I'm sticky but i'm just too lazy to move.

Alright, photos will be up soon! I'll be back to post about my days! Let me complete my assignments first. HA HA HA! x)

Sayonara!

Ciao!

P.S. Monday is approaching... Superman returns! x)

Mentally disturbed.

This is shit... hahaha... i'm feeling extremely fan now. Kind of lost... and a sudden BIG knock on my head, making me realise i'm actually an ultimate failure who appears to be "FRIENDLY" but apparantly, not. Failed as a friend for being bad at understanding. Failed as a friend for being good at misunderstanding. Argh, see i'm sooooooooooo rojak now.

I kind of felt friend-less now. You may kind of disagree with me but close your eyes, use your heart... seek for the one... really, really go think about it... do you even see my shadow? Something is missing that makes me feel so lost and troubled.

I know i need a breather... i seriously need. And breathing in and out hard and deep ain't seemed helpful at all. I did that hundred thousand times already! Still feeling so ever stuffy in my chest and the foolish organ pumping inside ain't feeling consistent at all... everything feels so... OUT OF PLACE! Sports is the thing to make me breath like a human, again, man! I got this feeling it is... the badminton and table tennis games yesterday were just not enough... i need more!

Peep whom i wish to come to my rescue... to give me an even HEAVIER knock on my head and knock me out, totally... *shake head* I'm down, but i don't wish to bring moods of peeps around me down as well... so cheer up, dude! I'll go even blue-er if you're feeling blue thanks to me...

So in order to make my already-blue-soul feel slightly better, just read, understand, close this window, don't go think about it and show me a super bright smiley face when you see me! Don't feel down 'coz of me if you want me to feel better, man!

Yeah, weishan says she's selfish... i'm selfish, too. I want to be happy and to make me feel happy, you guys have to show me that you are happy! So die-die also show me that you're happy.

Sayonara!

Ciao!
Thursday, November 13, 2008 ~ 10:41 PM

CRAVES

Baba sort of hinted me to bake... Mmm... HA HA HA HA!!! Is he craving for my cheesecake? Hehehehe... But man, i got no time to bake! And i only know CHEESECAKE and nothing else! Shall dig more some cakes recipe when i'm free lo... which would be like... after Nova camp? I got this sudden craving for cheesecake... just feel like devouring one whole cheesecake by myself! =(

Wanted to sing in the french singing competition but i guess i won't have time for that... No more french restaurant vouchers. No more free food... =(

Don't know why i'm feeling sooooooooooooooooooooo freaking lazy and HUNGRY!

I want to eat.............................. ITAS WAFFLE WITH PEANUT! McCafe's CHEESECAKE! McDonald's HARSHBROWN! MY OWN CHEESECAKE! ROJAK! Opposite Police post that CHAI TAO KWAY! 201 KWAY CHAP! 201 BEE HOON! KINDA BREUNO! ROASTED PEANUTS! PASTA MANIA HAM AND SAUSAGE BAKED RICE! PASTA MANIA PRAWN AGLIO! MUSHROOM AND CHICKEN CUP NOODLE! SEOUL GARDEN TERIYAKI CHICKEN AND CURRY CHICKEN! DESIGN SCHOOL CHICKEN CHOP! SWEEEEEEET CORN! 201 CHEESE FRIES WITH CHILI! 201 DUCK PORRIDGE! 201 PORK PORRIDGE! ITAS FISH PORRIDGE WITH EGG! ITAS BAKED POTATO! ITAS CURRY CHICKEN NOODLES! LONG JOHN SILVER SKIN-ON POTATO! TAMPINES MALL BASEMENT TU DOU JUAN (ALSO DON'T KNOW THE EXACT NAME)! BREADTALK FIRE FLOSS! PASAMALAM CHICKEN WINGS! BRITISH TAKE AWAY SAUSAGE AND MASHED POTATO! SWEET-SWEET SUGARCANE JUICE! LIME ICE-CREAM! Old Chang Kee SPRING ROLL AND CURRY PUFF!!!!!!!

The list will never end...

I NEED MOOLAH FOR FOOD! I WANT TO EAT ALL THOSE IN ONE DAY! I WANT A BOTTOMLESS STOMACH! FOOOOOOOOOOOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nevermind if i grow fat... eat first then say... HA HA HA HA HA HA!!!

Sayonara!

Ciao!
Tuesday, November 11, 2008 ~ 8:11 PM

ONE LONG POST UP ON BLOG!

I've a lot in mind, and yet i've no idea where to begin with... Anyway, i forgot to mention the movie outing with ere... Zodiac (OR... Zod? since only four came) Hahaha... it was last Saturday, by the way.

I failed to wake up to accompany my brother to his school-to-be orientation. Well, he can't wake up, too. By the time both of us woke up, i got to rush to dance lesson and he has sort of 'missed' his orientation. Stupid lah... he usually can wake up quite early one lor. I guess both of us had quite a good night rest 'coz we overslept.

I was suppose to meet weishan at 11pm, Tampines Mrt Station. I woke up at... 11pm. My ears were deaf... anti-alarm. HAHAHA! x)

Rushed off to Bugis and realised the hip hop dance is starting at 1pm and not 12pm! I thought it's starting at 12pm! That's why i was super worried. I always got the time mixed up... wonder what my brain is doing, man. Always not functioning well.

Mmm... Went out the whole day without my hairclips. I was very, very, very annoyed by my fringe. I think my sister koped all of them to Australia... I THINK. Maybe i lost it then point finger at her... HAHAHA!

Grabbed a hairclip. Yeah, ONE only 'coz only left ONE! And-and, ONE FREAKING MOOLAH FOR ONE STUPID TO THE MAX PLAIN BLACK HAIRCLIP! I can get TEN for FOUR MOOLAH at miniclips lah! ROARRRR!!! And one small part of the clip chipped off and kind of rusted... ONE MOOLAH for such lousy hairclip. *pout*

Didn't use it 'coz we headed straight to the oschool. I clipped it on my cap. Waited there for registration, saw members of the TPDE dancing inside some studio (HAHAHA! I bet some can recognise weishan and i) and when everything was settled, we entered the white studio for practice, THE HAIRCLIP WAS NOWHERE TO BE SEEN! Aaaaaaah! I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOO GOING TO STRANGGLE MYSELF!

One hour of dance without hairclip was... ooooo, kind of atrocious. It sucks big time (KOKKY). The warming up rocks... i felt the tightness. We followed the tempo of song and let it led us of our warm-up. I love the part where we got to move our shoulders up, down, down, up, up, down, down up... It was the beginning part of the warm up and made me felt exactly like some hip hop dancer.

The song we're learning right now is "GOT ME GOING". I LOVE IT. I definitely must admit that i WAS the slowest dancer BUT i guess as time goes by, i won't lag behind. HOPE SO, MAN! I had a freaking hard time identifying which leg is which and looking into the mirror while dancing had been the real killer 'coz it made me so confused. Most importantly, NOT KNOWING the SONG 'coz me to dance like a retard. Where's the punch? Where's the this? Where's that? I got them all jumbled up in my brain.

Dance ended one hour later where by i rushed back to Tampines to meet ANNA and CAMILIA. Both were doing some stupid errr... mary chia thingy. We received roses from the peeps but somehow... lost it 'coz camilia left them inside the toilet. Haiz... Took-away and ate at open plaza... talked, talked, talked... shopped, shopped, shopped... tried, tried, tried... Yeah, camilia was looking at dresses, anna was looking for stickers, and me... just following. Had a great time, though.

Friendship, like relationship, requires both parties to put in effort to maintain... Somehow, i can be the one trying to maintain but when i realised the other party ain't true or don't seems to be putting in any effort, i'll pull out. There are of course exceptional cases whereby my stubborn self refuse to bug. HAHAHA... that have to depend on the situation, obviously. x)

SOOOOOOOOOO... met Cedrick, Shi Han and Joel after the sisters went home. One go meet boyfriend for dinner, another one go home... We went separate direction... yeah, THREE SEPARATE WAYS... super funny.

Watched High School Musical THREE. Didn't watch TWO... just skip it and watched THREE instead. Hecks... I told Camilia and Anna that CEDRICK will bound to say, "YING YING, TRYING TO ACT HIP HOP ARH." when he saw me and YES! I GOT IT RIGHT! This is sooooo Cedrick, man! HAHAHAHA!!! DAMN FREAKING CLASSIC. The first thing he said to me when he saw me was EXACTLY what i've told the sisters. HAHAHAHA!!!

Anyway, JOEL was LATE. And it should be a six-animals outing... yet turned out to be FOUR animals outing. Still great though... everyone's making an effort to meet up ya-know. LAUGHED, SANG ALONG, AMAZED, ALMOST CRIED in the cinema... i think i was the one being so extreme inside. Super touching movie lah... the graduation ceremony especially... i felt the touch and story. AMAZED by the choreography and the freaking FABULOUS songs... The way everything was linked and stayed connected and relevant throughout... MAN, HOW THEY DO THAT?

LOVE HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL! ROCK, ROCK, ROCK! THE ACTORS AND ACTRESSES ARE ROCKING ME! x)

We took the same bus home and tried to kill leng chang. Shi han was complaining away about how tough it was for her to organise this outing, blah, blah, blah. Joel as usual only good at munching grass (never help to kill leng chang!). I think we managed to stab it lah... but it's not totally dead. HAHAHAHA! I'm crapping away now.

NEXT UP! Errr... MONDAY CONCERT!

Disappointing concert. PRSS didn't disappoint me... just TAS. I sold ten tickets in total... MORE THAN WESLIE AND CONTRIBUTED TEN PERCENT OF THE NUMBER OF TICKETS PRSS SOLD! YAY! CHAMPION SALES PERSON! THANKS TO WHO? THANKS TO MY AMAZING CHARISMA! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Nah, i was just kidding. Thanks to... MY GOR, RICHMOND AND ANNA! Anna got Camilia to join us so ONE ticket 'upsized' to TWO! My Gor got Kenneth to go... so also upsized! Richmond is the best, man! He doubled, tripled, up-Up-UP SIZED! HAHAHAHAHA! He got me FOUR PEEPS! But the ultimate credit shall goes back to my GOR 'coz other than him being richmond's gay partner... WE KNOW RICHMOND THANKS TO HIM! x)

Serious leh... lucky i stalk him after sec. 3 camp. If not, i wouldn't know such a good O' brother like him and a good friend like richmond. I doubt anyone else did that... and it's funny to mention, but SOMETIMES i do talk to the organisers of the sec. 3 camp on msn! I still remember him and i think he still remember me... 'coz YY, Yuan Yi!

FOR ME, I GOT ANNA TO COME WHAT... AND ANNA GOT CAMILIA... AND I GOT UNCLE ZHENG, TOO... AND I GOT MY GOR AND RICHMOND AS WELL... SO... IN CONCLUSION, I WAS THE ONE WHO SOLD ALL THE TEN TICKETS! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

Anyhow, went to the TP bookstore before meeting my gor, richmond and fong ming (i finally remember... Fong Ming - F before M). THIRTY PERCENT DISCOUNT! BOUGHT LOADS! BOUGHT PEN REFILL, LOADS OF PEANUTS, HERSLEY CHOCOLATE BARS, PENCIL LEAD, RIBBONS AND STRINGS! Yup, 'coz CHEAP-CHEAP (SAME-SAME). HAHAHAHA!

SAVED A TOTAL OF THREE MOOLAH! MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!! THE FEELING WAS GOOD WHEN THE CASHIER PRESSED THE "COLLATE" BUTTON AND TEN BUCKS TURNED TO SEVEN BUCKS! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! I FELT FREAKING EXCITED OVER IT LAH... No wonder women got so crazy over sales, sales, sales... THE GREAT SINGAPORE SALES! NO WONDER! HAHAHAHA!!!

Anyway, ya lor... this weishan emo-ed the entire day away and decided to go SOCIOLOGY lecture instead of the concert. I'm a forgiving person, just let me grumble-grumble, whine-whine a bit and sometimes, joke about it and i'll heck already. x)

Waited at the atm... THEY WERE LATE. SMS-ed my brother then he said he didn't know he's meeting me at the atm BUT richmond told me THEY will be meeting me at the atm. I was so freaking shocked. The two of them ar... gay parnters and yet got communication breakdown. HAHAHAHA! Still not to the level of communicating through telepathy yet. Started munching my chocolate bars 'coz i got nothing to do! Finally saw them and met Fong Ming... sorry to say, but the first thing i notice was her height. Hahaha... didn't mean to but ya lor... Anyway, she looks so sweet and cute and i wouldn't know she's in year 3 if she isn't richmond's classmate.

Took 291 to interchange. Anyhow put my ezling card so i can't find it anywhere in any compartments of my purse... found it lying together with my mp3, earpiece, tissue pouch, blah, blah, blah... I thought i dropped it. Always have this kind of stupid problem to add sudden stress in my life. My brother and richmond somewhat got used to it... HAHAHA, i was very amused by myself. I WAS LATE... THANKS TO... *cough-cough*

Made Anna and Camilia waited for us... Hahaha, THREE OF US WORE DRESSES WOR. Well, mine ain't really a dress 'coz i wore shorts inside. I can't wear it as dress lah... TOO SHORT! Sure zao geng if i never wear shorts. Anyhow, the reason i wore shorts is also 'coz of a particular person lor... just that in the end, she never go only what... hor.

My peanuts and chocolate all kena eaten up by the two hungry ghosts on our way to tanjong pagar. =.= Even my last packet of kinda breuno... HAHAHA! Okay lah, since i brought it to share it with them. WE WERE LATE... And clueless of how to get to the freaking conference hall. Called weslie 'coz he sure know! And he did! Exit the Mrt from exit E... What walk straight turn left... till now i still remember! Hahaha!

Met WESLIE while we were crossing the road! HEHEHE! He was scared i can't find my way! Super nice hor! Still as childish as always 'coz he was wearing an elmo shirt? HAHAHA! Some cartoon shirt lah... HAHAHA! Even if he wears a tie and a shirt, he will still look childish 'coz he got that baby face. *green*

Mmm, got the eleven tickets. So scared i only have ten... lucky! But was super shock to learn that less than half of the hall will be filled. SHIT, CAN! Hahaha... WAITED FOR UNCLE ZHENG LAH! THIS GUY STILL GOT THE CHEEK TO TELL ME HE THOUGHT HE WAS SUPER EARLY! HAHAHA!!! But the way he told me was super funny so though i was super angry 'coz he made me can't sit with my friends, i peaced off. Hahaha... Told ya, let me grumble-grumble, whine-whine and joke about it and i'll heck.

LUCKY HE NEVER MAKE ME MISS THE PERFORMANCE BY PRSS CHOIR... IF NOT, I WON'T PEACE OFF... I WILL ALSO STRANGGLE HIM AND MADE HIM GO UP THE STAGE AND SING ONE SOLO PIECE OUT OF RANDOMNESS TO PUNISH HIM, MAN! Serious lo... I put in so much effort to gather my friends and change my tuition date just to see prss choir, can!

WE WENT IN JUST IN TIME! PHEW! THANKS ANNA AND CAMILIA FOR ACCOMPANYING ME, MAN! UNCLE ZHENG STILL LOOK AS... ERRR... haiya, he hasn't change much lah. Out of the four songs they sang, i rate the last two pieces the best! I felt the touch... one piece lack the energy and tightness, though. I think they will sound a lot, a lot, a lot better if they add punch and more support.

I really yearn to go back and help them... but my timetable seriously doesn't allow me. I miss those times i go for choir practices, shouted for them to gather back, joke about during sectional, bullshit about myself, sing along with my alto, had so much fun time with the alto, growing up together with them! DAMN! MISS IT, MISS IT, MISS IT!

CHEERED FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART FOR THEM. I SHOUTED SO LOUDLY LOR! HAHAHAHAHA!!! I can never forget the time i felt the gush of excitement through my veins when i felt the audience cheering for us from the bottom of their hearts. You felt the sincerity... such a wonderful thing in the world... That's why i yearn to perform, again. And i want peeps to applaud not for the sake of applauding but 'coz they are impressed and seriously wanted to show their support. I only felt that excitement once and it died off... don't know gone where... hahaha...

Alright, memories are flooding back, indeed. Still, i shouldn't sidetrack... hahaha!

UNCLE ZHENG GAVE ME BACK MY DVD!!!!!!!!! Well done! Great job! Hahaha, AFTER TWO YEARS I GOT IT BACK! HAHAHAHAHA!!! Passed him his LONG expired birthday present which is actually a styrofoam mike and a blink-blink badge. I can't expect too much from me you-see. HAHAHAHA!!! I think they suit him loads lah. Mmm, he can't stand me 'coz of the amount of noises he made.

Actually, attending a choral concert with uncle zheng is super fun 'coz both us have thick skins so we tend to discuss a bit here and there, joke a bit here and there and give stupid faces when the peeps on stage sounded really horrible. HAHAHA!!!! He made me laugh super loads of times...

MOVED TO SIT WITH MY FRIENDS DURING THE INTERVAL! WAVED TO THE PRSS CHOIR! DAMN MISS THEM LAH... I DO SEE LOADS, LOADS, LOADS OF FAMILIAR FACES BUT I WAS GLAD THE REST WAS ABLE TO RECOGNISE ME! x)

I REALLY, REALLY, REALLY MISS THEM TONNES! MISS, MISS, MISS!

TALKED TO MRS CHUA, WESLIE, AND SAW SIOK WEN, STEPHANIE, YAN JIE, QIAO FENG, DE HONG, FIRDAUS, AND FELLOW JUNIORS! Hahaha, had a quick and short catching up lah and... OH! Weslie passed me this STICTHY HANDPHONE ACCESORIES LAH... HE GOT FROM TAIWAN! Hahaha, damn, man! He remembered me while he was in taiwan. YAY!!!!!!!! SUPER FREAKING SURPRISED TO SEE STITCH! I LOVE STITCH! LOVE IT LOADS but no one really realise i love stitch... so when i saw it... Man, SO HAPPY! I really hope i won't dirty it... x)

Made my gor sat beside me 'coz i realised he was sitting all alone! His friends super bad lor! And i'll look back once in a while to ensure that the peeps don't go snoring away during the concert. Five were listening attentively (THEY LOOK LIKE THEY ARE LISTENING ATTENTIVELY) at the back and i saw one staring into the ceiling! SUPER FUNNY! He was totally not into the concert kind of a thing... and i sort of see his mouth moving as though he was talking to himself. I think the concert must have bored him to death... HAHAHAHA!!!!

TAS youth voices disappointed me with their choreography and singers. I was looking forward to the yaya a cappella that time i saw at the a cappella competition. Sianz, i only see ONE familiar face and she ain't the one i look forward to see. The sop girl did impress me with her voice 'coz it was soothing to the ears. I really like her voice a lot. Uncle zheng also said that... we share the same sentiments. HAHAHA!

TAS voices was... E...........................U? The uncle can sing quite well lah but as said by uncle zheng, he got no expression one. HAHAHAHA! Sounds so like BYS! HAHAHAHA!!!

After the concert, we went supper. Uncle zheng decided to take his leave 'coz he was too old... generation gap... and ANNA GOT TO GO, TOO! ROARRRRRRR!!! Haiz, i wonder when will Anna can stay out late, man. Doubt it's going to be soon... I was caught in between GOING HOME WITH ANNA or GO SUPPER WITH THEM. Hate to make decisions... I HATE TO MAKE SUCH DECISION.

Though Anna said she will feel guilty if i go back with her instead of suppering with them, i know she's upset in a way, too. I would feel the same lah! Waved bye to Anna and uncle zheng who, i believe, was so happy that i let him off 'coz he wouldn't have to go suppering with us and let me chopped him. The previous time (two years back i believe), he actually spent more than 70moolah on satays! HAHAHAHAHA!!! CHOPPED.

SUPPER WAS FILLING... Ordered a lot of food and can't finish them. CHAI TAO KWAY and ROJAK appeared on the table again! Richmond and i looked at each other immediately when we saw that... 'coz... WE JUST ATE IT THE DAY BEFORE! =.=

Felt kind of sick of it lah... but... surprisingly i ate quite a bit of the rojak. Nice-nice! Camilia and i ate till we want to throw up, man! Or i was the one feeling that way only? Hahahaha... if only my stomach got a hole... if only... x)

Forgot to mention something... this camilia is super stupid. I can't believe she actually drew a picture of the dress that she wanted and described it to her mummy to convince her to buy her that dress and the funniest part is that... HER MUMMY WAS CONVINCED! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! SUPER HILARIOUS! FUNNY FAMILY! If i were to do that, my mummy wouldn't even bother about me lah... sh'll think i'm lame... like real lame. HAHAHAHAHAHA!! I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING THINKING ABOUT HOW SHE GOES ABOUT DOING SUCH A RIDICULOUS THING! JUST LIKE A SMALL KID! HAHAHAHAHA!

Took a train home after supper! Talked about playing badminton the next day and Ta-DA! I really played badminton the next day and with the same group of peeps!

Yeah, i woke up at... NINE THIRTY by the RICH MAN! He's another weishan, man... both of them won't stop calling till i pick up the freaking phone! But yeah lor, i slept again after that... Oops! Kind of expected lah... And if not for my mummy... i-guess i can't even wake up for lesson!

BADMINTON WAS SUPERB! Had a great time playing badminton with Camilia! SHE WAS LATE BY THE WAY... AND SHE WENT IN WITHOUT ME WHEN SHE TOLD ME TO WAIT FOR HER THEN GO IN TOGETHER! I was sitting at the bus stop like a retard... then suddenly received an sms "I'm inside le!". TOTALLY JAW-DROPPED. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Anyhow, I think i'm a super good single-player... 'coz i tend not to focus too much when i have a partner. HAHAHA!!!! Played bare-footed 'coz i was lazy to wear shoe. x)

Saw richmond's brother... doesn't look at all like him. One fair, one tanned. Maybe next time when i take a closer look i'll see the resemblance or something... TP's racquet is in good condition... HAHAHAHAHA!!! We played double and yeah, 'coz of all the dilly-dally, i only played for less than THIRTY MINUTES! Totally chiong-ed badminton all the way and SWEATED a bucket. I WANT TO PLAY BADMINTON, AGAIN! THIS THIRTY MINUTES IS ENOUGH TO AWAKEN THE BADMINTON-Y SPIRIT WITHIN ME! HAHAHAHAHA!!

Though i was my primary school's champion in badminton, i can't smash (known to a lot of peeps as SMACK)! Hahaha... I'll learn that one day when i understand how to direct the right strength on the right way to the right area. Whatever... i just don't get how peeps smash. My coach taught me before but i just can't smash. x)

Chiong-ed out of the sports hall and met my gor, collected my SURPRISE, and headed straight to the class room for my tutorial. BYEBYE, CAMILIA! I hope she had a great time wandering around the school without losing her way. HAHAHAHA! Peeked into the SURPRISE... SURPRISE! Something that will guide me out of darkness... and lullaby me to lala-land. x)

WENT ITAS AGAIN 'coz KOK and WEIYANG can only eat PORRIDGE. Or else... one will run toilet, again, and another one will pollute the air... HAHAHA! RAYMOND TREATED US WAFFLE! AND LATTER, KOK TREATED US ICE-CREAM! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO HAPPY!!!!! THE WAFFLE TASTED HEAVENLY, MAN! I'm sooooooooooooo going to pratonise that waffle shop, again! Forget about the curry, man, it kinds of made my stomach goes churning the whole day!

SOMEONE WAS SELLING CHEAP-CHEAP ICE CREAM AT A PRICE OF 2.50bucks for FIVE!!!! KOK TREATED US AND I HAD MINE TOPPED WITH RAINBOW RICE! It was SUUUUUUUUUUPER FUNNY! I was wondering to put chocolate rice or rainbow rice. Chose rainbow rice topping instead and when i asked the rest what toppings they want, i heard "Rainbow one, rainbow one" and i was laughing like shit inside!

"RAINBOW RICE" IS ACTUALLY A TERM I CAME OUT WITH MYSELF! Everyone's using that! Damn funny! Especially kok... the way he said it...... Ya-know... his pattern... pointing to the rainbow rice topping and say, "rainbow one, rainbow one" with the sincere look on his face! HAHAHAAHAHA!!! HE SURE MADE MY DAY!

Mmmm, alright, nothing exciting in school 'cept lunch time... Skipped my sociology lecture 'coz i got to fetch my brother from school. Yikes... missed the audition as well. Hahaha, don't know why felt kind of happy. Oops! Geraldine's sick so i ain't seeing her today... Hahaha, this means tomorrow will be a very busy day for me!

I'll upload the photos some other days.

That's all!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

P.S. HEHEHE... how can i forget this...? I GOT A NIGHT LAMP FROM MY BROTHER! HOW FREAKING COOL, AIN'T IT? BUT HOR... IT CAN'T BE USED 'CEPT THE BULB! HAHAHAHAHA!! HAIZ... And he's going to fix it for me 'coz i don't know how! HAHAHAHA!!! AND WE ARE GOING TO DIY THAT LAMP... RE-PAINT IT! GOSH, NICE HOR... I CAN ALREADY IMAGINE HOW AWFULLY AWFUL IT IS GOING TO LOOK! BUT I WILL STILL LOVE IT, MAN! I'LL ON THE BULB FOR TONIGHT... SURE CAN SLEEP WELL. YAY!!!!! MILLION THANKS TO GOR!!!!! HOHOHOHO!!!! I NEED IT LIKE SOOOOO FREAKING BADLY NOW THAT MY SISTER IS IN AUSTRALIA LAH... *thankful* Have been sleeping alone for two days 'coz failed to pyscho-ed my brother to sleep with me. Nightmar-y! x)
Sunday, November 09, 2008 ~ 10:19 PM

Summary of the week x)

PHOTOS DAY, FINALLY!
31st October - FIRST EVER MAIN FAC MEETING! LEOVINE!!!!!!! LONG TIME NEVER SEE HIM!!!!!! x)
Told ya guys alezec made a surprise visit!

If you can see him... his uniform helps him camouflarge so well in the dark... x)

ACT COOL LOR...

HAHAHAHA!!! SKINNY POLE.

Yeah, he's marching towards me... =.=


And then, the following day was some dinner we were invited to... WENT WITH MY GOR GOR. I've mentioned who went, right? I think i missed out Kevin. Yeah, he was there, too.

Let you guys take a look at the menu... Looks awesome hor. *GRIN*

Well, there were still dishes that i hate to the max like... BROCCOLI... yucks!

I saw my neighbour... GOSH.

He is the one wearing green... Anyway, i was super amazed by the violinist. I think i want to learn violin, too! HAHAHAHA!! SO MANY THINGS TO LEARN IN LIFE YA-KNOW!

MY BROTHER IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GOING TO SWALLOW THAT DOWN... Yeah, his punishment for changing my soy sauce to vinegar... HAHAHA!!! That's vinegar with chilli by the way... x)

That must be the initial reaction when he put that YUCKS-TO-THE-MAX-THING into his mouth. HAHAHAHA!!! Yeah, i'm a bit sick... 'coz i was super excited to see his expression... though this time round, it ain't as funny as that time when he got to gulp down the whole sauce of vinegar!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!

I CHOSE THIS NUMBER FOR LUCKY DRAW!!! THREE AND FIVE ARE MY FAVOURITE NUMBERS! NOT FORGETTING NINE! HEHEHEHE. x)

I finished the yinghui's cake. Yeah, we celebrated her birthday in advance. YUMMY!!!!!!!!
After which... i had my entire rest of the week busy-busy... i guess i overloaded myself with too much work. Anyway, i still enjoyed some of my days... x)
WAH, BLACKOUT?

Actually, it was steven... x)

I wanted to snap a photo of him on the bus... HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

THERE! Coincidentally, he hopped on to the bus 8 and saw me. I was on my way home, too. SUPER SURPRISED WHY HE BOARDED A BUS! Then, i remembered his car was sent to repair after he colided with a taxi. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! SUPER FUNNY, CAN!!!!! STEVEN ON A BUS!!!! And he told me he forgot how to tap ez-ling card! HE SERIOUSLY MADE MY DAY!!!!! DAMN FUNNY!!!!!!!!
Errrr... forgotten which day was that but we sat at open plaza for lunch! x)
Errr... hahaha... stoning session?
Thursday, SISTER IS FLYING TO AUSTRALIA...
Travellator AT CHANGI AIRPORT WOR!!!

FREE DINNER BY MUMMY!!!! YAY!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA!!!

WUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

QUITE NICE LAH... x)

ONE MORE SHOT OF IT BEFORE WE GO OFF... x)

SUNDAY WHICH IS TODAY!!!!!!
SKATING STARTS!!!!!!!!!! x)

ROJAK!!!!!!!!!!!! x)

GOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! x)

RICHMOND!!!!!! x)
Hahahaha... what a fine day! x)

Pyscho-ing my brother to sleep with me tonight. YAY! Hahaha... i've been rather busy last week and even till now. I'll just spent a little bit of my time over here to blog, update my life and relax before i dig back into busy-busy. This buzz will continue will 1st December. So if i were to spend a lesser time with some of my friends, i'll seriously seek for your understanding.

I very selfish part of me is that i'll prioritise and and choose the one that is of most significance. Friends whom i've not met for very long, friends whom i'll have lesser chance to see every day... friends whom i get to see almost every day... Hahaha, it's up to me to decide who to meet so on so forth.

I promised after SuperNova Camp, i'll spent more time with my family. I'm grateful they have been so tolerant and understanding... being able to bear with all my nonsense. I'm learning to treasure them more each day 'coz i think they deserve it. THEY should always be treasured... put as the top priority... errr... well, maybe second. HAHAHA! x)

Mmmm, yeah, still sorting out my thoughts andtrying to gain better understanding on humans. I did mention sometimes it's hard to strike balance. But for this issue, WE MUST STRIKE A BALANCE - satisfying peeps around us and at the same time, not losing ourselves along the way. I'm facing a real big problem with that now. Yeah...

Anyhow, i shall not talk about other days but today since i've already forgotten most of the HISTORY. I woke up at 12. Err... actually, i didn't sleep well. Taught my brother spelling... 'coz my sister is away from Singapore, currently, happily shopping away in Australia! Started off quite well but he kind of got so stressed over having to memorise chim words. See him struggling is miserable, can!

Why do kids as young as him have to face such pressure? So poor thing... i see Geraldine's shadow in him. Haiz... but he just got to learn them, man. It's for his own good. He told me that my sister don't use this kind of method to teach him one and i was like "Please... i am NOT your hui hui jie jie."

Did the marketing research and i retardedly researched on AUSTRALIA instead of BRITAIN. I SERIOUSLY HAVE NO IDEA HOW COME I GOT BOTH COUNTRIES MIXED UP! Stupid right... Haiz, waste my time only lor. Let my brother play with the computer and waited for my baba to come home before i left for SKATING!

I enjoyed skating. DESMOND taught me how to skate. Don't misunderstand... he's not bamboo. SOMEONE SAYS HE LOOKS CUTE WOR... HAHAHAHA. Errr, he's just super gentle and patient with kids, only. The way he talks is even more gentle than my brother or richmond lor. Hahaha!

LEARNT SKATING... SUPER SIMILAR TO ICE-SKATING. I picked up skating super fast, most probably 'coz i've skated on ice before. There's this guy who came to guide me. He looks super pro... and he praised me when i can break. Yeah, he was busy teaching others (who were already better than me) but he noticed i can break.

He seriously got the 'material' to be coach, man! So observant! Damn happy when he put both his thumbs up from far away... Hahaha, super proud of myself for being such a fast-learner. HEHEHE... I heard he can get skates for less than hundred bucks. Man, if that's the case, i will get one, man! Waiting for yinghui's update now lor. x)

Mmm, made new friends but also don't know their names. The kids also don't dare to talk to me... damn sianz. Cassandra was good lo. She already learnt before sia... so, in the end, i was the BIG kid who was skating like a total idiot there. Luckily i didn't embarass myself 'coz i... NEVER EVEN FALL ONCE! HOHOHOHO!!! That's an acheivement, alright!

Ten bucks gone! Yeah, and i only wore that heavy skates for one and a half hour! Super expensive lah! Haiz... forget it, i did have fun and SWEAT a bucket! Next week, the instructor will teach us how to turn... not sure if i'll be going... 'coz if that's the case, i might as well get my own pair of skates. Ten bucks every session damn hiong leh!

Met Xinci... she is also good lor. Haiz, seeing her made me miss choir. x)

Went off after removing my skates. Wanted to buy drinks from a vending machine. Slotted two one-dollar coins and... STUPID MACHINE ATE MY MONEY! Sianz, received a message from uncle zheng! HURRAY! GOING TO SEE HIM TOMORROW, MAN! So i hurry to Tampines Mall to hunt for the last piece of item to complete his birthday present. Yeah, a long-long belated one... He's going to feel so super retarded upon opening it up! x)

Pop by pop to and found something... Hah, there's a surprise coming up for a particular person. Once again, it's going to make him feel super stupid too but most probably he'll feel touch as well. HAHAHAHA!!! Went to century square and FOUND the LAST PIECE to the present PUZZLE! You guys won't understand... but i had a hard time trying to make a choice... Just then, i received an sms from my GOR!

So he was bored and i asked him to join me! Well, then he can help me choose also! Though in the end, i was the one who sort of make the ultimate choice... but 'coz he nodded, it made me feel that i did make a right choice. x)

Told him i sort of had my dinner 'coz i was seriously full, not feeling hungry at all. But then, after recalling... i only ate prata for breakfast. HAHAHA! Yeah, 'coz i was feeling bloated that's why i thought i had dinner already. Stupid lah... SO WE WENT TO MAKAN! Chai Tao Kway!

And 'coz my brother drove so... HAHAHA! We made our way there super fast! Yippie! Half-way richmond called and so, we went to pick him up opposite his house. And i was kind of worried i might see my baba and brother who were directly opposite richmond's block - my granny's place.

Anyhow, while richmond made his way to the car, something he was holding on to caught my eyes. I spotted... i spotted... I SPOTTED... I SPOTTED SOMETHING THAT LOOK LIKE........... NO, NO, NO... I SPOTTED SOMETHING THAT DOESN'T LOOK LIKE BUT EXACTLY LIKE.......... KINDA BREUNO! MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Evolution has made KINDA BREUNO becomes the staple food of the Panda. HEHEHEHEHE... these were all my craps to get free kinda breuno lah... HOHOHO. DAMN SUPER HAPPY TO SEE KINDA BREUNO! I KNOW HE WILL GET ME THE CHOCOLATES... I KNEW IT! But i wasn't expecting to see it like... TODAY. Hahahaha... 'coz i told him i want it on Monday. YAY! x)

THREE PACKETS SOMEMORE! HOHOHOHO!!! YUMMY! Had fun eating and talking inside my brother's car. Made myself really comfortable... felt just like my baba's car. HAHAHA... and i didn't realise i didn't put on the seat belt. I hate putting on seat belt... my baba don't care one, and same goes to my gor! HAHAHA! Woots! Anti-seatbelt! x)

So we ordered 5-bucks chai tao kway, 4-bucks rojak, and drinks! I love hanging out with them, man! They always make my day! Talked about how they are going to spend their honeymoon while i'm in Singapore slogging my life away... blah, blah, blah. Gosh... i'm loving my life, now.

Brother sent me home first... YAY!!! FREE RIDE HOME! I love night ride... always makes me feels sleepy and very relaxed. Car rocks lah! Hahaha, but you will never see me drive one. x)

Reached home and HERE AM I! x)

Sayonara!

Ciao!

P.S. LOOK FORWARD TO TOMORROW 'COZ I WILL BE SEEING WEISHAN, ANNA, CAMILIA, UNCLE ZHENG, GOR, RICHMOND, ZIKAI, KENNETH, FONG MING (MING FONG?), ONE GUY... AND MAYBE... WESLIE, YAN JIE, FIRDAUS, QIAO FENG, MRS CHUA...! O' MY GOD LAH! MISS THESE PEEPS LOADS!!!!! Hardly get to see them after i graduated from Pasir Ris Secondary. One more thing... i'm excited to hear TAS a cappella and PRSS choir!!!! Wonder PRSS Choir sounds like now... HOPE THEY ARE DOING GREAT!!!! I SURE SUPPORT THEM ONE LOR!! ENCORE!!!!! ENCORE!!!!!!

Out of my mind.

The Bottom Line
Give yourself time to express your combative feelings without getting too shrill.

In Detail
Right now you might feel like there's a battle going on between your high-spirited half and your quiet half -- you don't know if you want to curl up in a ball and be alone, or break out and go party with friends. This is perfectly normal from time to time, so don't worry too much about it. Just give yourself time to work these combative feelings out, and don't expect yourself to come to a certain conclusion anytime soon. Try to be comfortable with it, because it's stimulating new ideas.

Hahaha, how true... need some peace and time to sort out the complexity of life. If only time can stand still and not flow so fast... Where did my faith in others go? Where did my trust in others go? Stop spinning stories and make me misjudge peeps that i've always believe in. Gossips and rumours can be the world most deadliest weapon. I'm being challenged to trust again. Ironically, then what about those peeps that tell stories? Trust them, too? Damn it lah, this world has too many gray areas and sometimes, you just can't strike a balance. Whom to trust? Whom to believe in? I'm a little out of my mind today.

Sayonara!

Ciao!
Saturday, November 08, 2008 ~ 10:37 PM

Study no more!

I soooooooooooooooo want a dance studio at home! Thinking of converting my study into half a dance studio. POSSIBLE? Hahaha... Need loads of moolah leh. Need to scrape and save, man! x)

First step is to SAVE AT LEAST A THOUSAND MOOLAH. Then, convinced my mummy to let me have the study converted to dance studio. Then, SHOP FOR CHEAP-CHEAP flooring company, mirrors, sound system, and built-in cabinets. That might cost more than one thousand moolah... But a study-room will be such a cosy dance studio! Hahaha! Man, a room all by myself... i can deco it with a bean bag to couch-potato! Then, have great dancer's posters up on the walls... and cool lightings for my ceiling... What colour for my dance studio? GOSH, I AM FANTASIZING.

IT IS POSSIBLE... IF I SAVE AND SCRAPE! NEED MORE MOOLAH!

Sayonara!

Ciao!

HIGH FRIDAY

LOOK AT THE TIME NOW! THOUGH I WAS VERY SUPER TIRED... YESTERDAY WAS A FREAKING BLOODY HIGH DAY! x)

Merci!

Sayonara!

Ciao!
Monday, November 03, 2008 ~ 9:00 PM

Supposedly a happy post...................... ya-know.

PHOTOS TAKEN FROM BERNICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CASS, BER, YING!

STILL WITHOUT THE BALLOONS IN THE PHOTO!

FINALLY THE BALLOOONS ARE INSIDE!

GOR & BERNICE! LOOK AT THAT BIG HUMONGOUS PIMPLE!

BERNICE & JUSTIN! BERNICE WAS THERE TO TAKE PHOTOS MAN! HAHAHA!

BALLOON MAN!

THE EVENT BANNER!

YING HUI BUSY-BUSY, AGAIN.

I AM BEING SUPER SPORTY HERE.

YUMIN PRIMARY VIOLIN ENSEMBLE!

FIRST DISH OF THE EVENING!

TUCK IN! *GRAB THE CHOPSTICK*

I spilled my drinks lo... super clumsy.

ALEZEC... BOTAK!!!

WAH CASSANDRA!!!!

ALEZEC LOOKS LIKE SOMEONE WHO HAS JUST CAME OUT FROM PRISONER! HAHAHAHA!!!

ALEZEC, BERNICE, MICHAEL!

YING HUI & JUSTIN...

A SMELL SOMETHING FISHY!!!!

Looks like everyone's having a great time catching up with each other... x)

CURRY SOTONG!!! FREAKING SPICY!!!! I DRANK THREE CUPS OF FRUIT PUNCH AFTER THAT!!!

CHEE MENG & BERNICE!!!! HAHAHAHA!! NO LAH... KEVIN!

Mmmmm... why everyone give that super stun look?

MY BROTHER IS EATING THAT...

YES... THIS... WITH THE CARROT THAT HAS DROPPED ON THE TABLE! YIKES!!!!

CHEERS TO MR MAH!

GROUP PHOTO!!! x)

CLASSIC!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA!!!! THESE TWO PHOTOS WILL MAKE SUPER NICE GIF!!!!!

GOR GOR AND I!!!!!! YEAH, MY BROTHER!!!!

YING HUI AND I!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CHICKEN!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE TO YING HUI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MAKE A WISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A SWEEEEEEEEEET GIRL LIKE YING HUI WILL HAVE A DREAM COME TRUE...

Dream coming true in the process...
CHEERS!!!!

YUMMY... CAKE!

PROFESSIONAL WAITER...

EEEEEEWWWWWWWWW!!!! TURTLE EGGS!!!!!! SUCKS TO THE MAX!!!!!!!

CUT CAKE CUT CAKE CUT CAKE!!!!

WHAT IS HE DOING MAN.................. HAHAHAHA!!


Mmmm, I can only say I AM STILL THE SAME OLD YING YING. IF YOU THINK I HAVE CHANGED, SO BE IT. Yeah, those who truly understand me, yeah they are the ones that will know... those WHO THINK they understand me and yet failed to know... well, GO EAT SHIT!


The Brains are yours... If you think i've changed, i have changed. If you think i've not, i remain the same.

TO MYSELF, I AM STILL...

Someone who can't concealed my feelings.
Someone who can fake a false front but not for long.
Someone who blogs long-long grandmother post.
Someone who LAUGH OUT LOUD AND ENDS WITH MANY EXACLAMATION MARKS!!!!!!
Someone who do stupid things just for one special reason.
Someone who keeps her promise.
Someone who loves to play so much so much so that she can put FUN above STUDIES.
Someone who plays a lot and overboard and get herself into troubles loads of times.
Someone who follows her heart.
Someone extreme... I PRAISE YOU TILL YOU ARE HEAVENLY IF YOU ARE GOOD but banish you to hell if you are labelled as "BADDIE" by me.
Someone who stubborn goes on and on, and on, believing that there will always be a way out.
Someone who doesn't take initiative to call but will never reject a friend's call unless neccesary.
Someone who will DEFINITELY help her friends if she is able to.
Someone who will CERTAINLY make time out for her friends (SO IF I DON'T, DOESN'T MEANS I DON'T... I AM TRYING)

I'd better not break down in front of them tomorrow... Fuck that GPA of 3.8 if that's the blooody cause of everything. Yeah, I AM CRUDE AND I AM ONLY BEHAVING THIS WAY 'COZ I MIND AND I CARE!

DAMN IT. DAMN IT. DAMN IT.

I wonder what other WORSE thing can happen next... i shall ANTICIPATE (sounds rather positive, ain't it?).

It's how freaking bloody funny i'm in this freaking bloody weird situation - No backstabbing, but silent resentment amongst friends? And it's not 'coz we hated each other or something... it's more like errr... how do i explain this? WE CARE TOO MUCH ABOUT EACH OTHER THAT HAS CAUSED THIS BLOOOOODY RESENTMENT.

Man, i seriously think i'm bloooody childish and stupid today. I ain't going to trash things out, man. I only do what i believe is right. And now, i believe... Time will do the job. MOVE ON~

Sayonara!

Ciao!

P.S. Turn out to be a rather good day thanks to the ONLINE WEDDING VOW!!! BLOOODY COOL! I shall explain it again on a better day!

Saturday, November 01, 2008 ~ 12:28 PM

ESS-YU-PAY-A-AIR YU-PAY-ESS-A-TAY

Bonjour! (Good morning/Good afternoon/Hello)

Both weishan and i admit that today, 1st November of 2008, AIN'T OUR DAY! It's a bloooody bad Saturday... I'm sooooooooo feeling flustered and every single body cell of mine is mourning and groaning. I'm not feeling very happy today, and i don't know the reason. How?

Well, yesterday i tried blogging but was too tired so halfway through i went to bed. I'll continue with whatever i've not talked about...

Haiz, i wish 28th November will come quickly and i'll just get it over and done with. After that, i'll just commit myself as a member, nothing else, even if i'm invited to join the next year's camp... i'll choose to stay on as the facilitator of a group. Alright, see how... Of all of a sudden, i'm quite turned off by having to organise events ya-know and... ya-know. Used to be able to bear with it but... Haha, maybe i'm enlightened.

I'll shift my focus to something else that will help me gain back my lost confidence. I've decided... Yeah, just let others take the lead. They will do a much better job than me... I'm sure it's a right move. I'm just so sure. Very sure.

Hasn't got the time to blog 'coz i was very busy with my school life and other commitments. I do think back of the past, try to recall what happened, finding a reason to stay on going... I-guess... yeah, it's time i move on, work hard for myself, my future and do what i think is right. Three years ago, ying ying was able to stand in front of the peeps, look right into their eyes, talk confidently in ease and comfort. I was able to convince, to persuade, and most importantly... to feel proud of what i've done.

Then, now, i question myself... have doubts... feel proud of what i've done? I've lost so much... so much so that i started asking if this is the right place for me after all... I'm going to seek for a place to get back what i've lost.

Alright, let me talk about something else. I need some cheering up.

Mmm, highlights of the week... My Wednesday and Friday!

Wednesday

Managed to go home early and spent three hours at home signing peeps up for Hey! Gorgeous! Stupid lah... shall not mention it already... i regretted my action. Initially, i just wanted to have some fun... i-guess i was too playful. Now, i'm feeling upset seeing my friends kena criticised by peeps. My bad lor... And peeps thought i post my own bloody photo up there... =.= If you think so then so be it lah. I'm so sick of explaining already. I shall not explain how my photos got posted up there... long story. *big sigh*

Haven't finish posting before i got to rush off to Gracia's house. Thought i'll continue the next day, then. Forget it, better not... Errr... Hahaha, we did target setting. After which, we talked throughout the lesson. Understand something... mmm. x)

HAHA! TOOK A CAB TO TECC 'COZ I WAS FREAKING LATE FOR MEETING... ERR... I DON'T HAVE A SINGLE BOOOOODY CENT WITH ME! Yeah, you know who paid for it lah... Haha... HAD DINNER AT GRACIA'S HOUSE BEFORE I REACH TECC WOR! AGAIN! LUCKY RIGHT! YUMMY! Got fish, got veggies, got egg and stewed pork! Blooooody yummy!

Weishan and richmond were waiting for me at the bus stop. ROARRRR!!! Ask them go in without me liao... SIT INSIDE THE ROOM AND WAIT FOR ME... i think they fail their English. SO, WE WERE LATE FOR MEETING! Anyhow, i like Sentosa Link meeting. It always so bloooooooody relaxed. I'm able to catch a breather, give constructive feedbacks... share without having to worry much. I can be as creative as i can be... I'm comfortable and i'm happy.

Happily made the gay-wei couple together... and pairing dear-dear yvonne with genius-generous richmond. I think... I think... Hahaha. I see weishan smiling and i see richmond smiling... Oops! Hahaha... weishan actually wanted the four of them to be together BUT wei... think leh. Go make new friends lah... and-and, the two of them need some time to know each other. *grin*

After meeting,Weishan and i chopped Richmond, again. Die... i just keep eating. Before we settle down, i went to withdraw cash to return Richmond mah (cab's fare) then dig, dig, dig for my atm card... CANNOT FIND! Thought i lost my atm card... see me jump singapore river if i do. There's this weird uncle who started talking to us after he noticed me frantically digging for my atm card... And he can't stop talking to us... Mmmm... is he normal? Or he just needs someone to talk to lah...

FOUND IT! HAH... LUCKY! It was inside some compartments of my purse... Yeah, Richmond said 'coz there are too may compartments. And Weishan said the compartments are used to put useless stuffs. =.= I like leh... I am always carrying photos of my friends and family around. I like... Bleah! It's bloooody useful, can! Especially when i'm lonely and upset, i can always look at the photos, feel a little warmth and ease the sorrow within myself. Okay, nonsense you-might-think.

Sat on the same table (weishan knows). Ate $5 rojak, $3 chai tao kway and SUGARCANE JUICE! I love it! Rojak tasted so blooooody nice. Chao Tao Kway sucks... 'coz this weishan wanted PLAIN, CHILLI-LESS CHAI TAO KWAY! Ew! I don't like it at all and you can see bits of chai tao kway on the table 'coz they just slipped off from the fork you-see... I dropped the biggest piece, man... 'coz i retarded-ly use the rojak stick. Lazy to change to fork... Oooooo... i really love rojak... bloooooody tasty. That was the 5th meal i've eaten for the day.

THANKS RICHMOND! He was still smiling after treating us leh... blooooody generous. He did joke about burning a hole on his already-burnt pocket. Eh seriously, we're taking his pocket for granted. HAHAHAHAHA!!!

Stupid weishan wanted to trick me... bleah... She can't. Checked my mobile, my sister called and remembered Anna has A level Mother Paper tomorrow and i am suppose to pass her the e-dictionary! Called back my sister and she told me she needs it! SHIT! (Oops, i forgot if my sister called or i called her...)

Called Anna to tell her the SUPER BAD NEWS. I WAS SUUUUUUPER GUILTY. Tell her i'll try to get her an e-dictionary from my other friends.

Loads of complication... and i started calling peeps up, asking for e-dictonary. URGENT! PANICK! PANICK! PANICK! ALL DA PEEPS EITHER LEND TO OTHER PEEPS LIAO... OR SPOILT! Walked weishan and richmond to bus stop and waited for the bus with them... while i continue to make tonnes of calls asking for e-dictionary! I was soooooooooooo talking to myself... 'coz i was soooooooooo freaking worried for her lah!

And i remembered richmond asking weishan if i am always like that... DID WEISHAN SAY YES? I THINK SHE DID. Let me explain... i only do that when i'm in deep shit and panicking away. I think most peeps do that, too. If i talk to myself all the times... then send me to mental hospital 'coz only peeps who suffered from mental breakdown (LONG TERM ONE) do that. MINE IS SHORT TERM... Meaning at that point of time, due to some special reasons. HAHAHAHAHA!

BACK TO ANNA E-DICTIONARY! This Anna can still say "Nevermind, nevermind..." A LEVEL HOW CAN NEVERMIND!!!!!!!! SHE DOESN'T MIND, I MIND! AND I MIND LOADS! HAIYO... And i've promised her i'll lend her the e-dictionary! DIE ALSO MUST GET HER ONE! A LEVEL MOTHER TONGUE LEH!!!! IF SHE NEVER DO WELL, IT WILL ALL BE MY FAULT 'COZ SHE DOESN'T HAVE AN E-DICTIONARY DUE TO HER BLOOODY FRIEND, ME, WHO HAS NOT BEEN ABLE TO LEND HER E-DICT AFTER PROMISING HER I CAN! I AM NOOOOOOOOT GOING TO LIVE MY LIFE IN GUILT, MAN!

Got weishan and Richmond to stay with me to collect the e-dictionary from Kelvinong while they waited for their buses to come. Saw the e-dictionary... Apparantly, it's not the one that can be used in examination! SHOCKED. I AM SOOOOOO DOOOMED! PANICKED, PANICKED, PANICKED... busy calling out. Weishan left 'coz her bus came... waved goodbye to her while i dialled the numbers... I was like an ant on a hot plate (or wok?). My mind was super chaotic, man! You see something bouncing off everywhere in great lightning speed... FLUSTERED!

Don't wish to break my promise and i don't wish Anna to go to the exam hall without a dictionary 'coz of me! A LEVEL MOTHER TONGUE LEH! If i were her, i would be on the verge of crying, man! That's why i told myself i die-die also will get one for her. SHE IS SOOOOOOOOOO NOT GOING TO FEEL HELPLESS. I WILL GET ONE E-DICTIONARY FOR HER! ARGH!

Ended my call with Anna telling her i'll call her back in a while... Then, i realised Richmond was still beside me! HA HA HA! This guy damn funny! Remembered i mentioned that i told weishan and Richmond to keep me accompanied while waiting for the e-dictionary? He really stayed, and stayed even after i got the not-certified-for-exam e-dictionary! Damn shock to see him around... asked him how come so long his bus hasn't come and blah, blah, blah we decided to walk to 291 bus stop instead. Man, at least i got him to accompany me...

So..................... i continued to talk to myself while i dialled numbers of my friends while we walk to another bus stop. XIN MIN LENT TO HE BROTHER. ZHANG YUN NEVER PICK UP. WHO ELSE?!?!!?! Richmond was laughing 'coz i really look like a lunatic... and i agree, man. Can't be bothered lo... i was sooooo blooooody ganjiong. There must be a way... There must be a way... There can't be no way to get an e-dictionary...

Sat down again at the bus stop and i was still calling out till there was no numbers for me to call. SUPPPPPER HELPLESS!!!! And i was whining... and mummbling nonsense. Things like whether i can buy one (AT THAT KIND OF BLOOOOODY HOUR), how come richmond isn't same age as me (then he will have the e-dictionary), blah, blah, blah... We waited at the 201 bus stop for damn long lah! While waiting for the bus, i decided to make a choice. To sacrifice my sister? To sacrifice Anna? And after weighing and consulting Richmond's opinion, i have this conclusion: E-DICTIONARY TO ANNA 'coz my sister can use traditional dictionary while Anna only left one choice which is the e-dictionary. BUT there's a problem! My sister can't find her e-dictionary!

Called and wanted to ask my sister whether she managed to dig out the bloooody e-dictionary and found out that it was her friend who needs the e-dictionary and not her! Walao... i am seriously stupid to have made such a big mistake. Told her about my situation and she said i just have to go home and dig it myself lo. AND YES I SAID YES! Woooots! That's the only hope i've left so i am not going to give up till i find the e-dictionary!

Bus 291 was ssuuuuuuuuuuuuuupper looooooooooooooooooooooooonggg!!! WE WAITED DAMN LONG AND NOT A SINGLE BUS CAME!!! SUPER UNUSUAL I-TELL-YOU 'coz bus 291 should come rather fast one lo. I told Richmond 'coz i was with him that's why whoever i called doesn't have the e-dictonary and that see... even the bus 291 take such an incredible long time to come... He was like telling me how come can sway so long one... HA HA HA!!! Yeah, i don't understand how come when the two of us are together, we are always so sway... We'll see how we can kick that swayness away, man.

So Richmond and i walked to the bus stop outside my block. I finally calmed down. Didn't send him to the bus stop though i wanted to, but he was very understanding... HA HA HA! And i ran back home to dig for the e-dictionary for Anna!!!!!!!!!! He told me THE MOMENT I WALKED OFF, BUS 291 CAME! FUNNY LAH... THE TWO OF US SERIOUSLY JINX OF EACH OTHER, MAN! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Sway to the max times max times max!

WENT BACK HOME AND FOUND THE E-DICTIONARY ON TOP OF THE SHOE BOX AFTER TURNING THE WHOLE STUDY UPSIDE DOWN!!!!!!!!! CHIONG-ED TO ANNA'S HOUSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TESTED THE E-DICTIONARY!!!!! The batteries inside melted... i was soooooooooooooo super scared the whole thing spoil lo...

Put the fresh batteries in and...................................... Anna's finger reached out for the ON button... *pressed* The screen came alive! JUMANI! IT CAN WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PHEEEEEEEEEWWWW!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! I WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOO BLOOOOODY HAPPY!!!!!!! THANKFUL, MAN!

Anna walked me down her house and we chatted downstairs. HAHAHAHA... hecks the lateness plus i'm suuuper used to going home late by myself. Know a bit here and there... MAN, I WANT THE SISTERS TO MEET UP ONE DAY AND JUST WELL... TALK THE DAY AWAY!!! It's how funny we don't meet up very often and we were very busy with our lives BUT when we finally meet up, we can talk, talk, talk! Endless topics to talk about... LOVE ANNA! LOVE CAMILIA! Okay, i've decided, CAMILIA AND I WILL BOMB ANNA'S HOUSE ONE DAY AND PARTY!!!!! HA HA HA!!! We can whip up a meal at her place, together with her mummy, then ya lo... HOW BLOOOODY NICE, RIGHT! HOHOHOHO!!!

WENT BACK HOME... Wah, super late. Hahaha... but i consider myself lucky 'coz i don't have to go Bedok (xin min's house) or Tanah Marah (vionna's house) to get the e-dictionary. SUPER THANKFUL! YEAH, I CAN FINALLY SLEEP PEACEFULLY TONIGHT... PHEW!

Yup, that's my blooooody CRAZY wednesday!

Friday

SUPERNOVA MEETING. MET LEOVINE! MET MY BROTHER! MET... CAMILIA! AND-AND! ALEZEC MADE A SURPRISE VISIT!

Before that, i went to Anna's house to collect the e-dictionary from her 'co my sister's friend needs it. WANTED TO TALK MORE BUT I GOT TO RUSH OFF... EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! I got that urge to go in her house and just talk lo. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! But i just have to make a wise choice lah... ANNA PASSED ME A PACKET OF FAMOUS AMOUS COOKIES!!! WOOOOOTS!!!!!! HER MUMMY BOUGHT IT FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BLOOOOOOOOOOOOOODY NICE OF HER!!!!!!

Okay, said bye bye and i rushed off to TECC. My brother was already there. I AM SOOOOOOOO SUPER SORRY FOR BEING LATE. Actually, everyone else was late. Started munching cookies away while we waited at the McDonald. CAMILIA AND I DEVOURED THE BIG PACKET OF COOKIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOTS!

All the freaking dilly dally, meeting started after 8.30pm. Aaaaaaaaaaaah! RIDICULOUS! LAST MINUTE PRINTING... THIS AND THAT... I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOO BLOOOOOOOOOOOOODY ANNOYED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DON'T LIKE IT WHEN I AM WASTING TIME AWAY, WAITING, WAITING, WAITING... NORMAL OUTING I CAN BEAR WITH IT. THIS IS MEETING LEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!!

WE ARE WASTING PEEPS PRECIOUS TIME... CHILL. I was looking forward to friday's meeting but in the end, i actually HATE it. Learnt a few things or two... yeah, i was happy with what Leovine has prepared and after that session, i've a list of goals in mind. I know where i am heading to... i've better directions... I understand what i want... LEOVINE ROCKS! And he always make me feel good about myself... at least, better. And you know it deeply he meant it from the bottom of his heart. It's seriously a comfort. That's why i like him.

And my brother rocks, too! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! I HAVE ALREADY SAID HE IS GOOD. I NEVER ASK HIM JOIN 'COZ HE IS MY BROTHER... I REALLY FIND HIM AWESOME THAT'S WHY I ASKED HIM TO JOIN. WHEN IT COMES TO SUPERNOVA, I DON'T TAKE THINGS IN A JOKING MANNER THOUGH I DO JOKE AT TIMES 'COZ WE CAN'T BE WORKING AT A SERIOUS ENVIRONMENT ALL THE TIME... EVERY CHOICE I MAKE HAS A REASON BEHIND.

O' and during programmes briefing... i suddenly realised we have five groups instead of four. Initially it was decided that the campers will be split into four groups, the last meeting (JUSTONE WEEK AGO ONLY OKAY). THEN, NOW! FIVE GROUPS, AGAIN! EVERYTIME CHANGE NEVER SAY ONE LOR! DAMN FU*KING IT! I AM SERIOUSLY FREAKING PISSED BUT I NEVER SHOW IT ON MY FACE... YES, I AM MENTIONING IT HERE! IF HE READS IT, HE KNOWS. IF NOT, I ALSO CAN'T BE BOTHERED. ROARRRRRRR!!! I AM NOT JOKING, MAN. I AM SERIOUSLY FREAKING PISSED.

I was greatly upset. Didn't show it on my face, though. Find myself rather good at acting... Or you can say i am always being able to put on a facade front, to laugh and joke like i always do, but deep inside i got millions and billions of bu-shuang-ness. I think i'm scary 'coz of this reason. Talked outside TECC and left with my brother after taking photos of ALEZEC! I'll post it up the next time bah...

Talked to my brother... YEAH! I LOVE TO TALK, A LOT, A LOT, A LOT! Obviously not those topics that turns me off lah... I LOVE TALKING TO MY BROTHER! He accompanied me to transfer the moolah to Leovine then i walked him to the bus stop to wait for Kenneth, his friend. Yes, i shall remember Kenneth 'coz he sent me back home. x)

Yup, yup, yup... i love my brother! HE ROCKS! That's why i decided to walk him to the bus stop so that we can talk more. I don't know leh... i think i was upset so i wanted to talk. Talking, even not about the stuffs that upset me, helps to cheer me up. IT REALLY DO!

And his friend, Kenneth, sent me home. Hahaha, bloooody nice guy! He was talking on the phone with his friend and he said, "wo xian zai song daniel de gan mei hui jia." WOOOOTS! I LIKE THAT WORD "MEI". I GOT A BROTHER! A BIG BROTHER! Well... you realised when i introduced peeps to my brother, i don't tell them he's my GOD brother. I tell them HE IS MY BROTHER. HAHAHAHAHA! Hecks... BROTHER! I LOVE MY BROTHER!

That's my blooooody friday. Don't know good or bad... argh.

I've been hanging out a lot with my brother and richmond recently. LOVE IT, MAN! Hahahaha... They are bloooooooooody nice peeps. LOVE THEM, LOVE THEM, LOVE THEM!

Au revoir!

Sayonara!

Ciao!